Darkness settles over the valley as I sit on the balcony in Ash’s room that will be ours from now on. Paul sits next to me also admiring the beauty of dusk. "When will he be back." I ask interrupting the silence.
“Not tonight." He responds. "It’s a full moon, everyone's out." "Not me, I don't want wander off somewhere and not find my way back.” "You won't lose your way." Says Paul. "But you aren't marked yet. The first full moon after a she-wolf finds her mate she is in heat." I nod. I had no idea what being in heat was like and I wasn’t sure how to feel about it. “But as you haven’t been marked you can’t go out anyway as in heat any unmated male is going to want to take you for himself and Ash would not be pleased”. I nodded again, I knew I would never be able to be forced into something I didn’t want, especially when all I wanted was Ash! But I understood that I shouldn’t put the other unmated males into a position where they can’t help but try. After a few minutes its completely dark. The bright full moon started to loom overhead. I look over at Paul who is looking at the woods with a hungry look. "Go, you’re unmated too so it’s not like staying here will help. Go Beta." I command. He looks at me and then lunges straight over the balcony into the forest below. I wake up in a hot sweat and look frantically around the room. I just woke up from a bad dream. I was bleeding in the forest, left to die. I shake my head. Most of the fear has gone but I can't shake the hot and sweaty feeling... Then it hit me like a train, the most shocking, agonizing pain in my stomach... ‘heat’ my wolf said to me in my head. I toss off the duvet and head out to the balcony in need of the air as my sweats took over. The full moon is high in the sky. Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes and breath in the crisp air. I let my wolf surface. Giving her full control of my body she listens to the forest and shuts out the aching pain inside me. I can hear the faint sounds of howls and twigs snapping deep in the forest, they bring a small smile to my face. Then suddenly it hits me full force another wave of pain and a needy hunger starts to bubble up inside. Immediately my eyes fly open and dart to the ground and I gasp. Ash is standing in the shadow of the trees. The moonlight reflects off his upper torso. A slight blush rolls onto my cheeks when I realize that he is naked. Thankfully I can't see past his torso. But I feel myself getting wet at the site, I now understood my heat didn’t just drive the men crazy, it made my need overwhelming too! My eyes finally meet his and I completely go still. Two golden eyes stare back at me with such intensity it starting to make me melt. The sweaty and hot feeling immediately flares up just as a breeze starts to blow from behind me. His eyes glow brighter when my scent washes over him. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath; I know he can tell I’m in heat. My wolf growls and immediately his eyes fly open and before I can even move I am being slammed back into the wall behind me. My arms get pinned above my head by his strong arms. I gasp as he buries his face in my neck. "Mine." He growls breathing in my scent. I feel my wolf rising as I’m sure my eyes are changing, he doesn’t miss it either and let’s put a groan of approval, next thing I know I’m kicking his legs out from under him so that I land stranding him on the floor. His arms were now pinned to his sides as I began to trail kisses up his neck, along his jaw and up to his lips and he draws out a half moan, half growl in the pleasure I’m delivering with my lips on his skin. His eyes flash gold again and he stands up with me still around him planting kisses all over his tender spots. He pushes me against the wall again, leaving a dent this time, I moan and close my eyes giving him full access to my neck. I can't even think straight as he starts to kiss my neck sending sparks through my entire body. I moved one hand to behind his neck and fixed his face into my neck more and growled out “Mark me” just like earlier but now there was a lustful huskiness to my tone. This makes him growl with pleasure and lust as he slams me harder into the wall. I gasp and he takes the opportunity to kiss me, hard. I groan and kiss him back. He groans against my lips before placing me on his bed, he looked me in my eyes with his beautiful blue orbs as if to see if it was me or my wolf talking as he asks, “are you sure you are ready for this so soon?” I smile at his sudden sweetness and uncertainty and make sure my eyes are fully green before kissing him and saying, “I’ve never been surer!” As I pull back from the kiss. That’s all the encouragement he needed as he tilts my head back and sinks his fangs into the bottom of my neck where my mark will be from this day on. The pain seared through my skin as I cry out, but my cry quickly turns into moaning his name as the pleasure sends shockwaves through my body. I shiver and groan in pleasure as he licks the wound closed knowing now that I was his for all to see. For a second, we just look at each other. "You're so beautiful." He says in a deep voice filled with a million emotions. I grin and he leans down and starts kissing me again with more hunger than before. I can’t stop her anymore; my wolf comes forward and grabs the back of his neck ready to mark him. He chuckles and gives me full access to his neck, “I love you.” Is all I say before my fangs sink into his flesh, marking him as mine too. Now our bonding was complete, I could feel the bond fully snapping into place. I tug on his shirt and when it doesn't come off, I rip it off in one motion. I can feel his smirk against my lips. "The ripping game, eh?" He growls slowly before ripping off my shirt and bra with one tear. "Hey, I liked that bra." I stick out my bottom lip. Then I can feel a blush rise to my cheeks as I realize he’s scanning my half naked body. "Well, I like it better off” he says with a grin. I raise my eyebrows before ripping off his pants. "I hope you didn't like those." I say in a deep voice. His eyes widen as he lets out a throaty groan, he grinds against me and goes back kissing me. This time on my neck. Then he kisses it. The spot. I let out a loud moan. I am totally losing it. The more he kisses the spot and biting it the more I lose grip on reality, now that he had marked me the urge to jump his bones is getting to the point where it will consume me and drive me to the brink of insanity. Then all of a sudden, my wolf takes over. "Enough." She hisses at him before ripping off his as well as my underwear and hooking our leg around him drawing him close. His eyes go huge with the realization of what we are asking of him and he blushes slightly, “are you sure you want to do this tonight, it might just be your heat.” He says, I know he was just checking I was comfortable and that he really didn’t want it to end here. I looked up at him, my eyes turning back to normal as I lick my lips in a seductive way. “Oh I’m sure, all I want is to be fully mated to you but if that’s too much to ask I can always get help elsewhere”. I smile cheekily knowing that’ll drive him mad. Without another word his eyes flash gold as nibbles my mark and pushes his way into me. Pain takes over my body, not a lingering pain, just a quick sharp sting right through my uterus and then rolls of pleasure take me over and I start the thrust my hips up into him as he forces his way in and out of me. I growl from deep inside and flip him over taking him by surprise, he sits up holding my back and nibbling and sucking on my nipples and I bounce on his lap... letting him and the pleasure fill me. My claws start to come out as I scratch down his shoulders onto his chest and he moans so loud I’m sure the whole world must know what we are doing. His claws dried into my back in response, and I gasp as warm tingling pleasure fills me all over again. We fight for dominance in many different places and positions around the room until he bent me over the dresser and both our bodies ripple and shake as we finish together. He stands me up straight and wraps me around him, walking me back to the bed and laying down he pulls me in tight and whispers into my ear “I love you my Luna”. I smile and feel the warmth of his body surrounding me... making me want to drift off into dreamland as I say back to him “I love you too, my one and only Alpha”.Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle
When we get to The Black Moon Pack’s gate the driver drags me out and throws my bag out of the car. I whimper and stumble towards the gate where I see 2 figures waiting for me. I shake in fear. These wolves are huge! The Black Moon Pack is known for their brutality, they have the largest territory in the world. They also have the biggest pack. Members are known to have been made rogue for not being strong enough for the expectations set at this pack… what was my farther thinking! They’ll definitely see this as an insult and it’ll be taken out on me. Their Alpha is so feared that children shake and cry at the mention of his name. Yet as hard as I’m trying to remember his name now my brain is too foggy from fear."Is this her?" The man walking to the right of me says. “I think so, she smells like it." The guy on my left says. "Even if this is her she won't last long. The alpha will kick her out in no time, I know the Beta said she had no wolf but he claimed she was an Alpha child s
My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my
(From Alpha Ash’s POV)“Dear moon goddess. I have never felt so out of control. It started last night. All my wolf wanted to do was run and kill Paul... I litterally wanted to rip his throat out.” Remembering I was alone and talking to myself I started to think what I wanted her to know in case someone heard me. ‘I mean I usually want to strangle him but this time I wanted to rip is throat out for no apparent reason.’ I stare at some pack documents trying to ignore my grumpy wolf. Thinking of him and the pack I mind linked Paul: ‘Did you tell that Midnight Sky Pack girl yet?’ I thought of how he was promised a strong Alpha daughter to marry and can’t stop laughing at how he had described the shaking child left at his door! ‘I did yeah, she didn't take it to well’ he responds a minute later. I sigh but we have no room in this pack for weaklings I think just as Paul comes into the house. I make the mistake of taking a deep breath just as he walks in and the intoxicating smell of
(From Cici’s POV)I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait…I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us,
Cici’s POV: Ash’s arm is wrapped around my waist sending bolts of electricity up my spine. I smile as we walk through the doors of the infirmary. The sunlight warms my face even though the air still has its winter chill, I don’t feel so cold with him stood next to me and I close my eyes to relish in the feelings I’m experiencing. When I open them again I can't help but gasp. The colors are so, vivid. I look around taking everything in. Life was so fuzzy through my human eyes but with my wolf I can see everything clearly and so much better. I stopped walking in the process. I look up and Ash’s face. "Beautiful." I whisper reaching a hand up and placing it on his cheek. I hadn’t really noticed how beautiful my mate was considering I met him in the middle of accepting my wolf back into my dying body. I can practically feel my wolf purring in delight. He smiles down at me and places a hand over mine. "You don't look too bad yourself." He grins with a glint in his bright blue eyes
Darkness settles over the valley as I sit on the balcony in Ash’s room that will be ours from now on. Paul sits next to me also admiring the beauty of dusk. "When will he be back." I ask interrupting the silence. “Not tonight." He responds. "It’s a full moon, everyone's out." "Not me, I don't want wander off somewhere and not find my way back.” "You won't lose your way." Says Paul. "But you aren't marked yet. The first full moon after a she-wolf finds her mate she is in heat." I nod. I had no idea what being in heat was like and I wasn’t sure how to feel about it. “But as you haven’t been marked you can’t go out anyway as in heat any unmated male is going to want to take you for himself and Ash would not be pleased”. I nodded again, I knew I would never be able to be forced into something I didn’t want, especially when all I wanted was Ash! But I understood that I shouldn’t put the other unmated males into a position where they can’t help but try. After a few minutes its comp
Cici’s POV: Ash’s arm is wrapped around my waist sending bolts of electricity up my spine. I smile as we walk through the doors of the infirmary. The sunlight warms my face even though the air still has its winter chill, I don’t feel so cold with him stood next to me and I close my eyes to relish in the feelings I’m experiencing. When I open them again I can't help but gasp. The colors are so, vivid. I look around taking everything in. Life was so fuzzy through my human eyes but with my wolf I can see everything clearly and so much better. I stopped walking in the process. I look up and Ash’s face. "Beautiful." I whisper reaching a hand up and placing it on his cheek. I hadn’t really noticed how beautiful my mate was considering I met him in the middle of accepting my wolf back into my dying body. I can practically feel my wolf purring in delight. He smiles down at me and places a hand over mine. "You don't look too bad yourself." He grins with a glint in his bright blue eyes
(From Cici’s POV)I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait…I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us,
(From Alpha Ash’s POV)“Dear moon goddess. I have never felt so out of control. It started last night. All my wolf wanted to do was run and kill Paul... I litterally wanted to rip his throat out.” Remembering I was alone and talking to myself I started to think what I wanted her to know in case someone heard me. ‘I mean I usually want to strangle him but this time I wanted to rip is throat out for no apparent reason.’ I stare at some pack documents trying to ignore my grumpy wolf. Thinking of him and the pack I mind linked Paul: ‘Did you tell that Midnight Sky Pack girl yet?’ I thought of how he was promised a strong Alpha daughter to marry and can’t stop laughing at how he had described the shaking child left at his door! ‘I did yeah, she didn't take it to well’ he responds a minute later. I sigh but we have no room in this pack for weaklings I think just as Paul comes into the house. I make the mistake of taking a deep breath just as he walks in and the intoxicating smell of
My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my
When we get to The Black Moon Pack’s gate the driver drags me out and throws my bag out of the car. I whimper and stumble towards the gate where I see 2 figures waiting for me. I shake in fear. These wolves are huge! The Black Moon Pack is known for their brutality, they have the largest territory in the world. They also have the biggest pack. Members are known to have been made rogue for not being strong enough for the expectations set at this pack… what was my farther thinking! They’ll definitely see this as an insult and it’ll be taken out on me. Their Alpha is so feared that children shake and cry at the mention of his name. Yet as hard as I’m trying to remember his name now my brain is too foggy from fear."Is this her?" The man walking to the right of me says. “I think so, she smells like it." The guy on my left says. "Even if this is her she won't last long. The alpha will kick her out in no time, I know the Beta said she had no wolf but he claimed she was an Alpha child s
Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle