Prologue 2 lines on the test. I was to young I was only 20. My vision blurred how could I raise a child in this environment, how could I be so careless, I wasn't supposed to love him he was meant to be a on night thing a notch on the bedpost if you will. I had to get out I could not stay with him my child deserved better, I had to protect them. I have access to his money I will take that and I will flee the country never look back no matter what. My baby deserved better that's what I told my self to help me leave the love of my life. No matter what I will always love him. I threw the test in the trash and covered it with tissue, wiping my eyes I unlock the door and walked out. "You where in there a while are you ok" kade asked "Yep all good" I smiled Tonight when he was asleep I would leave. I will leave a note for him that explained everything hopefully he can let me go then and move on even if it would kill me, I hope he finds someone else that can give him the world. "Ar
Present day"Boss we found her.""Perfect send me her location I'm on my way." I found you and I'm coming to get you my love. We will be together soon."There's something you should know""What is it""Um...""We'll spit it out""She goes by Valentina Salvatore now and has a daughter named Ella Salvatore" he says"How olds the daughter""I couldn't find much in her but she looked about 3 or 4" he said"Ok" I say and hang upCould the child be mine. Is that why she left. But what if it's someone else's, the thought of her with anyone else makes my blood boil.I haven't been with anyone in 4 years even though she told me to move on I never could but I did try, I just could never go through with it. She is it for me I know that, I will love her forever , but no matter what happens I could never stop loving her.I hope she has not ether. But if she had I can't fault her she did tell me to move on I'm just a horrible listener. I hope she's ok and healthy, I wonder what she's doing.I pack
The kiss sent shivers down my body I meant what I said this is the most intimate I have gotten in 4 years. He trails his hands down my body he ends up on my butt. He squeezes it and pick me up making me squeal, he places me on a counter his hand going to my waist.His hands moved up my body and he squeezes my breast, I arch my back and moan into his mouth. He took the chance and shoved his tongue into my mouth. We explored each other's mouth savoring each other.My hands trails up and down his chest touching him how I couldn't for 4 years. My hands trail down to his sweats that he changed into. His hands trailed down to my shorts.I start to rub him through his sweatpants, he lets out a low grow before pressing on my clit. My head falls back and he starts kissing down my neck.He starts to rub my clit through my underwear, he had pushed my shorts aside. I already felt a knot tightening in my stomach. I needed this.I slip my hand into his sweatpants and rub his cock up and down faster
The 4 days passed quickly much quicker then I would have liked. I wish I could stay with Valentina and Ella."Daddy why do you have to leave?" My daughter asked. It was still unreal that I had a daughter."Because I have work to do sweetheart" I was planing on comes back within a week. I couldn't be away from them longer then 7 days."Are you coming back?""Of course I am I couldn't leave my girls." It was true I could never leave them."I'm gonna miss you""I'm gonna miss you too, and mommy has my number so we can FaceTime every day. Ok?""Ok""Good now give me a hug" I said while opening my arms. She ran into them, her little arms barely reached my back.I stood up and looked at Valentina. "I'm gonna miss you too""I'll miss you more" she whispered.I went up to her and kissed her, it was a soft and short kiss I didn't need to get all excited before I left."I have to go but I will be back as soon as possible""Ok"I wraps hands around her waist to pull her in for a hug. Her arms wr
The kiss was soft, it was slow and passionate. His hands traveled up my waist and he squeezes my boobs making me moan into the kiss. We both kneel down on the bed so I'm now straddling him.His hands move from my breast to my hips. He moves my hips back and forth so I can feel him through his pants. I whimper into his mouth from the friction to my clit. I break away from the kiss but that didn't stop him from continuing to rock my hips back and forth."There downstairs" I tell him breathlessly"Sound proof walls" he says back as he starts to kiss down my neck."They could come up" my reasoning to stop went right out the window as he began so suck right under my ear."They won't" was the only thing he said.That was enough to convince me. I started to unbutton his shirt, once I got his shirt off I admired his muscles and tattoos. My looking didn't last long because he started to kiss my lips again.He took of my shirt and threw it across the room. He flipped us on the bed so he was on
Kade hooked his arm around my waist one hand went to my hair pulling it back so I looked up at him."I asked a question""Yes" I answeredHe let my hair go, and his hand undid my towel so it fell to the floor. Both of his hand massages my breast making me moan as my head is throw back against this chest."I love your tits"One hand moves down and goes to my core, he starts to slowly massage my clit in soft circles. He moves his fingers to my entrance coating them selves in my juices before going back and rubbing my clit.He softly pitched my clit making me whimper. He went back to rubbing as his other and switched between breast."Please""Are you already going to cum""Yes"I moan out"Then do it"I did I cam all over his had. He brought his fingers to my mouth. "Taste your self"I did with our hesitation sucking on his fingers till they where clean. He then picked me up and walked to the bed throwing me on it.He was fully clothed while I was completely naked and bare to him."Your o
We get food at the food court. We both got Chinese. "So what do you do for a living.""I'm a kindergarten teacher""what's that like""It's really fun I love the kids I teach they are so small and cute.""What school do you work at?""Brockway elementary""That's a nice school, I have a 4 year old daughter maybe I'll enroll her there what she turns 5.""You seem to young to have a daughter" she says with a shocked face."I'm 24 I had her at 20 she was a surprise that's for sure." I say nodding"Wow I hope this isn't to rude but is the father around.""Well it's complicated but he is still around, and has plenty of single friends that are hot and single if you are also single.""I am, but I don't know id have to see how hot.""Ok well you should definitely meet them I'm sure you'll find one to your liking."We chat more about our lives, she lives in a crappy place she told me and I offered for her to stay with us. She said yes so I hope kade won't be to mad. She doesn't talk to her fam
We where all currently on the sandy beach in the cove of the island. Lily was playing with Ella. I didn't find anything bad about her yet but there was something that put me off about her. I was glaring at her until someone bumped my shoulder. I turned and it was of course Valentina."Stop glaring at her.""I'm not" I say lying."Yes you are your shooting dangers at her." She told me."Ok whatever, I don't know anything about her" I told her."Shes fine and you know it."I rolled my eyes and didn't answer. She then pinched the side of my bicep I chuckled and swat her hand away. "Don't pinch me""I'll pinch you if I want to" she says back to with her arms over her face to cover the sun from her eyes and glaring at me."Oh really" I say Leaning over to her.She nods leaning back falling on the the blanket that we laid on the sand. I climb on top of her so I'm caging in her head. "You know what I want to pinch""No and I don't want to, Ella and lily are right there."I leaned down to her
5 months, im five months pregnant and while my bump isn't huge yet it's big enough to be a problem sometime.In these 5 months Kade revelade that he was having a house built just for our family so we have moved in there and we don't see everyone on a daily basis. We still see them all the time. Ella is always touching my stomach and asking me when she will get to meet her sibling. Me and Kade want to wait till I give birth to find out the gender. Kade has become more possessive and more overprotective since I started showing.Im laying down on our couch in our living room and watching some reality show that is annoying but the remote is far away and i'm comfortable so reality show it is. I'm wearing a sports bra and Kades sweatpants.I feel small hands on my belly and then push on it a little. "What are you doing?" I ask Ella with a smile."I'm communicating with my brother, shhh," Ella says, putting a finger to her lips, she's convinced that i'm having a boy.Ella pushes on my belly
I whip my head to face kade so fast that I'm pretty sure I just go whiplash. I see kades eyes open with a smirk on his face. He has the tub that was giving him air in his hands so i'm assuming that he pulled it out of his throat without me hearing."Oh my god you're awake." I say jumping up and hugging him which makes him groan which in turn makes me jump off him."I'm sorry, are you ok?""I'm fine, love" Kade says in a raspy voice. "Can I have some water though?" he asks which i nod to and get him water, once he's done i take the cup from him and put it on the table."How could you do this to me?" I say, slapping his chest."I'm sorry that i put you through this and i won't do it again." he says before pointing to his lips "now give me a kiss"I bend down and mold my lips to his, it's a slow kiss that sends tingles all throughout my body. I don't pull away until he tries to slip his tongue into my mouth and deepen the kiss. "No, when you do that it always leads to other things" i say
I haven't left the hospital in days. When Carlo came and got Kade to the hospital he was and still is in critical condition. Once we got here we had a whole wing cleared for us.In the time we have been here Ella has gotten stitches on the cut across her face and I was told that the cut would end up scaring. I was checked by an OBGYN, thankfully i was still pregnant, i also had my first ultrasound and found out that i am 8 weeks pregnant. Cameron is in the room next to Kade and has been treated for 2 broken fingers, 4 broken ribs and all his minor and major cuts.All of the family has been here during the day, Jacob has taken over as of right now because I'm not in the right headspace to be a leader. Carlo, Lorenzo, and Jacob have been sharing one of the penthouses that Kades owns. Lily has been staying with me at the hospital and Rose only leaves at night to go to her house. We have 2 beds set up in kades room and one in camerons where lily sleeps.I'm by Kades bed holding his hand h
A few hours earlierI wake up to a cold bed and when I look around the room I see that kade is nowhere to be found. I get worried, what if he left and went to get Ella, Lily, Rose, and Cameron without me. He left and I don't know where he is and if he's ok. I start to panic so I get out of bed, put on my clothes and jog downstairs to find Jacob already there. "What's going on?" I ask him as I walk towards him."Kade has sent me here to protect you." Jacob gives a vague answer that does not calm my nerves at all."What is he planning on doing?" I ask stopping in front of him and look up at him."Bringing our family back" Is all he says before he tries to walk off."Jacob! I swear to god if you don't tell me where he is I will kill you." If he's going after Ivan and getting Ella then I deserve to be there."I can't he's boss and I promised him that I would keep you safe and you running off and trying to help him will only get you hurt" He says looking me in the eyes, holding my stare."
My hands are chained to a wall, I'm in a dark room with grandma and Lily both of their hands were chained to. The bad people that took us put Cameron in the room next to us. We were all right outside our house when it blew up. We all had woken up early to start getting ready for mom's birthday. We would sometimes hear screams from Cameron's room and sometimes men would come in and sometimes men would come in and hit lily to try and get information from her. They would ask where my mommy and daddy are. I was scared, I was trying to be brave because lily and grandma keep apologizing promising me that we would get out of here just fine. A few minutes ago I heard beeping coming from Cameron's room followed by him loudly coughing. I don't know what it meant but I hope it's something good.I don't know why we're here but I know that grandma and lily won't tell me when I ask them. The door opens and in walks 3 men, all of them have a neck tattoo. The man in the middle of all of them has dark
Valentina is now soundly sleeping as I drive to a safe house far out of town and very hidden. I have tracking chips placed in Cameron and my mom, but as soon as I activate them they will make a loud sound before going quiet. As soon as I have Val asleep and in bed in a house with my top guy I will turn the trackers on and get to where they are as fast as I can.As I drive, her telling me that I didn't care about Ella plays like a loop in my mind. I know she's hormonal and didn't mean it, hell she even told me she didnt mean it but it still hurt to hear her say that. I love Valentina with everything I have but what she said hurt me in ways I can't explain.I drive for hors with my thoughts until we pull up a driveway and to a house that is surrounded by trees, basically a forest. You can't see them but I know there are guards surrounding the house hiding in the forest. I get out of the car and move to Valentinas side, I take her out of the car, into the house and I take her upstairs wh
Today is my birthday. I should be excited right now but I'm nervous to visit my sister's grave. Right now me and kade are in the car driving to the cemetery where my sister is buried. We woke up earlier than usual so that i could spend as much time with my sister as i wanted. We told everyone that we wouldn't be home when they woke up and I told Ella to go to Lily's room if she woke up before everyone."How do you feel?" Kade asks, putting his hand on my thigh, but I push it off. I can't deal with him flirting today, i don't want to deal with my mixed feelings for kade right now."Fine" I say keeping it short."Hey you know you can talk to me about anything, and I know you're still upset with me but I will always be here for you" he grabs my hand when talking, not letting it go.I just nod and turn to look out the window for the rest of the drive. We pulled into the cemetery parking lot shortly after we stopped talking. I got out of the car fast and headed towards the back where she w
I lost her. I fucked it up. I don't know if she'll ever forgive me. I love her and I fucked it up. How can I change this? I can't. I lost her.When I woke up this morning she was gone from bed and when I went down stairs to look for her there was breakfast on the table and a note that said "me, Rose, Lily, and Ella are going shopping for my party don't wait up" that was 4 hours ago. I had texted her asking where she was and that I was sorry but I got no response.Right now I'm in my office that's not in the house getting a headache from all the annoying people I have to deal with when Cameron walks in."Boss, Evans here to see you" he says"Ok send him in" I say waving my hand towards me."I'm already here" evan says with a heavy spanish accent."Good, what do you want?" I'm in no mood to play games so I cut to the chase. Cameron sneaks out the door without saying anything, probably thinking this is going to end badly."When are we going after ivan?" He asks while taking a seat in fro
Mary just told me and Rose that she's pregnant and of course we are so excited for her. Rose excused herself a little while after saying she was going to mingle."So I want to ask you something," Mary says once Rose is out of ear shot."Of course what it is" I say my interest peaked."I was hoping you would be the godmother of my child" she says with a huge smile on her face."Oh my god yes of course" I say, pulling her into a hug.After that we continued to talk about the little things and then we start walking back to join everyone at the party. When we join everyone I am greeted by the delightful sense of kade and ella and a boy all jumping in the bounce house. Kade looks like he wants to die and is barely jumping while Ella tries to get him to jump more by pulling on his arm.I hit Mary's arm and point to the bounce house while giggling, which makes her giggle in turn. I tell Mary I'm going to walk around and say hi to people and I walk up to Evan the leader of the Mexican mafia.