What young people enjoying their youth? What honeymoon? She just wanted to leave him, ok.
But where could she say that in front of her parents, her dad had blood pressure and his heart condition was extremely fragile. Not to mention the fact that they already knew she loved him.
If not for her wish to marry him, why would they marry their treasure into Zhou’s house. They only wanted her to be happy, and when she said she wanted to marry him they agreed.
It was just that at this point they didn’t know that her husband didn’t love her at all. In her last life when they got the news that Zhou Liwei didn’t love her and actually hated her father Zhou had a heart attack.
It didn’t take his life, but he looked like he suddenly aged ten years. Her parents blamed themselves for her unsuccessful marriage, and wanted to separate her. But she didn’t agree, thinking that one day he would come to love her.
But who knew he never came to love her, but actually hated her even more? Afterwards her parents who were going to pray for her happy life had a car accident and died on the spot.
Her older brother failed in business, making him drown in debts. She didn’t know anything about business and the shares she had also came to no use.
He committed suicide, and her younger brother had a fight in school where he offended some big shots son.
He was detained for ten years; his whole future was destroyed. Lin Mei Zhen who saw the destruction of her whole family with her own eyes was already devastated at that point.
Father Zhou had tried to help her with her brother’s business but it was to no avail. She was a weak woman who was pampered by her family since birth, the only family she had was her husband.
She wanted to give them a last chance, she had made her mind that if this time he rejected her she will divorce him.
That was her last pride, she would have left him and had a job. She will support herself and her brother who was in Jail after he came out.
But no, it didn’t happen, instead she was met with an accident and died only to return to the past.
She looked at her mother and father, they were still healthy and alive. In this life she will not beg for his affection. Instead, she will protect the people she loves, she will get a divorce and live her life freely.
Mother Zhou and Mother Lin were excited thinking about their future grandson, they thought they will get to hold him by the end of the year. Unaware of Lin Mei Zhen’s thoughts about divorce.
The atmosphere was quite lively in the hospital corridor, and inside the VIP room Jiang Longwei was already awake.
He sorted out all the mess in his mind, and was looking at the white ceiling of the room. Tears streaming down his eyes, his eyes were empty like there was no hope for the future.
He was not Jiang Longwei anymore he was Zhou Liwei, their personality and looks were extremely similar.
But in this life his Lin Mei Zhen was not alive, his sister whom he loved to death was already dead.
He didn’t understand why he was in this body and what was going on, but one thing was for sure he didn’t want to live where she was not there.
It was all meaning less to him; she was his everything without her he was nothing.
The nurse opened the door to see that the patient was awake, she quickly informed the family of the patient.
Everyone rushed into the ward, Lin Mei Zhen was the last to arrive.
Mother Zhou and father Zhou asked Zhou Liwei about his condition, if he was okay.
But he didn’t respond to them at all, when Jiang Longwei sensed the parents of this body asking him questions, he only felt annoyed. He wasn’t in the mood to entertain this people whom he didn’t know.
When he sensed her presence at the back of all these people, he was surprised at first happy even when he saw his little sister standing their.
He wanted to call her over and embrace her, then he remembered she was not his sister but the wife of this body.
She who looked exactly like his beloved was also named as Lin Mei Zhen. Lin Mei Zhen whom he had confused as his sister and forced himself on her.
He remembered how she had cried underneath him, begging him to release her. But he like a ferocious beast raped her till the point she fainted.
He felt sorry towards her, even if now he was her husband but he never liked forcing people. Not to mention raping a woman as a substitute of his sister, he was ashamed of himself for what he did to her.
He will ask for forgiveness and make it up to her, he will give her anything she asked of him.
EXCEPT FOR HIS LOVE….
Zhou Liwei was looking at Lin Mei Zhen ignoring everyone else in the hospital ward, truthfully, he was not interested in living his life when his sister was not there with him. But now he felt that he needed to repay her for taking her innocence, besides she looked like his sister so he could tolerate it for some time. Lin Mei Zhen sensed his sight on her, she actually had no confidence to face him at this time but still she chose to remain here for the time being. “Mei Zhen come here and take care of your husband, he’s just looking at you and ignoring his father”, Father Zhou said playfully after looking at his son. “Tsk tsk young people, forgetting their parents as s
Jiang Zhongwei smelled the scent of homemade food, his stomach growled. Following the memories in his mind he unconsciously turned towards the kitchen. Lin Mei Zhen was busy making food with her back turned towards him, Jiang Zhongwei saw her working for him diligently and he felt a sense of familiarity and longing toward her. He wanted to say something to her, ask her if she knew him? He thought that may be it was not a bad thing to have her in his colorless life. The seeds of love were just sowed in his heart when she crushed them herself. “Zhou Liwei, I know you hate me and you were against this marriage. I didn’t know this, so …” Lin Mei Zhen took a deep breath an
He had a rare thought of being mischievous, with a playful smile in his eyes Jiang Zhongwei took a step forward while Lin Mei Zhen retreated a step backwards until her back hit the kitchen sink. “Why do you want to scream? Did you see a ghost?”, he asked her while pretending to be puzzled. “Why are you getting close to me?”, she asked him instead of answering. “Oh~ You are my wife and I’m your husband is it wrong of me to get close to you?”, he asked her with a smirk. He was standing in front of her now, she gulped, “You don’t do anything to me” , she said while she was thinking of stepping to the right side and run out he leaned clo
Looking at her dazed expression he felt very pleased with himself, her pink lips were rosy from constant rubbing of the lips.She slowly opened her beautiful pair of brown eyes, and looked at him. His sight was still on her lips, she felt like she was being cheated by him.She pushed him back, and this time he let her go. She raised her hand to slap him but he grasped it in his hand.He looked at her accusing eyes which were turning red and felt a sense of discomfort in his heart. Was she crying because he kissed her? He was her husband now and she still didn’t let him touch her, Why?Something was definitely wrong, in the memories of Zhou Liwei she had always looked at him with loving eyes. Even on the day of their marriage she looked so happy.Why was she like this now? Was it because it was not Zhou Liwei in the body but his soul? He needed to know the answers but it was not the time yet. He will find it out himself one day, that is when h
Lin Mei Zhen went upstairs to see what kind of crème he had for her, it wasn’t like she wanted to know, it was just she felt awkward being around him. Though her heart was very calm, there was no heartache or love in her heart. It was just indifference; she was glad for that or she would have gone insane till now.The reason why she wasn’t making any move was because; she was making careful planning. It will be bad if because of her one mistake everything will come to runes, as a person who had experienced death would know the importance of it.For the time being she will observe her surroundings, and then she will make a move. In this life she wanted to protect the people she loved, and also make sure her own life will come to a good end and without any regrets of loving a wrong person.She opened the master bedroom and walked towards the table, where she saw a new box
Jiang Longwei took a long cold bath to calm his little brother and changed into a black short with bare upper body he walked out of the bathroom only to see her sleeping soundly.On the big bed with pink floral quilt, she was sleeping with her brown long her spread across the cushion, her long eyelashes made a shadow below her eyes. With a straight but small nose and pink lips like flower petals, her oval shaped face looked like sleeping fairy. She was the most beautiful women in the city A, even the A list actresses looked ugly in front of her.But for him she was the most beautiful women on earth, no one was even one tenth as good looking as her.He knew she was not the women he had loved, that she only looked like her. But he still felt a sense of familiarity with her, even if only for that face he was willing to give her anything she desired.It was strange, he never wanted her as a substitute for his dead sister but something in his heart told him he
Lin Mei Zhen was dumbfounded, she thought he will get angry at her, look disgusted because she received his phone but she never imagined that he will kiss her instead. The more time she spent with him the more she felt something was wrong. Afterall she was a reborn person herself, who would know the future better than a person who had experienced it himself. Zhou Liwei never held her, even when she presented herself in front of him. He never even put his foot inside this villa in her past life, but the moment she woke up as a reborn person he came just moments letter. What the hell made him like this? What is the reason of this strange behavior? She refused to admit that he has feelings for her, she had seen the disgust in his eyes for her. Is it possible that like her he also came from the future?&n
Lin Mei Zhen looked like a freshly ravaged Rabbit, but the person herself was unaware to this fact. She opened the wooden doors to see a petite woman wearing baby pink knee length dress which hugged her curvaceous body perfectly.The woman was about five feet tall wearing black stilettoes she reached only to Min Zhen’s shoulder. Her skin was milky white, with the face only the size of a palm. Her doe like watery eyes were looking at her with mouth agape, she looked at Lin Mei Zhen’s swollen lips then at the strawberry kiss marks which were all the way down inside her clothes from her white neck.She gritted her teeth and looked at the half naked Jian Longwei who was following her with accusing eyes. It was like a main wife looking at her husband having adultery with a woman, her eyes filled with water looking extremely pitiful.No one talked, everyone
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