Fainted

  He made love to her for the whole night, despite her resistance. Because he feared that she would leave him again if he didn’t conquer her.

Only when he was sure that she won’t be able to leave that he stopped himself.  Only when he felt the warmth of her body was, he able to calm his unsteady heart.

Her soft little body in his arms calmed his restless thoughts, he smelled the familiar sweat scent of her body and fell asleep.

Lin Mei Zhen was driving her car but everything was a blur, tears were streaming down her face. It was like she was running away from everything, from him, from what happened last night, and from herself.

She didn’t have the energy to face all that, not now at least. Heck, she didn’t know what was going on in the first place.

How was it so different from her past life? She had checked the date, last night was their wedding night.

But in last life he never came, he never even stepped into that villa. How was it that this time he did that?

She didn’t know, she desperately kept wiping her tears and driving to her parents’ house when she noticed the marks on her wrists.

Her wrists were red from tying to the bed post for the whole night, there were some scratches too.

In fact, her whole body was full of scratches and bites, he did it fiercely that her insides were still hurting.

She parked the car to the road side and calmed herself, No she couldn’t go to her parents’ house like this.

It was only yesterday that she was married, they will worry themselves to death. She couldn’t possibly make them worry, she needed to think about things through.

May be Zhou Liwei had left already, he never stayed there anyways. And even if he was there, she should not fear him.

She was the one who was wronged, not the other way around why should she be the one to flee?

And there was the thing about their marriage, in the last life he clearly hated her. She didn’t want to repeat it in this life again.

She didn’t want to suffer from that one-sided love again, so she made her decision. They will talk about it calmly and apply for divorce.

She will find a job and settle down, not relying on anyone. She will strive to live a happy life this time, without loving him and making herself miserable.

It will be best for both of them, as for revenge or hatred? No, she didn’t want any revenge, loving him was her own decision though he shouldn’t have married her. But she was the one who clung to their marriage, hoping that one day he will surely love her back.

The love she felt for him was no longer there, so was the heartache of her last life. She who had gone back to the past felt like the page which was full of his love in the past was now fully blank.

So, it was the best for both of them to go separate ways, when it was still time. She didn’t want to indulge in the game of love and hate. She was not going to waste the opportunity to turn on a new leaf, only to get revenge on him.

She started the car and turned it in reverse, she was going to face it all. The sooner the better.

She parked the car and was about to get out when someone yanked the car door open, she was pulled from her seat and slammed into a hard wall.

Um wait, it was chest. She was surrounded by the familiar fragrance; she knew who it was without looking up.

It was Zhou Liwei, she looked up at his disheveled hair. He was looking at her with tears in his eyes.

‘What was going on? Please someone give her status update again’; Lin Mei Zhen thought.

“Don’t you ever leave me again, never again. You got that?”, he said trying to maintain his calm. He had just woken up to find that the bed was empty, he was so frightened that he searched the whole villa for her desperately.

She was not in the villa, he was so afraid that his whole body was shaking, his breathing was getting heavier.

He wanted to see her this instant otherwise he didn’t know what he would do. He had finally found her, and she left him again.

He was just going to report to police when he saw her car, he was finally able to breath.

He looked at her with fear that she would feel disgusted by him, he was her brother after all. When thinking about what he had done to her last night, if she regretted it and wanted to leave him what should he do then?

At this time Jiang Longwei hadn’t completely gone through Zhou Liwei’s memories, so he didn’t know that the one in front of him was not his sister but Zhou Liwei’s wife.

And Lin Mei Zhen didn’t know Jiang Longwei at all, because what she saw was Zhou Liwei but the soul inside him was Jiang Longwei.

Lin Mei Zhen was confused as to why Zhou Liwei was so desperate to search her in this state, because the Zhou Liwei she knew always hated her.

Forget hugging her he even felt that looking at her face would make his day bad.

She blinked her big eyes, trying to make sense of what he was saying. “Um could you let me go first, it hurts”, she said.

 She wasn’t telling lies; he had gripped her very strongly that it hurt adding to how he tossed her for the whole night. She was very fragile, okay!

Jiang Longwei weakened his grip on her but didn’t let her go, he feared she’d leave him.

“You promise me, you won’t leave me then I’ll release you”, he said acting like a spoiled child.

Lin Mei Zhen cried without tears, why was he acting like she bullied him and he was some abandoned puppy?

“Why are you acting like this Zhou Liwei, let me go”, she said trying to make reason with him.

But what happened next second was very unexpected, because Jiang Longwei didn’t realize that he was in Zhou Liwei’s body at all.

His brain was not able to understand the situation and he was already very stressed about Lin Mei Zhen, he fainted on the spot.