I sat in my spacious office, behind my desk with my head buried in my hands. This was one hell of a cluster fuck situation.
That night that I had gone to the party, I thought that it would be for my own good. After my divorce, I had barely any time to have fun or be happy. When I received a letter from Heldon college requesting that I replace Timothy Harper as the Archeology professor I felt this was a chance for me to start over. New life, new job, new chapter. Then Alex came around. He was a highly attractive young man and I loved how he was straight forward. He wanted me to fuck him and I did. A one night stand that left me craving his presence the minute I woke up. I had accepted it as what it was. An amazing night that was going to remain in a locked off part of my memory. How was I supposed to know that when I got ready and came to introduce myself to my new students that he’d be right there in the middle row staring at me with those eyes of his. He looked just as shocked as I was. Even if I did my best to play it cool and act like I didn’t recognize him. Even with my back turned I could feel his eyes on me. I won’t lie, I stared at him subtly a few times. I had to stop when I saw him smile at the boy next to him. I hated that. I shook my head. I didn’t want to be thinking of how attractive he was when I was supposed to be more concerned about this ever getting out. But then again, Did I have to be worried? He wasn’t going to go around saying something like that when it would get us both in trouble right? I sighed. This is a mess. While I was still remembering how my first day on the job had played out, I heard a knock on my office door. It dragged me out of my thoughts. “Come in” I said and the door opened slowly and a short man with receding hair peeped in. He smiled at me and asked. “I hope that I’m not interrupting anything?” I shook my head. Even if he was, it was a welcome interruption. “No, not at all,” I waved him in, “Come inside” The man walked in, his smile unwavering and he shut the door behind him. Mr Mathew Cullim. He was one of the few staff that had welcomed me warmly to Heldon. He was roughly around his mid fifties, with a friendly demeanor and welcoming presence. Unlike some of my colleagues who saw their fellow colleagues as competition or a means to climb a social ladder, Mathew was a genuine individual. He was the Physics professor and always had a joke to tell and from what I heard, a prank to play as well. “How are you doing, young man? Settling in properly?” He asked as he shook my outstretched hand. “I’m doing my best, Sir,” I replied and gestured to a seat, “If you’d please” He let out a hearty chuckle. “Don’t mind if I do” He said and sat down, “Did you know that this seat is made of pure, Italian leather” I wasn’t surprised. Heldon college had a reputation to uphold. “Is that right?” “It is. Only the best for our staff” “You’d think that the staff would smile a little bit more with all the effort that goes into pleasing then” Mathew smiled and shook his head. “A lot of the teachers here are new like yourself and under a lot of pressure to perform. From their employers, older colleagues and even more, the parents” “You don’t seem like the type to place pressure on anyone, Mr Cullim” I said “I know a few students that would strongly disagree” “Well, I think you’re a nice guy” “Thank you, Son” “I’ve been meaning to ask, Mr Cullim” “Mathew is just fine” “Are you sure?” I wasn’t used to addressing older folks by their first names except I didn’t like them. “Of course” “Okay then, Mathew. I wanted to find out what happened to the old professor” “The one you replaced?” “Mr Harper. I was told to say that he was unavailable if the students asked but I never really heard the true story. Was he fired?” Mathew sighed and leaned back on the seat. His expression taking on a more somber form. “It is quite a pathetic story to be honest” Mathew began and I leaned forward, my curiosity piqued. “What did happen?” “Apparently, his youngest child had returned from the army. His name was Daniel and I had the chance to meet him a few years ago and he was a good lad” “Is he alright?” “Daniel?” Mathew asked “Yes” I replied “The poor boy had a mental breakdown and set himself on fire” I gasped at the horrific news. I had never heard of anyone setting themselves on fire. To inflict that level of unimaginable pain on oneself had to come from a place of mental instability. “That’s horrible” Mathew nodded slowly. His eyes showed that he was equally upset about the situation. “Harper felt guilty about the situation. He believed that if he had paid attention to his little boy then maybe this wouldn’t have happened” “Did Daniel die in the fire?” “No. But the state that he is in sometimes makes me wish that he had died,” he shook his head and sighed, “The poor child” “That’s why Harper left?” “He quit the very next day. He doesn’t know if his child will live too long and wants to be by his corner to the very end. Whenever it may come” “You sound like you cared for Harper and his family” “Harper was a good man. A much better teacher and if anyone should have gone through something like that, it shouldn’t have been him” “I’m truly sorry about what happened.” “That’s fine, Son. A man can’t pick what kind of battles that life sends his way” “True,” I looked around the office, “If Mr Harper is even half the man that you make him out to be then I’m afraid that I have quite the shoes to fill” Mathew laughed and tapped my hand to offer reassurance. “Nothing to be worried about, Kid. You just do your job and stay out of trouble especially with these young women here at Heldon. Rumor has it that you have gained quite a number of admirers” I smiled and looked away. A part of me whispered that I hoped Alex was part of the people who admired me. “I’ll do my best to be of good behavior” Mathew nodded and got to his feet. “Well then,” He began, “ I best be on my way” I rose to my feet as well and shook his hand. “Thank you so much for stopping by, Sir” “Don’t worry about it. I will make sure to keep checking in on you until you’re fully settled” “I truly appreciate it, Sir. Sorry, I mean, Mathew” He laughed and tapped my shoulder once. “Anytime, Kid” I watched as Mathew left the office and shut the door. I sighed and fell back on my seat. This job was starting to look like a lot of work.I stood at the front of the classroom filled with students, lecturing on ancient civilizations. It was officially my second week at Heldon and in that time I had made my mark as the handsome, no nonsense professor. Mathew’s warning was still fresh in my head. Be careful with the students, especially the girls. I needed to make sure that I was nice enough to be fairly approachable but strict enough to pass across the message that I did not play like that. “Ancient Indus Valley civilization dated from around 3300 to 1300 BCE, developed advanced urban planning with sophisticated drainage systems,” I said with my usual loud voice, “The creation of intricate jewelry and an undeciphered writing system unique only to them. This writing style consisted of over 400 symbols with meanings still unknown till date” My eyes scanned the room and landed on Alex and his soft, perfect features. I quickly looked away and continued my lecture but at this point I was consistently stealing glance
I lay on the bed of my dorm room tossing a baseball in the air and catching it. Alex was busy studying for the upcoming mid terms and I watched him.I was glad that he was starting to feel better after his split from Julius. I was there when it had happened and all I can say is that Julius was a piece of shit.Alex was a good kid. It really didn’t matter if he didn’t come from an affluent background like the rest of us, he was a smart and great person.However, I could not shake the feeling that something was different about him. Ever since he returned from the party, he had been acting little odd.It wasn’t exactly noticeable but the fact that I spend more time with him made me notice the changes.I considered asking him if his one night stand had something to do with it or maybe it was a side effect of the breakup.“Dude, you know that I can feel you staring at me right?” Alex asked without looking up from his notebook.“Sorry about that” I apologized.“It’s fine. I know you have a
I was having Tristan's class today and it did not help that Nico chose that day to stay in with Rita and skip it. In other words that meant that I was on my own today. I tried not to appear too nervous as I made my way to the hall. It was getting harder and harder to act like I was not overwhelmed with the idea of being under my professor one more time. I shook my head as thoughts of the night that we met came crawling back. It was getting increasingly harder to curb them. The sound of his moans and the dirty words that he whispered in my ear haunted my dreams.It was even getting harder and harder to focus on the memory of Julius and I. Professor Tristan's existence made it seem like my ex boyfriend was nothing but a lucid dream. It made me frustrated and confused. This man had broken the heart of my friend's sister.He was off limits and he had to stay that way. The hard part now was to convince my mind and body to keep that rule. As I neared the entrance of the hall I sa
"Alex? Are you okay?"Rita's gentle touch and voice drew me out of my thoughts and I turned to face her and Nico. They both had worried expressions on their faces.We were sitting on the manicured grass of one of the campus gardens. It was 5pm and we had nothing better to do and decided to hang around talking about everything and nothing.I was certain that I had been actively taking part in the conversation but apparently, I had zoned out. It was hard to focus on a lot of things these days.My emotions were running haywire since the conversation that I had with Tristan a few days ago. I was sad and angry and struggling to not let their decisions define my self worth."Yeah, I'm okay" I lied."Hey, man, are you sure?" Nico asked, "You've been a little out of it for a minute now""And by a minute, he means a couple of days now" Rita added."Yeah" Nico said."Guys," I chuckled, "I'm fine, I swear"I tried my best to sound as convincing as possible but they didn't seem too convinced. Th
I came downstairs after finishing up my morning routine to meet Marilyn setting up the table for breakfast. She flashed me one of her usual welcoming smiles as soon as she saw me.I smiled back at her as well but only faintly. For the past two days I had been battling with a migraine that wouldn't go away."Good morning, Mr walker," she greeted as I neared her, "Did you sleep well sir?"I nodded and sat down. "I did my best. What about you Marilyn?" I asked, "Did you get yourself some sleep or were you up all night knitting again?"She chuckled and handed me a cup of coffee."An old woman like me can't really afford to stay up all night like you young folks you know. I wouldn't be able to be up and about to help take care of you"I smiled at her as she sat in front of me, her cup of coffee in her hand."You don't really have to take care of me at the expense of your knitting, Marilyn""Oh, but I do, Mr Walker. At least until you find yourself a proper young woman to do so in my stead"
"Nico isn't going to let us live this one down" I said as Rita ran up to me. We were supposed to meet with Nico at one of our favorite spots at school which was basically a fancy coffee shop a few blocks away from the main library. I had been with him but had to leave with his car so I could come pick Rita up. She was supposed to be writing a test and had texted to say that she would be done in a few minutes but alas it had been way more than a few minutes. "I am so sorry," she said as she approached me panting, "How long have you been waiting for?" "Long enough to get two calls and three text messages from Nico" I replied as she hugged me. She smelled like strawberries which was good. Nico always loved when she smelt like fruit; one sniff and all his annoyance will be out the window in an instant. "Oh my poor baby," She sighed, "Has it really been that long?" "I mean, I've been waiting for a good thirty minutes," I replied, "Was the test really that tough?" "Yeah and Malco
I had arrived at the coffee shop so I could catch up on my reading before I had to get ready to head to the gym. It was a Richard Wright novel called "Native son" and my older sister had recommended it and I had to admit that I was enjoying it so far. I was at the point of the story where the main character whose name was Bigger had been hired by a white, wealthy family when I looked up to see the guy from the night before. He looked a lot happier than when I last saw him. I smiled and waved and was glad when he waved back. He was so adorable and I found myself wanting to just hold him. I could tell that his pals were teasing him about it. Even if I had not been a huge fan of it, I knew that my position on the wrestling team made me popular and the fact that I inherited my mother's good looks added to it. It was easy for me to get a lot of attention but the only person that I wanted any attention from was the grumpy cutie that refused to tell me his name. I was still looking i
“I don’t get it,” I tossed my phone on my bed and groaned in frustration, “He isn’t replying my texts and he’s not answering the phone either.” Nico, my college roommate and one of my best friends sighed as he spun himself around on the spinning chair placed next to the study desk. “Dude, it’s obvious that he’s blowing you off and probably blowing on some other guy while he’s at it” I tossed a pillow at him and he laughed as it made contact with his face. “Don’t say that” I scolded, “Julius likes me way too much to do any of that” Nico shook his head and hugged the pillow. “You know you can do way better than him, right?” Better than Julius? He was the golden boy of Heldon college and indisputably one of the wealthiest and most attractive guy on campus. Not to mention how he touched me the way nobody else could. It was so easy for him to see through me and turn me on. So who exactly is supposed to be better than him? I could hardly think of any other person.
I had arrived at the coffee shop so I could catch up on my reading before I had to get ready to head to the gym. It was a Richard Wright novel called "Native son" and my older sister had recommended it and I had to admit that I was enjoying it so far. I was at the point of the story where the main character whose name was Bigger had been hired by a white, wealthy family when I looked up to see the guy from the night before. He looked a lot happier than when I last saw him. I smiled and waved and was glad when he waved back. He was so adorable and I found myself wanting to just hold him. I could tell that his pals were teasing him about it. Even if I had not been a huge fan of it, I knew that my position on the wrestling team made me popular and the fact that I inherited my mother's good looks added to it. It was easy for me to get a lot of attention but the only person that I wanted any attention from was the grumpy cutie that refused to tell me his name. I was still looking i
"Nico isn't going to let us live this one down" I said as Rita ran up to me. We were supposed to meet with Nico at one of our favorite spots at school which was basically a fancy coffee shop a few blocks away from the main library. I had been with him but had to leave with his car so I could come pick Rita up. She was supposed to be writing a test and had texted to say that she would be done in a few minutes but alas it had been way more than a few minutes. "I am so sorry," she said as she approached me panting, "How long have you been waiting for?" "Long enough to get two calls and three text messages from Nico" I replied as she hugged me. She smelled like strawberries which was good. Nico always loved when she smelt like fruit; one sniff and all his annoyance will be out the window in an instant. "Oh my poor baby," She sighed, "Has it really been that long?" "I mean, I've been waiting for a good thirty minutes," I replied, "Was the test really that tough?" "Yeah and Malco
I came downstairs after finishing up my morning routine to meet Marilyn setting up the table for breakfast. She flashed me one of her usual welcoming smiles as soon as she saw me.I smiled back at her as well but only faintly. For the past two days I had been battling with a migraine that wouldn't go away."Good morning, Mr walker," she greeted as I neared her, "Did you sleep well sir?"I nodded and sat down. "I did my best. What about you Marilyn?" I asked, "Did you get yourself some sleep or were you up all night knitting again?"She chuckled and handed me a cup of coffee."An old woman like me can't really afford to stay up all night like you young folks you know. I wouldn't be able to be up and about to help take care of you"I smiled at her as she sat in front of me, her cup of coffee in her hand."You don't really have to take care of me at the expense of your knitting, Marilyn""Oh, but I do, Mr Walker. At least until you find yourself a proper young woman to do so in my stead"
"Alex? Are you okay?"Rita's gentle touch and voice drew me out of my thoughts and I turned to face her and Nico. They both had worried expressions on their faces.We were sitting on the manicured grass of one of the campus gardens. It was 5pm and we had nothing better to do and decided to hang around talking about everything and nothing.I was certain that I had been actively taking part in the conversation but apparently, I had zoned out. It was hard to focus on a lot of things these days.My emotions were running haywire since the conversation that I had with Tristan a few days ago. I was sad and angry and struggling to not let their decisions define my self worth."Yeah, I'm okay" I lied."Hey, man, are you sure?" Nico asked, "You've been a little out of it for a minute now""And by a minute, he means a couple of days now" Rita added."Yeah" Nico said."Guys," I chuckled, "I'm fine, I swear"I tried my best to sound as convincing as possible but they didn't seem too convinced. Th
I was having Tristan's class today and it did not help that Nico chose that day to stay in with Rita and skip it. In other words that meant that I was on my own today. I tried not to appear too nervous as I made my way to the hall. It was getting harder and harder to act like I was not overwhelmed with the idea of being under my professor one more time. I shook my head as thoughts of the night that we met came crawling back. It was getting increasingly harder to curb them. The sound of his moans and the dirty words that he whispered in my ear haunted my dreams.It was even getting harder and harder to focus on the memory of Julius and I. Professor Tristan's existence made it seem like my ex boyfriend was nothing but a lucid dream. It made me frustrated and confused. This man had broken the heart of my friend's sister.He was off limits and he had to stay that way. The hard part now was to convince my mind and body to keep that rule. As I neared the entrance of the hall I sa
I lay on the bed of my dorm room tossing a baseball in the air and catching it. Alex was busy studying for the upcoming mid terms and I watched him.I was glad that he was starting to feel better after his split from Julius. I was there when it had happened and all I can say is that Julius was a piece of shit.Alex was a good kid. It really didn’t matter if he didn’t come from an affluent background like the rest of us, he was a smart and great person.However, I could not shake the feeling that something was different about him. Ever since he returned from the party, he had been acting little odd.It wasn’t exactly noticeable but the fact that I spend more time with him made me notice the changes.I considered asking him if his one night stand had something to do with it or maybe it was a side effect of the breakup.“Dude, you know that I can feel you staring at me right?” Alex asked without looking up from his notebook.“Sorry about that” I apologized.“It’s fine. I know you have a
I stood at the front of the classroom filled with students, lecturing on ancient civilizations. It was officially my second week at Heldon and in that time I had made my mark as the handsome, no nonsense professor. Mathew’s warning was still fresh in my head. Be careful with the students, especially the girls. I needed to make sure that I was nice enough to be fairly approachable but strict enough to pass across the message that I did not play like that. “Ancient Indus Valley civilization dated from around 3300 to 1300 BCE, developed advanced urban planning with sophisticated drainage systems,” I said with my usual loud voice, “The creation of intricate jewelry and an undeciphered writing system unique only to them. This writing style consisted of over 400 symbols with meanings still unknown till date” My eyes scanned the room and landed on Alex and his soft, perfect features. I quickly looked away and continued my lecture but at this point I was consistently stealing glance
I sat in my spacious office, behind my desk with my head buried in my hands. This was one hell of a cluster fuck situation.That night that I had gone to the party, I thought that it would be for my own good. After my divorce, I had barely any time to have fun or be happy.When I received a letter from Heldon college requesting that I replace Timothy Harper as the Archeology professor I felt this was a chance for me to start over.New life, new job, new chapter. Then Alex came around. He was a highly attractive young man and I loved how he was straight forward. He wanted me to fuck him and I did.A one night stand that left me craving his presence the minute I woke up.I had accepted it as what it was. An amazing night that was going to remain in a locked off part of my memory. How was I supposed to know that when I got ready and came to introduce myself to my new students that he’d be right there in the middle row staring at me with those eyes of his.He looked just as shocked as I
The lunch area, well one of the various lunch areas at Heldon was designed elegantly with comfortable seating arrangements. The walls are adorned with artwork that cost quite a lot of money thus creating an atmosphere of inspiration and sophistication. The place was well-lit, with large windows offering a view of the beautifully manicured college campus.Several students interacted with one another, majority of these interactions based on networking and connections. Sometimes, it was sort of sad to see people not develop any real relationship.It was one of the few things that I was grateful for when it came to Nico and Rita. They genuinely cared for me and the smiles on their faces as I took my seat at their table showed that.However, no amount of smiling could ease my tension. I had slept with Rita’s sister’s ex husband and now I find out that he’s going to be lecturing me from now on.How was I going to face this? There was already no way in hell that I was going to tell them