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Take Me Back If You Want CHAPTER 24
I lost her. I fucked it up. I don't know if she'll ever forgive me. I love her and I fucked it up. How can I change this? I can't. I lost her.When I woke up this morning she was gone from bed and when I went down stairs to look for her there was breakfast on the table and a note that said "me, Rose, Lily, and Ella are going shopping for my party don't wait up" that was 4 hours ago. I had texted her asking where she was and that I was sorry but I got no response.Right now I'm in my office that's not in the house getting a headache from all the annoying people I have to deal with when Cameron walks in."Boss, Evans here to see you" he says"Ok send him in" I say waving my hand towards me."I'm already here" evan says with a heavy spanish accent."Good, what do you want?" I'm in no mood to play games so I cut to the chase. Cameron sneaks out the door without saying anything, probably thinking this is going to end badly."When are we going after ivan?" He asks while taking a seat in fro
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Today is my birthday. I should be excited right now but I'm nervous to visit my sister's grave. Right now me and kade are in the car driving to the cemetery where my sister is buried. We woke up earlier than usual so that i could spend as much time with my sister as i wanted. We told everyone that we wouldn't be home when they woke up and I told Ella to go to Lily's room if she woke up before everyone."How do you feel?" Kade asks, putting his hand on my thigh, but I push it off. I can't deal with him flirting today, i don't want to deal with my mixed feelings for kade right now."Fine" I say keeping it short."Hey you know you can talk to me about anything, and I know you're still upset with me but I will always be here for you" he grabs my hand when talking, not letting it go.I just nod and turn to look out the window for the rest of the drive. We pulled into the cemetery parking lot shortly after we stopped talking. I got out of the car fast and headed towards the back where she w
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Valentina is now soundly sleeping as I drive to a safe house far out of town and very hidden. I have tracking chips placed in Cameron and my mom, but as soon as I activate them they will make a loud sound before going quiet. As soon as I have Val asleep and in bed in a house with my top guy I will turn the trackers on and get to where they are as fast as I can.As I drive, her telling me that I didn't care about Ella plays like a loop in my mind. I know she's hormonal and didn't mean it, hell she even told me she didnt mean it but it still hurt to hear her say that. I love Valentina with everything I have but what she said hurt me in ways I can't explain.I drive for hors with my thoughts until we pull up a driveway and to a house that is surrounded by trees, basically a forest. You can't see them but I know there are guards surrounding the house hiding in the forest. I get out of the car and move to Valentinas side, I take her out of the car, into the house and I take her upstairs wh
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My hands are chained to a wall, I'm in a dark room with grandma and Lily both of their hands were chained to. The bad people that took us put Cameron in the room next to us. We were all right outside our house when it blew up. We all had woken up early to start getting ready for mom's birthday. We would sometimes hear screams from Cameron's room and sometimes men would come in and sometimes men would come in and hit lily to try and get information from her. They would ask where my mommy and daddy are. I was scared, I was trying to be brave because lily and grandma keep apologizing promising me that we would get out of here just fine. A few minutes ago I heard beeping coming from Cameron's room followed by him loudly coughing. I don't know what it meant but I hope it's something good.I don't know why we're here but I know that grandma and lily won't tell me when I ask them. The door opens and in walks 3 men, all of them have a neck tattoo. The man in the middle of all of them has dark
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A few hours earlierI wake up to a cold bed and when I look around the room I see that kade is nowhere to be found. I get worried, what if he left and went to get Ella, Lily, Rose, and Cameron without me. He left and I don't know where he is and if he's ok. I start to panic so I get out of bed, put on my clothes and jog downstairs to find Jacob already there. "What's going on?" I ask him as I walk towards him."Kade has sent me here to protect you." Jacob gives a vague answer that does not calm my nerves at all."What is he planning on doing?" I ask stopping in front of him and look up at him."Bringing our family back" Is all he says before he tries to walk off."Jacob! I swear to god if you don't tell me where he is I will kill you." If he's going after Ivan and getting Ella then I deserve to be there."I can't he's boss and I promised him that I would keep you safe and you running off and trying to help him will only get you hurt" He says looking me in the eyes, holding my stare."
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I haven't left the hospital in days. When Carlo came and got Kade to the hospital he was and still is in critical condition. Once we got here we had a whole wing cleared for us.In the time we have been here Ella has gotten stitches on the cut across her face and I was told that the cut would end up scaring. I was checked by an OBGYN, thankfully i was still pregnant, i also had my first ultrasound and found out that i am 8 weeks pregnant. Cameron is in the room next to Kade and has been treated for 2 broken fingers, 4 broken ribs and all his minor and major cuts.All of the family has been here during the day, Jacob has taken over as of right now because I'm not in the right headspace to be a leader. Carlo, Lorenzo, and Jacob have been sharing one of the penthouses that Kades owns. Lily has been staying with me at the hospital and Rose only leaves at night to go to her house. We have 2 beds set up in kades room and one in camerons where lily sleeps.I'm by Kades bed holding his hand h
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I whip my head to face kade so fast that I'm pretty sure I just go whiplash. I see kades eyes open with a smirk on his face. He has the tub that was giving him air in his hands so i'm assuming that he pulled it out of his throat without me hearing."Oh my god you're awake." I say jumping up and hugging him which makes him groan which in turn makes me jump off him."I'm sorry, are you ok?""I'm fine, love" Kade says in a raspy voice. "Can I have some water though?" he asks which i nod to and get him water, once he's done i take the cup from him and put it on the table."How could you do this to me?" I say, slapping his chest."I'm sorry that i put you through this and i won't do it again." he says before pointing to his lips "now give me a kiss"I bend down and mold my lips to his, it's a slow kiss that sends tingles all throughout my body. I don't pull away until he tries to slip his tongue into my mouth and deepen the kiss. "No, when you do that it always leads to other things" i say
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5 months, im five months pregnant and while my bump isn't huge yet it's big enough to be a problem sometime.In these 5 months Kade revelade that he was having a house built just for our family so we have moved in there and we don't see everyone on a daily basis. We still see them all the time. Ella is always touching my stomach and asking me when she will get to meet her sibling. Me and Kade want to wait till I give birth to find out the gender. Kade has become more possessive and more overprotective since I started showing.Im laying down on our couch in our living room and watching some reality show that is annoying but the remote is far away and i'm comfortable so reality show it is. I'm wearing a sports bra and Kades sweatpants.I feel small hands on my belly and then push on it a little. "What are you doing?" I ask Ella with a smile."I'm communicating with my brother, shhh," Ella says, putting a finger to her lips, she's convinced that i'm having a boy.Ella pushes on my belly
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5 months, im five months pregnant and while my bump isn't huge yet it's big enough to be a problem sometime.In these 5 months Kade revelade that he was having a house built just for our family so we have moved in there and we don't see everyone on a daily basis. We still see them all the time. Ella is always touching my stomach and asking me when she will get to meet her sibling. Me and Kade want to wait till I give birth to find out the gender. Kade has become more possessive and more overprotective since I started showing.Im laying down on our couch in our living room and watching some reality show that is annoying but the remote is far away and i'm comfortable so reality show it is. I'm wearing a sports bra and Kades sweatpants.I feel small hands on my belly and then push on it a little. "What are you doing?" I ask Ella with a smile."I'm communicating with my brother, shhh," Ella says, putting a finger to her lips, she's convinced that i'm having a boy.Ella pushes on my belly
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I whip my head to face kade so fast that I'm pretty sure I just go whiplash. I see kades eyes open with a smirk on his face. He has the tub that was giving him air in his hands so i'm assuming that he pulled it out of his throat without me hearing."Oh my god you're awake." I say jumping up and hugging him which makes him groan which in turn makes me jump off him."I'm sorry, are you ok?""I'm fine, love" Kade says in a raspy voice. "Can I have some water though?" he asks which i nod to and get him water, once he's done i take the cup from him and put it on the table."How could you do this to me?" I say, slapping his chest."I'm sorry that i put you through this and i won't do it again." he says before pointing to his lips "now give me a kiss"I bend down and mold my lips to his, it's a slow kiss that sends tingles all throughout my body. I don't pull away until he tries to slip his tongue into my mouth and deepen the kiss. "No, when you do that it always leads to other things" i say
Take Me Back If You Want chapter 29
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Take Me Back If You Want chapter 28
A few hours earlierI wake up to a cold bed and when I look around the room I see that kade is nowhere to be found. I get worried, what if he left and went to get Ella, Lily, Rose, and Cameron without me. He left and I don't know where he is and if he's ok. I start to panic so I get out of bed, put on my clothes and jog downstairs to find Jacob already there. "What's going on?" I ask him as I walk towards him."Kade has sent me here to protect you." Jacob gives a vague answer that does not calm my nerves at all."What is he planning on doing?" I ask stopping in front of him and look up at him."Bringing our family back" Is all he says before he tries to walk off."Jacob! I swear to god if you don't tell me where he is I will kill you." If he's going after Ivan and getting Ella then I deserve to be there."I can't he's boss and I promised him that I would keep you safe and you running off and trying to help him will only get you hurt" He says looking me in the eyes, holding my stare."
Take Me Back If You Want chapter 27
My hands are chained to a wall, I'm in a dark room with grandma and Lily both of their hands were chained to. The bad people that took us put Cameron in the room next to us. We were all right outside our house when it blew up. We all had woken up early to start getting ready for mom's birthday. We would sometimes hear screams from Cameron's room and sometimes men would come in and sometimes men would come in and hit lily to try and get information from her. They would ask where my mommy and daddy are. I was scared, I was trying to be brave because lily and grandma keep apologizing promising me that we would get out of here just fine. A few minutes ago I heard beeping coming from Cameron's room followed by him loudly coughing. I don't know what it meant but I hope it's something good.I don't know why we're here but I know that grandma and lily won't tell me when I ask them. The door opens and in walks 3 men, all of them have a neck tattoo. The man in the middle of all of them has dark
Take Me Back If You Want chapter 26
Valentina is now soundly sleeping as I drive to a safe house far out of town and very hidden. I have tracking chips placed in Cameron and my mom, but as soon as I activate them they will make a loud sound before going quiet. As soon as I have Val asleep and in bed in a house with my top guy I will turn the trackers on and get to where they are as fast as I can.As I drive, her telling me that I didn't care about Ella plays like a loop in my mind. I know she's hormonal and didn't mean it, hell she even told me she didnt mean it but it still hurt to hear her say that. I love Valentina with everything I have but what she said hurt me in ways I can't explain.I drive for hors with my thoughts until we pull up a driveway and to a house that is surrounded by trees, basically a forest. You can't see them but I know there are guards surrounding the house hiding in the forest. I get out of the car and move to Valentinas side, I take her out of the car, into the house and I take her upstairs wh
Take Me Back If You Want CHAPTER 25
Today is my birthday. I should be excited right now but I'm nervous to visit my sister's grave. Right now me and kade are in the car driving to the cemetery where my sister is buried. We woke up earlier than usual so that i could spend as much time with my sister as i wanted. We told everyone that we wouldn't be home when they woke up and I told Ella to go to Lily's room if she woke up before everyone."How do you feel?" Kade asks, putting his hand on my thigh, but I push it off. I can't deal with him flirting today, i don't want to deal with my mixed feelings for kade right now."Fine" I say keeping it short."Hey you know you can talk to me about anything, and I know you're still upset with me but I will always be here for you" he grabs my hand when talking, not letting it go.I just nod and turn to look out the window for the rest of the drive. We pulled into the cemetery parking lot shortly after we stopped talking. I got out of the car fast and headed towards the back where she w
Take Me Back If You Want CHAPTER 24
I lost her. I fucked it up. I don't know if she'll ever forgive me. I love her and I fucked it up. How can I change this? I can't. I lost her.When I woke up this morning she was gone from bed and when I went down stairs to look for her there was breakfast on the table and a note that said "me, Rose, Lily, and Ella are going shopping for my party don't wait up" that was 4 hours ago. I had texted her asking where she was and that I was sorry but I got no response.Right now I'm in my office that's not in the house getting a headache from all the annoying people I have to deal with when Cameron walks in."Boss, Evans here to see you" he says"Ok send him in" I say waving my hand towards me."I'm already here" evan says with a heavy spanish accent."Good, what do you want?" I'm in no mood to play games so I cut to the chase. Cameron sneaks out the door without saying anything, probably thinking this is going to end badly."When are we going after ivan?" He asks while taking a seat in fro
Take Me Back If You Want CHAPTER 23
Mary just told me and Rose that she's pregnant and of course we are so excited for her. Rose excused herself a little while after saying she was going to mingle."So I want to ask you something," Mary says once Rose is out of ear shot."Of course what it is" I say my interest peaked."I was hoping you would be the godmother of my child" she says with a huge smile on her face."Oh my god yes of course" I say, pulling her into a hug.After that we continued to talk about the little things and then we start walking back to join everyone at the party. When we join everyone I am greeted by the delightful sense of kade and ella and a boy all jumping in the bounce house. Kade looks like he wants to die and is barely jumping while Ella tries to get him to jump more by pulling on his arm.I hit Mary's arm and point to the bounce house while giggling, which makes her giggle in turn. I tell Mary I'm going to walk around and say hi to people and I walk up to Evan the leader of the Mexican mafia.
