Jasmine.
My friends thought the best way to let go after having a shitty weekend spent on some stupid vacation with your mom, her second husband who was really a bastard and should learn to keep his hands to his fucking self, and her successful daughter, was going to a club on a work week. Especially if you came back and found out your boyfriend also cheated. "To be fair, you knew he wasn't faithful from the beginning," Jane shouted. She swayed her hips around while moving to the side to avoid a drunk stranger. "That doesn't mean I want to walk in on him, butt naked and thrusting into my neighbour's ass," I said furiously. The scene kept up coming up multiple times in my mind. Among the three of us, Rachel was the only one qualified to be called a dancer. She moved her entire body to the beat of the song and had the masculine figures in the club watching her like she was some rare creature. "That's such an explicit description, Steven is gross.” “That is your opinion. My baby can stick it there all day long,” Jane said, smacking her ass to give us a little show. That little act alone made me smile sincerely for the first time in an entire week. Jane placed her arm around my shoulder, pulling me away from the crowd and Rachel and towards the bar. Was it time to get me drunk so I could call in sick tomorrow? "Do you know what you should do, J?" Jane asked after a while. "What?" I whispered the question because I was kind of scared of what she would say. "What?" I asked again, louder this time, so she could hear me. She placed a loud-ass kiss on my cheek, “Flirt with someone here, have a one night stand or something. You only live once bitch” I narrowed my eyebrows down at her. I expected that advice from Rachel but not her. She was the epitome of good behaviour with the occasional risk. Was this some sick prank? But she was gone before I could ask her any question. Contrary to what anyone might think, I wasn’t the type of woman who was comfortable enough to have casual sex with a man I met in the club. I preferred to eye fuck them until I felt better. I knew she meant well but I wasn’t ballsy enough to do that. Instead I got a drink at the bar. "A gin martini and a virgin margarita please," I told the bartender the moment my ass touched one of the stool. There was a time when someone was able to make me forget the lingering looks of disappointment I got from my mom whenever I decided not to be a good little daughter like her stepdaughter and do as she said. I helped him with connecting more to himself, tuning his skills and knowledge to the best of my ability. I was happy. But that was in the past. I remembered how small I felt sitting on my chair at the family house, across from my mom and Charles. Nervous. My entire body was on fire as Amanda kept on giving a detailed list of each and every of her achievements. “I had such high hopes for you, Jasmine,” she said once we were done with the dinner and were the only ones in the kitchen, “Your father and I always thought you could have majored in law or some other high-end skill and make a name for yourself.” She only mentioned my father when it was time to roll out her disappointment. He was dead to her otherwise. “Now you are a personal assistant to some man in a freelance firm.” Charles took that as his cue to walk into the kitchen, his lips stretched out in a smirk aimed my way. He wrapped his arms around my mom and pretended to lead her away from the kitchen. From her disappointment of a daughter. Bloody bastard. Charles was the man my mother got married to few months after my dad died when I was twelve. I never got the chance to properly meet him before the wedding. His children replaced me faster than I could form a thought. “Rachel let the club get to her,” Jane huffed, the smile on her face growing a little wider when she saw the drinks I had ordered. Perhaps she thought I needed a little bit of liquid courage. “I am taking her home.” Said girl had draped herself on Jane body, holding onto her so tightly. How on earth did she get drunk that fast. Did someone spike her drink then? “i will see you guys tomorrow.” Our hug was brief because I needed to watch my drinks if someone was actually spiking the drinks. Jane bit her bottom lip, "Would you be okay being here alone? You can just come with us and we'll have one giant sleepover in my house. There's room," She tried to offer but I knew I had to decline. “Don’t worry yourself too much, I will be fine,” She did not look convinced, the mama bear personality I had grown fond of was threatening to peak to the surface. But at the end of it all, I won and she left with Rachel. I took a sip from each drink, savoring the sweet taste of each . it was quite easy to get drunk on this. The stool to my right became occupied by a rather familiar looking stranger. A shadow from my past if I was being honest. Surely I was imagining things. “tonight id not the night for pretty girl to be in the club alone,” he said, “You might want to take it easy on the drinks.” “I am not alone.” And when he turned around so I could see his face, the tiny balloon of hope that had gotten bigger within me was suddenly popped. He was not the one. I drank the entire glass without a stop, loving the way it warmed my body up. He took a sip from the drink he ordered. “Forgive me if I am wrong but I did overhear your friend tell you she was leaving. Both friends.” I snorted, “Did your mom never teach you that it is wrong to listen to someone else conversation?” The movement was so sudden that if I wasn't watching, I would have been convinced it didn't happen. The small flinch he made at the mention of his mother. Perhaps he was the one. I have not seen him in such a long time. But the mannerisms were not the same. He truly was not that shadow from my past sent to torment me. I picked up my bag immediately, sickened at the idea of being in the club for a minute longer. “Goodnight.” "My dear," The guy tried to call after me and this time I could hear him clearly, he didn't sound like him anymore. What was wrong with me? Why did I think that was him anyway? I rushed outside for some fresh air before I called a Uber. The only thing I needed now was my bed and sleep. The club had turned to a total burst the moment Rachel and Jane left. I wasn’t the type of girl that got into one night stands with men that warned her to stay away from the club. The next morning, the memories from the club lingered in my mind like a hangover that didn't know it was time to disappear. I had to drag myself out of bed, the weight of everything I had forgotten to schedule in the office and my personal life threatened to crush me. In my haste to attend to my mom, I had forgotten to schedule the meetings with two of our best rival clients at different times. Rachel and Jane were all for the tea but the boss was livid at me to say the least. The tension in the room was so thick that it could easily be cut with a knife. “Those were our best customers yet. They would not want to set a foot here, ever again,” He fumed, pacing round the office. He really shouldn't do that. He already looked quite red in the face. I stared at my shoes instead, “I am sorry, I had a bad week and it totally slipped from my mind,” The best way to get out of this unscathed was apologize and look sorry. “No one cares about your bad weeks,” He was still pacing, “Just do your fucking job because that is exactly why you are paid.” He finally took a seat, beads of perspiration rolling down from his face despite the ac making the office chilly. He looked away from me for a few seconds, his face scrunched up with what I had mistaken for anger but seemed to actually look like regret. “We are a small firm, Jasmine. We cant afford mistakes like that.” I knew what was happening before the words came out of his mouth. Reverse karma was happening again, right before my eyes. He looked to the side when he said it, “I am very sorry but we have to let you go.” "What?" I gasped. Knowing was one thing, the confirmation another "I'll work on the project again, I'll make it better. Just call her...…” "Don't start saying gibberish Jasmine," My boss interrupted, "I should have done this the moment she called me and told me. She even paid a lot of money for it but I said no, you were still a young girl with a lot to learn.." She. Mom. My boss seemed to be talking loudly to himself, like he had forgotten I was even here. I cleared my throat to reintroduce my presence. "I'm sorry Jasmine but we have to let you go," He concluded, "Don't feel bad, we have to let everyone go eventually. The business is going bankrupt anyway." Everyone but you started with me. "Who told you to get rid of me?" I asked, I wasn't leaving here without knowing. Mom wouldn't be so callous, would she? I knew she didn't like my job but she would let me be. My boss looked conflicted, like he didn't want to divulge the information out, but one look at my face was enough to get him talking. I felt a knot in my stomach as the boss' eyes darted away, his voice dropping to a whisper. "I am sorry, I really am. But..." His paused, his gaze flicking to the door for a brief moment like he was scared someone would overhear, "But I had no choice. She was very......persuasive." My mind raced as I leaned forward, my heart pounding like it was ready to fly out of my chest. "Who?" I demanded, my voice barely above a whisper. "Who was it?" My boss' eyes locked into mine, a mixture of guilt and fear swirling in its depth. "I believe she called herself Amanda Castor." He whispered, the name hung in the air like a whisper. "Your elder sister." "She meant...." There was no way Amanda would do something like this. She wasn't that cruel. The revelation hit me like a punch to the gut, leaving me breathless. She had everything and she still wanted me to have nothing. In less than a week, I had gone from employed and in a relationship to being unemployed, single and cheated on.Jasmine.I didn’t want to go back to that dreadful place.If I had the financial stability to just hitchhike to England or some other faraway place, I would have done that immediately. The snide remarks, the disappointment, the comparison between Amanda and I, the choking loneliness I felt when I was there.Without the one person in the world who actually made it bearable.i ignored the ache I felt in my heart every time I ignored Jane and Rachel texts and calls, ranging from questions where they asked why I left so abruptly to if I was okay. They were truly the only real friends and coworkers I made during my short stay in that state.“I am pretty sure you would be one of those old ladies who keeps cats because she is just so scared to get a real one,” he had said to me that cold winter morning.Amanda had gone on some kind of scavenger hunt with my mom and Charles, so we had the whole house to ourselves. Dressed in thick coats and fur boots, we drank hot cocoa from the cups I had de
Why the fuck did Charles think it would be appropriate to hold a meeting at seven in the morning. I could hardly feel my legs as I walked downstairs, trying to stifle the yawns that kept pushing through. My mom was in the kitchen before I got there, which meant I could literally feel the judgement in her eyes.She did not seem that disappointed at miss comes home at two in the morning.“You can try to move your legs faster, Jasmine. No one is getting paid to watch you move like a sloth,” mom said, taking a sip from her cup of coffee while watching me with those hawk eyes of hers.Ignoring my mom felt like the most appropriate thing to do at that moment.But she wasn’t ready to ignore me. She hovered around me as I made my cup of coffee, giving out silent instructions under her breath. The small smile that threatened to spill at the corner of her lips when I dropped twice the normal amount of sugar into my cup could not be missed.And then the thundering footsteps of Charles, and the
JASMINE“You must be the new assistant,” the bald headed man -he had introduced himself as Kent- said the moment he confirmed who I was and what I was there for. “We apologize for the rushed resumption and hope you would love working with us.”If I achieved what I came here for, then the one person who should apologize was me. In a few months, I was going to make them unemployed.Just like me.Charles and my mom made me attend a one hour lecture, where the former droned on and on about everything I needed to know about Mr Warner, his one army rival. The cause of all his downfall in the political world.If I didn’t know better, I would assume my stepfather had a crush on his rival.“It’s okay,” I said, trying my best to force a smile, “I am a bit nervous, so I guess starting early was the right cause of action.”Kent placed a gentle hand on my shoulder, the grin on his face contagious. If I was looking for a new work bestie after ditching Jane and Rachel, then I hoped he was available
Jasmine.That goddamn son of the devil himself wasn’t seriously denying me. Denying that he knew me.Or was he?“We don't, I met Miss Castor outside your office, hyperventilating serious and almost going into shock," As smooth as his delivery of that line, I felt the sting and intensity of his words. "They need to be some sort of orientation for staff in the office here."He was calling me incompetent. Perhaps his words would be sufficient enough to get me fired, and then I would be mom’s disappointment once again.If I was going to keep this job and get mom and Charles off my back, then I needed to be strong enough to make sure anything said by my stepbrother was washed down my back. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes, turning to Mr Warner.“You called for me, sir.” I spoke confidently, without any trace of the uncertainty I felt within.His eyes narrowed as he assessed me, I could be rest assured to know he was thinking if I was certainly worth the trouble in the long run. Was he g
Jasmine.“Decorations are a lot like humans. Feed them frequently with what they like, and they would grow in such a way that your customer would love….”"Jasmine," the voice was sharp and curt. Feminine. The reason why I dreaded and loved coming to work for the past two days.I looked up from the design I had spent days working on into the sea green eyes of the one person who made sure she fulfilled her promise of making sure I went back home annoyed every day.“Yes, Ruby.” I raised an eyebrow.Her grin grew even wider, showing her pearly whites and gummy smile.She took a seat opposite me, propping her legs on the table. “What are you working on? I called out your name multiple times, and you ignored me each time.” she asked. The sound of her chewing her gum was obnoxious and rather loud.I made sure I pushed the legs off my table in retaliation."Come on, Jasmine." Ruby pouted.“Whatever I am working on is none of your business, Ruby.” I teased back, mimicking the way she said her
“I do not want to overwhelm you, Miss Castor. I don’t want you running away like my last assistant.” Mr Warner said, his eyes focused on the screen in front of him. He held a drink with his right hand while his left had a cigarette that was yet to be lit. I never took the man as someone that would indulge in something as dangerous as smoking. “Good morning, Mr Warner.” I greeted him quite cheerfully, my smile stretched from cheek to cheek. Day after day, I had no idea what I would make of him. A man Charles feared so much, he had to send his step daughter to seduce him just to get him caught in a vice. He watched me like a cat would watch a mouse in his home, ignoring whatever was on his screen. Surely, he was a very attractive man when he was younger. Men and women alike would have gone to wars for him, written poetry about the way he walked and the way he talked. Annabelle Warner was such a lucky lady. "Good morning, Miss Castor." The sides of his mouth lifted up in a small,
Jasmine.“If I wasn’t that worried about you right now, I would have your tongue for such lies.” I said, denying the accusations immediately. “That is so wrong.”Ruby wriggled her eyebrows at me and giggled. “I saw both of you. I saw the way you looked at him when he walked into the office, like you couldn’t believe such a man had ever existed.”I heard the words she wasn’t saying. You looked at him like you were already in love while he looked at you like he couldn’t stand being in your presence. Like you disgusted him in the worst way ever.“Don’t be a fool.”"You got the whole story wrong ,Ruby. Did you listen to our conversation?" I asked her, curious to know if she had listened to our conversation.The smile on her lips turned upside down into a frown, her eyebrows scrunched down in a confused way. She had no idea what I was talking about anymore. Just how I liked it.She placed her hand on my shoulder. Gingerly. Safely. “I could not hear from my location, but the facial cues wer
Jasmine.There were times I felt like Ruby knew much more than she was letting on. She furrowed her eyebrows, slapping her chest. "That dress just hugs every curve in a way that makes me want to bleach my eyes." She screeched when I came out of the dressing room.The fitted bodice of the red gown I had gotten hugged my curves like a second skin, and the corset intricate boning pushed my breast upwards. But the ruffled sleeves. The ruffled sleeves were like a girl's delight. Delicate and airy, it framed my shoulders like wisps of cloud, their layered texture catching the light with every movement I made.I felt like one of those characters in the movies Amanda loved to watch when we were younger."This dress is too revealing." I chuckled, trying my best to fight off my unease by pulling the cup of the corset upwards. There was no damn way I would wear something like this to a fundraiser.I shuddered as I thought about the stares and hushed whispers in the hall. How the political cand
Jasmine."Mr Warner, do you like my dress?" I asked my boss after taking the tenth glass of whiskey, placing my chin on my hand so I could bat my lashes at him.A man old enough to be my father.The rest of the party had been a kind of blur for me with Gia by my side. She made sure every conversation we had started with a drink and ended with a different one.The lighting in the hall did little to hide the flush that enveloped Mr Warner's cheeks as he choked on his drink, coughing and spluttering so he could say a word."Miss Castor." He tried again when the coughing died down. "You look absolutely beautiful. That shade you chose brings the colour of your eyes out, makes them pop."Without thinking about it, his eyes darted towards Alexander, who just watched us like a hawk would to his prey.I giggled like he had said something funny, gaining the attention of Gia, whom a group of women had successfully gotten to attend to them. Her eyes betrayed questions she wanted to ask.I looked
Jasmine.The whispers came for me like a shark when it smelled blood."....What is she wearing....""...something as skimpy as that? Does she think she's in a clubhouse...."".....even is she?...."From every angle in the room, tongues waged against me from every man or woman Mr Warner's cousin dragged us to talk to.When she first saw me, her beautiful smile turned into something more impassive like I was beneath her. "And who is this beautiful young girl? I don't think I have ever seen her..." she had said.Her siren eyes roamed my body in a way that made me feel inadequate, lacking in a way that others didn't.Mr Warner placed his hand on my shoulder firmly. "She's my new assistant. The last one left rather unceremoniously." He said. "I brought her here so she could help me...""It is the assistant job to assist, right." His cousin finished the rest of the sentence, proceeding to chuckle after.Polite laughter.I kept my face neutral, not offering a smile and not looking down my no
Jasmine.There were times I felt like Ruby knew much more than she was letting on. She furrowed her eyebrows, slapping her chest. "That dress just hugs every curve in a way that makes me want to bleach my eyes." She screeched when I came out of the dressing room.The fitted bodice of the red gown I had gotten hugged my curves like a second skin, and the corset intricate boning pushed my breast upwards. But the ruffled sleeves. The ruffled sleeves were like a girl's delight. Delicate and airy, it framed my shoulders like wisps of cloud, their layered texture catching the light with every movement I made.I felt like one of those characters in the movies Amanda loved to watch when we were younger."This dress is too revealing." I chuckled, trying my best to fight off my unease by pulling the cup of the corset upwards. There was no damn way I would wear something like this to a fundraiser.I shuddered as I thought about the stares and hushed whispers in the hall. How the political cand
Jasmine.“If I wasn’t that worried about you right now, I would have your tongue for such lies.” I said, denying the accusations immediately. “That is so wrong.”Ruby wriggled her eyebrows at me and giggled. “I saw both of you. I saw the way you looked at him when he walked into the office, like you couldn’t believe such a man had ever existed.”I heard the words she wasn’t saying. You looked at him like you were already in love while he looked at you like he couldn’t stand being in your presence. Like you disgusted him in the worst way ever.“Don’t be a fool.”"You got the whole story wrong ,Ruby. Did you listen to our conversation?" I asked her, curious to know if she had listened to our conversation.The smile on her lips turned upside down into a frown, her eyebrows scrunched down in a confused way. She had no idea what I was talking about anymore. Just how I liked it.She placed her hand on my shoulder. Gingerly. Safely. “I could not hear from my location, but the facial cues wer
“I do not want to overwhelm you, Miss Castor. I don’t want you running away like my last assistant.” Mr Warner said, his eyes focused on the screen in front of him. He held a drink with his right hand while his left had a cigarette that was yet to be lit. I never took the man as someone that would indulge in something as dangerous as smoking. “Good morning, Mr Warner.” I greeted him quite cheerfully, my smile stretched from cheek to cheek. Day after day, I had no idea what I would make of him. A man Charles feared so much, he had to send his step daughter to seduce him just to get him caught in a vice. He watched me like a cat would watch a mouse in his home, ignoring whatever was on his screen. Surely, he was a very attractive man when he was younger. Men and women alike would have gone to wars for him, written poetry about the way he walked and the way he talked. Annabelle Warner was such a lucky lady. "Good morning, Miss Castor." The sides of his mouth lifted up in a small,
Jasmine.“Decorations are a lot like humans. Feed them frequently with what they like, and they would grow in such a way that your customer would love….”"Jasmine," the voice was sharp and curt. Feminine. The reason why I dreaded and loved coming to work for the past two days.I looked up from the design I had spent days working on into the sea green eyes of the one person who made sure she fulfilled her promise of making sure I went back home annoyed every day.“Yes, Ruby.” I raised an eyebrow.Her grin grew even wider, showing her pearly whites and gummy smile.She took a seat opposite me, propping her legs on the table. “What are you working on? I called out your name multiple times, and you ignored me each time.” she asked. The sound of her chewing her gum was obnoxious and rather loud.I made sure I pushed the legs off my table in retaliation."Come on, Jasmine." Ruby pouted.“Whatever I am working on is none of your business, Ruby.” I teased back, mimicking the way she said her
Jasmine.That goddamn son of the devil himself wasn’t seriously denying me. Denying that he knew me.Or was he?“We don't, I met Miss Castor outside your office, hyperventilating serious and almost going into shock," As smooth as his delivery of that line, I felt the sting and intensity of his words. "They need to be some sort of orientation for staff in the office here."He was calling me incompetent. Perhaps his words would be sufficient enough to get me fired, and then I would be mom’s disappointment once again.If I was going to keep this job and get mom and Charles off my back, then I needed to be strong enough to make sure anything said by my stepbrother was washed down my back. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes, turning to Mr Warner.“You called for me, sir.” I spoke confidently, without any trace of the uncertainty I felt within.His eyes narrowed as he assessed me, I could be rest assured to know he was thinking if I was certainly worth the trouble in the long run. Was he g
JASMINE“You must be the new assistant,” the bald headed man -he had introduced himself as Kent- said the moment he confirmed who I was and what I was there for. “We apologize for the rushed resumption and hope you would love working with us.”If I achieved what I came here for, then the one person who should apologize was me. In a few months, I was going to make them unemployed.Just like me.Charles and my mom made me attend a one hour lecture, where the former droned on and on about everything I needed to know about Mr Warner, his one army rival. The cause of all his downfall in the political world.If I didn’t know better, I would assume my stepfather had a crush on his rival.“It’s okay,” I said, trying my best to force a smile, “I am a bit nervous, so I guess starting early was the right cause of action.”Kent placed a gentle hand on my shoulder, the grin on his face contagious. If I was looking for a new work bestie after ditching Jane and Rachel, then I hoped he was available
Why the fuck did Charles think it would be appropriate to hold a meeting at seven in the morning. I could hardly feel my legs as I walked downstairs, trying to stifle the yawns that kept pushing through. My mom was in the kitchen before I got there, which meant I could literally feel the judgement in her eyes.She did not seem that disappointed at miss comes home at two in the morning.“You can try to move your legs faster, Jasmine. No one is getting paid to watch you move like a sloth,” mom said, taking a sip from her cup of coffee while watching me with those hawk eyes of hers.Ignoring my mom felt like the most appropriate thing to do at that moment.But she wasn’t ready to ignore me. She hovered around me as I made my cup of coffee, giving out silent instructions under her breath. The small smile that threatened to spill at the corner of her lips when I dropped twice the normal amount of sugar into my cup could not be missed.And then the thundering footsteps of Charles, and the