Chapter 2

" Uy! Ano yan Shane Lovemier Aragon? Stalking secretly sa ex mong gwapo nga duwag naman " natatawang sabi ni Elle assistant ko sa catering services namin.

I am now the Chef of my own catering services. I put my passion and love for managing it and  I'm happy it turned it very well.

Yes I've been stalking Troy's i*******m secretly and sometimes ends up crying silently. After years that had passed I'm still in the process of moving on. Ginawa ko ang lahat para makalimutan siya kasi moving forward is the best thing to do.

" Gaga napadaan lang " sagot ko dahil sa mapanuring mga mata ni Elle.

Bumuntong hininga siya at umupo sa high chair at humarap sa akin.

" Ano ba kasing meron 'yang ex mo at hirap kang kalimutan siya? Ang kweninto mo lang kasi sa akin is nung nakipag break up siya sayo and your katangahan moment. Kaya dali kwentuhan at mo ako maarss, share your story and pain or just everything naman Shane " kumbinsi niya sa akin at nilantakan ang lasagna na bagong luto ko.

Umiling lamang ako sa pagiging curious ni Elle. Pero I think it's time to share it to someone like her. I trust her and I know she will not judge or give nasty comment for what I'm going to tell her about.

Naalala ko pa ang mga panahon na sobrang lungkot ko and Elle was there for me during those times. Saying na " feel free to share your thoughts with me I'm willing to listen" and " you can ask help from me don't act tough Shane ano man ang pinagdadaanan mo I'm always here " I am blessed to have a friend like her.

A friend who will not leave me even at my worst times.

Paano at kailan nga ba nagsimula ang lahat?

" Shane samahan mo naman ako sa engineering department gusto kasi makipagkita ni Anton " ani Lucy kaibigan at kaklase ko.

My course is Culinary Arts and 2nd year college na kami. I love my course and I chose it because of my passion in cooking.

I just roll my eyes when she's starting to put liptint in her pouty lips. Well, that's her palaging nagpapaganda for his boyfriend.

Humagikhik lang siya when she saw me rolling my eyes in her. Pagkatapos niyang mag ayos ay hinila niya na ako papuntang engineering department. It's our break time and wala ang Prof namin for next subject so it's okay to go with her.

Pinagtitinginan kami ng mga estudyante na engineering habang naglalakad kami sa hallway nila at papunta sa classroom ni Anton. I just stand straight and ignore their stares.

Hindi na iba sa akin ang atensiyon na ibinibigay nila at ang matapunan ng tingin because based on others opinion.

I am like a walking doll in the University. My body is petite but I have my curves in their right places. I have this fair skin and a long wavy black hair. Nagmana ako kay mama for having a soft features, an almond brown eyes, thin red lips and a small pointed nose. All are just perfect for my small face. My face is innocent, almost angelic.

Wala akong insecurities in life, at kahit flat-chested ako hindi ako na iinggit sa mga malalaking suso ng ibang babae.

" Anton! " Tawag ni Lucy kay Anton habang kumaway kaway pa ito. May ka usap ito na lalaki, ka klase niya for sure because it's obvious in the uniform his wearing.

Ng nakalapit na kami ni Elle ay tsaka lamang sila huminto sa pag- uusap at bumaling sa amin. Anton nods his head on me and he kiss Lucy's cheek.

" Bakit mo ba ako pinapunta dito babe? " tanong ni Lucy kay Anton sabay haplos sa braso nito.

Anton answer his question and I don't know what they're talking about anymore kasi nakatutok lang ang attensiyon ko sa lalaking nasa likod ni Anton.

His attention is on his cellphone. I bet he's texting someone kasi pindot siya ng pindot. He's tall and he's figure is not like the boys his age kasi he has a very mature body with his muscles in its right places of his body. Kita ko ang mga muscles niya sa kanyang braso at dahil sa hapit na hapit niyang uniform ay nasisiguro kung maganda ang katawan niya. He's skin color ay may pag ka moreno.

Titig na titig ako sa kaniya na bara bang sinusuri ko lahat ng detalye ng lalaking ito. I can't see his face clearly dahil nakayuko siya ng ka until habang seryoso sa ginagawa.

Nakarinig ako ng hagikhik ni Lucy but I just continue staring at this mysterious guy in front of me.

Ng nag angat siya ng tingin ay dumiretsong tumama ang mata niya sa akin. And I can see him smirking and licking his lips. Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay.

And now he's the one staring at me intently!

Tumikhim si Anton kaya ni lingon ko siya. Umiling- iling lamang siya while smirking too?!

" Ah Shane this is Troy Montero bagong ka klase namin and Troy pare si Shane ka klase ng girlfriend ko " ani Anton

Binalik ko ang tingin kay Troy. At putangina! Naka ngiti pa ang gago at naiirita ako sa ekspresyong ipinapakita niya.

One thing I am best known of is my maldita attitude and walang pinipili itong pagiging maldita ko. I may have an angelic face but I have my bitch side with me.

" What are you smiling at? " Maarte kung tanong sa kaniya at pinagkrus ang aking braso at mataman siyang tinitigan.

Biglang naging seryoso ang kaniyang mukha. And damn it! Sobrang gwapo niya in his serious face. Ngayon ay kita ko ng klarong klaro ang kanyang gwapong mukha. He has this thick eyebrows, a deep set of brown eyes, a perfect nose, tempting lips and his perfectly define jaw.

Clearly I am not exaggerating because this man in front of me is almost perfect!

" Done checking? " ngising tanong niya ng makita akong nakatitig sa kanya ng matagal.

I rolled my eyes again for a million times. This boy in front of me is not just handsome but a freaking big bastard. Sobrang taas ng tingin sa sarili.

" Gago " mahinang bulong ko.

Kita ko sa gilid ng aking mata si Anton at Elle na inaabangan lang ang susunod na mangyayari.

" Yeah I admit I am. Anyway, Troy Jaze Montero miss " sabay lahad ng kanyang kamay at mariin akong tinitigan.

I was just staring at him not planning to accept his hand. When he notice na Wala akong planong tanggapin ang kamay niya ay tinaas niya ang kanyang kilay na para bang naghahamon sa akin.

I will give him the satisfaction that he wants.

I smiled fakely at him at tinanggap ang kamay niya.

" Shane Lovemier Aragon " pilit ngiti kung pakilala sa kanya.

At ang gago ay hindi pa rin binibitawan Ang kamay ko! And now he's grinning like an idiot.

I feel irritated because of the playful smile his showing. Kunot noo ko siyang tinignan.

I admit, I hate how this Troy in front of me make me feel this way. Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganito and I don't know if it's a bad thing or a good thing.

But what I am really sure about is.

I hate him. Fuck this guy!