Novels by Yaoyao

Sometimes we love someone to the point we forget ourself in front of that person, sometimes that love becomes so paranoid that it turns into obsession. There is a thin line between love and obsession, if you cross that line, it suffocates both you and that person. Love is a very painful emotion, it makes you insecure, you always think of that person first while doing anything. Love also brings a spring breeze, it makes you happy for no apparent reason. You smile like a silly idiot thinking about your beloved. Sometimes you don’t even know if you love someone, and sometimes you confuse jealousy, obsession, infatuation, comfort and security, lust, and fantasy with love. Lin Mei Zhen didn’t know in which category she was fit in her last life, if her love was true or not. She actually did not hate Zhao Liwei, she was just angry not with him but herself. She was a foolish woman, who lost her everything for love. Loving someone was not a mistake, but loving someone too much is a

Lin Mei Zhen had experienced the same scenario before, and knew the future. But after her rebirth nothing happened the way, it happened in her past life. It was like everything was different but nothing had changed.“Listen to brother, don’t make trouble.” Lin Huan tried to make reason with her.Lin Haun’s secretary also said, “Please listen to the boss young Miss, we will take care of everything here. You don’t need to worry, go home with the master.” Secretary Chen had accompanied Lin Huan since young, and he also had some favorable impression of the young Miss Lin.She was a cold and noble beauty for the onlookers, but deep inside she was very delicate and soft. Once she had helped him when he needed money for his mother’s oppression, she didn’t even take back the money just said it was her duty. So he was a little worried for her.“Please brother, please let me stay.” Lin Mei Zhen begged her brother. It was not like she was stubborn for no reason, but she had her own thoughts.

Lin Mei Zhen never thought that she'll be the type to flee, but at this moment seating on the plane to Florida. Her little brother wanted to build a hotel on Florida beach with a ancient Chinese theme. It had a lot if interesting things and aspects. She was really impressed by her brother, so to encourage him and support him she was going with him. It was a sixteen hours trip it was almost like a day, her brother was sleeping next to her . Probably tired from all the meetings and planning he had done before getting onboard. He looked like a little milk dog, a combination of her parents genes, a bit similar to her but a lot different...

After getting up from sleep she was dazed for some time, then like playing a movie on projector all the things that happened in the dream played in front of her. For some reason she was unable to forget this dream. She felt uneasy and didn't know what to think about this dream, which felt like someone's memory. These emotions were a bit strange for her yet so familiar, but what she wanted to do is flee from this all. She took a very long bath, meditating and hipnotizing herself to forget all this. After getting changed into comfy home clothes she went down and saw her mother who was cutting vegetables at the dining table while chatting with the cooking aunt. Her mother was just like that, she liked to do all the chores at her even if they had servants. She was very different from other high society woman who liked to bath in luxury. Instead she gave a warm homely felling, it was so down to earth and pleasing to the heart. Lin Mei Zhen grew up in this family where the couple loved e

He was like a pure holy light in her life, someone who couldn't be tainted with impure thoughts like loving his own blood related sister. She never saw her parents, brother said that they went to heaven. He said that they both loved her very much, but I don't think anyone will love her more than him. He was the only person who loved her without thinking of getting anything in return. She didn't know since when it started but the familial love she had for him had started to change into the love between men and women at some point. Was it when she first hit puberty and realized that all the TV actors and idols paled in comparison to her brothers beauty? Or when she realized that her friends in school had crush on her brother and kept visiting her home only to chance encounter with him? She got so jealous of them at that time that she cut off friendship with any and every friend of hers who showed slightest signs of having thoughts on him. She never like

Surprisingly Lin Mei Zhen didn't hear anything from him after that day. It had been two months since then, everything was very calm. So calm that it felt like the calm before the storm. There was this uneasy feeling in her heart, like something big was going to happen. Her family didn't ask her anything about that day, they behaved like everything was normal. But she knew that they were walking around the shells. They all were worried about her, why wouldn't they be? The way she returned that day would be shocking to any normal family. She was like a abandoned woman, with red eyes and shocked state. Even though she was the one who wanted to break things up between them, but was behaving the one who was abandoned. It had taken a lot of efforts for her to tell him to leave her. When she first went through rebirth she was very angry at him. It was like all her emotions for him were wiped out. She didn't feel any love for her husband. She even propos