Chapter 78

CARLA

All these time, the truth has been right in front of me, but I chose to ignore and act absentminded to it.

I thought I could shove it off and embrace the life before me, but the more I tried with Diego around, the more harder it became for me.

The day I left his home after staying with him for a month, I felt a spark that ignited in my heart for Diego.

I had taken it as a normal thing but along the line, I slowly began to understand the meaning of that shimmer.

But still, I buried it deep, reminding myself that it was just me being silly.

After all, we had sex countless of times and it could be that horniness driving me nuts.

That was what I thought, till Diego professed his feelings for me.

That's how I knew I've been lying to myself, to my heart, to my own face.

I've always loved him but never realized it. I kept engaging myself with Pedro, our parents wedding and other things, hurting not just myself, but Diego as well.

But I don't want that any more.

I no longer want to kee