Sometimes we love someone to the point we forget ourself in front of that person, sometimes that love becomes so paranoid that it turns into obsession. There is a thin line between love and obsession, if you cross that line, it suffocates both you and that person. Love is a very painful emotion, it makes you insecure, you always think of that person first while doing anything. Love also brings a spring breeze, it makes you happy for no apparent reason. You smile like a silly idiot thinking about your beloved. Sometimes you don’t even know if you love someone, and sometimes you confuse jealousy, obsession, infatuation, comfort and security, lust, and fantasy with love. Lin Mei Zhen didn’t know in which category she was fit in her last life, if her love was true or not. She actually did not hate Zhao Liwei, she was just angry not with him but herself. She was a foolish woman, who lost her everything for love. Loving someone was not a mistake, but loving someone too much is a
That day was our marriage anniversary, Zhou Liwei and I got married seven years ago. It was an arranged marriage for him, while a love marriage for me. He was CEO of Deming business industry.He was very handsome, and charismatic.I fell in love with him at first sight, I loved everything about him. I loved the way he walked, the way he spoke. I loved his silky black hair which slightly fell on his phoenix shaped eyes.And the thing I loved the most about him was his eyes, which before meeting him I had seen countless times in my dreams.Those gentle and caring eyes I saw in the dreams were making me go crazy, and finally when I saw him, I fell for him hard. It was like I met my dream guy, I thought we were destined for each other. As if we were fated lovers… The only thing I earned for since that day was for those eyes like in her dreams held care for him, I earned for t
Lin Mei Zhen woke up after the accident, she realized she was in the villa which should have been destroyed by fire years ago. She looked around at the room which had white and lavender coloured themed furniture.She personally decorated this room before her marriage, the king-sized bed, the closet, the tv even the bedding and curtains were personally selected by her.But till the day it was all destroyed she was the only one who stayed in their room alone.She looked at her right hand which had burn marks before, was now clean and smooth. She searched for the mirror only to see her younger self.Her peach blossom light brown eyes reflected in the mirror, her face looked younger and healthier. She looked like a fresh bun, white and tender with a tinge of pink. A straight short nose and pink full lips looked like a blooming rose.Her knee length brown hair which she cut short for him previously were still there. She was shocked, it felt so unr
Lin Mei Zhen knew that asking for help was impossible, because there were no one in this villa except the two of them. She was the one who liked the quite so she removed all the servants in the villa, only cleaners came when she asked them. And they were the only people who were supposed to live there.She couldn’t break free from his grasp; he was very strong. She was tied up so she couldn’t move her hands while he had her legs firmly placed beneath his legs.Just then she heard a pleading voice in her head, “Don’t hurt him please, he has gone through a lot just for us. Please accept him, love him just like how he loves us”. The voice was faint but firm, it sounded like her own voice.But it wasn’t her who spoke; who was it? Why did she say that? Is it true that he loves me? Did he suffer for her? When and how?She was also someone who loved him through her whole life, she earned for his caress, his love every mo
Both of them were panting heavily, his member still deep inside her poking her womb.Lin Mei Zhen thought that it was finally over so she tried to move a little; but to her dismay the semi hard shaft inside her started to grow bigger than before filling her insides completely.Lin Mei Zhen panicked and looked at Zhou Liwei with horror filled eyes, she opened her mouth to tell him to get it out of her but Zhou Liwei kissed her instead.“Get ah~ wuuuuuu….”, he kissed her lips, entangling their tongues together sucking her sweetness.While his lower body started to thrust his length inside her once again, with that began another round of their lovemaking.The time went by slowly, between her moans and orgasms but Zhou Liwei was still hungry for her. His hunger for her kept increasing, in between his thrusts Lin Mei Zhen fainted.Birds started chirping outside, and the rays of sun fell on the back of handsome youth who was sti
Jiang Longwei dreamed of his life; his parents had an arranged marriage. They only married each other for their business alliance.They never held any special feelings towards each other. He was born because of their drunken mistake, because of which they never wanted to get close to this mistake.At first, he wanted their affection and attention very much, he tried to do every thing to get them to like him.He was very smart since he was a child, he studied diligently and behaved like a obedient child.But it was all for naught, he was still left alone at the big mansion in the care of the servants.He always felt cold and extremely alone, whenever he fell ill there was no one to care for him.Whenever he fell of the stairs there was no one to sooth his pain, he would always get up and walk again like nothing happened.When he would go out and watch the children of his age being held by their parents and laughing like they had whole
Marrying her to him was the biggest mistake of his life and his worst nightmare. He only wanted for her to be happy and be the most fortunate women on earth.But he himself became the one to make her unfortunate, after bidding her farewell on her wedding he never met her again.She left him forever, alone in that world where she was his only world.What he saw the next day was her cold corpse in her new wedding house, she committed suicide.He didn’t know how he went to her house after getting the news, how his feet moved but that day he felt like he must not see her.He knew if he saw her like that she would really die in his life, he was such coward and selfish person.She was on her bed, she looked like she was only sleeping very peaceful and the most beautiful.She was still wearing her wedding gown, she looked so petite and tender he feared that she would catch a cold like this.He wanted to cover her slender f
He made love to her for the whole night, despite her resistance. Because he feared that she would leave him again if he didn’t conquer her.Only when he was sure that she won’t be able to leave that he stopped himself. Only when he felt the warmth of her body was, he able to calm his unsteady heart.Her soft little body in his arms calmed his restless thoughts, he smelled the familiar sweat scent of her body and fell asleep.Lin Mei Zhen was driving her car but everything was a blur, tears were streaming down her face. It was like she was running away from everything, from him, from what happened last night, and from herself.She didn’t have the energy to face all that, not now at least. Heck, she didn’t know what was going on in the first place.How was it so different from her past life? She had checked the date, last night was their wedding night.But in last life he never came, he never even stepped i
Sometimes we love someone to the point we forget ourself in front of that person, sometimes that love becomes so paranoid that it turns into obsession. There is a thin line between love and obsession, if you cross that line, it suffocates both you and that person. Love is a very painful emotion, it makes you insecure, you always think of that person first while doing anything. Love also brings a spring breeze, it makes you happy for no apparent reason. You smile like a silly idiot thinking about your beloved. Sometimes you don’t even know if you love someone, and sometimes you confuse jealousy, obsession, infatuation, comfort and security, lust, and fantasy with love. Lin Mei Zhen didn’t know in which category she was fit in her last life, if her love was true or not. She actually did not hate Zhao Liwei, she was just angry not with him but herself. She was a foolish woman, who lost her everything for love. Loving someone was not a mistake, but loving someone too much is a
Lin Mei Zhen had experienced the same scenario before, and knew the future. But after her rebirth nothing happened the way, it happened in her past life. It was like everything was different but nothing had changed.“Listen to brother, don’t make trouble.” Lin Huan tried to make reason with her.Lin Haun’s secretary also said, “Please listen to the boss young Miss, we will take care of everything here. You don’t need to worry, go home with the master.” Secretary Chen had accompanied Lin Huan since young, and he also had some favorable impression of the young Miss Lin.She was a cold and noble beauty for the onlookers, but deep inside she was very delicate and soft. Once she had helped him when he needed money for his mother’s oppression, she didn’t even take back the money just said it was her duty. So he was a little worried for her.“Please brother, please let me stay.” Lin Mei Zhen begged her brother. It was not like she was stubborn for no reason, but she had her own thoughts.
Lin Mei Zhen never thought that she'll be the type to flee, but at this moment seating on the plane to Florida. Her little brother wanted to build a hotel on Florida beach with a ancient Chinese theme. It had a lot if interesting things and aspects. She was really impressed by her brother, so to encourage him and support him she was going with him. It was a sixteen hours trip it was almost like a day, her brother was sleeping next to her . Probably tired from all the meetings and planning he had done before getting onboard. He looked like a little milk dog, a combination of her parents genes, a bit similar to her but a lot different...
After getting up from sleep she was dazed for some time, then like playing a movie on projector all the things that happened in the dream played in front of her. For some reason she was unable to forget this dream. She felt uneasy and didn't know what to think about this dream, which felt like someone's memory. These emotions were a bit strange for her yet so familiar, but what she wanted to do is flee from this all. She took a very long bath, meditating and hipnotizing herself to forget all this. After getting changed into comfy home clothes she went down and saw her mother who was cutting vegetables at the dining table while chatting with the cooking aunt. Her mother was just like that, she liked to do all the chores at her even if they had servants. She was very different from other high society woman who liked to bath in luxury. Instead she gave a warm homely felling, it was so down to earth and pleasing to the heart. Lin Mei Zhen grew up in this family where the couple loved e
He was like a pure holy light in her life, someone who couldn't be tainted with impure thoughts like loving his own blood related sister. She never saw her parents, brother said that they went to heaven. He said that they both loved her very much, but I don't think anyone will love her more than him. He was the only person who loved her without thinking of getting anything in return. She didn't know since when it started but the familial love she had for him had started to change into the love between men and women at some point. Was it when she first hit puberty and realized that all the TV actors and idols paled in comparison to her brothers beauty? Or when she realized that her friends in school had crush on her brother and kept visiting her home only to chance encounter with him? She got so jealous of them at that time that she cut off friendship with any and every friend of hers who showed slightest signs of having thoughts on him. She never like
Surprisingly Lin Mei Zhen didn't hear anything from him after that day. It had been two months since then, everything was very calm. So calm that it felt like the calm before the storm. There was this uneasy feeling in her heart, like something big was going to happen. Her family didn't ask her anything about that day, they behaved like everything was normal. But she knew that they were walking around the shells. They all were worried about her, why wouldn't they be? The way she returned that day would be shocking to any normal family. She was like a abandoned woman, with red eyes and shocked state. Even though she was the one who wanted to break things up between them, but was behaving the one who was abandoned. It had taken a lot of efforts for her to tell him to leave her. When she first went through rebirth she was very angry at him. It was like all her emotions for him were wiped out. She didn't feel any love for her husband. She even propos
In a world where no one loved me, you were the only one willing to stay with me. In my life filled with boundless darkness only you were the source of lightning. You were more important to me than my own flesh and blood, but you still chose to leave me. I was blind, I agree. I was unable to see the love in your eyes, because of my own guilt I never really tried to know your feelings. I was a coward who was afraid that if you know my feelings, you'll think I'm disgusting. A coward who was not able to save you, who failed your expectations as a brother, a guradian and your only closest blood relative. If only I had tried to take a step towards you, should that tragedy never had happened. If only I knew that you my dearest sister loved me as much as I loved you and suffered because of that love, suffered because of my ignorance you would not have died. I failed to protect you as a brother, and I failed to recognise your feelings as a lover. God has give
She left him, she really left him. Why does she always wants to leave him. Even when she was his sister she left him, and now even though she is his wife she still left him. What should he do to keep her? Does she really not love him? Did she started hating him since he forced her? What was the reason? Ahhhhhh~ He's heart feels like someone put a knife in his heart and twisted it. It's getting hard to even breathe. Why does it hurt so much? Please don't leave him again and again. You are the only light in my darkness, if I lose you I'll be engulfed in a world where I couldn't breathe nor see anything but dark walls. He didn't know for how long he cried nor he knew when the lit room was covered in darkness. The sense of time was lost. He didn't move from the position, still hoping that she'll come back. Looking at the closed doors, he closed his eyes slowly.
What is love? Is it thinking of someone for the whole day unconsciously or making him an undividable part of your life? Is it feeling lonely for no reason if he’s not near even in a crowded place or feeling immense happiness just by knowing he’s somewhere nearby? Why do we love someone even after knowing that it hurts like hell? Love is supposed to bring you happiness, right? But why does it make you have constant mood swings? Uncertainty about future, fear of loosing that person, being terrified at the thought of being alone without him.Love is a kind of torture that brings pleasure in the pain, it’s like a disease which you can’t get rid of and actually don’t want to part with.