"Alam mo bang kinausap din 'yan ng ama niya dahil gusto ka rin daw niyang maging asawa ni Gustavo?"
Maaga pa lang, marami na itong sinasabi sa akin na kinagaganda ng buong araw ko kahit alam ko na kahit anong oras ay mawawalan ako ng lisensiya. All the things that I am doing is just a little precaution to save my hard-earned title. Ang sarap lang mag mura dahil wala na nga akong naibibigay na oras kay Rajah, nagkakaroon pa ng ganitong issues.
"Just hope that the discussion will be clear and successful, Jam. Malilinis din ang pangalan ko." I fixed my long hair and tied it loosely.
"But their intentions are good. Antenor family really likes you. I overheard so many things during the party we have aattended. This is your validation, girl." Jam took her bag.
We're both working on my father's law firm. Pareho kami ng pinapasukan ngunit ngayon ay ihahatid muna niya ako sa korte. I still have a case to settle. Sa sasakyan na ako nagpatuloy na nag-ayos dahil kaunti lang ang aking gamit na dinala.
"Jam, I want you to know that it is a marriage for convenience. Nothing more than that."
"What if he likes you too?" She started the engine of car and pulled over and u turned.
It's too impossible to settle down with a person with personal issues and unfinished business, hindi rin sigurado kung maaayos ba ang hindi naayos. The damage was severe, but I did everything to heal my heart by making mistakes from my own stupid decisions. I hope he's finally healed, too.
Nobody knows about it. Hindi magiging gano'n ang pamilya ni Gustavo kung alam nila ang isang sikreto na tinatago naming pareho. Even my parents, they only decided under the current issues, but they can't look back at the past. The walls I have set are too high to cover my flaws.
"Tignan mo..."
Jam slightly stopped the car. Hindi ko na nga natuloy ang make up ko dahil napatingin ako sa harap ng building kung saan dinumog ng mga media si Ellie. She's a popular actress. She's probably getting all the attention. Who cares? She can ruin the things she wants but I'm not one of those.
Ellie ruined my image. She's also trying to mess with my name. I admit that I was flawed and imperfect. Sobra naman yata ang ginawa niya. I feel like I was defined by the mistakes I made.
Tumayo ako at naging mabuti ako. Hindi ba sapat ang mga nagawa kong tama para hayaan na lang sana ang isang kababawan at daanin sa matinong usapan?
If Ellie wants something personal and painful, I have trained myself to prepare for a traumatizing one.
I am not yet sure about the exact time of meeting up with Gustavo, so I had the chance to meet up with a client first. Basta ang alam ko ay magkikita kami ngayong araw na 'to. Ilang oras din akong naghintay sa kliyente bago dumating. Hindi ko na nga rin namalayan ang oras dahil sa pakikinig.
Tumayo na rin ako matapos ang matagal na pag-uusap sa kliyente. It's a business issues with a bank and well-known company named Palacio Inc.
I was preparing for the things that I will be bringing at the law firm to make the next step. Naririnig ko ang mga rant ni Ellie sa isang balita. I am almost lost my focus on walking when she shows up the confirmation of her subpoena.
"Ilalaban ko 'to. Mananalo ako laban sa 'yo. Saksakan ka ng kalandian."
Binato ko abg cellphone ko sa backseat ng sasakyan. Why do I need to keep myself updated? I am so rich to get what I want. 'Yong gusto niya, gusto ko rin. Uunahan ko siyang pabagsakin.
"Is the deposition done?" I asked my legal team.
"Yes, Attorney. The bank have sent several trust receipt but the Palacio Inc. didn't fulfill their obligation..."
I nodded my head while walking with a colleague.
"Demand letters were sent to the corporation. Palacio Inc attempted to modify the loan in the first demand letter, but this did not occur. The second and third ones fell on deaf ears..."
Patuloy lang ang aking pagtango sa pinakikinggan ko. Hanggang sa umabot ako sa isang bakanteng lamesa sa office ng legal team ko.
"Napag-isipan din agad ng kabilang kampo to file a complaint of e****a..."
Ilang ulit akong ngumiti at madramang tinignan ang katrabaho. "That’s enough information. Prepare for the things I need to know. In the meantime, I need to attend a meeting."
Ellie will have the biggest mistake of her life. Kaya pala usap-usapan na may patago silang relasyon ni Gustavo dahil mayroon siyang hidden agenda. She's the heiress of Palacio Inc., that's why she's trying to take my wild billionaire.
No one could tame him but me. He even made a first move to reach out for me to discuss the business proposal.
Now that I am in the reality, I feel nervous. I just want to be calm. Nagsisimula pa lang ang laro. May kundisyon din ang ama niya sa kanya kaya hindi niya ako pwedeng iwanan sa ere.
Hindi ko siya kailangan. Kaya kong ipaglaban ang sarili ko ngunit alam kong mahina ako dahil maimpluwensiya ang asawa ng usap-usapang lalaki ko. Gustavo needs me, too. I know that he can't lose the things he worked hard for year to keep his lifestyle admirable.
"Call me when you are at the entrance and I will tell my men to escort you," si Gustavo.
"Are you sure you're already waiting for me?" hindi naniniwala kong sinabi sa tawag.
"What do you think of me, Audra? Ikaw lang ang matigas ang ulo sa ating dalawa. Rule breaker!"
Parang sigaw iyon sa aking tainga kaya naman bumuntong hininga ako dahil para niyang pinamukha sa akin ang isa sa kasalanan ko.
"Do not call me a rule breaker, Gustavo! We were both concealing something. Don't play as a victim."
He chuckled over the phone. "Hurry up, baby. I am so eager to talk about how we will play again. Let's get yourself ready, Audra, para hindi ka na namang magtago kapag natalo ka."
That's so personal.
Naiinis kong pinatay ang tawag at binaba ang cellphone ko. I went out of my car and walked straight to the entrance of this hotel.I was about to take my walk straight to the grand entrance when I was spotted by Ellie and her entourage. She's currently on her interview about her latest post on social media. I am not one of her stalker, I was just using mine to keep myself updated for my next moves.I am not Attorney Audra Graciano for nothing."Minsan, kailangan din nating uminom para ipakita ang tunay nating anyo. Malay natin, may mga ahas at malandi sa gilid."Honestly, I don't care about her statement. Hindi ko nga alam kung sarili niya ang tinutukoy niya o ako. Hindi na sana ako mapapansin ng mga paparazzi nang lingunin niya ako. Unti-unti kong inangat ang aking tingin sa kanila habang hinahalughog ko ang cellphone ko sa clutch bag ko."Miss Audra, nasa live television po tayo, we would like to ask for a confirmation about the issues between you and Alex Sandoval.""Gusto na lang
"Mayroon ba tayong unfinished business, Audra?"Napaghahalataan ko na 'tong lalaking ito. Napakapersonal kung magsalita. Maraming ibig sabihin ang bawat salita niya. Pero parang ako lang ang nag-iisip ng kakaiba."We need closure about the past, Gustavo. There are so many ups and downs we went through... and, uh... we didn't make it in the first place."Nang-iinsulto siyang umikot para tanawin ang mga ilaw ng bayan. "Why don't you just tell me that you want me back? Dami mong alam."I pouted and remained facing at the house. Nakasandal sa railings ang aking likod. Nilingon ko siya at nakita kong titig na titig siya sa akin."Sa dinami-rami kasi ng lalaki, sa pamilyado pa? Tapos ngayon, idadamay mo ako sa kalokohan mo? You've never grown up, Audra."Mapanghusga niyang pa rin akong tinititigan. What he said was really insulting and it pissed me off."Excuse me, Gustavo! I did! I've grown too far. I've been independent! Stop judging me. Hindi na ako gumagawa ng kalokohan. And mind you! I
I smiled at him sarcastically. Ang lakas ding manumbat ng isang 'to. Masyado siyang mapanghimagsik ng salita."If you are wearing the same shoes I am wearing and try to walk a mile, man, you'll understand me."He's still shaking his head with dismayed. Malayo ang tingin niya sa akin at wala ring ibang ginawa kundi ang ngumuso."Hindi na tayo bata para maglaro," sabi niya."You'll have a price," agad kong sinabi.I wanted to hit my head in the wall. If he hadn't seen and heard me, I would've done something better to divert his attention."And what would it be, Audra? I am not a materialistic, though. Don't be so arrogant."Kung maaari ko lang sanang sabihin na hindi ang inaasahan niya ang kapalit, sinabi ko na. Kailangan din niyang matutuhan na ang isang bagay na minsang nangyari ay may kapalit. Hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon dahil marami pang bagay ang hindi handa. "Naiintindihan ko ang gusto mo. You are good at that. Manipulating my feelings that your feelings are valid than mine..
Napakatamis nang aking ngiti na sumunod sa kanya sa elevator. Of course, I prepared myself to face him without being intimidated by his ruthlessness. Hindi ko sinasabing takot ako sa kanya ngunit may silbi pa ring nakilala ko siya noon nang lubusan dahil alam ko na kung paano ko tiisin ang ugali niya kapag naubusan ng pasensiya.My smile fades when I realized something. Do I still know him? Will I still know the man I’m chasing if anytime soon, truth reveals itself? I’m not holding the precious time. It passes by wihout my consent. As long as I want to hold it back, it runs as fast as it could.“Wait for me!” I said loudly and didn’t mind his employees on that floor.Gustavo problematically landed his palm on his forehead when he saw me. Bago pa magsara ang elevator, ginamit niya ang mga matitigas at maugat niyang kamay para pigilan ang pagsarado nito.Ilang minuto pa akong nakatayo sa harap ng elevator. He wandered on my outfit from head to foot. Hindi ko nga alam kung insulto ‘yong
I seriously grabbed the portfolio folder on the table. Irritation suddenly etched in my express when I saw the background of the man I am going to married. This is my only ace to keep my name clean and to cover up myself from the issues and speculations happened these past few weeks.Ang galing nga ng mga magulang ko dahil alam nila kung sino ang lalaking makabubuti para sa akin. I'm not obsessed with this man but for God's sake, we both know that if our path would crossed at the same spot, we'd feel the blazing wildfire of anger and we might burn each other's heart for the second time."What if he wouldn't like you, Audra?" usisang sambit ni Jam.I leaned myself on my chair while looking at the other subpoena where they are petitioning for my licence suspension."Gustavo still the same. Huwag mo akong pangunahan dahil ako ang nakakilala na sa kanya," sipat ko."Oh, really? You're so confident with your intuition-""Doon naman ako magaling," putol ko."The news were all over the highe
Napakatamis nang aking ngiti na sumunod sa kanya sa elevator. Of course, I prepared myself to face him without being intimidated by his ruthlessness. Hindi ko sinasabing takot ako sa kanya ngunit may silbi pa ring nakilala ko siya noon nang lubusan dahil alam ko na kung paano ko tiisin ang ugali niya kapag naubusan ng pasensiya.My smile fades when I realized something. Do I still know him? Will I still know the man I’m chasing if anytime soon, truth reveals itself? I’m not holding the precious time. It passes by wihout my consent. As long as I want to hold it back, it runs as fast as it could.“Wait for me!” I said loudly and didn’t mind his employees on that floor.Gustavo problematically landed his palm on his forehead when he saw me. Bago pa magsara ang elevator, ginamit niya ang mga matitigas at maugat niyang kamay para pigilan ang pagsarado nito.Ilang minuto pa akong nakatayo sa harap ng elevator. He wandered on my outfit from head to foot. Hindi ko nga alam kung insulto ‘yong
I smiled at him sarcastically. Ang lakas ding manumbat ng isang 'to. Masyado siyang mapanghimagsik ng salita."If you are wearing the same shoes I am wearing and try to walk a mile, man, you'll understand me."He's still shaking his head with dismayed. Malayo ang tingin niya sa akin at wala ring ibang ginawa kundi ang ngumuso."Hindi na tayo bata para maglaro," sabi niya."You'll have a price," agad kong sinabi.I wanted to hit my head in the wall. If he hadn't seen and heard me, I would've done something better to divert his attention."And what would it be, Audra? I am not a materialistic, though. Don't be so arrogant."Kung maaari ko lang sanang sabihin na hindi ang inaasahan niya ang kapalit, sinabi ko na. Kailangan din niyang matutuhan na ang isang bagay na minsang nangyari ay may kapalit. Hindi pa ito ang tamang panahon dahil marami pang bagay ang hindi handa. "Naiintindihan ko ang gusto mo. You are good at that. Manipulating my feelings that your feelings are valid than mine..
"Mayroon ba tayong unfinished business, Audra?"Napaghahalataan ko na 'tong lalaking ito. Napakapersonal kung magsalita. Maraming ibig sabihin ang bawat salita niya. Pero parang ako lang ang nag-iisip ng kakaiba."We need closure about the past, Gustavo. There are so many ups and downs we went through... and, uh... we didn't make it in the first place."Nang-iinsulto siyang umikot para tanawin ang mga ilaw ng bayan. "Why don't you just tell me that you want me back? Dami mong alam."I pouted and remained facing at the house. Nakasandal sa railings ang aking likod. Nilingon ko siya at nakita kong titig na titig siya sa akin."Sa dinami-rami kasi ng lalaki, sa pamilyado pa? Tapos ngayon, idadamay mo ako sa kalokohan mo? You've never grown up, Audra."Mapanghusga niyang pa rin akong tinititigan. What he said was really insulting and it pissed me off."Excuse me, Gustavo! I did! I've grown too far. I've been independent! Stop judging me. Hindi na ako gumagawa ng kalokohan. And mind you! I
Naiinis kong pinatay ang tawag at binaba ang cellphone ko. I went out of my car and walked straight to the entrance of this hotel.I was about to take my walk straight to the grand entrance when I was spotted by Ellie and her entourage. She's currently on her interview about her latest post on social media. I am not one of her stalker, I was just using mine to keep myself updated for my next moves.I am not Attorney Audra Graciano for nothing."Minsan, kailangan din nating uminom para ipakita ang tunay nating anyo. Malay natin, may mga ahas at malandi sa gilid."Honestly, I don't care about her statement. Hindi ko nga alam kung sarili niya ang tinutukoy niya o ako. Hindi na sana ako mapapansin ng mga paparazzi nang lingunin niya ako. Unti-unti kong inangat ang aking tingin sa kanila habang hinahalughog ko ang cellphone ko sa clutch bag ko."Miss Audra, nasa live television po tayo, we would like to ask for a confirmation about the issues between you and Alex Sandoval.""Gusto na lang
"Alam mo bang kinausap din 'yan ng ama niya dahil gusto ka rin daw niyang maging asawa ni Gustavo?"Maaga pa lang, marami na itong sinasabi sa akin na kinagaganda ng buong araw ko kahit alam ko na kahit anong oras ay mawawalan ako ng lisensiya. All the things that I am doing is just a little precaution to save my hard-earned title. Ang sarap lang mag mura dahil wala na nga akong naibibigay na oras kay Rajah, nagkakaroon pa ng ganitong issues. "Just hope that the discussion will be clear and successful, Jam. Malilinis din ang pangalan ko." I fixed my long hair and tied it loosely. "But their intentions are good. Antenor family really likes you. I overheard so many things during the party we have aattended. This is your validation, girl." Jam took her bag.We're both working on my father's law firm. Pareho kami ng pinapasukan ngunit ngayon ay ihahatid muna niya ako sa korte. I still have a case to settle. Sa sasakyan na ako nagpatuloy na nag-ayos dahil kaunti lang ang aking gamit na d
I seriously grabbed the portfolio folder on the table. Irritation suddenly etched in my express when I saw the background of the man I am going to married. This is my only ace to keep my name clean and to cover up myself from the issues and speculations happened these past few weeks.Ang galing nga ng mga magulang ko dahil alam nila kung sino ang lalaking makabubuti para sa akin. I'm not obsessed with this man but for God's sake, we both know that if our path would crossed at the same spot, we'd feel the blazing wildfire of anger and we might burn each other's heart for the second time."What if he wouldn't like you, Audra?" usisang sambit ni Jam.I leaned myself on my chair while looking at the other subpoena where they are petitioning for my licence suspension."Gustavo still the same. Huwag mo akong pangunahan dahil ako ang nakakilala na sa kanya," sipat ko."Oh, really? You're so confident with your intuition-""Doon naman ako magaling," putol ko."The news were all over the highe