Making her his ...

Marrying her to him was the biggest mistake of his life and his worst nightmare. He only wanted for her to be happy and be the most fortunate women on earth.

But he himself became the one to make her unfortunate, after bidding her farewell on her wedding he never met her again.

She left him forever, alone in that world where she was his only world.

What he saw the next day was her cold corpse in her new wedding house, she committed suicide.

He didn’t know how he went to her house after getting the news, how his feet moved but that day he felt like he must not see her.

He knew if he saw her like that she would really die in his life, he was such coward and selfish person.

 She was on her bed, she looked like she was only sleeping very peaceful and the most beautiful.

She was still wearing her wedding gown, she looked so petite and tender he feared that she would catch a cold like this.

He wanted to cover her slender fair figure with quilt when he accidently touched her hand, it was ice cold.

            How could be so cold? Just the day before when he hugged her, she was so warm. How is it possible?

            “How is she so cold? Did you not take proper care of her? I regret marrying her to you”, he said as if he was complaining to him as her brother.

            “I’m sorry, she’s dead. She never loved me, the person she loved was you. She wanted to marry you not me. She said she couldn’t love anyone but you in this life, that she was nothing without you.

She said that her feelings towards you may be abnormal but they are not dirty. She asked you to not feel disgusting towards her, she wanted your love but you only loved her as a sister so she didn’t have the courage to confess to you. In the end you personally married her to me, and that was when she couldn’t tolerate it anymore. She chose to die than being with me, obviously I loved her so much but she didn’t even look at me.

 Her eyes always followed you, she said you were the most handsome man and no one could be compared to you. Not even me her own husband …. Her last words were ‘I Love you Wei Gege’”, he said crying like a lost child.

            He felt that his brain was not smart enough, he couldn’t understand what he was saying at all. She’s dead? How could she die? Why would she do that to me?

Didn’t she know that I loved her so much, how could she leave me alone like this?

She loved him? Why never tell him? Obviously, those were the words he wanted to hear the most, but he never wanted to hear them in this circumstance.

“Whyyyyyyyy Why did you leave me? Why never tell me??????? Whyyyyyy”, he cried holding her in his arms.

But no one answered his cries, once again he was lost alone in this darkness without anyone by his side.

In the end he was the one who was selfish, never even trying to understand that his beloved also loved him.

Why did he isolate her from himself causing her so much grief, is it because he didn’t love her enough that he failed to see the affection for himself in her eyes?

No, he won’t be alone, he can’t live alone not without her by his side. If they were not going to live together then they will die together; he thought.

He didn’t let anyone touch her, he picked her up and drove back to their own villa, after placing her on his bed he held and slept together with her.

He will not leave her alone, never again. She was his salvation, his reason to live. Wherever she went he will follow her, in life and death he will be together with her.

“I love you my little fairy, I love you very much Mei Zhen no one will be able to part us again.”, he affectionately murmured in her ear.

That was his last memory, that was how they ended.

When he woke up again, he was in Zhou Liwei’s body, he was confused. He was obviously dead  but he was alive? When searching through Zhou Liwei’s memories he found the familiar face, the face of the person he loved so much.

He desperately searched her everywhere, trying to find her. He wanted to see her, to know if she was really alive in this world.

Then he found her seating in front of the mirror of Zhou Liwei’s villa. She was wearing pink night gown, her slender white arms exposed.

She was extremely petite, but the curves of her body were very exquisite, very beautiful.

Her big brown eyes were clear like water, very innocent. Without any hint of the maliciousness of the world.

She was obviously grown up into this filthy world, but she still remained pure. She was there his little sister Mei Zhen, his only Love his Life.

She was his, he won’t let her leave him again like she did in that life. He will confine her, never letting her go. She said she loved him, so he will love her like he always wanted to.

Making her his through every means…