Trigger Warning : Talks about mental health issues, but not limited to depression, anxiety, panic attacks, body shaming. Bloodshed. Detailed Explicit Scenes, Gore, And Rape. Unimaginable things happen behind the curtains. Billionaire Monique Jenkins has her whole life planned. Graduate from college with a first class before the age of twenty-five - ✅ Become an independent business woman before the age of thirty - ✅ Become a billionaire before the age of thirty-five- ✅ Get pregnant, and have a child at the age of forty if she isn't married - ❌ One thing she doesn't plan is for her father, the King of England, to die a few days after she turned thirty-six. As tradition demands, she has to come in and takeover--that also isn't planned. She hates everything about the country except the hot cook she employed that she's gradually falling for! Marcus Blacksmith is all the words to describe hardworking. When the news spread that the soon-to-be Queen of England will be hiring new staff, he takes the chance. He does not expect to expect life on a different level with his boss. Obstacles come in their way, but there is nothing Marcus isn't willing to do for the woman who has his heart.
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♚"Ms Jenkins. It is very critical. We are not sure he's going to come out of it." The doctor on the other end of the line said before my shaky hands end the call. Please come back home. His last words replayed in my head over and over again, the memory so clear and fresh, it could have been just yesterday that he'd just requested for me to come over. God, please do not let this happen to me. My relationship with God wasn't something to be considered good, but I could make a vow here, and now that if father came out of this, I would mend my relationship with Him. Father had gotten into an accident that put him in a coma, and it was possible he was never coming back. The doctor had advised me not to get my hopes up. He'd told me to come to England to see him. He'd told me, but I didn't take him seriously. Were we going to be referring to him as a thing of the past? I really hoped not. The last time we spoke on the phone was the week before. I knew that he'd been endeavoring to get to me through texts and all of that, but I supposed it was a habit for humans to ignore texts and calls from their parents. It was just the standard shit that went down in the dms. He had warned me to stop it so many times, but I was too naughty to listen. Clenching unto the handle of my coffee cup tightly, I drank what was left from it as though it was a remedy to what I felt. It hit like a bullet and stung like a bee. God, it hurt so bad. If mother was still here, maybe the pain would have been lesser, but knowing full well that if anything happened, I would be the only one to bear it sent all sorts of signals to my brain. Signals I couldn't comprehend. Clumsily lifting myself off of the chair, I kicked the legs aside and sauntered towards the glass walls, my legs having that feeling of soreness and my steps very unsteady. My limbs felt like they were going to melt in no time. I literally just turned thirty-six a few days ago--barely a week. The accident couldn't have happened. I had so many questions and I needed answers. I guessed I should start by asking why it happened, then how, and then what the next step to take was. I wasn't able to walk to whatever hospital he was, and demand for him to speak to me. He was literally on life support. My father wanted a lot of things. He was the type of father who demanded things regularly from his child. You know the type of parents that always bragged about how good their children were, and how they will flaunt everything their children got them? Yeah, my father was—is like that. He's still alive. He can still get back on his feet, isn't it? It isn't the end until it is. Where my mind now roamed to was England. Since he was the king, tongues will continue to wag about what happened. People who had nothing great doing with their lives were going to come up with different stories. It never really got old. Only a couple of minutes had gone by since I received the news, but the media today was very unforeseen. The news was going to spread soon, and I was in no way prepared for anything like that. My anxiety would be triggered to the maximum, and I'd just had a mental breakdown a few days ago on my thirty-sixth birthday. Before I turned thirty-six, the thought of me crossing my mid-thirties had always scared me, but I had always been pushing it aside since it hadn't come. But here I am now, a thirty-six year old woman whose father is in the ICU. Moving my head side to side in a manner that showcased sadness and then breathing in, I reached for my phone which had dropped down to the floor only a few moments ago--my initial response to the shocking communication of my father's current situation. I sent a message to the one and only person that came to mind. Gina. It was safe to say that at this point, Gina was my younger sister. Just twenty-three, but I knew that a lot of good things were in store for her. I wondered how she was going to respond to this one. Monique: Hello. Very weird way to chat up someone you spoke to like an hour ago, but it was the best word I could come up with. Gina could be grouped in the classification of people who always had their phones with them. She never missed a call, never missed a text, always responded on time. Too much time didn't pass before those three dancing dots came to visualization. Gina : We spoke a while ago. Monique : Yeah, because if you know how crazy things can happen in 'a while' Gina : You're scaring me, and I'm also getting excited. Did some happen *deep in thought emoji* Monique : Come to my fucking office, bitch. Gina : Yeah, right. *winking face emoji*Now, I was going to wait for her. I could swear on my late mother's grave that she was chewing gum. Gina, that woman was never going to change. ♚"Are you going to tell me the meaning of all of this now?" Gina asked me, getting rid of the old chewing gum, and replaced it with a new one from the pack. She did something very disgusting. She glued the old gum under the glass table in my office. It wasn't some wooden table we were talking about here. "Take that away." I told her, a very stern look on my face. Raising one of her hands up as a signal of submission, she put her hand under the table, and removed the gum. "Good, now have a seat." I ordered. My behavior must have been so shocking to her because her eyelids popped up. I didn't behave like this to her. Not even when she got on my nerves. "You know what?" I asked."I'm confused." She told me. If I were in her shoes, I'd be confused too. There was no denying of the fact that I wasn't acting like a sane person. I was in literal shock. "Call Solomon, and tell him to get the car ready. I wanna go home." I smiled at her before walking towards the window. "Shh!" In as much as Solomon had heard a lot of things I'd talked about with Gina and a ton of other people that he'd driven me in the car with in the past--my sexual partners included, I didn't want for him to hear what I was about to disclose to Gina. As far as Gina was concerned, I could confide in her about anything and everything. It'd been five years since I employed her and yet, it felt like I'd known her forever. She even knew things about me that neither of my parents knew–one late, and the other on the verge of kissing the earth goodbye. Solomon got out to open the door for Gina and I, and Gina cleared the way, making me take the lead as we walked. It was what she always did as a sign of respect even though I'd warned her times without number to cease from the act. All of that respect nonsense didn't matter to me as long as she was involved since I knew that she regarded me. I couldn't blame her for it, though.Taking the lead once we got into the building, I made my way to the elevator. Many would ask, many have asked and many are going to ask what a single lady like me was doing with a skyscraper. I'd had short-term lovers in the past who asked me that question and a majority of them were the ones who wanted my money and nothing else. It wasn't shocking to me anyways, but the truth of the matter was that I valued my privacy. Having lived the type of life that I did while growing up, one would understand why I wanted a lot of things about myself private even though I had the mentality of an independent woman and I had never been and was never going to be the type to rely on men for a dime even though I'd dated men of my caliber.We got to the entrance of my room, and my blood pressure rose up like never before. I didn't want to suffer things like that. I wasn't even up to forty. She shut my door once we got to my room. This girl read my mind like a fucking open book!"My father is in the ICU." I told her, my voice cracked. "Excuse me?"She knew that I wasn't repeating that statement. I didn't even know if I felt better by sharing the news. Whoever came up with the saying 'A problem shared is a problem half-solved has to be the biggest scumbag. Sorry, Mr Quoter, you're wrong! "What the fuck do you mean?" That was all Gina could say. Of course she wasn’t going to get the gist yet. I was going to have to say it to her in full. She'd never met Father, but I'd told her enough about him that if she was to take a test about the King of England, I was expecting her to score nothing less than seventy percent. Of course, that was only going to happen if she'd been paying attention to all the things I'd told her in the past."Father was involved in a fatal accident today that damaged his spinal cord, and major parts of his body. " I used my belly to land on the bed and then I sniffed the scent of the sheets. It was something I was used to, but at this point, I could use anything. The reason we shouldn't blame the entirety of drug dealers. We never really knew the situation they were going through. "Oh my God! Lady Monique, I'm so sorry." Another thing I disagreed with her on. Everyone called me Lady Monique and Gina knew that I loathed it with so much passion, so she usually called me Monique-what I told her to call me. I guess she was doing the opposite of what I told her now because of sympathy and she knew it was the last thing I needed. All I craved was her support during this period because she of all people knew what was coming my way and I told her not once, not twice, not even three times that I never wanted anything to do with the English people. I guess I'd been quite terrible at playing the game of avoidance or maybe, just maybe luck wasn't on my side at all.It just had to happen when things were flourishing so well in business. Do not get me wrong, no matter how much I hated my background and everything about it, I was never going to put my company and business before father, but... All of this was just so damn hard to explain without me sounding like a selfish bitch."It's fine, Gina." I managed to respond to her before sitting up. I didn't know if it was weird or if it was compulsory because it had been what? About an hour since I got the news and I'd been waiting so damn hard for the tears to roll down my cheeks, but it seemed quite difficult. Even after sharing it. I landed on the bed again, only that this time, it was with my back, and then I stared at the ceiling, thinking about what the next days, months, and years of my life held for me. I was about to make a promise that I wasn't going to think too much, but that was another difficult thing. This was coming exactly from the mouth of a prime-time overthinker. ♚The past week had been all the words and phrases to describe hell on earth. It comprised of stupid people sending me emails about how sorry they were, about how I should accept their thoughts and prayers. Telling me to accept whatever the universe declared was Father's fate. Talking about how we couldn't rewrite destiny. Men, fuck those people. Their thoughts and prayers weren't going to lift him up from that bed, and make him whole. I, for one, was trying so hard to think about what happened next, but I didn't want to lose hope. The last thing I needed was someone telling me to accept their prayers. They weren't God. We had come to the conclusion that I was going to have to travel to England to know the state he was in. I wouldn't be communicating with him since I knew I couldn't. I was going to have to stand by the glass wall, and watch him. The thought of it was overwhelming. "Are you ready?" Gina asked, and I nodded. She was confirming if I was ready to hop on the plane. Everything was happening too quickly. Soon we were on my private jet, about to fly when my phone began to ring. The doctor who called to deliver the news of Father's accident was calling again. I didn't wait for him to deliver it fully before my phone fell to the ground. The glass of water I was holding followed, glass shattering everywhere, and the floors of the plane wet.MARCUS Being back in the United States felt unbelievable. I'd only been gone for a few days, but it felt as though I'd been gone for six months. Life was panning out well. I'd gotten to know Monique so well that I read her like an open book now. She didn't need to complete some of her statements before I knew what it was. We definitely were soul mates. Our future wasn't something we'd both sat down to ever discuss, but we knew we were spending the rest of our lives together–that one was insured, it was a matter of timing. Just when I was thinking about her, she walked in for a bit before stopping at the door, her hand stretching and holding the door frame as though if she didn't, she'd lose support, and break a bone. I was stunned by her position. "What?" I asked her, smiling. "What the shirt says, you dummy." My eyes landed on her shirt, and it said 'Marry me, Marcus'. Cross my heart, if I could faint, wake up and faint again, I was going to do so. What the fuck was this life
Two Months Later… MONIQUE " It's really fucked up, G. " I said, shaking my head and still caught up in the shock of seeing her. It had been almost four months. "I'm an asshole, I know, but I'm so fucking sorry."Looking at Gina kneeling before me right now, there was nothing I could do. Something in me so badly wanted to hate her for abandoning me for almost two months, but I couldn't just bring myself to oblige. Yes, she did abandon me, but my mind went back to the times before the abandonment. To the beautiful memories we shared. I was guessing there was a limit to the extent she could go for me. She'd always told me that there was nothing she wouldn't do for me, but the day we trusted humans was the day it was going to be over for us, and the sad thing was that I really did take her word for what it was. At the end of the day, we were all humans, and were always going to fuck up no matter what. Marcus and I had discussed, and we'd come to the conclusion that I was going to le
MONIQUE The love of my life was stooping down close to me, and I was looking at him right in the eye. That eye contact was all the assurance I needed. I'd waited for this for so long. "I love you." I said, my voice so fucking evident of the stenght that I lacked. I didn't want to think about it. To think about Adrian, and what he took away from me. God, remembering it made fresh tears fall from my eyes. It was as though he understood me. With his thumb, he brushed the tears away. "He did this to me." I said to him, crying. He raped me. It wasn't only him. They were so many. " I was a sobbing mess by the time I was was done with my statement. It was a good thing that I was vulnerable with him. "I know." Marcus said, nodding. I continued to stare at him while sobbing and swallowing those silly lumps that formed in my throat every so often. I looked crazy because while Adrian was definitely I cried, and that drained some of the energy in me. Once I passed out and woke up a while ag
MARCUSI hope I'm not late. I hope I get there just in time, and she's still very much alright. I pray that I wouldn't have to live a life filled with regret because of actions I could prevent from happening. I didn't have any excuse for leaving her, but I was guessing uncertainty was one of the things that triggered it. I'd been gone for a while when I could have just gone on my knees and begged her to give me what she was willing to. I'd have accepted it. Rather, I took it to the extreme, and revealed secrets that I should have waited to tell her. She's in danger now, and if anything happens to her, I'll never forgive myself. I thought I was going to be able to beat the time, and be there early but a lot of factors led to the delay. The first one being that it rained, and given that condition, there were things the horses could do, and things they couldn't. Never in a million years will horses suddenly want to function when it was raining cats and dogs. Not really a valid reason
MONIQUE There was no way I could talk with a gun in my mouth, and so all I did was nod and put my palms together as an indication of plea. The tip of the gun was touching my throat, and I swear to God, I wanted to puke so bad. "You're going to suck on the gun, spit on it, and gag until I tell you to stop." He said. Right there, and then, my gag reflex was on high alert, and I almost choked on the weapon that was in my mouth. I shook my head, indirectly saying 'you don't have to do this'. The magnanimity of the whole situation triggered more tears, and they just kept falling and wetting the ground below me. I could go lower and lick the tip of his shoes right now, but not this. Anything but the gun in my mouth. What even made the matter all the more awkward was the fact that there were people in this room watching me. So many fucking people. Thank fuck this wasn't the United States, and this was one of those occasions where I was grateful to God for not allowing civilization to ha
MONIQUE "Don't do this." I shook my head, attempting to stop the tears from falling, but God, it really was hard. Was this how everything would end? You know, for all these months, a fragment of my mind, and a part of me believed I was going to get that happily ever after ending just like everyone. If someone told me that I would walk to my death majestically, I'd laugh because in my head, that person would be a fucked up sadist with a messed up life. I always had hope. "How the mighty have fallen." Adrian's wicked laughed pierced through the air again, and I'm actually so done. He rubbed his chest as he got closer, and closer to me. "What do you even want?" I asked, still seated there--preparing for my death with all sorts of food laying on the table before me. "You're quite foolish for a billionaire, don't you think? I want it all. I want the power, the wealth, every fucking thing!" He said, stamping his feet on the ground while I sat there, looking at him right in the eye--wh
MONIQUEFrom the moment I stepped into this house, suspicion stirred in in my stomach, fear climbing up my spine, but I refused to give in. There was no turning back now. I had to face the music. I didn't even know anyone here, and so if anything happened, there was no one to call to get me out of here. "Make yourselves comfortable, yeah." She said, that Welsh accent making rearing its head. You could take the woman out of the village, but never could you take the village out of the woman. "We have tea, wine. Whatever it is that you want." She said. Adrian walked to the closest seat to the fireplace and made himself comfortable while I remained standing-- the driver, and the maids as well. Adrian was probably going to yell at them if they sat. " Monique, don't do that where I am. Will my lap be more comfortable than the chairs?" Adrian asked. I could see his teeth through the fire, and I wanted nothing more than to pull each of them out while I watch him wallow in agony. The dinwi
𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄 ♚The same way Adrian stormed in to tell me about the ball organized by the Welsh prince was the same way he stormed in during the early hours of today to tell me to get ready. He said we were journeying to Wales. Today was one of those days I missed Gina. Better suck it all in, and move on. He didn't just march in, he also brought along with him the dress I was supposed to wear. He said he didn't want me looking eerie. I knew myself so well. The Monique of two to three months ago would have slapped that sick son a bastard in the face, and thrown the dress at his face, but all I did was sit down, and look at him like someone who was mentally ill. I was really missing my old self. I pondered on what it was going to take me to get back to that state of mind. The dress wasn't too far away from me as I laid in bed. The tranquility in this room, goodness me. God knew I needed this. Maybe this trip was what I needed to get out of th
𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄♚Funny of me to think that we were finally heading somewhere, and it all came crashing down when he uttered those words. Fuck me. Frankly speaking, though, Marcus did nothing wrong. How fast did I forget that it was me who told him to let it all out? He could've kept it to himself, and we'd still be going strong. Fuck, I was a fool. It had been what? Three days of self-isolation. Hunger had dealt with me so much, but the pride in me wouldn't let me get my ass out of bed and get something to eat. I, myself couldn't deny the certitude of my life being repetitive. If Monique Jenkins' life was a course of study in colleges, universities, and tertiary institutions, there'd be no one that would major in that because of the magnitude of the boredom they were going to get from it. Let's be real, though, school on its own was boring, but Monique Jenkins' life would lead you to commit suicide. Her life was bland, and wishy-washy, and boy did she crave some spice? Of course.
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