"CONFIRMED, MADAM! SABI KO NA NGA BA, MAY SOMETHING FISHY D'YAN SA RAIZEN NA 'YAN!”
Kyree tsked as we watch a familiar figure from afar. Naka-park kami ilang hakbang ang layo sa harapan ng isang tagong restaurant. Iyong pinapanood namin? It was Raizen Policarpio—the same "talent" na pinag-uusapan namin kani-kanina lang.
That Raizen Policarpio is definitely a newbie in the entertainment industry. He's probably in his early twenties. May dating ito at hindi maitatangging malakas ang karisma. Pero kung talent at talent lang din ang pag-uusapan ay obvious na waley ito. Kaya nakakapagtaka na sa kabila no'n at kabi-kabila pa rin ang projects na involved ang batang aktor. Maraming nagsasabi na may mas "malalim" na dahilan kung bakit gano'n.
"That man he is with, pamilyar siya sa akin. Isn't he one of the executive directors of the most famous T.V. network?” saad ko.
"Oo nga! Shet, I think I know him! Teka lang, Madam, ha? Aalalahanin ko kung sino… Ahah!” Malakas na napapalakpak si Kyree. Napatingin naman ako sa kanya dahil doon. "Wenchy Corpuz, Madam! Si Wenchy Corpuz 'yan!”
Napatangu-tango ako.
"Wenchy Corpuz,” ulit ko pa sa pangalan ng direktor na kasama ng binatang artista. "This is final. Si Raizen Polocarpio—siya na ang featured sa next monthly issue natin. Ask the research team to further research about him. Gano'n din sa mga taong nakakasalamuha niya; most especially those who have high positions on the media management. Ipa-send mo sa email ko. I'll wait for it until 11 o'clock on the dot. Once the clock hits 11 at wala pa sa'kin ang mga report na kailangan ko, then we have to do a mass hiring for the entire research department.”
I COULDN'T HELP BUT SMILE AS I BROWSE RAIZEN POLICARPIO'S FILE.
Kumpletos rekados. Nakalagay na ro'n lahat ng impormasyon na gusto kong malaman. May bonus pa na juicy chika. Mukhang bumabawi talaga sila. From here I can see na determinado ang mga tao ko na patunayan na hindi ako nagkamali sa pagbibigay ng second chance sa kanila; bagay na dapat lang naman nilang gawin.
"… From an information straight from a valid source, Raizen Policarpio's role in the now-trending series "Love Conquers All", was allegedly stolen as it was originally casted for Royce Tañeda…”
Tumaas ang kilay ko sa nabasa. Royce Tañeda? Kung hindi ako nagkakamali, isa rin s'ya sa mga baguhang starlet na kasabayan lang din ni Raizen. Also, s'ya 'yung rumored best friend ni Raizen.
Napangiti ako.
This is getting exciting. This just means, hindi lang secret life ni Raizen Policarpio ang mauungkat; damay na rin 'yung paraan n'ya ng pakikipagrelasyon sa mga taong nasa paligid n'ya. Especially with his rumored best friend, Royce Tañeda.
Magiging hit malamang ang part na 'yon ng interview. Imagine a headline of what sounds like: "RAIZEN POLICARPIO, THE MAN BEHIND THE MASK OF THE ALLEGED STEALING OF LCA MALE LEAD ROLE; AS ROYCE TAÑEDA CASTED FIRST AND ORIGINALLY” Idagdag pa na habang obvious na walang talent si Raizen, kabaliktaran naman no'n si Royce na talagang namamayagpag sa bawat eksena n'ya. That major difference between the two can make this issue louder than ever.
I once again smiled an evil smile.
I took my phone and was about to dial someone's number when suddenly, I noticed a message from an unknown number. Nasa notification banner lang 'yon. I received it past 10. Ngayon ay mag-aalas onse na kaya ilang minuto na rin palang ipinadala ng kung sino ang mensaheng 'yon. Hindi ko lang siguro napansin dahil aksidente kong na-turn on ang silent mode ng cell phone ko.
Binuksan ko na lang 'yung message na 'yon para basahin bago ko tawagan ang dapat kong tawagan.
"How are you? How's your flight?”
Flight? Iisang tao lang ang alam kong pwedeng mangamusta sa "flight" ko. Si Damon…
Nakaramdam na naman ako ng inis. It's been twenty-four hours since I came back here and he sent me a message just now?! Gusto kong matawa.
Hindi ko s'ya ni-reply-an. I just went to call that someone who I was about to speak earlier.
"Hello—”
"Hi, is this Raizen Policarpio's manager?” sabi ko agad sa sumagot.
"Y-Yes. May I know who's this—”
"It's Winter,” pakilala ko.
"W-Winter? Winter… from the Sparks Magazine?”
I let out a lopsided grin when I noticed her sudden change of tone. Nanginig s'ya bigla at parang kinabahan.
"Yes. I just want an interview with Raizen Policarpio. It's a one-on-one interview—”
"I-I'm sorry, Miss Winter. Pero hectic po ang schedule namin ngayon at sa mga susunod na buwan. Hindi po namin maisisingit ang interview—”
"Are you trying to reject me? It's hurting na hindi pala kasingit-singit ang interview ng Sparks Magazine; knowing that we can give spotlight. Or maybe, blackhole,” I calmly said. But I also made sure to make her feel unease. "I want an interview with Raizen Policarpio anytime tomorrow.”
"Pero, Miss Winter—”
"An interview tomorrow or nothing, Ma'am. Gusto ko lang din kayong i-inform na kahit hindi pumayag ang kampo n'yo na ma-interview namin si Raizen, ilalabas at ilalabas pa rin namin ang article na tungkol sa kanya. And that'll contain things that we only got from our research and sources. I want an interview with Raizen because by that, magkakaroon s'ya ng chance na masabi 'yung side n'ya at masalag ang mga posibleng negative publicity na lumabas against him.”
For a moment, there was nothing but silence. Wholesome silence.
"I'll be waiting for your response before twelve midnight. I want time and place. Kapag wala 'kong natanggap na sagot, we'll be publishing raw articles about your talent—” Hindi na 'ko nakatapos magsalita dahil bigla na lang nag-vibrate 'yung cell phone ko. It was a sign that another call was incoming. Napamura ako nang makita na 'yung unknown number na naman 'yon. The same number na ginamit ni Damon para i-contact ako. I put it on hold as I turned to Raizen's manager once again. "I'm putting this down. I want time and place, Ma'am. Got it?”
"W-We'll… see—” Pinatayan ko na s'ya kahit hindi pa s'ya tapos magsalita. 'Tapos sinagot ko naman 'yung isa pang incoming call.
"Thank goodness, you answered—”
"Anong kailangan mo?” I asked him coldly and firm.
I heard him laugh. "Is it the time of the month?”
My forehead creased. "What?”
Tumawa na naman s'ya imbis na sagutin ako. "Why are you still awake?”
Napatingin ako sa laptop ko na nakabukas. Display pa rin do'n 'yung article tungkol kay Raizen Policarpio.
"I… I'm still at work.”
"Work? At this hour?” gulat na tanong n'ya.
My eyebrows arched. Bakit parang gulat na gulat s'ya? And what does he mean by "at this hour"? Aware ba s'ya sa oras ngayon dito sa Pilipinas? Bakit? Nasa bansa ba s'ya na nasa parehong timezone ng Pilipinas? O baka naman…
"Nasa'n ka?” Ako naman 'yung nagtanong imbis na sagutin s'ya.
"Damn. I thought, hindi mo pa rin mahahalata. I'm… somewhere here in Manila. Wanna go with me? Let's have fun.”
Umawang ang bibig ko—literal—after hearing what he just said.
"Y-You're joking, are you?” sabi ko. I even laugh. Alam kong pilit 'yon but so what?
"You bet,” hamon n'ya naman. "Send me your address. I'll be there in a snap.”
Nilayo ko 'yung cell phone ko sa tainga ko. Then I look at the unregistered number that Damon used to call me. +63 ang ang country code no'n. Which states na nasa Pilipinas nga talaga ang caller. Nasa Pilipinas nga si Damon!
"My Soirye…”
I blinked several times. Then I swallowed the lump that seems to form on my throat. His voice… And that endearment he used to call me…
"I want to see you now, My Soirye. I want you now,” he whispered even. His voice filled with intensity and desire.
I bit my lower lip as I suppress the heat that he managed to make me feel just right now.
"I-I can't, Damon. I-I have so much to do—”
"Please, My Temptress.”
I closed my eyes shut. Nararamdaman ko na malapit na 'kong bumigay sa pang aakit ni Damon. But I'm still trying to control my thoughts. I'm trying my best to control my body. Ayokong bumigay na naman dahil alam kong wala naman akong mapapala. Tama na 'yung isang gabing pamumuhunan ko sa kanya. Wala pa 'kong nakukuhang kapalit para ro'n kaya hindi pa 'ko pwedeng mag-invest ng panibago.
"I'm… really sorry, Damon. Pero hindi talaga kaya ngayon. Maybe next time—”
"Fuck. I so fucking miss you, My Soirye. Won't you be nice and let me have you just even while I am still here? Pretty please?”
"YOU'RE REALLY AMAZING, MY SOIRYE. YOU NEVER FAILED TO AMUSE AND SATISFY ME.”Damon planted a soft kiss on the side of my forehead as he drew me closer to him. Hindi ko naman magawang sumagot dahil abala ang utak ko sa pagsisisi. Nagsisisi ako sa desisyon ko na nagpadala na naman ako sa mga pang aakit n'ya. I was happy for what we did, yes. Pero naa-anticipate ko na kung ano ang mga susunod na mangyayari; and with that, I was never happy. I will never be."My Soirye…” Hindi pa rin ako sumagot. "I missed this. I missed… you.”I remained silent as I stare at the ceiling of the hotel room where we chose to stay. Hindi ko binigay sa kanya 'yung address ko dahil unang-una, ayokong mabahiran ng kahit anong bakas n'ya ang bahay ko. That was the only safe place I have. That was the only space that remains pure and peaceful. Kung may lugar man na ayokong mabahiran ng magulong sistema ng trabaho at affairs ko, 'yon ay walang iba kundi ang bahay ko. And nor will I let Damon invade that personal
"HOW'S THE INTERVIEW WITH RAIZEN POLICARPIO AT SA KANYANG ANGKAN—”"Shut the hell up, Kyree. I'm not in the mood.”Pabalibag kong nilapag ang bag ko sa table at pabagsak akong umupo sa bagung-bago na signature chair ko. I close my eyes tight as I start to massage my temple."Get me my usual double shot espresso. Make it two,” utos ko habang minamasahe pa rin ang sentido ko."Parang stress na stress ka naman, madam. Kalmahan mo lang—”"Am I asking for your comfort? Can't you just give what I am asking you to? Daldal!” I interrupted him."Y-Yes, Madam.” Narinig ko pa ang nagmamadali n'yang pagtakbo palabas ng office.Kahit na late ako sa interview na hiningi ko sa panig ni Raizen, they still had no choice but to let me in. The interview went well; intense, just like my previous interviews. Always.But even so, that won't erase the fact that I, Winter G., finally broke my record against tardiness. I feel so unprofessional after everything that happened. And all of that was caused by Damo
SOIRYE'S P. O. VTHE NIGHT WAS WILD—THE ENTIRE RESORT WAS SURROUNDED BY BLINDING LIGHTS. THE MUSIC WAS A BLAST—ACCOMPANIED BY THE CHATTERING NOISE OF BOTH LAUGHTER AND SHOUTS OF GLEE.Sa kabila ng ingay ng paligid ay rinig na rinig ko pa rin ang malakas na pagkabog ng dibdib ko. I was being followed by my crazy—no, by my obsessed ex-boyfriend. The same ex-boyfriend na pinagbabantaan akong pakakalatin daw sa social media ang "sex tape" ko kung hindi ako makikipagbalikan dito."Baby… the car's waiting. I know you're here. Naaamoy kita. Lumabas ka na,” a voice of a drunk man called. That was him, my ex-boyfriend. Sa boses pa lang nito ay kinikilabutan na ako. Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin lubos maisip kung anong nakain ko at pinatulan ko ito. Although our relationship lasted for just two weeks, it still counts. Inilibot ko ang mata ko sa paligid. I was currently hiding behind the bush. Naghahanap ako ng tiyempo na makaalis doon nang hindi nakikita ng baliw kong ex. Madilim ang palig
SOIRYE'S P. O. VSENSITIVE WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT AHEAD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. SUITABLE ONLY FOR READERS 18 YEARS OLD AND ABOVE."WHEN WE LANDED, YOU'LL GONNA BE MRS. IGNACI.”I immediately smiled at the thought. I don't know if this is normal—ang pagpayag na magpakasal sa isang lalaking wala pa nga isang araw kong kilala—at ang kiligin sa isipin na 'yon. There's really something wrong in me, is it?We just finished drinking and right now, we are laying in this cozy bed beside each other. Nasa loob lang kami ng kwarto sa private jet niya pero sa ganda no'n, aakalain ko na nasa loob kami ng isang high-end at luxurious na 5 star hotel. Every detail of the room was intricately flawless. It was as if this entire jet was once owned by a royalty.Mamaya pa, naramdaman ko ang paglapit ni Damon sa akin. Nakatagilid kasi ako at nakatalikod sa kanya. May pagitan din sa amin na kasya pa ang isang tao. Pero sa ginawa niyang paglapit, naramdaman ko na unti-unting sumikip ang paligid. I tried m
SOIRYE'S P. O. VWHEN I GOT TO THE APARTMENT DAMON HAD MENTIONED, THE FIRST THING I DID WAS TO DIAL A CERTAIN NUMBER.Ang tanga ko lang dahil hindi ko naisip na nasa labas na ako ng bansa at iba na ang network reception doon. So instead, I logged in to one of my social media accounts at doon ko na lang tinawagan si Kyree. He's my gay assistant. At ngayon na biglaan akong nawalan at hindi ko alam kung kailan ako makakabalik, I have to call him to make him in-charge or everything while I'm gone."Hello—”"Hello, Madam Winter?! Madam Winter!” tila naiiyak niyang bulalas sa kabilang linya. "Madam! Madam, buti naman tumawag ka na! Kanina pa kami windang na windang at alalang-alala sa'yo rito kung bakit wala ka pa! Never ka naman kasing na-late at absent ng walang pasabi!”Napailing na lang ako at inilayo sa tainga ko ang cell phone dahil kung hindi, malamang na mabingi ako sa lakas ng boses niya."I'm just out doing some business, okay? Biglaan kaya hindi na ako nakapagsabi. Anyways, I don
SOIRYE'S P. O. V"I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM!”Paulit-ulit 'yong tumatakbo sa isip ko habang nanggigigil akong sinusuntok at hinahampas ang unan ko. Unan ko—so basically, I'm back to my very own room. Because just like what Damon said, pagkatapos na pagkatapos ng "kasal" namin ay diniretso niya na akong ihatid sa field kung saan naghihintay ang private jet na ipanghahatid sa akin ni Paulson. Iyon din ang parehong private jet kung saan niya ako isinakay palabas ng bansa.I can't believe I was able to ride on everything Damon wanted overnight! Kabaliwan mang isipin, pero wala na. Nandito na. I was already married with him. With the man I barely know.And after that roller-coaster ride overnight, I'm back again with my usual. Ang kaibahan lang ngayon ay kasal na ako. Pero wala pa rin naman sigurong magbabago dahil as per him, hindi ko pwedeng i-disclose sa ibang tao 'yung naging kasal namin. It was secretive. More like, ginawa lang talaga solely para sa deal na sinabi niya.Pabor