Jasmine.The whispers came for me like a shark when it smelled blood."....What is she wearing....""...something as skimpy as that? Does she think she's in a clubhouse...."".....even is she?...."From every angle in the room, tongues waged against me from every man or woman Mr Warner's cousin dragged us to talk to.When she first saw me, her beautiful smile turned into something more impassive like I was beneath her. "And who is this beautiful young girl? I don't think I have ever seen her..." she had said.Her siren eyes roamed my body in a way that made me feel inadequate, lacking in a way that others didn't.Mr Warner placed his hand on my shoulder firmly. "She's my new assistant. The last one left rather unceremoniously." He said. "I brought her here so she could help me...""It is the assistant job to assist, right." His cousin finished the rest of the sentence, proceeding to chuckle after.Polite laughter.I kept my face neutral, not offering a smile and not looking down my no
Jasmine."Mr Warner, do you like my dress?" I asked my boss after taking the tenth glass of whiskey, placing my chin on my hand so I could bat my lashes at him.A man old enough to be my father.The rest of the party had been a kind of blur for me with Gia by my side. She made sure every conversation we had started with a drink and ended with a different one.The lighting in the hall did little to hide the flush that enveloped Mr Warner's cheeks as he choked on his drink, coughing and spluttering so he could say a word."Miss Castor." He tried again when the coughing died down. "You look absolutely beautiful. That shade you chose brings the colour of your eyes out, makes them pop."Without thinking about it, his eyes darted towards Alexander, who just watched us like a hawk would to his prey.I giggled like he had said something funny, gaining the attention of Gia, whom a group of women had successfully gotten to attend to them. Her eyes betrayed questions she wanted to ask.I looked
TWELVE YEARS AGOJasmine.I wasn’t a quiet child.Not by any means possible. Mom told me I came into the world with a strong set of lungs because I kept on crying whenever I wasn’t attached to her or she decided to hand me over to my father. Everyone considered it a shame when I grew attached to him as I got older.Was that the reason why mom preferred the company of those strange children after the funeral?On the day of the wedding, my mom promised me I could hide in my room during the after-party. She promised me a cake and a whole bottle of juice just so she could get me to behave. There was no mention of the fifteen-years-old boy who crawled into the said room through my window and watched me like I was planning my great escape or something.I loved my privacy. My room was my tiny little space where no one would bother me or try to atop me from doing what I loved. At this particular age, it was filling my lungs with nicotine.I wondered if he had no idea I was watching him. A
Jasmine.My friends thought the best way to let go after having a shitty weekend spent on some stupid vacation with your mom, her second husband who was really a bastard and should learn to keep his hands to his fucking self, and her successful daughter, was going to a club on a work week. Especially if you came back and found out your boyfriend also cheated."To be fair, you knew he wasn't faithful from the beginning," Jane shouted. She swayed her hips around while moving to the side to avoid a drunk stranger."That doesn't mean I want to walk in on him, butt naked and thrusting into my neighbour's ass," I said furiously. The scene kept up coming up multiple times in my mind.Among the three of us, Rachel was the only one qualified to be called a dancer. She moved her entire body to the beat of the song and had the masculine figures in the club watching her like she was some rare creature."That's such an explicit description, Steven is gross.”“That is your opinion. My baby can sti
Jasmine.I didn’t want to go back to that dreadful place.If I had the financial stability to just hitchhike to England or some other faraway place, I would have done that immediately. The snide remarks, the disappointment, the comparison between Amanda and I, the choking loneliness I felt when I was there.Without the one person in the world who actually made it bearable.i ignored the ache I felt in my heart every time I ignored Jane and Rachel texts and calls, ranging from questions where they asked why I left so abruptly to if I was okay. They were truly the only real friends and coworkers I made during my short stay in that state.“I am pretty sure you would be one of those old ladies who keeps cats because she is just so scared to get a real one,” he had said to me that cold winter morning.Amanda had gone on some kind of scavenger hunt with my mom and Charles, so we had the whole house to ourselves. Dressed in thick coats and fur boots, we drank hot cocoa from the cups I had de
Why the fuck did Charles think it would be appropriate to hold a meeting at seven in the morning. I could hardly feel my legs as I walked downstairs, trying to stifle the yawns that kept pushing through. My mom was in the kitchen before I got there, which meant I could literally feel the judgement in her eyes.She did not seem that disappointed at miss comes home at two in the morning.“You can try to move your legs faster, Jasmine. No one is getting paid to watch you move like a sloth,” mom said, taking a sip from her cup of coffee while watching me with those hawk eyes of hers.Ignoring my mom felt like the most appropriate thing to do at that moment.But she wasn’t ready to ignore me. She hovered around me as I made my cup of coffee, giving out silent instructions under her breath. The small smile that threatened to spill at the corner of her lips when I dropped twice the normal amount of sugar into my cup could not be missed.And then the thundering footsteps of Charles, and the
JASMINE“You must be the new assistant,” the bald headed man -he had introduced himself as Kent- said the moment he confirmed who I was and what I was there for. “We apologize for the rushed resumption and hope you would love working with us.”If I achieved what I came here for, then the one person who should apologize was me. In a few months, I was going to make them unemployed.Just like me.Charles and my mom made me attend a one hour lecture, where the former droned on and on about everything I needed to know about Mr Warner, his one army rival. The cause of all his downfall in the political world.If I didn’t know better, I would assume my stepfather had a crush on his rival.“It’s okay,” I said, trying my best to force a smile, “I am a bit nervous, so I guess starting early was the right cause of action.”Kent placed a gentle hand on my shoulder, the grin on his face contagious. If I was looking for a new work bestie after ditching Jane and Rachel, then I hoped he was available
Jasmine.That goddamn son of the devil himself wasn’t seriously denying me. Denying that he knew me.Or was he?“We don't, I met Miss Castor outside your office, hyperventilating serious and almost going into shock," As smooth as his delivery of that line, I felt the sting and intensity of his words. "They need to be some sort of orientation for staff in the office here."He was calling me incompetent. Perhaps his words would be sufficient enough to get me fired, and then I would be mom’s disappointment once again.If I was going to keep this job and get mom and Charles off my back, then I needed to be strong enough to make sure anything said by my stepbrother was washed down my back. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes, turning to Mr Warner.“You called for me, sir.” I spoke confidently, without any trace of the uncertainty I felt within.His eyes narrowed as he assessed me, I could be rest assured to know he was thinking if I was certainly worth the trouble in the long run. Was he g