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Two: Alex’s POV (The breakup)
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2025-03-27 00:08:42Heldon College was built in the early 90s as a private university for the children of the elite. You had to come from a long line of money to attend but I was the exception.
I was an orphan desperately searching for a way out of the foster home system when I received a mail that I had been granted a scholarship into Heldon College. Only one in a thousand students got that opportunity and I was lucky enough to have it. All the financial aspects of schooling at Heldon was taken care of. I didn’t have to worry about that. The only thing that was expected of me were good grades and behavior. Four years at Heldon and I have to admit that asides having to deal with the intense feelings of being an outsider, I love it here. Nico and I were in his car and on our way to where Julius stayed. The campus was as large as a small town and had all the things you’d find in such places. Because of how large the school area was, it was usually best to drive to your destination as walking, unless you were walking with someone, was very tiring. Nico observed me sending Julius another unanswered text. “Still no word from him yet?” He asked. I shook my head and put the phone in my jacket pocket. “I don’t get it. Why is he acting this way? It’s not like we got into a fight or something. Do you think he’s mad at me?” Nico took a left turn. “Did you do anything to make him mad at you?” He asked. “Not that I know of anyway. Maybe he’s in some kind of trouble” “I highly doubt that’s the issue here but okay” “Can you please stop being a condescending ass hat for a minute? You’re not fucking helping” Nico sighed. “You’re right. I’m sorry okay. Let me just take you to go see your boyfriend so you can get the answers that you need” I looked out the window. “Yeah” Nothing was said anymore and I simply kept my gaze outside while he drove. We had arrived at the private dorm where Julius lived and Nico parked the car. Our dorms were usually shaped like mini bungalows. Two students got to share the house like dorms but Julius had his own private quarters. It was one of the various testaments to the wealth of his family. He liked to live like a prince and his mother made sure that he did. “Tell me again why this guy gets to have his own private dorm” Nico said. “I don’t know, Nico. He’s a nepo baby with a mom with enough money to toss around,” I unlocked my side of the door, “I’ll be back in a minute” Nico placed his hand on mine and I stopped to look at him. “Hey, Alex?” “If you need anything just call me.” “You’re leaving?” “Nah. I’ll be right here when you walk out that door” I nodded and gave him a small kiss on the cheek and he frowned playfully. “Thank you, Nico” “Yeah, yeah. Go on and meet your weirdo boyfriend” He gently pushed me out of his car and after giving him a small wave, I jogged to the front door. My heart was racing and my stomach was unsettled. I couldn’t wait to see Julius. My Julius. I rang the doorbell a few times until the door finally swung open and standing there in one of Julius’ large shirts was a tall, pretty girl with small eyes and dark hair tied in a messy bun. I blinked a few times as I took in what I was seeing. I quickly turned back to see if Nico was seeing what I was seeing. He was. He also had the most obvious what-the-hell expression on his face. Who exactly was this chick and why was she wearing my boyfriend’s clothes and parading half naked around his dorm? “Can I help you?” The girl asked me as she sized me up. She didn’t even have the decency to make it subtle. “Where is Julius?” I asked, “I need to speak to him” “Why?” She asked with her arms folded. “Ever heard of a private conversation?” “Ever heard of being polite when you show up to someone’s front door?” “Yeah, except this isn’t your front door so what exactly is your problem?” “Sophie?” I heard Julius call out from inside, “What’s going on?” “Someone’s here to see you!” I yelled out. Julius walked over to the front door with a towel wrapped around his waist. He didn’t even flinch when he saw me standing there with eyes begging for an explanation. “Sophia, please excuse us” He said to the girl. “Why? Hiding something from me?” She asked. “Just get inside so he and I can talk” The girl gave me a nasty look and walked away. I tried to step into the house so I could speak to Julius but he stood in my way. “Julius? What the hell are you doing? Let me in so we can talk” He sighed and rubbed his eyes. “Look, this isn’t a good time” “What the hell are you even saying? You don’t respond to texts, you don’t call me back and now there’s some tramp walking around in your shirt! You’re supposed to be my boyfriend” He quickly stepped outside and shut the door behind him. “Yo, keep your voice down. What the hell is your problem?” “You’re my fucking problem, Julius! You!” “Alex, chill out already” I took in a shaky breath. My head was starting to hurt. “Who is she?” “Who?” “Don’t fucking play with me, Julius!” He sighed. “That’s Sophia” “Let me guess, she’s the reason you’ve been blowing me off for weeks now.” “It’s not even like that, Alex” “You told me you loved me, Julius. You said that you were going to come out of the closet and we’d finally be together” “I still love you okay. But come on, Alex put yourself in my shoes. I can’t have people finding out that I like boys” “Wow, Julius” My heart broke with each word that came out of his mouth. “Plus, even if I wanted to come out of the closet, it has to be with someone with an actual background and not some….” “Broke foster kid? Like me?” “Alex, it’s really not my fault. You know how these things can be. I’m also doing this for you as well” My legs felt weak and it was getting harder to stop myself from crying. “I have to go” I turned and began heading back to Nico’s car when I felt Julius grab my arm. “Hey, you better not go around telling people that we had a thing together. It was nothing and nobody is going to believe you over….” “Hey!” Nico got out of the car and charged towards Julius, “Get your hands off him right now!” Julius immediately let me go and I rushed over to Nico’s side. “You okay?” Nico asked me and I nodded. “Can we please leave. You were right about everything” “Of course. Let’s go” Nico nodded and quietly led me me to the car. As we drove off I saw through the side mirror as Sophia came to ask Julius to come back inside.
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Teach me to sin Three: Alex’s POV (Love sucks)
“Is he still feeling like crap?” Rita asked as she walked into I and Nico’s dorm room with a somewhat large vanilla cake she had bought. I rolled over on my bed and covered my head with a blanket. It had been a week since that night with Julius. Safe to say that I have been severely under the weather. It didn’t make sense for him to act that way. Was it something I did? Was it because I was an orphan with no money to my name? This was my first relationship and I hated that it had to end the way that it did. Nico sighed. “He’s been this way for a while now. I don’t think he’s been going for any of his classes” “I don’t want to go. What’s the point when I know that I’m going to bump into him again?” I asked and fought back tears. I had cried so much that I was certain that any more tears would make me ill. Rita sat on my bed and gently stroked my covered head. She was always a nice person and as much as I was grateful for her and Nico trying to cheer me up, I really w
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The music from the speakers were loud enough to stop me from hearing myself think. I stayed close behind as Rita and Nico led the way. Rita had made sure that we were dressed impeccably and that really boosted my mood. At least I was not looking like the way I’ve been feeling. Rita herself looked really beautiful tonight and I noticed that Nico had not taken his eyes off her once. He was definitely smitten. “Come on, let’s go grab a few drinks!” She yelled as loud as she could and I followed them to the bar. Three shots of vodka were presented to us and we made sure to down the contents at the same time. The warm liquid burned my chest as it traveled down my body. It felt good nonetheless. “Let’s go dance!” Nico and I were already being dragged to the almost crowded dance floor before either of us had the chance to object. It was such a relaxing feeling; having the time of your life with your best friends in a room full of strangers. It made me laugh and let the mus
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The sunlight peeked in through the curtains and hit my eyes. I immediately got up and when I turned to my side, the handsome man that had slutted me out the night before lay asleep beside me. I quietly got out of bed, picked up my clothes that had been thrown in all corners of the room and put them back on. Luckily, I was able to locate my wallet and placed it into my back pocket. Before I stepped out of the room, I took a brief moment to take in the image of this beautiful man sleeping peacefully. In another universe, we were probably lovers and instead of sneaking out of his hotel room so early, I would wake up to breakfast in bed and he would tell me stories of his adventures when he was my age. Maybe in another life. I rushed out of the hotel building and booked myself a cab that would take me straight to school. I had my ID on me so they would be sure to let the taxi through. I had overslept and missed two classes but I knew that if I got ready fast enough, I would
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The lunch area, well one of the various lunch areas at Heldon was designed elegantly with comfortable seating arrangements. The walls are adorned with artwork that cost quite a lot of money thus creating an atmosphere of inspiration and sophistication. The place was well-lit, with large windows offering a view of the beautifully manicured college campus.Several students interacted with one another, majority of these interactions based on networking and connections. Sometimes, it was sort of sad to see people not develop any real relationship.It was one of the few things that I was grateful for when it came to Nico and Rita. They genuinely cared for me and the smiles on their faces as I took my seat at their table showed that.However, no amount of smiling could ease my tension. I had slept with Rita’s sister’s ex husband and now I find out that he’s going to be lecturing me from now on.How was I going to face this? There was already no way in hell that I was going to tell them
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-30Teach me to sin Seven: Tristan’s POV (Huge mistake)
I sat in my spacious office, behind my desk with my head buried in my hands. This was one hell of a cluster fuck situation.That night that I had gone to the party, I thought that it would be for my own good. After my divorce, I had barely any time to have fun or be happy.When I received a letter from Heldon college requesting that I replace Timothy Harper as the Archeology professor I felt this was a chance for me to start over.New life, new job, new chapter. Then Alex came around. He was a highly attractive young man and I loved how he was straight forward. He wanted me to fuck him and I did.A one night stand that left me craving his presence the minute I woke up.I had accepted it as what it was. An amazing night that was going to remain in a locked off part of my memory. How was I supposed to know that when I got ready and came to introduce myself to my new students that he’d be right there in the middle row staring at me with those eyes of his.He looked just as shocked as I
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-30Teach me to sin EIGHT: TRISTAN’S POV (A bit strict)
I stood at the front of the classroom filled with students, lecturing on ancient civilizations. It was officially my second week at Heldon and in that time I had made my mark as the handsome, no nonsense professor. Mathew’s warning was still fresh in my head. Be careful with the students, especially the girls. I needed to make sure that I was nice enough to be fairly approachable but strict enough to pass across the message that I did not play like that. “Ancient Indus Valley civilization dated from around 3300 to 1300 BCE, developed advanced urban planning with sophisticated drainage systems,” I said with my usual loud voice, “The creation of intricate jewelry and an undeciphered writing system unique only to them. This writing style consisted of over 400 symbols with meanings still unknown till date” My eyes scanned the room and landed on Alex and his soft, perfect features. I quickly looked away and continued my lecture but at this point I was consistently stealing glance
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-31Teach me to sin CHAPTER NINE: NICO’S POV (Can’t believe he’s here)
I lay on the bed of my dorm room tossing a baseball in the air and catching it. Alex was busy studying for the upcoming mid terms and I watched him.I was glad that he was starting to feel better after his split from Julius. I was there when it had happened and all I can say is that Julius was a piece of shit.Alex was a good kid. It really didn’t matter if he didn’t come from an affluent background like the rest of us, he was a smart and great person.However, I could not shake the feeling that something was different about him. Ever since he returned from the party, he had been acting little odd.It wasn’t exactly noticeable but the fact that I spend more time with him made me notice the changes.I considered asking him if his one night stand had something to do with it or maybe it was a side effect of the breakup.“Dude, you know that I can feel you staring at me right?” Alex asked without looking up from his notebook.“Sorry about that” I apologized.“It’s fine. I know you have a
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-31Teach me to sin TEN: Alex's POV [It never happened]
I was having Tristan's class today and it did not help that Nico chose that day to stay in with Rita and skip it. In other words that meant that I was on my own today. I tried not to appear too nervous as I made my way to the hall. It was getting harder and harder to act like I was not overwhelmed with the idea of being under my professor one more time. I shook my head as thoughts of the night that we met came crawling back. It was getting increasingly harder to curb them. The sound of his moans and the dirty words that he whispered in my ear haunted my dreams.It was even getting harder and harder to focus on the memory of Julius and I. Professor Tristan's existence made it seem like my ex boyfriend was nothing but a lucid dream. It made me frustrated and confused. This man had broken the heart of my friend's sister.He was off limits and he had to stay that way. The hard part now was to convince my mind and body to keep that rule. As I neared the entrance of the hall I sa
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Teach me to sin FOURTEEN: Collin's POV {I just want to know you}
I had arrived at the coffee shop so I could catch up on my reading before I had to get ready to head to the gym. It was a Richard Wright novel called "Native son" and my older sister had recommended it and I had to admit that I was enjoying it so far. I was at the point of the story where the main character whose name was Bigger had been hired by a white, wealthy family when I looked up to see the guy from the night before. He looked a lot happier than when I last saw him. I smiled and waved and was glad when he waved back. He was so adorable and I found myself wanting to just hold him. I could tell that his pals were teasing him about it. Even if I had not been a huge fan of it, I knew that my position on the wrestling team made me popular and the fact that I inherited my mother's good looks added to it. It was easy for me to get a lot of attention but the only person that I wanted any attention from was the grumpy cutie that refused to tell me his name. I was still looking i
Teach me to sin THIRTEEN: Alex's POV {Have you seen this?}
"Nico isn't going to let us live this one down" I said as Rita ran up to me. We were supposed to meet with Nico at one of our favorite spots at school which was basically a fancy coffee shop a few blocks away from the main library. I had been with him but had to leave with his car so I could come pick Rita up. She was supposed to be writing a test and had texted to say that she would be done in a few minutes but alas it had been way more than a few minutes. "I am so sorry," she said as she approached me panting, "How long have you been waiting for?" "Long enough to get two calls and three text messages from Nico" I replied as she hugged me. She smelled like strawberries which was good. Nico always loved when she smelt like fruit; one sniff and all his annoyance will be out the window in an instant. "Oh my poor baby," She sighed, "Has it really been that long?" "I mean, I've been waiting for a good thirty minutes," I replied, "Was the test really that tough?" "Yeah and Malco
Teach me to sin TWELVE: Tristan's POV {He's everywhere}
I came downstairs after finishing up my morning routine to meet Marilyn setting up the table for breakfast. She flashed me one of her usual welcoming smiles as soon as she saw me.I smiled back at her as well but only faintly. For the past two days I had been battling with a migraine that wouldn't go away."Good morning, Mr walker," she greeted as I neared her, "Did you sleep well sir?"I nodded and sat down. "I did my best. What about you Marilyn?" I asked, "Did you get yourself some sleep or were you up all night knitting again?"She chuckled and handed me a cup of coffee."An old woman like me can't really afford to stay up all night like you young folks you know. I wouldn't be able to be up and about to help take care of you"I smiled at her as she sat in front of me, her cup of coffee in her hand."You don't really have to take care of me at the expense of your knitting, Marilyn""Oh, but I do, Mr Walker. At least until you find yourself a proper young woman to do so in my stead"
Teach me to sin Eleven: Alex's POV [You good?]
"Alex? Are you okay?"Rita's gentle touch and voice drew me out of my thoughts and I turned to face her and Nico. They both had worried expressions on their faces.We were sitting on the manicured grass of one of the campus gardens. It was 5pm and we had nothing better to do and decided to hang around talking about everything and nothing.I was certain that I had been actively taking part in the conversation but apparently, I had zoned out. It was hard to focus on a lot of things these days.My emotions were running haywire since the conversation that I had with Tristan a few days ago. I was sad and angry and struggling to not let their decisions define my self worth."Yeah, I'm okay" I lied."Hey, man, are you sure?" Nico asked, "You've been a little out of it for a minute now""And by a minute, he means a couple of days now" Rita added."Yeah" Nico said."Guys," I chuckled, "I'm fine, I swear"I tried my best to sound as convincing as possible but they didn't seem too convinced. Th
Teach me to sin TEN: Alex's POV [It never happened]
I was having Tristan's class today and it did not help that Nico chose that day to stay in with Rita and skip it. In other words that meant that I was on my own today. I tried not to appear too nervous as I made my way to the hall. It was getting harder and harder to act like I was not overwhelmed with the idea of being under my professor one more time. I shook my head as thoughts of the night that we met came crawling back. It was getting increasingly harder to curb them. The sound of his moans and the dirty words that he whispered in my ear haunted my dreams.It was even getting harder and harder to focus on the memory of Julius and I. Professor Tristan's existence made it seem like my ex boyfriend was nothing but a lucid dream. It made me frustrated and confused. This man had broken the heart of my friend's sister.He was off limits and he had to stay that way. The hard part now was to convince my mind and body to keep that rule. As I neared the entrance of the hall I sa
Teach me to sin CHAPTER NINE: NICO’S POV (Can’t believe he’s here)
I lay on the bed of my dorm room tossing a baseball in the air and catching it. Alex was busy studying for the upcoming mid terms and I watched him.I was glad that he was starting to feel better after his split from Julius. I was there when it had happened and all I can say is that Julius was a piece of shit.Alex was a good kid. It really didn’t matter if he didn’t come from an affluent background like the rest of us, he was a smart and great person.However, I could not shake the feeling that something was different about him. Ever since he returned from the party, he had been acting little odd.It wasn’t exactly noticeable but the fact that I spend more time with him made me notice the changes.I considered asking him if his one night stand had something to do with it or maybe it was a side effect of the breakup.“Dude, you know that I can feel you staring at me right?” Alex asked without looking up from his notebook.“Sorry about that” I apologized.“It’s fine. I know you have a
Teach me to sin EIGHT: TRISTAN’S POV (A bit strict)
I stood at the front of the classroom filled with students, lecturing on ancient civilizations. It was officially my second week at Heldon and in that time I had made my mark as the handsome, no nonsense professor. Mathew’s warning was still fresh in my head. Be careful with the students, especially the girls. I needed to make sure that I was nice enough to be fairly approachable but strict enough to pass across the message that I did not play like that. “Ancient Indus Valley civilization dated from around 3300 to 1300 BCE, developed advanced urban planning with sophisticated drainage systems,” I said with my usual loud voice, “The creation of intricate jewelry and an undeciphered writing system unique only to them. This writing style consisted of over 400 symbols with meanings still unknown till date” My eyes scanned the room and landed on Alex and his soft, perfect features. I quickly looked away and continued my lecture but at this point I was consistently stealing glance
Teach me to sin Seven: Tristan’s POV (Huge mistake)
I sat in my spacious office, behind my desk with my head buried in my hands. This was one hell of a cluster fuck situation.That night that I had gone to the party, I thought that it would be for my own good. After my divorce, I had barely any time to have fun or be happy.When I received a letter from Heldon college requesting that I replace Timothy Harper as the Archeology professor I felt this was a chance for me to start over.New life, new job, new chapter. Then Alex came around. He was a highly attractive young man and I loved how he was straight forward. He wanted me to fuck him and I did.A one night stand that left me craving his presence the minute I woke up.I had accepted it as what it was. An amazing night that was going to remain in a locked off part of my memory. How was I supposed to know that when I got ready and came to introduce myself to my new students that he’d be right there in the middle row staring at me with those eyes of his.He looked just as shocked as I
Teach me to sin Six: Alex’s POV (Guess who)
The lunch area, well one of the various lunch areas at Heldon was designed elegantly with comfortable seating arrangements. The walls are adorned with artwork that cost quite a lot of money thus creating an atmosphere of inspiration and sophistication. The place was well-lit, with large windows offering a view of the beautifully manicured college campus.Several students interacted with one another, majority of these interactions based on networking and connections. Sometimes, it was sort of sad to see people not develop any real relationship.It was one of the few things that I was grateful for when it came to Nico and Rita. They genuinely cared for me and the smiles on their faces as I took my seat at their table showed that.However, no amount of smiling could ease my tension. I had slept with Rita’s sister’s ex husband and now I find out that he’s going to be lecturing me from now on.How was I going to face this? There was already no way in hell that I was going to tell them
