I Never Wanted You, My Mate

I Never Wanted You, My Mate

last updateLast Updated : 2023-08-31
By:   ANNIETROUP1  Completed
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When your mate doesn't want you and you struggle to adapt. Running away becomes a lifeline till your alpha makes you be together. Will you get him or die from heartbreak.

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Anna povSitting with my friends we all are talking about our mates and how we are gonna be the happiest werewolves in the state but not all of us will be happy. Some of us find our mates but they don't always want us. My name is Anna Webster and this is my story and my heartbreak. My mate Derek North didn't want me or even the idea of me. He rejected me and stayed with his girlfriend of two years Ellie Moore. I went home crying and stayed in my room till my mother forced me out. "What happened baby?"she asked, concerned when I burst into tears again. I've been like this for days now. Not able to do nothing else but cry and lay in bed in pain. A horrible pain that lets me know they were fucking. "He rejected me, mama. He never wanted me", I burst into sobs all over again. "Oh baby , I'm sorry",she said, kissing my forehead and rocking me in her arms. I sobbed hard as she held me. My father stood off to the side, anger rolling off of him. His daughter was hurt beyond what any werewol...

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Jesse Dayton
Sounds like a good book so far. I will update the post when I get further along.
2024-03-06 23:15:36
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Mariam Mahmood
wait, she has two mates at the same time??
2023-12-12 14:21:28
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Siti Zulaikha Abd Razak
love this story plot!!
2023-08-21 03:20:16
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Shaba Judith
amazing story
2023-05-25 09:05:19
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Sharon Robinson Tucker
Will there be a sequel to this book?
2023-02-15 19:00:34
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Wiseong Haneul
nice...its a reality to some couples that they felt always the second best better yet an option...so sad
2023-02-03 10:07:29
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Lindsey
Great storyline so far
2023-02-03 00:00:44
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Andy20
I love this book
2022-11-30 14:23:43
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Casie Koenig
When will we get updates been a while
2022-11-11 07:22:35
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Davey
hooked to this
2022-11-04 20:29:40
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Derena Marie
How often does it update? Would be nice if it showed when pov changed
2022-10-30 06:12:30
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Marleny Scarda
I really like the start of the story, I cried a lot because it can get very emotional. my only concern and complaint is that this story should be tagged or labeled as a multiple mates story. I was looking forward to reading the whole book, but I'm not a fan of multiple mates stories.
2023-09-29 00:48:06
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Estella D.
After a few chapters I am disgusted. Women are always mianing about men's mysogyny but these books show women's strength by accepting whatever crap their mates give them!
2024-04-05 22:00:09
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Mariam Mahmood
Anne basically got Ellie's sloppy seconds. If she had a 2nd chance mate, Anne would scoop that guy up too. it's so stupid. I have never read a book about multiple mates, while the first is still living.
2023-12-13 01:00:47
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Stacie Lynn Young
Started out well. Then it started to get very repetitive and move so quickly that it was more of a story outline than a book. By chapter 12 it's no longer worth reading. It's like AI is writing it now
2023-09-30 08:48:52
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294 Chapters
Chapter 1
Anna povSitting with my friends we all are talking about our mates and how we are gonna be the happiest werewolves in the state but not all of us will be happy. Some of us find our mates but they don't always want us. My name is Anna Webster and this is my story and my heartbreak. My mate Derek North didn't want me or even the idea of me. He rejected me and stayed with his girlfriend of two years Ellie Moore. I went home crying and stayed in my room till my mother forced me out. "What happened baby?"she asked, concerned when I burst into tears again. I've been like this for days now. Not able to do nothing else but cry and lay in bed in pain. A horrible pain that lets me know they were fucking. "He rejected me, mama. He never wanted me", I burst into sobs all over again. "Oh baby , I'm sorry",she said, kissing my forehead and rocking me in her arms. I sobbed hard as she held me. My father stood off to the side, anger rolling off of him. His daughter was hurt beyond what any werewol
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Chapter 2
Anna povI was watching Derek close as he explained to Ellie the situation. She glared at me before storming off. I did nothing but get blamed for their bullshit. "fuck",he fumed before storming up to me. He glared down at me and I just looked away. It isn't my fault I didn't want him either he ruined my idea of a perfect mate. My heart was broken and I saw no way to heal. "I'm sorry ",I offered softly. He just huffed out while still glaring. "you fucking should be I just lost the only woman I will ever love. I don't want you. I never wanted you and I will never love you",he said, watching me. Fuck did this hurt more then him fucking her knowing I could feel the pain. "I know",I said walking away as tears filled my eyes. I literally felt my heart crack even more. I didn't want a mate that would never want to love me. Sighing sadly I walked home and hurried to my room before the tears I held in poured down my face. I could hear his words over and over. I laid down crying as his wor
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Chapter 3
Anna povI was in a coma for three weeks before waking up to my mate. I looked at him waiting for him to speak but he just stared at me. Oh great, I thought about looking around for my parents. I'd rather be near people that actually love me, not this asshole. "They went to get food,"he said, sitting beside my bed. I really didn't want to be near him. I just nodded. I'm not talking to this douchebag he knew him fucking her would hurt me I bet he was hoping I would die from the pain. I was already weak and barely able to eat. "You've been out for three weeks "he mumbled. Yeah dick tell me something I don't know. I nodded again. Fuck talking if I spoke I will go off on him. "My dad sent Ellie off to a pack nearby where she found her mate",he scoffed. I wanted to laugh, I really did but I stayed quiet. I just looked at his face and it was etched in anger. He hated the idea she was with another. He looked tired, sad and pissed off. Wow good job Derek you're so worried about that slut
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Chapter 4
Derek povI went to visit Ellie who was pregnant now with her mate's pup. She was happy but I for some reason couldn't get over her. I truly loved her with everything in me. Now it was all ruined. "you look good Ellie", I lied cause I wanted the pup in her to be mine not her mate's pup. "Yes, I'm wonderful Derek. Liam and I are expecting our first pup soon",she said excitedly. Wow she promised me forever and now here we are not together and she seems thrilled. "Great",I said sarcastically. Stupid fucking destined bullshit. I don't want my mate I want Ellie."Derek you knew we wouldn't last, you have a mate and I do too. I'm happy and you can be too",she tried to soothe me. Yeah real happy I fumed. "We promised to be together forever Ellie and you go off and take your mate. I don't want my mate I wanted you",I fumed. I was pissed as she looked at me sadly. "Derek, a part of me will always love you but I am in love with Liam and I'm happy. You can have that with Anna just try it",sh
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Chapter 5
Anna povI woke up snuggled up to a warm hard pillow. Opening my eyes I see Derek laying beside me. Oh no I think trying to get up but he holds on tight. I wiggle away and hurry to the bathroom to freshen up. Looking in the mirror I gasp he marked me. Nora is happy I'm not happy about this one bit. I didn't consent to this shit at all. I sigh sadly knowing I'm stuck now. Nora keeps rambling on about him and I can't tune her out. Fucking Nora is beyond happy.And talking away as I brush my teeth and fix my bird nest hair. Heading out I ran into Derek and when he steadied me I felt tingles go over my skin. Great just great I think feeling sad he marked me cause his pack needed a luna. I sighed. "thought you ran",he grumbled. Nice Derek glad you care I thought sighing again. "no I just had to use the bathroom ",I mumbled feeling stupid he doesn't give a fuck about us I told Nora. "feeling better? ", he asked. "yeah I guess",I whisper another fucking lie I still feel awful and I should
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Chapter 6
Derek povMy dad walks in and smiles after sniffing the air. "You marked her congrats son",he said sitting down our food. I just nod cause I know it made him happy but I'm still not over Ellie. "yeah she was dying I had no choice. Her weight is down and they don't know why",I added gently, shaking her awake. She yawned and whimpered softly. "Anna, wake up little one, our food is here",I said softly in her ear. She whimpered and sat up rubbing her eyes. That was cute. My wolf whispered as she sat up trying to fix her hair, embarrassed that my dad was watching her wake up. "hi alpha sorry I didn't know you were here. Thanks for the food",she said weakly. I took it out of the bags and tried to coax her to eat. She took small bites and didn't eat as much as I wanted but she ate. I sat a chocolate shake in front of her and she sipped on it before pushing it away. What the hell? How is she even alive? We are werewolves and we eat a lot. I sigh as she says sorry again. "I'm full, I'm sor
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Chapter 7
Anna povI woke on top of Derek and I felt embarrassed and eased off him. We were in a bigger bed so I was able to scoot away from his warmth. Looking up, a big TV was at the end of the bed as well. I grabbed my blanket and went to the chair by the window. Sitting down I sighed sadly and stared out into the trees. Derek would never love me and I knew even though it hurt I would get over it. I would accept this loveless bond and we could coexist and raise pups. Nora whined loud and said to try to be happy. Nora was talking to me about Derek's wolf Aiden and how he loved us but even that wasn't a comfort to me. I was gonna be with my mate but the love you find with your destined other wasn't there. I was gonna be alone and not able to share it. I would hide my true feelings from everyone. "Anna",Derek said, making me jump. I didn't turn I didn't want to. It hurt so much to see his eyes knowing he probably wanted Ellie. "Yes",I said, not taking my eyes off the squirrels running up the
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Chapter 8
Derek povShe was a mess again and I couldn't figure out why. I thought things were going good but her throwing up scared me. I called her baby and I didn't miss the hurt look on her face cause I called Ellie that all the time. She hurried from the bathroom and I found her on our bed curled up on her side sleeping. I looked at her little body and sighed. I did this I really fucked with her emotional state. She was a mess and I couldn't get in to her thoughts she kept a wall up.My cell vibrated and I pulled it out. Ellie was texting me. How is Anna?Good still in hospital she is losing weight instead of gaining. I'm worried. Told you Derek you will grow to love herYeah thanks for that but I don't love her yet. Give it time. Goodnight. I put my phone away and crawled in behind her. She was sleeping and I studied her close. My mate was a little beauty and I missed it. She whimpers in her sleep and I sit up alarmed. She turned and Aiden growled in my head Anna has been crying. I fuc
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Chapter 9
Anna povI was watching a movie with Derek and I just couldn't get into it. My head hurt and my body ached badly. I shifted again but no comfort came from the bed. I was hurting every damn where. Pain and I was hot like burning hot. "Little one",Derek said, looking at me worried as I whimpered. "I hurt",I said shifting again. My body was fighting me and I wanted to cry. "I'm mind linking the doctor",he said, rubbing my back. I whimper as another pain hits and my vision blurs. What the fuck is happening? "Hold on Anna, he is coming",he soothes. I'm literally crying cause it hurts and it finally registered that I'm in heat. My eyes go wide as Derek smells my arousal. His wolf growls and I feel my panties dampen. No this can't be happening right now we have so much unresolved. "fuck",Derek growls pulling me into his body. We both moan as he kisses me and starts pulling off my clothes. He roars at the doctor and staff to leave the floor and soon I'm under him. He pulls off my lounge
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Chapter 10
Derek povI head to the shower with Anna cause I feel the need to pamper her. I felt her stiffen up and I knew she was thinking about us and possibly a pup. We mated extremely fast but once an alpha marks his mate that happens. Heat hits pretty fast and that ensures pups. You know Aiden says she thinks you're only doing all of this because of the mate bond and that you imagine Ellie while with her. I want to flip out.I ran us a bath and stood my little one her feet so I could grab a bath bomb and get our towels ready. Turning I see Anna looking at her fingers looking uncertain. Aiden tells me that isn't true I beg. It is he sighs sadly she believes you won't love her at all but you will for your pups. Fuck Derek you know she felt every time you fucked that bitch and she was gonna kill herself. Throwing herself from a cliff he cries in my head. Are you serious? I sat back shocked, yes he answered dead serious. "little one ",I say, getting her attention and as she looks up my gut cle
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