Cici’s POV:
Ash’s arm is wrapped around my waist sending bolts of electricity up my spine. I smile as we walk through the doors of the infirmary. The sunlight warms my face even though the air still has its winter chill, I don’t feel so cold with him stood next to me and I close my eyes to relish in the feelings I’m experiencing. When I open them again I can't help but gasp. The colors are so, vivid. I look around taking everything in. Life was so fuzzy through my human eyes but with my wolf I can see everything clearly and so much better. I stopped walking in the process. I look up and Ash’s face. "Beautiful." I whisper reaching a hand up and placing it on his cheek. I hadn’t really noticed how beautiful my mate was considering I met him in the middle of accepting my wolf back into my dying body. I can practically feel my wolf purring in delight. He smiles down at me and places a hand over mine. "You don't look too bad yourself." He grins with a glint in his bright blue eyes that tells me he has the same need for me as I have for him. I smile back. "All of these emotions are new to me." I say. "All the old Cici felt was fear." I can't help but growl at the word as more feelings swarm back. Ash growls with me. I stare into his eyes, captured by their blue color. I can feel my wolf nudging me to tell him. "I know about my wolf, Maya." I say, a dark seductiveness seeping into my voice. His eyes widen and he takes a step back. "A lot happened to me during my change." He nods. "As you already know. I am not helpless. I am an alpha female. My true place is fighting alongside of you as your Luna” I say, “but not like a normal mate, I really do mean beside you, not for you." I add. He nods. We both stand there. I can't anticipate his next move but when it comes, I am shocked. He slowly walked towards me again, I never once take away our eye contact. I almost stop breathing altogether when he bends down only an inch from me, I finally loose contact and close my eyes as he kisses me. I freeze when he cups my cheek, and his lips touch mine. I have no idea what to do but I’m swallowed by the scent and taste of him as I let instinct take over. He wraps his other hand around my waist and pulls me closer, a growl escaping from his lips. I grin and reach up wrapping an arm around his neck. I shudder as I can feel the electric shocks from touching his skin runs through my body. He starts to move his mouth down the side of my neck. The sparks become more intense as he goes farther. I gasp as his mouth meets where he will mark me. I can feel him grin at my reaction and then he gently sucks on it and places his canines over the spot. I gasp again and let the sparks engulf my body. Without even thinking I lean my neck to the side and pull him closer. "Mark me." I growl. He stops and pulls back staring into my eyes. His eyes are a bright gold color, a sign that his wolf is in complete control. I am sure my eyes reflect his but in my own special color. We stare at each other. "Um, Alpha, Luna?" I hear a voice say right behind me. With a growl I spin around grabbing whoever’s behind me by their neck and flipping them onto their back. I lean down and growl into the eyes of Paul. "WHAT?!." I hiss piercing his shoulder with my claw. His eyes widen at my tone and his eyes say all I wanted to see... an apology is writing within them even when he doesn’t say it. I growl again for good measure and stand up. He is still gaping at me even when I lean down and grab his wrist pulling him off the ground. "For the darkest, "scariest" pack in the U.K you guys suck." I say, spinning around and grinning at my mate. He growls and his eyes darken but I don't even blink. My eyes are glistening with the tease I shot at him and his lighten in response with that same need filled glint. He’s probably just mad that he didn't get to mark me, but I honestly don't care right now. "Hmm, so what's up Paul?" I say turning around. "It’s about your father." He says. I growl, so does Ash. "What about him?" I growl again. "You have to come and see." Paul says. I nod and follow him. We walk to the pack house where there is a giant circle of people surrounding something. I frown and push past the people. A body is lying on the ground... a very bloody body. I crouch down on the ground and dip my hand in the blood. Pulling is back I take a whiff. I choke. "Is this..?" I ask looking up at the pack. They nod. "It’s one of the border patrol wolves from our pack." One of the pack members let me know. Behind me I hear a growl. For a second, I can feel the fear spike through my wolf. The growl is so loud I can hear it echo into the distance. I turn my head. Behind me is a massive dark grey wolf. Its stance is menacing and warning. "Ash." I whisper. The wolf looks at me with an angry and pained look on his face. He shoots me a look of complete devastation before he rips though the crowd and takes off into the woods. My wolf growls. One of the pack members start to go after him. "No." I say. "He needs space." They nod. I turn back to the body and lean down to examine the scratch mark embedded into the chest cavity. "This is a threat." I say, staring up at the pack. "From my father?" They all growl. I look up at Paul. He nods. I take a deep breath and stand up brushing off my pants. "For those of you who don't know me, my name is Cici. My father is the Alpha of The Midnight Sky Pack." Whispers start to travel though the crowd, but I continue. "I am also the mate of your Alpha Ash." The whispers increase. "From what I know this death threat means war. And as the rightful Alpha of The Midnight Sky Pack, I promise I will not let this go. I will avenge his life by taking my fathers.” The whispers stop. All the pack stares at me. One by one they drop to one knee. I frown, this is new to me. I look around to see them all doing it. I can feel my wolf start to take over. She starts to howl. A loud and strong howl that also echoes. The pack starts to howl too. The howl of Alpha Ash is long and clear even above the rest, but his is laced with a pain... a pain I wish I could remove. After I helped recover the body and take it to a more private place to await burial, I had spent two hours talking to the family of the fallen wolf. Many of the members were touched and thanked me for coming to talk to them personally, but all I kept thinking about was how this was my fault: How I had brought this attack onto them. I don’t know why my father would do this after sending me here himself, but I was sure as shit going to find out.Darkness settles over the valley as I sit on the balcony in Ash’s room that will be ours from now on. Paul sits next to me also admiring the beauty of dusk. "When will he be back." I ask interrupting the silence. “Not tonight." He responds. "It’s a full moon, everyone's out." "Not me, I don't want wander off somewhere and not find my way back.” "You won't lose your way." Says Paul. "But you aren't marked yet. The first full moon after a she-wolf finds her mate she is in heat." I nod. I had no idea what being in heat was like and I wasn’t sure how to feel about it. “But as you haven’t been marked you can’t go out anyway as in heat any unmated male is going to want to take you for himself and Ash would not be pleased”. I nodded again, I knew I would never be able to be forced into something I didn’t want, especially when all I wanted was Ash! But I understood that I shouldn’t put the other unmated males into a position where they can’t help but try. After a few minutes its comp
Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle
When we get to The Black Moon Pack’s gate the driver drags me out and throws my bag out of the car. I whimper and stumble towards the gate where I see 2 figures waiting for me. I shake in fear. These wolves are huge! The Black Moon Pack is known for their brutality, they have the largest territory in the world. They also have the biggest pack. Members are known to have been made rogue for not being strong enough for the expectations set at this pack… what was my farther thinking! They’ll definitely see this as an insult and it’ll be taken out on me. Their Alpha is so feared that children shake and cry at the mention of his name. Yet as hard as I’m trying to remember his name now my brain is too foggy from fear."Is this her?" The man walking to the right of me says. “I think so, she smells like it." The guy on my left says. "Even if this is her she won't last long. The alpha will kick her out in no time, I know the Beta said she had no wolf but he claimed she was an Alpha child s
My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my
(From Alpha Ash’s POV)“Dear moon goddess. I have never felt so out of control. It started last night. All my wolf wanted to do was run and kill Paul... I litterally wanted to rip his throat out.” Remembering I was alone and talking to myself I started to think what I wanted her to know in case someone heard me. ‘I mean I usually want to strangle him but this time I wanted to rip is throat out for no apparent reason.’ I stare at some pack documents trying to ignore my grumpy wolf. Thinking of him and the pack I mind linked Paul: ‘Did you tell that Midnight Sky Pack girl yet?’ I thought of how he was promised a strong Alpha daughter to marry and can’t stop laughing at how he had described the shaking child left at his door! ‘I did yeah, she didn't take it to well’ he responds a minute later. I sigh but we have no room in this pack for weaklings I think just as Paul comes into the house. I make the mistake of taking a deep breath just as he walks in and the intoxicating smell of
(From Cici’s POV)I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait…I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us,
Darkness settles over the valley as I sit on the balcony in Ash’s room that will be ours from now on. Paul sits next to me also admiring the beauty of dusk. "When will he be back." I ask interrupting the silence. “Not tonight." He responds. "It’s a full moon, everyone's out." "Not me, I don't want wander off somewhere and not find my way back.” "You won't lose your way." Says Paul. "But you aren't marked yet. The first full moon after a she-wolf finds her mate she is in heat." I nod. I had no idea what being in heat was like and I wasn’t sure how to feel about it. “But as you haven’t been marked you can’t go out anyway as in heat any unmated male is going to want to take you for himself and Ash would not be pleased”. I nodded again, I knew I would never be able to be forced into something I didn’t want, especially when all I wanted was Ash! But I understood that I shouldn’t put the other unmated males into a position where they can’t help but try. After a few minutes its comp
Cici’s POV: Ash’s arm is wrapped around my waist sending bolts of electricity up my spine. I smile as we walk through the doors of the infirmary. The sunlight warms my face even though the air still has its winter chill, I don’t feel so cold with him stood next to me and I close my eyes to relish in the feelings I’m experiencing. When I open them again I can't help but gasp. The colors are so, vivid. I look around taking everything in. Life was so fuzzy through my human eyes but with my wolf I can see everything clearly and so much better. I stopped walking in the process. I look up and Ash’s face. "Beautiful." I whisper reaching a hand up and placing it on his cheek. I hadn’t really noticed how beautiful my mate was considering I met him in the middle of accepting my wolf back into my dying body. I can practically feel my wolf purring in delight. He smiles down at me and places a hand over mine. "You don't look too bad yourself." He grins with a glint in his bright blue eyes
(From Cici’s POV)I wake up being thrown around the back of a speeding car, I groan internally as I remembered what had happened. Goddess my father was right, I’m worthless, I can’t even kill myself right wait…I remembered my dream, if that’s what it was, about my wolf being back after all these years. Then like a shockwave I could feel her power, I knew it wasn’t a dream anymore. I blinked and tried to move but I couldn't shift a muscle. I hear voices mumbling in the front seat but I can't focus on anything. I try to move again starting to panic but I can't. I try to cry out but nothing comes out. It feels like I am stuck in my own mind. "... take away her wolf." I hear my mate say. My mate? Than I realize something, the reason why I can't move is because my wolf is in control. I’m like a back seat driver in my own life! "No." Comes out of my mouth suddenly but its not me talking, its my wolf. Slowly I sit up, still not in control. My wolf is furious. Our mate wants to kill us,
(From Alpha Ash’s POV)“Dear moon goddess. I have never felt so out of control. It started last night. All my wolf wanted to do was run and kill Paul... I litterally wanted to rip his throat out.” Remembering I was alone and talking to myself I started to think what I wanted her to know in case someone heard me. ‘I mean I usually want to strangle him but this time I wanted to rip is throat out for no apparent reason.’ I stare at some pack documents trying to ignore my grumpy wolf. Thinking of him and the pack I mind linked Paul: ‘Did you tell that Midnight Sky Pack girl yet?’ I thought of how he was promised a strong Alpha daughter to marry and can’t stop laughing at how he had described the shaking child left at his door! ‘I did yeah, she didn't take it to well’ he responds a minute later. I sigh but we have no room in this pack for weaklings I think just as Paul comes into the house. I make the mistake of taking a deep breath just as he walks in and the intoxicating smell of
My father will kill me or other rogues will. Tears continue to stream down my face. “My father will kill me if I return and I'd rather kill myself than be a rougue." I say with confidence to myself before stumbling into the bathroom. I pull open the medicine cabnet to look for anything to help myself with… I grab whatever pills I can find. I pop the caps to the bottles open. Before I swollow the pills I go and find a pen and paper in the kitchen. Dear Beta Paul, Thanks for breakfast and for the truth. My father said that if he saw me again he'd kill me and I'd rather be dead than be a rougue. Thanks for being kind, I’m sorry to leave you with this mess. Cici. I walk over to the sofa and dump the pills in my hand. Wolves heal fast but I don't have a wolf anymore, I’m essentially human. Taking a deep breath I pour the pills in my mouth and swallow. I sit back and relax into the comfort of furniture, at least it’s a nicer place to die then my previous situation. The hope my
When we get to The Black Moon Pack’s gate the driver drags me out and throws my bag out of the car. I whimper and stumble towards the gate where I see 2 figures waiting for me. I shake in fear. These wolves are huge! The Black Moon Pack is known for their brutality, they have the largest territory in the world. They also have the biggest pack. Members are known to have been made rogue for not being strong enough for the expectations set at this pack… what was my farther thinking! They’ll definitely see this as an insult and it’ll be taken out on me. Their Alpha is so feared that children shake and cry at the mention of his name. Yet as hard as I’m trying to remember his name now my brain is too foggy from fear."Is this her?" The man walking to the right of me says. “I think so, she smells like it." The guy on my left says. "Even if this is her she won't last long. The alpha will kick her out in no time, I know the Beta said she had no wolf but he claimed she was an Alpha child s
Well I guess I should start by saying hello! My name is Cici, Let's start at the beginning shall we?I lived with my dad (The Alpha of our pack) and step mom since I was 6 as my birth mother died. At the age of 8 my wolf made itself known, her name was Maya, it was rare to have your wolf come forward before you were 16, but I just thought I was lucky. When I heard her in my mind for the first time I was out in the pack meadow and my body swiftly started to brake and snap in a painful but pleasing shift into a stunning white pup. I had never seen a wolf as a pup, all the people in my dads pack didn’t turn until they were adults. After I had shifted back I ran to the kitchen to tell my dad, my chest filled with pride at how powerful I must be to have my wolf find me at such a tender age.But against my beliefs he was not impressed, his eyes flashed black and I knew he was furious... that’s when it started... the beatings... the starving... the venom filled words making me feel worthle