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One: Alex’s POV ( Why is he doing this?)
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2025-03-27 00:08:02“I don’t get it,” I tossed my phone on my bed and groaned in frustration, “He isn’t replying my texts and he’s not answering the phone either.”
Nico, my college roommate and one of my best friends sighed as he spun himself around on the spinning chair placed next to the study desk. “Dude, it’s obvious that he’s blowing you off and probably blowing on some other guy while he’s at it” I tossed a pillow at him and he laughed as it made contact with his face. “Don’t say that” I scolded, “Julius likes me way too much to do any of that” Nico shook his head and hugged the pillow. “You know you can do way better than him, right?” Better than Julius? He was the golden boy of Heldon college and indisputably one of the wealthiest and most attractive guy on campus. Not to mention how he touched me the way nobody else could. It was so easy for him to see through me and turn me on. So who exactly is supposed to be better than him? I could hardly think of any other person. Plus, I had feelings for him. “I don’t know why you keep acting like he’s the spawn of the devil. Julius is a good guy” I defended my boyfriend. “I don’t know many good guys who act the way he does. Has he decided to make your relationship official and open yet?” “Not yet, but he….” “And he’s blowing you off on top of all of it” “These things take time, Nico. It’s not exactly easy to come out of the closet. Plus, his folks are super strict and religious” “I bet they are” Nico responded sarcastically. “They actually are. He just doesn’t want to get in trouble with them because of me. He’s really a good guy if you take the time to know him” “I know Julius and he’s an arrogant prick,” he tossed the pillow at me and i caught it, “You, on the other hand need to get to meet new people. Who knows, you could meet a cute guy that doesn’t hide you” “Julius isn’t hiding me” “I bet you a thousand dollars that he is” I scoffed at him and rolled my eyes. “Get off my dick, Nico. You’re not exactly the best at this love thing seeing as you and Rita still don’t know what you are” “Rita and I are a completely separate situation and you know that” I folded my arms. “Yeah right. You’ve been in love with her for years and all you two do is make out. Hello, give it a tag already” “I want to. She’s the one whose scared of commitment. Her sister’s divorce did a number on her” “Was it that bad?” “Bad enough for her to never trust a word that comes out of a man’s mouth” I sighed and lay back on one of the two large beds that was provided for Nico and I in our standardized dorm room. Rita was a wonderful person and an even better friend. It sucked that she was not willing to take a shot at love especially with Nico. He may be a tad annoying but he was a great guy with even better intentions. “So what really happened?” I asked. He shrugged. “Don’t know, man. Not my story to tell” I understood. “Hey, maybe I should stop by his dorm and see what he’s up to” I blurted out. “Stop by where?” He asked like he didn’t already know. “Julius’ private dorm” I replied Nico scoffed and shook his head. “And the asshole even has a private dorm” he murmured. “Don’t be jealous, Nico. Your family is pretty rich as well” He shook his head. “It’s not about that. I told you that he was an arrogant prick.” It was my turn to roll my eyes. Nico always had something negative to say about Julius. He was usually nice to other people but it was a load of criticism and accusations when it came to Julius. “Do you think you can take me there?” I asked and Nico froze and stared at me. “What?” “I… well, look, Nico I don’t want to go alone” “You’re about to make me very uncomfortable, Alex” “I know and I’m so sorry but…” “You do know that I really don’t like this guy right?” I hated that i was dragging him into this but i was losing my mind here. I needed to know if my boyfriend is trying to silently dump me.. “I just want to find out what’s wrong with us and why he’s been avoiding me” Nico rose to his feet, his curly hair bounced on his shoulders. “Or I could tell you what is really going on and we could save us so much time” I got up and picked up my jacket and wallet. “It’s fine,” I said as I put on the jacket, “I’ll see you very soon” Nico called out for me as i was headed for the door. “Dude, are you serious? You really could be chilling and watching demon slayer right now” I turned to face him; there wasn’t a smile on my face. “Will you help me or not?” Nico studied me for a moment and slumped his shoulders in defeat. “Whatever, dude. Let me grab my keys” My face lit up as I watched him grab his car keys and throw on a hoodie to ward off the cold outside. “Thank you, thank you, thank you” I was glad that I didn’t have to go alone just in case my intuition was right and Julius was over what we had. I really did hope that I was wrong though. Besides, I don’t think I’m ready to live a life without him in it. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. I’m not walking you into his so called private dorm just so you know” He dragged the words private dorm. “It’s fine. Can we please leave already?” “Yeah, come on” I grabbed Nico’s hand and pulled him out of the dorm room and he followed with very little resistance.
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Teach me to sin Two: Alex’s POV (The breakup)
Heldon College was built in the early 90s as a private university for the children of the elite. You had to come from a long line of money to attend but I was the exception. I was an orphan desperately searching for a way out of the foster home system when I received a mail that I had been granted a scholarship into Heldon College. Only one in a thousand students got that opportunity and I was lucky enough to have it. All the financial aspects of schooling at Heldon was taken care of. I didn’t have to worry about that. The only thing that was expected of me were good grades and behavior. Four years at Heldon and I have to admit that asides having to deal with the intense feelings of being an outsider, I love it here. Nico and I were in his car and on our way to where Julius stayed. The campus was as large as a small town and had all the things you’d find in such places. Because of how large the school area was, it was usually best to drive to your destination as walk
最終更新日 : 2025-03-27Teach me to sin Three: Alex’s POV (Love sucks)
“Is he still feeling like crap?” Rita asked as she walked into I and Nico’s dorm room with a somewhat large vanilla cake she had bought. I rolled over on my bed and covered my head with a blanket. It had been a week since that night with Julius. Safe to say that I have been severely under the weather. It didn’t make sense for him to act that way. Was it something I did? Was it because I was an orphan with no money to my name? This was my first relationship and I hated that it had to end the way that it did. Nico sighed. “He’s been this way for a while now. I don’t think he’s been going for any of his classes” “I don’t want to go. What’s the point when I know that I’m going to bump into him again?” I asked and fought back tears. I had cried so much that I was certain that any more tears would make me ill. Rita sat on my bed and gently stroked my covered head. She was always a nice person and as much as I was grateful for her and Nico trying to cheer me up, I really w
最終更新日 : 2025-03-27Teach me to sin Four: Alex’s POV (A night you won’t forget)
The music from the speakers were loud enough to stop me from hearing myself think. I stayed close behind as Rita and Nico led the way. Rita had made sure that we were dressed impeccably and that really boosted my mood. At least I was not looking like the way I’ve been feeling. Rita herself looked really beautiful tonight and I noticed that Nico had not taken his eyes off her once. He was definitely smitten. “Come on, let’s go grab a few drinks!” She yelled as loud as she could and I followed them to the bar. Three shots of vodka were presented to us and we made sure to down the contents at the same time. The warm liquid burned my chest as it traveled down my body. It felt good nonetheless. “Let’s go dance!” Nico and I were already being dragged to the almost crowded dance floor before either of us had the chance to object. It was such a relaxing feeling; having the time of your life with your best friends in a room full of strangers. It made me laugh and let the mus
最終更新日 : 2025-03-27Teach me to sin Five: Alex’s POV (You’re not going to believe this)
The sunlight peeked in through the curtains and hit my eyes. I immediately got up and when I turned to my side, the handsome man that had slutted me out the night before lay asleep beside me. I quietly got out of bed, picked up my clothes that had been thrown in all corners of the room and put them back on. Luckily, I was able to locate my wallet and placed it into my back pocket. Before I stepped out of the room, I took a brief moment to take in the image of this beautiful man sleeping peacefully. In another universe, we were probably lovers and instead of sneaking out of his hotel room so early, I would wake up to breakfast in bed and he would tell me stories of his adventures when he was my age. Maybe in another life. I rushed out of the hotel building and booked myself a cab that would take me straight to school. I had my ID on me so they would be sure to let the taxi through. I had overslept and missed two classes but I knew that if I got ready fast enough, I would
最終更新日 : 2025-03-27Teach me to sin Six: Alex’s POV (Guess who)
The lunch area, well one of the various lunch areas at Heldon was designed elegantly with comfortable seating arrangements. The walls are adorned with artwork that cost quite a lot of money thus creating an atmosphere of inspiration and sophistication. The place was well-lit, with large windows offering a view of the beautifully manicured college campus.Several students interacted with one another, majority of these interactions based on networking and connections. Sometimes, it was sort of sad to see people not develop any real relationship.It was one of the few things that I was grateful for when it came to Nico and Rita. They genuinely cared for me and the smiles on their faces as I took my seat at their table showed that.However, no amount of smiling could ease my tension. I had slept with Rita’s sister’s ex husband and now I find out that he’s going to be lecturing me from now on.How was I going to face this? There was already no way in hell that I was going to tell them
最終更新日 : 2025-03-30Teach me to sin Seven: Tristan’s POV (Huge mistake)
I sat in my spacious office, behind my desk with my head buried in my hands. This was one hell of a cluster fuck situation.That night that I had gone to the party, I thought that it would be for my own good. After my divorce, I had barely any time to have fun or be happy.When I received a letter from Heldon college requesting that I replace Timothy Harper as the Archeology professor I felt this was a chance for me to start over.New life, new job, new chapter. Then Alex came around. He was a highly attractive young man and I loved how he was straight forward. He wanted me to fuck him and I did.A one night stand that left me craving his presence the minute I woke up.I had accepted it as what it was. An amazing night that was going to remain in a locked off part of my memory. How was I supposed to know that when I got ready and came to introduce myself to my new students that he’d be right there in the middle row staring at me with those eyes of his.He looked just as shocked as I
最終更新日 : 2025-03-30Teach me to sin EIGHT: TRISTAN’S POV (A bit strict)
I stood at the front of the classroom filled with students, lecturing on ancient civilizations. It was officially my second week at Heldon and in that time I had made my mark as the handsome, no nonsense professor. Mathew’s warning was still fresh in my head. Be careful with the students, especially the girls. I needed to make sure that I was nice enough to be fairly approachable but strict enough to pass across the message that I did not play like that. “Ancient Indus Valley civilization dated from around 3300 to 1300 BCE, developed advanced urban planning with sophisticated drainage systems,” I said with my usual loud voice, “The creation of intricate jewelry and an undeciphered writing system unique only to them. This writing style consisted of over 400 symbols with meanings still unknown till date” My eyes scanned the room and landed on Alex and his soft, perfect features. I quickly looked away and continued my lecture but at this point I was consistently stealing glance
最終更新日 : 2025-03-31Teach me to sin CHAPTER NINE: NICO’S POV (Can’t believe he’s here)
I lay on the bed of my dorm room tossing a baseball in the air and catching it. Alex was busy studying for the upcoming mid terms and I watched him.I was glad that he was starting to feel better after his split from Julius. I was there when it had happened and all I can say is that Julius was a piece of shit.Alex was a good kid. It really didn’t matter if he didn’t come from an affluent background like the rest of us, he was a smart and great person.However, I could not shake the feeling that something was different about him. Ever since he returned from the party, he had been acting little odd.It wasn’t exactly noticeable but the fact that I spend more time with him made me notice the changes.I considered asking him if his one night stand had something to do with it or maybe it was a side effect of the breakup.“Dude, you know that I can feel you staring at me right?” Alex asked without looking up from his notebook.“Sorry about that” I apologized.“It’s fine. I know you have a
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Teach me to sin FOURTEEN: Collin's POV {I just want to know you}
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Teach me to sin THIRTEEN: Alex's POV {Have you seen this?}
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Teach me to sin TWELVE: Tristan's POV {He's everywhere}
I came downstairs after finishing up my morning routine to meet Marilyn setting up the table for breakfast. She flashed me one of her usual welcoming smiles as soon as she saw me.I smiled back at her as well but only faintly. For the past two days I had been battling with a migraine that wouldn't go away."Good morning, Mr walker," she greeted as I neared her, "Did you sleep well sir?"I nodded and sat down. "I did my best. What about you Marilyn?" I asked, "Did you get yourself some sleep or were you up all night knitting again?"She chuckled and handed me a cup of coffee."An old woman like me can't really afford to stay up all night like you young folks you know. I wouldn't be able to be up and about to help take care of you"I smiled at her as she sat in front of me, her cup of coffee in her hand."You don't really have to take care of me at the expense of your knitting, Marilyn""Oh, but I do, Mr Walker. At least until you find yourself a proper young woman to do so in my stead"
Teach me to sin Eleven: Alex's POV [You good?]
"Alex? Are you okay?"Rita's gentle touch and voice drew me out of my thoughts and I turned to face her and Nico. They both had worried expressions on their faces.We were sitting on the manicured grass of one of the campus gardens. It was 5pm and we had nothing better to do and decided to hang around talking about everything and nothing.I was certain that I had been actively taking part in the conversation but apparently, I had zoned out. It was hard to focus on a lot of things these days.My emotions were running haywire since the conversation that I had with Tristan a few days ago. I was sad and angry and struggling to not let their decisions define my self worth."Yeah, I'm okay" I lied."Hey, man, are you sure?" Nico asked, "You've been a little out of it for a minute now""And by a minute, he means a couple of days now" Rita added."Yeah" Nico said."Guys," I chuckled, "I'm fine, I swear"I tried my best to sound as convincing as possible but they didn't seem too convinced. Th
Teach me to sin TEN: Alex's POV [It never happened]
I was having Tristan's class today and it did not help that Nico chose that day to stay in with Rita and skip it. In other words that meant that I was on my own today. I tried not to appear too nervous as I made my way to the hall. It was getting harder and harder to act like I was not overwhelmed with the idea of being under my professor one more time. I shook my head as thoughts of the night that we met came crawling back. It was getting increasingly harder to curb them. The sound of his moans and the dirty words that he whispered in my ear haunted my dreams.It was even getting harder and harder to focus on the memory of Julius and I. Professor Tristan's existence made it seem like my ex boyfriend was nothing but a lucid dream. It made me frustrated and confused. This man had broken the heart of my friend's sister.He was off limits and he had to stay that way. The hard part now was to convince my mind and body to keep that rule. As I neared the entrance of the hall I sa
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I lay on the bed of my dorm room tossing a baseball in the air and catching it. Alex was busy studying for the upcoming mid terms and I watched him.I was glad that he was starting to feel better after his split from Julius. I was there when it had happened and all I can say is that Julius was a piece of shit.Alex was a good kid. It really didn’t matter if he didn’t come from an affluent background like the rest of us, he was a smart and great person.However, I could not shake the feeling that something was different about him. Ever since he returned from the party, he had been acting little odd.It wasn’t exactly noticeable but the fact that I spend more time with him made me notice the changes.I considered asking him if his one night stand had something to do with it or maybe it was a side effect of the breakup.“Dude, you know that I can feel you staring at me right?” Alex asked without looking up from his notebook.“Sorry about that” I apologized.“It’s fine. I know you have a
Teach me to sin EIGHT: TRISTAN’S POV (A bit strict)
I stood at the front of the classroom filled with students, lecturing on ancient civilizations. It was officially my second week at Heldon and in that time I had made my mark as the handsome, no nonsense professor. Mathew’s warning was still fresh in my head. Be careful with the students, especially the girls. I needed to make sure that I was nice enough to be fairly approachable but strict enough to pass across the message that I did not play like that. “Ancient Indus Valley civilization dated from around 3300 to 1300 BCE, developed advanced urban planning with sophisticated drainage systems,” I said with my usual loud voice, “The creation of intricate jewelry and an undeciphered writing system unique only to them. This writing style consisted of over 400 symbols with meanings still unknown till date” My eyes scanned the room and landed on Alex and his soft, perfect features. I quickly looked away and continued my lecture but at this point I was consistently stealing glance
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I sat in my spacious office, behind my desk with my head buried in my hands. This was one hell of a cluster fuck situation.That night that I had gone to the party, I thought that it would be for my own good. After my divorce, I had barely any time to have fun or be happy.When I received a letter from Heldon college requesting that I replace Timothy Harper as the Archeology professor I felt this was a chance for me to start over.New life, new job, new chapter. Then Alex came around. He was a highly attractive young man and I loved how he was straight forward. He wanted me to fuck him and I did.A one night stand that left me craving his presence the minute I woke up.I had accepted it as what it was. An amazing night that was going to remain in a locked off part of my memory. How was I supposed to know that when I got ready and came to introduce myself to my new students that he’d be right there in the middle row staring at me with those eyes of his.He looked just as shocked as I
Teach me to sin Six: Alex’s POV (Guess who)
The lunch area, well one of the various lunch areas at Heldon was designed elegantly with comfortable seating arrangements. The walls are adorned with artwork that cost quite a lot of money thus creating an atmosphere of inspiration and sophistication. The place was well-lit, with large windows offering a view of the beautifully manicured college campus.Several students interacted with one another, majority of these interactions based on networking and connections. Sometimes, it was sort of sad to see people not develop any real relationship.It was one of the few things that I was grateful for when it came to Nico and Rita. They genuinely cared for me and the smiles on their faces as I took my seat at their table showed that.However, no amount of smiling could ease my tension. I had slept with Rita’s sister’s ex husband and now I find out that he’s going to be lecturing me from now on.How was I going to face this? There was already no way in hell that I was going to tell them
