(From Cici’s POV)
I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait… I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us, I hear her think. She bolts up and wraps her, no our, hands around his neck. I scream at her not to kill him but she hisses at me and twists. I see him go limp and the car starts to swerve. My wolf propels my body out of the car window, landing in wolf form. I keep screaming at her To go back and check on him. But she ignores me. ‘I promised to keep you safe from now on, if Victor has forsaken me then so be it, I will always choose you.’ We run through the woods at a very fast pace. I keep fighting control from my wolf but to no avail. When I’m finally able to gain some control and shift back as I go flying through the air hitting my head on a tree. Immediately a spike of pain flows through my body. I scream as my vision starts to blur. I here a growl and I stare up into the beautiful blue eyes of my mate. He frowns down at me even though I am completely naked from shifting. My wolf starts to fight for control when she sees him but I choke out…. "I'm sorry." Then everything goes black. (From Ash’s POV) The heart rate monitor lulls me into silent thought as I study her face. The doctors said she was completely fine, physically. The mental part they weren't to sure about. My wolf is silent, he has been ignoring me ever since she hit her head. I sigh and put my face in my palms. This is all my fault. I internally groan. She wouldn't have run off if I didn't try and take her from the fucking hospital, dumbass. Rubbing my eyes I look back up. There is a small scar on her forehead I hadn't seen before. It was probably from her father. I inwardly growl. If I ever see that basturd he will pay. I look back up and almost jump when I see her eyes.... stunning, beautiful emerald green eyes. They’re open. "H-hey." I say my heart fluttering. Thank god she is awake. It takes me a second to realize that her eyes changed, they’re now a dazzling silver. I frown and lean forward. “Cici?” “NO” Maya growled. I lean back, quickly. Her eyes stare at me, calculating. “Well now you have your wolf." I say, still keeping my eyes on her. She still looks at me, her expression un-moving. She has an animal look on her face that screams danger. "Talk to me Cici." I say again leaning forward again. With lightning quick reflexes she sits up and swings her leg up around my neck. Before I can react she has me pinned to the floor by my neck between her thighs. I try to move but she has me pinned. My wolf growls and begs to take over. "Cici, calm down." I say, refusing to let my wolf fight her, it would only make the situation worse. She growls. "Talk to me." I plead. "I am calm." She growls. I freeze. Her voice, it sounds different. More confident. “Can you let me go?" I ask cautiously. She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath before opening them again. This time they are back to there brilliant emerald green. She sits up and rolls off me, i hop up and she does the same. "The old Cici is gone, I’m no longer weak and I will not stand for anyone to try to take Maya from me again." She says. She looks into my eyes and time stops. I drink her in as my eyes roam her figure hungrily. My heart is pounding as I subconsciously wrap my arms around her and pull her closer. “What…” I interrupt her… “shhhhh just let me” My wolf shivers in pleasure and he says to me ‘This time, I am not letting go.’ I agree, I will never let her go. This woman before me is my life’s purpose now, she will never be hurt again… I can’t believe I almost sent her out of my own pack… I made her feel so helpless that she felt the need to try to Jill herself! I promise that’ll never happen again, she’s home now.Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle
When we get to The Black Moon Pack’s gate the driver drags me out and throws my bag out of the car. I whimper and stumble towards the gate where I see 2 figures waiting for me. I shake in fear. These wolves are huge! The Black Moon Pack is known for their brutality, they have the largest territory in the world. They also have the biggest pack. Members are known to have been made rogue for not being strong enough for the expectations set at this pack… what was my farther thinking! They’ll definitely see this as an insult and it’ll be taken out on me. Their Alpha is so feared that children shake and cry at the mention of his name. Yet as hard as I’m trying to remember his name now my brain is too foggy from fear."Is this her?" The man walking to the right of me says. “I think so, she smells like it." The guy on my left says. "Even if this is her she won't last long. The alpha will kick her out in no time, I know the Beta said she had no wolf but he claimed she was an Alpha child s
My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my
(From Alpha Ash’s POV)“Dear moon goddess. I have never felt so out of control. It started last night. All my wolf wanted to do was run and kill Paul... I litterally wanted to rip his throat out.” Remembering I was alone and talking to myself I started to think what I wanted her to know in case someone heard me. ‘I mean I usually want to strangle him but this time I wanted to rip is throat out for no apparent reason.’ I stare at some pack documents trying to ignore my grumpy wolf. Thinking of him and the pack I mind linked Paul: ‘Did you tell that Midnight Sky Pack girl yet?’ I thought of how he was promised a strong Alpha daughter to marry and can’t stop laughing at how he had described the shaking child left at his door! ‘I did yeah, she didn't take it to well’ he responds a minute later. I sigh but we have no room in this pack for weaklings I think just as Paul comes into the house. I make the mistake of taking a deep breath just as he walks in and the intoxicating smell of
(From Cici’s POV)I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait…I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us,
(From Alpha Ash’s POV)“Dear moon goddess. I have never felt so out of control. It started last night. All my wolf wanted to do was run and kill Paul... I litterally wanted to rip his throat out.” Remembering I was alone and talking to myself I started to think what I wanted her to know in case someone heard me. ‘I mean I usually want to strangle him but this time I wanted to rip is throat out for no apparent reason.’ I stare at some pack documents trying to ignore my grumpy wolf. Thinking of him and the pack I mind linked Paul: ‘Did you tell that Midnight Sky Pack girl yet?’ I thought of how he was promised a strong Alpha daughter to marry and can’t stop laughing at how he had described the shaking child left at his door! ‘I did yeah, she didn't take it to well’ he responds a minute later. I sigh but we have no room in this pack for weaklings I think just as Paul comes into the house. I make the mistake of taking a deep breath just as he walks in and the intoxicating smell of
My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my
When we get to The Black Moon Pack’s gate the driver drags me out and throws my bag out of the car. I whimper and stumble towards the gate where I see 2 figures waiting for me. I shake in fear. These wolves are huge! The Black Moon Pack is known for their brutality, they have the largest territory in the world. They also have the biggest pack. Members are known to have been made rogue for not being strong enough for the expectations set at this pack… what was my farther thinking! They’ll definitely see this as an insult and it’ll be taken out on me. Their Alpha is so feared that children shake and cry at the mention of his name. Yet as hard as I’m trying to remember his name now my brain is too foggy from fear."Is this her?" The man walking to the right of me says. “I think so, she smells like it." The guy on my left says. "Even if this is her she won't last long. The alpha will kick her out in no time, I know the Beta said she had no wolf but he claimed she was an Alpha child s
Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle