PIXIEFor a beat, neither I nor Gloria moved a muscle, the silence in the aftermath of that roar was unsettling. We both breathed hard, eyes fixed on one another while they waited for any other sounds. There was a muffled commotion, and I swore I recognized the new scent in the house.I and Gloria raced out, knocking into one another in our rush to get downstairs to see what the hell was going on. The air rattled in my lungs, Gloria’s shallow, panicked breathing was close behind me and I sense of danger that flooded through us both hung around us as we ran, thick like a cloud.The overwhelming scent of fear and rage had blanketed the packhouse, muffling any other familiar scent that I could pick up. We reached the foot of the stairs and rounded into the main common room, both of us screeching to a halt at what awaited us. It was only when I noticed the figure before me that I felt a hot strike of fear, panic and joy pulse through me, stunning me at the same time.Asha.Asha was there,
ASHAI cursed at the distance stretching out between my own lands and Pixie’s, the wind whistling in my ears as I raced alongside Jared and WormWhick.I couldn’t think straight, my wolf taking the driver’s seat quite literally and steering my thoughts dangerously close to bloodlust.I would kill Dwight.I would kill Dwight and any other wolves that stood in the way. Any wolf that stood between I and Pixie would drop before they even realized what was happening.I should have put up more of a fight the night she demanded I let her go back. I should have begged her to stay, done whatever I could to make sure she hadn’t left my side.Because this was torture. With miles and miles separating my lands from hers, even my wolf couldn’t cover the distance quick enough for my liking.Paws thundering in the dirt, sending chucks of damp soil flying, I snarled in frustration. I had raced through the trees just like this with Pixie, we allowed our wolves and ourselves run wild, experiencing life i
ASHADwight had been about to speak when that overwhelming scent grew stronger, and I swallowed a whine.Pixie.Pixie was there, her hand pressed possessively to my side, not begging for Dwight’s life to be spared.No.She was talking to md. I’d ignored the screech of the other one, the other female that had been present at the day of Pixie’s introduction and which I presumed to be Dwights somewhat lover. Every nerve in my body stilled and zeroed in on the small patch of skin that Pixie touched, the rest of the world falling away and it was just then that I realized just how much I had actually missed her touch even the most little touch now was enough to put me on paused“Ash,” she said, her voice gentle, her wolf trying to soothe mine. “Ash, look at me, please.”Her fingers flexed in the muscle of my side, her warmth pressing through my skin and sinking into my bones. Without any coherent thought, my wolf released, and my hand went limp. Dwight crashed to the floor, the other female
PIXIEI was all too aware of the stares boring into my back as I followed Dwight out of the common room and down the hallway that led to his room. Dwight was right, they ‘had’ attracted quite a crowd and I hated the way they all ogled as though it was some cheap soap opera.Every step I took away from Asha felt like a physical punch to the gut, and all I wanted was to run back after truly believing I’d never get to see him again. But I soldiered on, knowing that this would be the only way to get Dwight to give in and let me go. I just couldn’t figure out what he wanted to talk to me about.He opened the door and stepped aside, letting me walk in first and I ignored the way the hairs on the back of my neck stood on end as I passed him. He closed the door behind me and cleared his throat but didn’t say anything.Looking around, I hadn’t ever been in Dwights room but it wasn’t anything out of the ordinary and some things were rather questionable.There were fresh claw marks in the wood o
PIXIEStaring at the door, I absently rubbed at the hurt in my chest, my brows furrowed.Was I making the right decision?Maybe I was being silly, or maybe I was just overreacting, but Asha’s reaction could only mean that it was true, right? He had killed his mate and didn’t want me to know. What had caused him to kill her? Was it in a fit of rage? Was she from an enemy pack? What? What could have driven Asha to kill his mate?The Asha I knew didn’t seem capable of something that horrible. But I knew about his packs reputation in killing entire rogue packs that dared to oppose them, the Asha name was one that many wolves feared. The stories I’d heard had told how his pack never left a single survivor, and most of the wolves were unrecognizable. He may have been capable of the violence, but I couldn’t imagine him willingly murdering his own mate, especially because I’d already experienced what it was like to be cared for by him. He’d never hurt me, never gave me any impression that he
ASHAFollowing Dwight back to his office had I wishing I could tear into the other Alpha’s exposed neck.I hated leaving Pixie with unanswered questions. I knew exactly what happened when she was left to draw her own conclusions, and I knew it would only hurt us both more than it needed to. I wanted to go back to her, to pull her in close and let her know that I was going to explain everything to her if she would just give me a little more time. I ‘wanted’ to share my past with her, but with the amount of chaos whirling around us in this fucking pack house, I couldn’t find it in myself to spare it a single thought.Dwight shouldered open the door to his office and walked to his desk, sitting down behind the mahogany. I was more than surprised that he had actually been given such convenience in a pack that wasn’t even his own, he was supposed to be a mere guest here yet he had his own office and I was sure he also had a nation- wide bedroom. Bu the way he acted I was sure the Alpha Sil
CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE - HIDDEN GAINPIXIEI could do nothing to hide the shock from my face.Asha watched me closely, and I barely noticed when Jared and WormWhick tactfully made themselves scarce, leaving me and Asha standing alone outside the packhouse.Asha took a long, tired breath before he spoke, and I clung to every single word he spoke.“About five years ago,” he said, looking nervous. “I was indirectly responsible for the death of my mate.”“How?” I whispered, hating the pain that flitted across his features and pinched his dark brows together.“I would prefer to show you in person,” he explained, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. “Once you return to my pack with me, I will explain everything, I promise. I know I should have explained a long time ago, but I didn’t think it would ever be something I could live with. But you changed that for me.”My lips parted and I looked up at him, staring deep into his eyes to see if I could find the hint of a lie.But there was only ra
ASHA I could feel the surge of rage inside me, pulsing and threatening to overflow. My wolf begged to be released, itching to get its claws and fangs buried around Dwight’s neck. There was a slight movement, and I watched as Dwight’s Delta walked forward, stepping between Dwight and I to observe the ancient rites before any Alpha match. I didn’t care to pay attention. My focus was fixed on Pixie, who looked so small between Jared and WormWhick that it was almost comical. Finally, the Delta nodded and stepped back, signaling for the Alphas to shift and begin the fight. In a heartbeat, I had shifted, shaking out my thick fur. I stood tall, even in my wolf form, and once Dwight shifted, I was actually a little surprised to see that Dwight’s wolf was just as large as I was, something I hadn’t expected at all. I had thought his wolf would be no larger than Pixies at best given the fact that he was more of a meager Alpha and had barely seen real combat. Dwight’s wolf was as plain as I