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Chapter 4.1 - Clean
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2022-03-14 22:18:46Solange Raviea Cervana.
I drove alone to my condominium to get some of my things. My family and Vernon’s family will be having dinner tonight. It’s kind of suspicious dahil kayang bilangin sa daliri ko ang gamit ko sa bahay na iyon. Nang matapos kong iparada ang sasakyan ay agad kong kinuha ang baseball cap. It was given by Westley before he stayed in New York, almost four years ago. I couldn’t throw it away as this was the only thing he had gifted me.I don’t like him, but he's been my type since college. But due to busy schedules, hindi ko na inalintana pang sabihin sa kanya iyon lalo na’t lumipat nga sila ng ibang bansa.
“Good morning, Ma’am. Have a nice day po.” The guard greeted me. I gave him the paper bag I was holding. “Uy! Nakakahiya po, Ma’am
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The Undesirable Affair Chapter 5 - Longing
Solange Raviea CervanaI got back on track the day after. I have some shooting today with Griffin. Noong una pa nga’y hindi ko alam na siya ang magiging kasama ko sa shoot ngayon. My manager just told me na hindi raw sumipot iyong lalaki na kasama ko dapat ngayon. Natyempuhan lang na si Griffin ang pumalit, he even volunteered himself, so I don’t have problems with it lalo na’t gusto ko ulit siyang makausap.“Closer please,” The photographer demanded. “Solange, I think it’s better if you’ll look this way, while Griffin will look at you.” Tumango ako at ginawa ang gusto niyang mangyari. “Yup, that’s right. Perfect!” Natutuwang sabi nito. “Now, for the second idea, can you guys talk naturally and express positive emotions about it?&r
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Solange Raviea Cervana.Friday came, it’s girls night out, so I had to join the party and birthday rin kasi ni Shantal. Akala ko pa nga noong una ay sa bahay nila iyon gaganapin pero nag rent na lang sila ng place sa Antares Cruise Ship. I haven’t seen Griffin since last time. Hindi ko alam kung sinasadya niyang hindi magpakita o talagang wala lang talaga siya. Nababahala nga ako dahil paniguradong invited siya sa party.“Manang Rodora, si Vernon po, umuwi na ba?” Tanong ko sa kasambahay bago ako lumabas.“Noong isang araw ko pa po siya nakita, Miss Solange.” Kumunot ang noo ko dahil umuuwi naman siya pero hindi kami nagkakaabutan.“Sige p
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Vernon Thobias Alejo.“Come to my office, now.” Utos ko kay Griffin nang mabuo ko na ang planong gagawin ko para lumayo siya kay Seia.I am so sure he can sabotage the plan just for that girl, so, I’m going to stop him. This is what I meant when I said to Papa that I don’t need his help. He’ll only cause trouble, they’re aware of it. Kaya nga hindi nila sinabi ang buong plano sa kanya dahil alam nila kung ano ang kaya niyang gawin para lamang kay Solange.“I am going to stop the marriage,” bulong ko. Bahagya ko pa siyang nilingon pero nagtuloy-tuloy na ako sa loob ng opisina ko. Maya-maya pa ay hindi ako nagkamali na gagawin niya lahat para sa babaeng iyon dahil pumasok na siya sa loob.
Huling Na-update : 2022-03-15The Undesirable Affair Chapter 7 - Forget
Vernon Thobias Alejo.I ran immediately to the ground. I was watching Griffin and Solange the whole time using the CCTV. I was sweating so hard, asking myself if I made the right decision. Sinabi ko kay Griffin na barilin siya sa pinaka ligtas na parte ng katawan. I was expecting him to just make her arm bleed, not to actually bury a bullet inside.“Seia!” Griffin shouted while crying. He was sitting on the ground while Solange was on his lap.“Fuck!” Ilang beses akong nag mura nang makitang hindi siya sa braso tinamaan. “Call an ambulance, Griff!”“This is all your fault!” Tumayo siya at agad akong sinuntok.
Huling Na-update : 2022-03-15The Undesirable Affair Chapter 7.1 - Happy
Solange Raviea Cervana. “My daughter’s taking a rest for a while so she was not able to attend the runaway model. For the fans, you guys don’t need to worry about her because she will be back as soon as she feels okay. Thank you so much for your love and support for her.” Pinatay ko ang T.V at pabagsak na nilagay ang remote sa lamesang nasa harapan ko. I had already been discharged from the hospital, but because my wound wasn't completely healed, I took a week off. Ngayon, ay hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko dahil hindi naman ako maaaring lumabas ng bahay. Vernon is working on his last film project before he’ll be on hiatus. I don’t know what’s up with him, but ever since I woke up from the accident that happened, he always asks me if I’m okay. Palagi rin siyang nag u-update through text na hindi ko naman kailan
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Solange Raviea Cervana.“Where are you, hija? Can you visit me now? I prepared something for you. Ipaghahanda na rin kita ng damit mo, just incase. Bring your fiancé, too.” Ani Abuela. Tumingin ako sa orasan, hindi naman kalayuan ang ancestral house nila rito kaya lang, baka nandoon iyong mga pinsan ko na galit sa akin.“Say yes,” Vernon whispered. I told him to shut up.“Sure po. We’ll be there in a minute.” I replied. She bid goodbye and I did the same, too before ending the call.We arrived at the ancestral house after fifteen minutes. The guard opened the gate kaya pinasok na ni Vernon ang sasakyan niya sa loob. T
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Solange Raviea Cervana.Distinct sound suddenly emerged. Bigla akong napatakip sa tenga ko dahil sa sakit na naidudulot noon, bigla ay napahawak ako sa gilid ng ulo ko dahil sa nararamdamang sakit doon. I was caught off guard when I saw blood from my palm.“Remember this, Seia! You’ll forever be imprisoned for this kind of living! Kaya wala kang dapat na ibang gawin kung hindi sundin kami! Do you understand!? Answer me!”I shouted as an answer, protruding veins from my neck when Papa was about to throw the vase at me. Maya-maya lang ay nagising ako, puno ng pagkatakot at kaba. I started to panic, walang sawang umagos ang luha mula sa mga mata ko dahil sa takot na nararamdaman.
Huling Na-update : 2022-03-20The Undesirable Affair Chapter 10 - Strange
Vernon Thobias Alejo.“Why are you being so mean?” Niluwagan ko ang pagkakasara ng necktie ko nang matanggal ko ang coat ko.We just got home from dinner, it was fine. Solange’s just overreacting. Westley and I weren’t close, but I knew him since he’s Wendy’s brother. Hindi ko lang alam kung bakit ganito ang inaasta ni Solange gayong maayos naman kaming nakakain at naka-alis. We just talked about something we could’ve talked about. Sa dinner ko pa nga nasabi na may last film kami ni Wendy na inoffer samin. Personal ko sanang sasabihin ‘yon kay Seia pero dahil nagtanong si Westley ay nasabi ko na.“I am not being mean!” Hinarap niya ako at pabatong nilagay ang bag niya sa sofa. &ldquo
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The Undesirable Affair Chapter 35.1 - Answer
Solange Raviea Cervana.“When will you ever leave?” Biglang sumulpot sa harapan ko si Avril. Hindi ko alam na pumunta pala siya rito. “You’re enjoying your spotlight now, huh? Don’t worry, it’s all just temporary. You will leave the company as soon as possible.”Nang matapos ako sa paglagay ng lipstick ko ay agad ko siyang nilagpasan at dumiretso sa labas ng venue para makalanghap ng sariwang hangin. Hindi pa ako tuluyan nakakababa sa batong hagdan nang hinapit niya ako para mapatingin sa kanya.“Why do you have to come back here! It’s so much better if you’re not here! Kapag nandito ka, inaagaw mo ang lahat ng sa akin! The people, the spotlight, everything! As well as my boyfr
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 35 - Hunch
Solange Raviea Cervana. Kaliwa’t kanan ang nag e-email na brands sa akin, pati na rin ang pag offer sa mga T.V advertisements simula nang mabalita na bumalik na ako. Ms. Kiara advised me to just let it flood. Hindi pa ako pupwedeng tumanggap ng kahit na ano sa mga iyon dahil wala pa iyong magiging mentor ko. I just did a photoshoot today for articles. It’s like a comeback photoshoot. Sinasamantala ng production ang init na pagtanggap sa akin muli ng mga tao dahil mas nakakataas iyon ng ranking ng company. “Fiercer!” Ms. Kiara de Lopez uttered with her hands crossed. The models are intimidated by her kaya tahimik ang buong studio at tanging pag-shutter lang ng camera ang naririnig. I stay calm and just do what she says. Akala ata nila, galit s
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 34.1 - Protect
Solange Raviea Cervana.We honestly don’t care about how the media will describe us as a couple. Wala na kaming pakialam kung may nanoood ba sa amin o wala. We have already decided to just leave it as it is, dahil hindi naman sila kasali sa relasyon naming dalawa. It will only make the most out of it worse kapag magpapa-apekto pa kami sa sinasabi ng iba.“My parents don't know we’re coming.” I said to him when we entered the gate. Nagpatuloy siya sa pagmamaneho hanggang sa loob at hininto iyon sa tapat ng main entrance ng mansion.“It won’t be long. If they’re busy, maybe we can go next time,” aniya nang mabuksan ang pintuan para makababa ako.
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 34 - Because
Solange Raviea Cervana.“I need to know what’s between Westley and Avril,” ani ko.The agents accompanied me to CMC since I’m going to sign a contract today. Papa helped me, so that I could easily join the company again. I just let him do it since I’m not planning on staying here for good. Well, nothing’s new with the bodyguards I’m with since they’re always with me.“Iyong kaibigan niyo po ba, Ma’am?” Vino asked.I told them to just call me Seia over and over again, but they won’t listen to me. I said that being called Senyora is too old to hear, that’s why they decided to just call me Ma
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 33 - Want
Solange Raviea Cervana.I woke up early and went to the mansion. It’s been a while since I saw my parents. They never visited me in Australia as they knew about my relationship with Vernon. Nito lang umaga ay tinawagan ako ni Mama na ikinagulat ko. She was inviting me over for breakfast, that’s why I didn’t hesitate to go there with the bodyguards with me.The maid opened the doorway. It’s been a while since I last stepped here. It still feels the same. Very empty and frightening. Tahimik ang buong bahay na a-akalain mong walang nakatira roon. I quickly erased my negative thoughts when I successfully entered the dining area. My parents quickly glanced at me with no emotion at all. Tumayo si Mama para bumeso sa akin, tsaka ako sinenyasan na gawin ko rin iyon kay Papa. I was hesitant a
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 32 - Permanent
Solange Raviea Cervana.“Yes, of course, I know Avril since she joined HDL before!” I heard Sean uttered.“That’s so embarrassing, Sean! I wasn’t able to go to HDL Paris, but I’m glad I became known because of your agency. Thank you for that…” Avril sweetly replied.A was taken aback and couldn’t utter a word. I never saw her again after we fought that day in the comfort room. She never once visited me when I woke up from comatose. Seeing her now, getting more mature and successful, means so much to me because she finally got the recognition she wanted since day one. She must’ve been very happy as people are now looking up to her.
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 31.3 - Introduce
Solange Raviea Cervana. “Seia, is this your first time?” he asked while heavily breathing. “Yes,” I admitted. “I’m sorry,” “Baby, why are you sorry? There’s nothing to feel sorry for.” Inangat niya ang baba ko habang nakahiga pa rin ako sa harapan niya. “I don’t want to stop…” sambit ko, habang nakalapat pa rin ang isang kamay sa harap niya. It wasn't enough. I want to pleasure him more. Gusto kong iparamdam sa kanya ang lahat ng bagay na hindi niya pa nararamdaman noon. I don’t want him to forget what happened this night. “The visitors are waiting, Seia.” I shook m
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 31.2 - Good
Solange Raviea Cervana.I help him remove his necktie and button shirt while kissing him with so much passion. Bahagya akong napatingin sa katawan niya kaya mas hinabol niya ang labi ko. I didn’t bother looking at his tattoo on his chest again when he made me stand up so that he could remove his pants. Napasandal ako lalo sa manibela habang nakakapit ang dalawang kamay sa balikat niya. I thought he’s sitting down again, but he continued kissing me from my cheeks down to my neck. Pinulupot ko ang isang kamay ko sa batok niya. I craned my neck to give him more access to it, but I knew from then I can’t wait any longer to finally feel him.I push him back onto the chair while his boxers are still there. He chuckled and inclined his seat. I turn around and grab my hair and put it on the side.
The Undesirable Affair Chapter 31.1 - Ease
Solange Raviea Cervana.“Lugi ako, biglang inuwian. Tara na nga!” Sean was about to walk away with his friends, but he was able to greet me before doing so. “It’s nice to see you here happy and well, Solange.” Binati rin ako ng doktor niyang kaibigan bago sila umalis at iniwan kami roon dalawa.“It’s nice here. City lights are everywhere, kahit na gabi na maliwanag pa rin sa paligid,” I said, opening a topic because he isn’t talking. “Hoy…” Hinawakan ko ang braso niya at bahagya iyong inalog dahil wala pa rin siyang sinasabi. “Aren’t you going to say some—”He immediately held my waist before I even finished my sentence to put his lips on mine. Ba
