Solange Raviea Cervana.
The black B275 shooting target automatically came in front of me after shooting multiple times. I lay down the FNS 9mm gun and quickly remove the shooting earmuff along with the safety glasses. Napatingin ako sa likod nang maramdaman kong kinalabit ako ni Avril.
“Nakita mo na ba ‘to?” She lent her phone to me. I removed my tactical gloves before I held it.
Just in: Following the hot issue; Sariah Villarica was found dead in her apartment. According to the investigation, the apartment was intentionally set on fire as it did not spread throughout the building.
Nabitawan ko ang hydro flask ko at mabilis na kumalabog ang puso sa nakita. I couldn’t utter a word nor move from my position.
“It was on the news an hour ago.” Kinuha niya ang cellphone niya at makahulugan akong tiningnan. “I don’t know what happened that night, Seia, but I hope my instincts weren’t true.”
“What do you mean, Avril?” Bumalik ako sa huwisyo sa kanyang sinabi.
“You know what it is. You definitely know it.” Naglakad siya papalayo hanggang sa magsara ang pintuan ng shooting range. Hindi pa ako lubusang natauhan sa nakita nang pumasok si Shantal sa loob.
“Oh my God, Seia! You’re marrying Vernon Alejo?” She held my wrist. Hinarap niya sa akin ang cellphone niya. I saw an article about an engagement between me and Vernon. Hindi ko alam kung saan nakalap ng mga tao ang bagay na iyon. I am honestly so confused about what I should feel. Natagpuan ko na lang ang sarili ko sa harap ng opisina ni Papa sa mansyon. The maid opened the door for me. Naabutan ko pang may kausap siya sa telepono kaya hindi agad ako nakapagsalita.
“I’ll call you again. Yes, thank you, bye.” Agad siyang lumingon sa akin nang maibaba niya ang telepono. “What’s the matter?”
“Sariah’s dead,” I stuttered. “She’s dead, Papa…”
“What about it?” He fixed his eyeglasses and continued signing the documents in front of him.
“Papa! She passed away! Don't you feel bad about it?” Tears started to fall on my cheeks.
“Feel bad about it? Why should I, Seia?” Kumunot ang kilay niya. “As if I killed her?”
“No, Papa. You don’t understand…” I sobbed. “She lost her life after people started to attack her. Don’t you feel horrible about it? Because I do! I feel horrible about it!” I shouted, almost protruding veins on my neck.
“Don’t you dare shout at me, Solange!” He stood up, pointing his finger at me.
“I’ll be making a press conference, I’ll apologize to her. Lalo na sa mga taong naniwalang siya iyong babae na nasa video. Kailangan kong aminin ang kasalanan ko.” I turned my back on him. I was about to open the door but Papa stopped me from doing so.
He tightly held both sides of my cheek. “If you don’t want to end up like her, shut your mouth. Hmm?” Muling bumagsak ang luha ko dahil sa takot na naramdaman. Agresibo niyang binatawan ang mukha ko. “Pack your things, you’re moving out with Vernon tomorrow.”
Vernon Thobias Alejo.
Silence filled the whole room. My parents were thinking of something to protect Sariah from the hate she was receiving. She has been loyal to us ever since my family took care of her and seeing her getting hate because of that family makes me lose my temper.
“Chill down, Vaughn.” She slightly chuckled while caressing my shoulders. Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang hindi siya apektado sa nangyayari. She remains calm, habang ako ay hindi mapakali kakaisip.
Muli kong kinuyom ang kamao ko nang maalala ang kahayupang ginawa ni Sergio Cervana. He fucking put the spotlight on Sariah, so that he could clean his daughter’s name. Ngayon, ay hindi siya tinitigilan ng mga tao. I hate them for putting the blame on Sariah, she should be out of this mess. They didn't even know she was living with us. That’s the family’s most confidential secret. No one knows about it. That secret only circulates within the family.
“Why don’t we fake my death?” she uttered after a long silence.
Matalim akong tumingin sa kanya. “Sariah, do you think this is a fucking joke?”
“Do I look like I’m joking?” She raised a brow.
“No, I won’t agree with that.” Umiling ako. “Mama? Papa?” I glanced at my parents but they remained silent. “Don’t tell me, you’re agreeing with her?”
“Vernon, let her speak.” My mom uttered, muli akong bumaling kay Sariah. I calm down a little bit when she formed a small smile, assuring me that this would be a good plan.
“Fake my death, spread it all over the media. Let them mourn for me. Sa ganoong paraan, mahahawakan natin sila sa leeg. They’re gonna receive a lot of hate knowing this old heartless Sergio Cervana literally made me the villain.” She brushed her short hair using her fingers. “And that Solange, she’ll prolly be showered by the hate I’ve been receiving.”
“And if they let it pass?” I replied.
“That’s the goal, they should let it pass. We can make a better plan after that, nang sa gayon ay magulat sila na buhay ako. Besides, do you think I can walk peacefully on the street? Definitely, no. So we should cool it down by faking my death.” She gazed at my parents. “My mom received a lot of hate, too. People only stopped when she died.” She gritted her teeth.
“Do you really think people will give a fuck once they realize you’re dead? You almost got harassed, Sariah! Sa tingin mo ba makukuha pa rin nilang magdusa pagkatapos ng ginawa nila sa ‘yo? They won’t do that! They will only continue with their lives and act as if they didn’t hurt you.” Madiin kong sambit. “That’s the harsh truth, Sariah,”
The discussion ended after an hour. I stayed in the garden area to calm myself. I didn’t agree with her and the fake death she just said kahit na alam kong itutuloy nila iyon. I know that I shouldn’t let my feelings interfere with this matter, even if I only want her to be safe. I only want the best for her.
“What were you thinking?” I heard her voice from behind. I quickly breathe out the smoke from the cigarette. Tinapakan ko ang upos ng sigarilyo bago humarap sa kanya.
“Nothing,”
She smirked and went beside me. “I thought you stopped smoking already?”
“The issues stressed me out, so I had to, I’m sorry…” I stopped smoking ever since I knew she had breathing problems. Muli kaming natahimik nang ilang segundo bago ako magsalita ulit. “Why did you think of that?”
“Ang alin?” Tumingin siya sa ‘kin. Her hair was slightly swaying because of the wind.
“The fake death,”
“I wanted to regain my peace. Death is peaceful, don’t you think?” I glanced at her, I only gave her a deep sigh. “I am going to be fine, Vaughn. Just trust me with this, hmm?”
“I hate to say this, but I hope you’re not getting away because of what I told you—” she chuckled. “I am serious, Sariah…”
“God, Vernon! I am not getting away because you like me.” She looked down and held my hand. Her dimples protruded, making me want to hug her and just stay with that forever. I wish I could do that even after this issue we’ve been facing ends. “You should visit—no, you must visit me, okay? Promise me that,”
“I promise,” I smiled at her.
Sariah left the town the same day. I should be guilty for making her leave without knowing the real truth why my parents let her leave. She doesn’t know about the arranged-marriage. I wanted to make them hold accountable for what they did to Sariah, and if this is the only way to do that, I would.
“Kuya.” I was fixing my necktie when I heard Theiana’s voice.
“Hmm?”
“I heard Mom and Dad talking. Are you going to marry Ate Sariah, already?” I quickly looked at her. Hindi ko malaman ang totoong nararamdaman niya tungkol doon dahil sa natural niyang awra. She has always been serious and rarely smile.
“Anong narinig mo?”
“They’re talking about your marriage and all that shit—” Nahinto siya sa pagsasalita nang matalim ko siyang tiningnan. “That’s so sudden, I mean—okay, I’m fine if that’s between you and Ate Sariah. But I just wanted to clarify if it's true…that you’re marrying her?”
“You shouldn’t be eavesdropping on someone else's conversation, Yana.” I put my hand on her shoulder.
“You didn’t even prepare an engagement party and Ate Sariah just left. I’m confused, who are you going to marry?” Tinalikuran ko siya at nagpanggap na inaayos muli ang necktie ko.
“Hindi mo maiintindihan kahit na sabihin ko pa sa ‘yo,”
“Make me understand it, then?” Umismid siya bago magsalita ulit. “Never mind, you just gave me the answer. Congrats, then?”
“Vaugh, Yana! The driver is waiting, let’s go,” Mom called us. I glanced at Theiana again but she just gave me a meaningful smirk before she left my room.
“The news is about to spread, maybe three days from now it’ll be on the news,” Dad said while taking a glance outside the car.
I looked at my watch. We’re on our way to Cervana’s mansion but I can’t help but to think of Sariah since Dad didn’t let me accompany her to Siargao. My parents let her hide on one of our private islands in Siargao. I should have visited her sooner since she wasn’t allowed to take phone calls or even watch the news.
“Griffin and Solange were in the same modeling company. Alam mo na ba?” he asked.
“Hmm, and what about it?” Patuloy lang ako sa pagtingin ng mga sasakyan sa labas.
“Nothing, maybe you can have his help since they frequently see each other,”
“I can do it alone. Hindi ko kailangan ng tulong niya,” I clenched my jaw.
“Maybe for now? But, in the future you’ll surely be asking for his help.”
“I won’t definitely ask for his help, Dad,” mariin kong sambit bago lumabas ng sasakyan dahil huminto na ito sa harap ng mansyon ng mga Cervana.
“Sir, kakarating lang po ni Miss Solange, dumiretso po siya sa opisina ng Senyor. Makakapaghintay po ba kayo?” The maid poured juice on my glass. The day after, my parents asked me to give Solange a ring.
“There she is,” Agad na umalis ang maid nang makita siya. I quickly gazed at her again. She’s wearing gym attire so I’m guessing she’s been there. Mariin ko siyang tiningnan nang mapansin ang pamumugto ng mata niya.
“What are you doing here?” she asked. Napansin ko na agad ang inis na bumabalot sa loob niya kaya napangisi ako. I was supposed to give her the ring we both should wear but I had an idea of making her more mad.
“I was about to give you the ring, turns out you're crying about it that fast.” I chuckled and offered her the small red velvet box. Kinuyom niya ang kanyang kamay bago iyon kinuha. She threw it on the floor before she walked away. Kinuha ko ulit ang singsing bago siya sinundan muli. “Did you hear about Sariah Villarica’s death?” Patago akong tumawa nang mapahinto siya.
“Don’t start, leave me alone.” Ramdam ko ang galit sa bawat salitang kanyang binibitawan.
“I feel bad about her. She received a lot of hate before dying… without people knowing.” Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa pwesto niya. “Are you?” I uttered, testing her patience even more. “Do you feel bad about it?” Hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin nang bigla niya akong sinampal nang malakas.
“I hate you, I fucking hate you!” She tightly held my collar, shaking it a little bit. I saw how her eyes were filled with nothing but tears and remorse before she turned her back and immediately went away.
Solange Raviea Cervana.“You’ll be the front cover for Cosmopolitan Magazine next month, right? It’s ten days from now, I think?” Avril started a conversation when we’re about to leave the agency. Shantal left early since they had a family dinner.“Hmm, yeah, the manager already told me,” I said. Rinig ang tunog ng stilettos ko sa bawat paghakbang.I pressed the button of the elevator before I put on my Gentle Monster shades. When the elevator opened, I sensed something I had forgotten.“You go first, Ril. I forgot my phone sa make-up room, I can’t find it here.”“Yeah, sure. See you tomorrow, Seia!” she waved her hand before the elevator closed.
Solange Raviea CervanaI have been so fascinated with the beaches ever since I was a kid. The non-stop waves, the feeling of the sand on my feet, the breeze of the cold wind, and the sea water, I somehow find comfort in it and it makes me feel as if I have a safe place to go whenever everything's exhausting for me. But this day was an exception. Mayroong parte sa akin na gustong-gusto umalis sa lugar na ito… Na hindi ako nararapat dito. I wanted to leave so bad.The distinct sound of waves was the first thing I heard when I ran away from the mansion. Mas lalo pa akong naiyak dahil tuloy-tuloy akong tumakbo palayo kahit na walang saplot ang aking mga paa. The sharpness of the stone from the sand caused my feet to bleed. Dahil sa li
Solange Raviea Cervana.I drove alone to my condominium to get some of my things. My family and Vernon’s family will be having dinner tonight. It’s kind of suspicious dahil kayang bilangin sa daliri ko ang gamit ko sa bahay na iyon. Nang matapos kong iparada ang sasakyan ay agad kong kinuha ang baseball cap. It was given by Westley before he stayed in New York, almost four years ago. I couldn’t throw it away as this was the only thing he had gifted me.I don’t like him, but he's been my type since college. But due to busy schedules, hindi ko na inalintana pang sabihin sa kanya iyon lalo na’t lumipat nga sila ng ibang bansa.“Good morning, Ma’am. Have a nice day po.” The guard greeted me. I gave him the paper bag I was holding. “Uy! Nakakahiya po, Ma’am
Solange Raviea CervanaI got back on track the day after. I have some shooting today with Griffin. Noong una pa nga’y hindi ko alam na siya ang magiging kasama ko sa shoot ngayon. My manager just told me na hindi raw sumipot iyong lalaki na kasama ko dapat ngayon. Natyempuhan lang na si Griffin ang pumalit, he even volunteered himself, so I don’t have problems with it lalo na’t gusto ko ulit siyang makausap.“Closer please,” The photographer demanded. “Solange, I think it’s better if you’ll look this way, while Griffin will look at you.” Tumango ako at ginawa ang gusto niyang mangyari. “Yup, that’s right. Perfect!” Natutuwang sabi nito. “Now, for the second idea, can you guys talk naturally and express positive emotions about it?&r
Solange Raviea Cervana.Friday came, it’s girls night out, so I had to join the party and birthday rin kasi ni Shantal. Akala ko pa nga noong una ay sa bahay nila iyon gaganapin pero nag rent na lang sila ng place sa Antares Cruise Ship. I haven’t seen Griffin since last time. Hindi ko alam kung sinasadya niyang hindi magpakita o talagang wala lang talaga siya. Nababahala nga ako dahil paniguradong invited siya sa party.“Manang Rodora, si Vernon po, umuwi na ba?” Tanong ko sa kasambahay bago ako lumabas.“Noong isang araw ko pa po siya nakita, Miss Solange.” Kumunot ang noo ko dahil umuuwi naman siya pero hindi kami nagkakaabutan.“Sige p
Vernon Thobias Alejo.“Come to my office, now.” Utos ko kay Griffin nang mabuo ko na ang planong gagawin ko para lumayo siya kay Seia.I am so sure he can sabotage the plan just for that girl, so, I’m going to stop him. This is what I meant when I said to Papa that I don’t need his help. He’ll only cause trouble, they’re aware of it. Kaya nga hindi nila sinabi ang buong plano sa kanya dahil alam nila kung ano ang kaya niyang gawin para lamang kay Solange.“I am going to stop the marriage,” bulong ko. Bahagya ko pa siyang nilingon pero nagtuloy-tuloy na ako sa loob ng opisina ko. Maya-maya pa ay hindi ako nagkamali na gagawin niya lahat para sa babaeng iyon dahil pumasok na siya sa loob.
Vernon Thobias Alejo.I ran immediately to the ground. I was watching Griffin and Solange the whole time using the CCTV. I was sweating so hard, asking myself if I made the right decision. Sinabi ko kay Griffin na barilin siya sa pinaka ligtas na parte ng katawan. I was expecting him to just make her arm bleed, not to actually bury a bullet inside.“Seia!” Griffin shouted while crying. He was sitting on the ground while Solange was on his lap.“Fuck!” Ilang beses akong nag mura nang makitang hindi siya sa braso tinamaan. “Call an ambulance, Griff!”“This is all your fault!” Tumayo siya at agad akong sinuntok.
Solange Raviea Cervana. “My daughter’s taking a rest for a while so she was not able to attend the runaway model. For the fans, you guys don’t need to worry about her because she will be back as soon as she feels okay. Thank you so much for your love and support for her.” Pinatay ko ang T.V at pabagsak na nilagay ang remote sa lamesang nasa harapan ko. I had already been discharged from the hospital, but because my wound wasn't completely healed, I took a week off. Ngayon, ay hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko dahil hindi naman ako maaaring lumabas ng bahay. Vernon is working on his last film project before he’ll be on hiatus. I don’t know what’s up with him, but ever since I woke up from the accident that happened, he always asks me if I’m okay. Palagi rin siyang nag u-update through text na hindi ko naman kailan
Solange Raviea Cervana.“When will you ever leave?” Biglang sumulpot sa harapan ko si Avril. Hindi ko alam na pumunta pala siya rito. “You’re enjoying your spotlight now, huh? Don’t worry, it’s all just temporary. You will leave the company as soon as possible.”Nang matapos ako sa paglagay ng lipstick ko ay agad ko siyang nilagpasan at dumiretso sa labas ng venue para makalanghap ng sariwang hangin. Hindi pa ako tuluyan nakakababa sa batong hagdan nang hinapit niya ako para mapatingin sa kanya.“Why do you have to come back here! It’s so much better if you’re not here! Kapag nandito ka, inaagaw mo ang lahat ng sa akin! The people, the spotlight, everything! As well as my boyfr
Solange Raviea Cervana. Kaliwa’t kanan ang nag e-email na brands sa akin, pati na rin ang pag offer sa mga T.V advertisements simula nang mabalita na bumalik na ako. Ms. Kiara advised me to just let it flood. Hindi pa ako pupwedeng tumanggap ng kahit na ano sa mga iyon dahil wala pa iyong magiging mentor ko. I just did a photoshoot today for articles. It’s like a comeback photoshoot. Sinasamantala ng production ang init na pagtanggap sa akin muli ng mga tao dahil mas nakakataas iyon ng ranking ng company. “Fiercer!” Ms. Kiara de Lopez uttered with her hands crossed. The models are intimidated by her kaya tahimik ang buong studio at tanging pag-shutter lang ng camera ang naririnig. I stay calm and just do what she says. Akala ata nila, galit s
Solange Raviea Cervana.We honestly don’t care about how the media will describe us as a couple. Wala na kaming pakialam kung may nanoood ba sa amin o wala. We have already decided to just leave it as it is, dahil hindi naman sila kasali sa relasyon naming dalawa. It will only make the most out of it worse kapag magpapa-apekto pa kami sa sinasabi ng iba.“My parents don't know we’re coming.” I said to him when we entered the gate. Nagpatuloy siya sa pagmamaneho hanggang sa loob at hininto iyon sa tapat ng main entrance ng mansion.“It won’t be long. If they’re busy, maybe we can go next time,” aniya nang mabuksan ang pintuan para makababa ako.
Solange Raviea Cervana.“I need to know what’s between Westley and Avril,” ani ko.The agents accompanied me to CMC since I’m going to sign a contract today. Papa helped me, so that I could easily join the company again. I just let him do it since I’m not planning on staying here for good. Well, nothing’s new with the bodyguards I’m with since they’re always with me.“Iyong kaibigan niyo po ba, Ma’am?” Vino asked.I told them to just call me Seia over and over again, but they won’t listen to me. I said that being called Senyora is too old to hear, that’s why they decided to just call me Ma
Solange Raviea Cervana.I woke up early and went to the mansion. It’s been a while since I saw my parents. They never visited me in Australia as they knew about my relationship with Vernon. Nito lang umaga ay tinawagan ako ni Mama na ikinagulat ko. She was inviting me over for breakfast, that’s why I didn’t hesitate to go there with the bodyguards with me.The maid opened the doorway. It’s been a while since I last stepped here. It still feels the same. Very empty and frightening. Tahimik ang buong bahay na a-akalain mong walang nakatira roon. I quickly erased my negative thoughts when I successfully entered the dining area. My parents quickly glanced at me with no emotion at all. Tumayo si Mama para bumeso sa akin, tsaka ako sinenyasan na gawin ko rin iyon kay Papa. I was hesitant a
Solange Raviea Cervana.“Yes, of course, I know Avril since she joined HDL before!” I heard Sean uttered.“That’s so embarrassing, Sean! I wasn’t able to go to HDL Paris, but I’m glad I became known because of your agency. Thank you for that…” Avril sweetly replied.A was taken aback and couldn’t utter a word. I never saw her again after we fought that day in the comfort room. She never once visited me when I woke up from comatose. Seeing her now, getting more mature and successful, means so much to me because she finally got the recognition she wanted since day one. She must’ve been very happy as people are now looking up to her.
Solange Raviea Cervana. “Seia, is this your first time?” he asked while heavily breathing. “Yes,” I admitted. “I’m sorry,” “Baby, why are you sorry? There’s nothing to feel sorry for.” Inangat niya ang baba ko habang nakahiga pa rin ako sa harapan niya. “I don’t want to stop…” sambit ko, habang nakalapat pa rin ang isang kamay sa harap niya. It wasn't enough. I want to pleasure him more. Gusto kong iparamdam sa kanya ang lahat ng bagay na hindi niya pa nararamdaman noon. I don’t want him to forget what happened this night. “The visitors are waiting, Seia.” I shook m
Solange Raviea Cervana.I help him remove his necktie and button shirt while kissing him with so much passion. Bahagya akong napatingin sa katawan niya kaya mas hinabol niya ang labi ko. I didn’t bother looking at his tattoo on his chest again when he made me stand up so that he could remove his pants. Napasandal ako lalo sa manibela habang nakakapit ang dalawang kamay sa balikat niya. I thought he’s sitting down again, but he continued kissing me from my cheeks down to my neck. Pinulupot ko ang isang kamay ko sa batok niya. I craned my neck to give him more access to it, but I knew from then I can’t wait any longer to finally feel him.I push him back onto the chair while his boxers are still there. He chuckled and inclined his seat. I turn around and grab my hair and put it on the side.
Solange Raviea Cervana.“Lugi ako, biglang inuwian. Tara na nga!” Sean was about to walk away with his friends, but he was able to greet me before doing so. “It’s nice to see you here happy and well, Solange.” Binati rin ako ng doktor niyang kaibigan bago sila umalis at iniwan kami roon dalawa.“It’s nice here. City lights are everywhere, kahit na gabi na maliwanag pa rin sa paligid,” I said, opening a topic because he isn’t talking. “Hoy…” Hinawakan ko ang braso niya at bahagya iyong inalog dahil wala pa rin siyang sinasabi. “Aren’t you going to say some—”He immediately held my waist before I even finished my sentence to put his lips on mine. Ba