Solange Raviea Cervana.
“It was Sariah Villarica, I knew it! Her deceased mother was a drug dealer. No wonder they have the same blood.”
“It’s clearly not Solange, stop pulling her down with this mess. That woman has principles unlike this Sariah Villa—whoever the f*ck she is!”
“The evidence is on the table. The guy from the video spoke already and it was Sariah Villarica! Gusto niyo pa bang isubo sa inyo ang ebidensya?”
That was some of the comments on the said article. Napatakip ako ng bibig nang maalalang sinabi ni Dad na lilinisin niya ang lahat. I thought it’s for good, pero sa pangalawang pagkakataon, niloloko ko na naman ang sarili ko dahil napagtanto kong inayos niya iyon sa pamamagitan ng paglipat ng kamalian ko sa ibang tao. He put the spotlight on Sariah and in just a snap, people started to force her to hold accountable for what I did. Kahit na alam ko sa sarili kong ako ang may kagagawan ng lahat. It was sickening, I felt horrible about it.
It took another hour before the maid knocked on my door. My eyes were swollen even though I put makeup on already. My bruises are filled with foundation. Naglagay rin ako ng bandage sa palad ko para hindi makita ang mga sugat ko roon. I just wear a random dress from my closet. Nahihilo pa rin ako at hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko bang kumain dahil sa mga nangyari ngayong araw.
“Sit down,” my mother commanded. The maid pulled the chair so I sat down quietly. I felt the coldness of the gold choker on my neck because of the silence. My mom didn’t even look at me, while Dad’s probably going to sit anytime soon.
“Madame, dumating na po ang mga bisita,” Luisa uttered. My mother signals her to let the visitors in. My heart started to throb when I heard the steps of their shoes, but I remained with a calm look. My dad sat down before they even came in.
“Greet their eldest son,” he said in monotone. I just nodded. As if I have the chance to refuse.
“I’m sorry, we’re late.” A man in his middle-age came inside first. “Good evening, everyone.” My dad and I stood up from our seats. He rested his right palm on my back and greeted the guest.
“Good evening, Mister…” Peke akong ngumiti sa kanya.
“Oh, hija! Just call me dad, too. Besides, iyon naman ang dahilan kung bakit may salo-salo ‘di ba?” Natatawa siya habang nakahawak pa sa tiyan.
Hindi ko iyon pinansin at nagpanggap lang na naintindihan ko ang sinasabi niya. Nanlulumo na ako sa kaloob-looban ko pero nanatili pa rin ako sa aking postura. A girl younger than me entered the wide door. Napatitig pa muna siya sa akin bago ngumisi. The middle son came in, hindi ko siya pinagtuunan ng pansin dahil pumasok na rin ang panganay nila na sa tingin ko ay mas matanda ng tatlong taon sa ‘kin. His clean cut hair was very protruding, na parang kapag ginalaw mo ay magagalit siya. The white long sleeved polo hugged his body perfectly. His eyebrow slit complemented his whole face. There was a humorous smirk on his lips when he noticed that I’m staring at him. Nilabanan ko ang titig niya sa ‘kin at nang hindi makayanan ay bigla siyang napatingin sa iba.
“Vernon.” His voice sent shivers down my spine. He offered his right hand. Hindi ko pa sana tatanggapin iyon pero nang maramdaman ko ang paghigpit ng hawak ng aking ama sa baywang ko ay agad ko iyong tinanggap. “Vernon Thobias Alejo, the eldest,” he added. I don’t usually watch local movies but I knew he’s an actor. Kilala ang pangalan niya sa modeling company namin. I bet he’s the CEO. The Alejos are known too because of their famous winery business.
“Solange Raviea Cervana, the only child,” I did the same way he introduced himself. His father laughed. Hindi ko alam kung pinipilit niyang matawa o ganoon lang talaga ang paraan ng pagtawa niya.
“Shall we eat?” Mom uttered, she smiled at Vernon's mom before sitting. Tumingin ako sa ama, tila kinukwestyon kung bakit at para saan itong salo-salo pero wala siyang ibang binigay na sagot sa akin kung hindi ang pilit at madiin na ngiti. When the dinner started, I remained silent which is unusual because I used to be approachable whenever visitors come. May masama akong pakiramdam tungkol sa mga nangyayari ngayon.
“I love it here, very classy... “ Mrs. Thatiana Alejo screams so much elegance. Kahit na halata na ang edad niya ay nananatili pa rin siya sa ganoong postura. She looked around, pagkatapos noon ay napunta sa akin ang paningin niya. I smiled but she refused to give it back to me. “Do you mind if I ask, how old are you?” she asked.
I politely smiled. “I’m twenty-two years old, ma’am... “
“Hmm, very young.” She nodded. “So, you’re new to the industry? Modeling?”
“Yes, ma’am, I joined my current company a year ago.” I slowly cut my steak.
“Oh, really? It seems so fast. You’re all over social media. And also, I saw your recent billboard on Edsa.” Tahimik lang ang lahat habang nagsasalita siya. “I hope you aren’t pressured to build your own name.” Napalingon ako ulit sa kanya, ngayon ay may ngiting makahulugan na sa kanyang labi.
I looked at my Dad when he held my hand underneath the table, he smiled, I did the same, kahit na masama ang loob sa pagpapanggap na ginagawa ko. “I’m not, ma’am… I’m enjoying it.”
“I’m glad to know that.” She slightly tapped her lips using the tissue. “Just call me, Mama.” Hindi na siya tumingin pang muli sa akin.
“My daughter can adapt easily and I’m very glad she’s gaining attention, as she should. Right, Seia?” Mama gazed at me. Kinuyom ko ang kamao ko habang lalo pang binabaon ang kuko sa palad tila pinipigilan ang sarili na magsabi ng mga salitang hindi magugustuhan ng pamilya ko.
“Of course, Mama…” Hindi ko alam kung ilang beses ba akong peke na ngumiti. Gusto kong magkulong na lang at bumalik na sa kwarto ko.
“How about Vernon? How old is he?” My father asked, glancing at Vernon. Nasa tapat ko siya kaya unang tumama ang misteryoso niyang mata sa akin. I still remember how I hated him in college. Sa tuwing naiisip ko iyon ay kumukulo ang dugo ko sa loob. He looked down, bahagya pang napatingin sa kamay ko kaya agad ko iyong tinago.
“I’m twenty-five years old, sir.” Bumaling siya kay Papa.
“Hmm,” Papa said while chewing his food. “I heard you’re managing your winery company while being an actor, is that right?”
“Yes, sir.” Vernon nodded and once looked at me again.
“Oh, hijo! Just call me Papa. Besides, you’ll be my son in law soon.” He laughed together with Vernon’s dad who agreed with him. I was too stunned to speak. I expected this ever since, pero hindi ko alam na ngayon nila ito gagawin. I was convincing myself that I’m ready for it, pero iba pa rin pala talaga kapag harap-harapan nang sinabi sa ‘yo.
My tears are about to shed. I saw how Vernon smirked with it, para bang alam niya na ang nangyayari at sa lamesang ito ay ako lang ang tanging nagulat. I waited for another minute to excuse myself. Naninikip ang dibdib ko at parang may sumasakal sa akin sa lugar na ‘to.
“Papa, I’ll just go to the comfort room.” I gently wiped my lips.
“Luisa!” He called the maid.
“Senyor?” Agad itong lumabas galing sa kusina.
“Pakisamahan si Seia papuntang comfort room—” Naputol ang sasabihin nito nang magsalita si Vernon.
“I’ll accompany her.” I quickly glanced at him. Pinipigilan siyang tumayo nang hindi ko sinasabi nang diretso. But the moment he stood up, I knew I didn't have a choice. “Let’s go, love…” I cringed. Tumaas ang balahibo ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Nagpaalam pa muna ako nang maayos. Inalalayan niya pa ako sa pamamagitan ng paghawak sa likod ko at nang makalagpas kami sa dining area ay agad akong nagsalita.
“Get your hands off me,” I uttered, emphasising every word. Nilagpasan ko ang comfort room at tinulak ang pintuan palabas at papuntang pool area.
“I thought you’re going to the comfort room?” Kinilabutan akong muli dahil sa lalim at lamig ng boses niya.
Lumingon ako sa kanya. He removed his necktie, opening the first two buttons of his shirt. His tattoo on his chest kind of shows, but that doesn’t stop me from saying something. “Leave,”
“What?” Naguguluhan niyang tanong kahit na malinaw naman ang sinabi ko.
“All of you,” I said pertaining to his family. He slightly chuckled. It’s not possible to make them leave, but I’m wishing that he could have the common sense to understand what I’m trying to say. Dahil alam kong alam niya rin ang nangyayari sa pamilya namin.
“You’re still the same.” Pinanliitan niya ako ng mata. “You never change,”
“And you never learn!” I pointed my finger on him. “Are you blind? They’re going to manipulate everything! And I don’t want to marry someone like you! Fucking ruthless dog, sunod-sunuran sa pamilya!”
He smirked, amused by how I throw my words at him. “Hindi ba, ikaw rin?” Binalik niya sa ‘kin ang tanong. He slightly walk towards me but I remain on my position, hindi manlang natinag sa binibigay niyang tingin sa ‘kin. “Are you sleeping so much, Solange? Kung ganoon, pwede ka nang gumising.” Inayos niya ang takas ng buhok sa mukha ko, tila inuubos pa ang pasensya na natitira sa ‘kin. “You’re blind too, am I right? At kung sunod-sunuran lang naman pala ang usapan, you’re the one who supposed to be more offended.”
“You don’t know everything.” Kinuyom ko ang palad nang may maramdaman na kakaibang kirot sa ulo ko. Bigla rin akong nakaramdam ng pagbabaliktad ng sikmura ko.
“I hope so… I hope I don’t get to know everything.” He crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Dahil kapag nalaman ko, you’re gonna beg on knees, real hard.” He clenched his jaw. “And because you’re the great Solange Raviea Cervana, you wouldn’t do that, right?”
“I would never beg—”
He put his finger on my lips to stop me from speaking. “I am going to make you beg.”
Marahas kong tinanggal ang kamay niya sa labi ko. “Fuck you.” Madiin kong sambit.
“Try me, then?” He chuckled, showing his perfectly aligned teeth.
I laughed without humour. “You disgusts me to death,”
“Oh, baby, aren’t you aware that I feel the same, too?” He held my chin while examining my face. I couldn't utter a word when a familiar feeling inside me started to explode. Napahawak ako sa balikat niya pang suporta. And without any hesitation, I vomited on his shirt. Making me lose my dignity. Kasunod noon ay ang pagbagsak ko sa sahig, tuluyan nang nawalan ng malay pagkatapos niyang magmura ng ilang beses.
Solange Raviea Cervana.The black B275 shooting target automatically came in front of me after shooting multiple times. I lay down the FNS 9mm gun and quickly remove the shooting earmuff along with the safety glasses. Napatingin ako sa likod nang maramdaman kong kinalabit ako ni Avril.“Nakita mo na ba ‘to?” She lent her phone to me. I removed my tactical gloves before I held it.Just in: Following the hot issue; Sariah Villarica was found dead in her apartment. According to the investigation, the apartment was intentionally set on fire as it did not spread throughout the building.Nabitawan ko ang hydro flask ko at mabilis na kumalabog ang puso sa nakita. I couldn’t utter a word nor move from my position.“It was on the news an hour ago.” Kinuha niya ang cellphone niya
Solange Raviea Cervana.“You’ll be the front cover for Cosmopolitan Magazine next month, right? It’s ten days from now, I think?” Avril started a conversation when we’re about to leave the agency. Shantal left early since they had a family dinner.“Hmm, yeah, the manager already told me,” I said. Rinig ang tunog ng stilettos ko sa bawat paghakbang.I pressed the button of the elevator before I put on my Gentle Monster shades. When the elevator opened, I sensed something I had forgotten.“You go first, Ril. I forgot my phone sa make-up room, I can’t find it here.”“Yeah, sure. See you tomorrow, Seia!” she waved her hand before the elevator closed.
Solange Raviea CervanaI have been so fascinated with the beaches ever since I was a kid. The non-stop waves, the feeling of the sand on my feet, the breeze of the cold wind, and the sea water, I somehow find comfort in it and it makes me feel as if I have a safe place to go whenever everything's exhausting for me. But this day was an exception. Mayroong parte sa akin na gustong-gusto umalis sa lugar na ito… Na hindi ako nararapat dito. I wanted to leave so bad.The distinct sound of waves was the first thing I heard when I ran away from the mansion. Mas lalo pa akong naiyak dahil tuloy-tuloy akong tumakbo palayo kahit na walang saplot ang aking mga paa. The sharpness of the stone from the sand caused my feet to bleed. Dahil sa li
Solange Raviea Cervana.I drove alone to my condominium to get some of my things. My family and Vernon’s family will be having dinner tonight. It’s kind of suspicious dahil kayang bilangin sa daliri ko ang gamit ko sa bahay na iyon. Nang matapos kong iparada ang sasakyan ay agad kong kinuha ang baseball cap. It was given by Westley before he stayed in New York, almost four years ago. I couldn’t throw it away as this was the only thing he had gifted me.I don’t like him, but he's been my type since college. But due to busy schedules, hindi ko na inalintana pang sabihin sa kanya iyon lalo na’t lumipat nga sila ng ibang bansa.“Good morning, Ma’am. Have a nice day po.” The guard greeted me. I gave him the paper bag I was holding. “Uy! Nakakahiya po, Ma’am
Solange Raviea CervanaI got back on track the day after. I have some shooting today with Griffin. Noong una pa nga’y hindi ko alam na siya ang magiging kasama ko sa shoot ngayon. My manager just told me na hindi raw sumipot iyong lalaki na kasama ko dapat ngayon. Natyempuhan lang na si Griffin ang pumalit, he even volunteered himself, so I don’t have problems with it lalo na’t gusto ko ulit siyang makausap.“Closer please,” The photographer demanded. “Solange, I think it’s better if you’ll look this way, while Griffin will look at you.” Tumango ako at ginawa ang gusto niyang mangyari. “Yup, that’s right. Perfect!” Natutuwang sabi nito. “Now, for the second idea, can you guys talk naturally and express positive emotions about it?&r
Solange Raviea Cervana.Friday came, it’s girls night out, so I had to join the party and birthday rin kasi ni Shantal. Akala ko pa nga noong una ay sa bahay nila iyon gaganapin pero nag rent na lang sila ng place sa Antares Cruise Ship. I haven’t seen Griffin since last time. Hindi ko alam kung sinasadya niyang hindi magpakita o talagang wala lang talaga siya. Nababahala nga ako dahil paniguradong invited siya sa party.“Manang Rodora, si Vernon po, umuwi na ba?” Tanong ko sa kasambahay bago ako lumabas.“Noong isang araw ko pa po siya nakita, Miss Solange.” Kumunot ang noo ko dahil umuuwi naman siya pero hindi kami nagkakaabutan.“Sige p
Vernon Thobias Alejo.“Come to my office, now.” Utos ko kay Griffin nang mabuo ko na ang planong gagawin ko para lumayo siya kay Seia.I am so sure he can sabotage the plan just for that girl, so, I’m going to stop him. This is what I meant when I said to Papa that I don’t need his help. He’ll only cause trouble, they’re aware of it. Kaya nga hindi nila sinabi ang buong plano sa kanya dahil alam nila kung ano ang kaya niyang gawin para lamang kay Solange.“I am going to stop the marriage,” bulong ko. Bahagya ko pa siyang nilingon pero nagtuloy-tuloy na ako sa loob ng opisina ko. Maya-maya pa ay hindi ako nagkamali na gagawin niya lahat para sa babaeng iyon dahil pumasok na siya sa loob.
Vernon Thobias Alejo.I ran immediately to the ground. I was watching Griffin and Solange the whole time using the CCTV. I was sweating so hard, asking myself if I made the right decision. Sinabi ko kay Griffin na barilin siya sa pinaka ligtas na parte ng katawan. I was expecting him to just make her arm bleed, not to actually bury a bullet inside.“Seia!” Griffin shouted while crying. He was sitting on the ground while Solange was on his lap.“Fuck!” Ilang beses akong nag mura nang makitang hindi siya sa braso tinamaan. “Call an ambulance, Griff!”“This is all your fault!” Tumayo siya at agad akong sinuntok.
Solange Raviea Cervana.“When will you ever leave?” Biglang sumulpot sa harapan ko si Avril. Hindi ko alam na pumunta pala siya rito. “You’re enjoying your spotlight now, huh? Don’t worry, it’s all just temporary. You will leave the company as soon as possible.”Nang matapos ako sa paglagay ng lipstick ko ay agad ko siyang nilagpasan at dumiretso sa labas ng venue para makalanghap ng sariwang hangin. Hindi pa ako tuluyan nakakababa sa batong hagdan nang hinapit niya ako para mapatingin sa kanya.“Why do you have to come back here! It’s so much better if you’re not here! Kapag nandito ka, inaagaw mo ang lahat ng sa akin! The people, the spotlight, everything! As well as my boyfr
Solange Raviea Cervana. Kaliwa’t kanan ang nag e-email na brands sa akin, pati na rin ang pag offer sa mga T.V advertisements simula nang mabalita na bumalik na ako. Ms. Kiara advised me to just let it flood. Hindi pa ako pupwedeng tumanggap ng kahit na ano sa mga iyon dahil wala pa iyong magiging mentor ko. I just did a photoshoot today for articles. It’s like a comeback photoshoot. Sinasamantala ng production ang init na pagtanggap sa akin muli ng mga tao dahil mas nakakataas iyon ng ranking ng company. “Fiercer!” Ms. Kiara de Lopez uttered with her hands crossed. The models are intimidated by her kaya tahimik ang buong studio at tanging pag-shutter lang ng camera ang naririnig. I stay calm and just do what she says. Akala ata nila, galit s
Solange Raviea Cervana.We honestly don’t care about how the media will describe us as a couple. Wala na kaming pakialam kung may nanoood ba sa amin o wala. We have already decided to just leave it as it is, dahil hindi naman sila kasali sa relasyon naming dalawa. It will only make the most out of it worse kapag magpapa-apekto pa kami sa sinasabi ng iba.“My parents don't know we’re coming.” I said to him when we entered the gate. Nagpatuloy siya sa pagmamaneho hanggang sa loob at hininto iyon sa tapat ng main entrance ng mansion.“It won’t be long. If they’re busy, maybe we can go next time,” aniya nang mabuksan ang pintuan para makababa ako.
Solange Raviea Cervana.“I need to know what’s between Westley and Avril,” ani ko.The agents accompanied me to CMC since I’m going to sign a contract today. Papa helped me, so that I could easily join the company again. I just let him do it since I’m not planning on staying here for good. Well, nothing’s new with the bodyguards I’m with since they’re always with me.“Iyong kaibigan niyo po ba, Ma’am?” Vino asked.I told them to just call me Seia over and over again, but they won’t listen to me. I said that being called Senyora is too old to hear, that’s why they decided to just call me Ma
Solange Raviea Cervana.I woke up early and went to the mansion. It’s been a while since I saw my parents. They never visited me in Australia as they knew about my relationship with Vernon. Nito lang umaga ay tinawagan ako ni Mama na ikinagulat ko. She was inviting me over for breakfast, that’s why I didn’t hesitate to go there with the bodyguards with me.The maid opened the doorway. It’s been a while since I last stepped here. It still feels the same. Very empty and frightening. Tahimik ang buong bahay na a-akalain mong walang nakatira roon. I quickly erased my negative thoughts when I successfully entered the dining area. My parents quickly glanced at me with no emotion at all. Tumayo si Mama para bumeso sa akin, tsaka ako sinenyasan na gawin ko rin iyon kay Papa. I was hesitant a
Solange Raviea Cervana.“Yes, of course, I know Avril since she joined HDL before!” I heard Sean uttered.“That’s so embarrassing, Sean! I wasn’t able to go to HDL Paris, but I’m glad I became known because of your agency. Thank you for that…” Avril sweetly replied.A was taken aback and couldn’t utter a word. I never saw her again after we fought that day in the comfort room. She never once visited me when I woke up from comatose. Seeing her now, getting more mature and successful, means so much to me because she finally got the recognition she wanted since day one. She must’ve been very happy as people are now looking up to her.
Solange Raviea Cervana. “Seia, is this your first time?” he asked while heavily breathing. “Yes,” I admitted. “I’m sorry,” “Baby, why are you sorry? There’s nothing to feel sorry for.” Inangat niya ang baba ko habang nakahiga pa rin ako sa harapan niya. “I don’t want to stop…” sambit ko, habang nakalapat pa rin ang isang kamay sa harap niya. It wasn't enough. I want to pleasure him more. Gusto kong iparamdam sa kanya ang lahat ng bagay na hindi niya pa nararamdaman noon. I don’t want him to forget what happened this night. “The visitors are waiting, Seia.” I shook m
Solange Raviea Cervana.I help him remove his necktie and button shirt while kissing him with so much passion. Bahagya akong napatingin sa katawan niya kaya mas hinabol niya ang labi ko. I didn’t bother looking at his tattoo on his chest again when he made me stand up so that he could remove his pants. Napasandal ako lalo sa manibela habang nakakapit ang dalawang kamay sa balikat niya. I thought he’s sitting down again, but he continued kissing me from my cheeks down to my neck. Pinulupot ko ang isang kamay ko sa batok niya. I craned my neck to give him more access to it, but I knew from then I can’t wait any longer to finally feel him.I push him back onto the chair while his boxers are still there. He chuckled and inclined his seat. I turn around and grab my hair and put it on the side.
Solange Raviea Cervana.“Lugi ako, biglang inuwian. Tara na nga!” Sean was about to walk away with his friends, but he was able to greet me before doing so. “It’s nice to see you here happy and well, Solange.” Binati rin ako ng doktor niyang kaibigan bago sila umalis at iniwan kami roon dalawa.“It’s nice here. City lights are everywhere, kahit na gabi na maliwanag pa rin sa paligid,” I said, opening a topic because he isn’t talking. “Hoy…” Hinawakan ko ang braso niya at bahagya iyong inalog dahil wala pa rin siyang sinasabi. “Aren’t you going to say some—”He immediately held my waist before I even finished my sentence to put his lips on mine. Ba