Chapter 2

Anna pov

I was watching Derek close as he explained to Ellie the situation.

She glared at me before storming off. I did nothing but get blamed for their bullshit.

"fuck",he fumed before storming up to me. He glared down at me and I just looked away. It isn't my fault I didn't want him either he ruined my idea of a perfect mate. My heart was broken and I saw no way to heal.

"I'm sorry ",I offered softly. He just huffed out while still glaring.

"you fucking should be I just lost the only woman I will ever love. I don't want you. I never wanted you and I will never love you",he said, watching me. Fuck did this hurt more then him fucking her knowing I could feel the pain.

"I know",I said walking away as tears filled my eyes. I literally felt my heart crack even more. I didn't want a mate that would never want to love me. Sighing sadly I walked home and hurried to my room before the tears I held in poured down my face. I could hear his words over and over. I laid down crying as his words just ran through my head on repeat.

I won't ever love you

Tears fell as I laid on my bed a mess thanks to my mate. I couldn't be bothered with food or wanting to do anything. I heard my mom enter my room.

"baby girl", she said worriedly as I laid there with my back facing the door.

"yes mama?", I answered, my head killing me and my wolf crying in my head.

" Are you okay?" She asked probably knowing I'm not doing good at all. My breath hitched and I burst into sobs.

"No I'm not, '' I sobbed, I'm never going to be okay. My mate hates me and he said he will never love me. He said he will never want me mama",I cried my breathing labored as I lost it. I wanted out. I wanted to leave this pack.

I felt her gather me close as my tears kept falling. I felt so overwhelmed by everything. I'm gonna die unloved by my mate and he most likely would treat me like shit the whole time.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry you're hurting", she offered her own voice, shaking and hurting for me. I know my parents love me but mates are supposed to love you too.

"I just want to leave mama. I can't be here and have him constantly hurt me because of her. He won't ever be mine fully. I will never have what you and daddy have",I cried in her arms. I hated being a wolf and I really hated having a mate. I stayed home from school the next day needing a day to compose myself. I wished I got a different mate but that wouldn't be my luck. I finally fell asleep but I cried myself to get there. Even in my sleep I was crying it sucked.

The next day I headed to school and found my friends with their mates laughing and smiling. I would never have that. I watched Derek stalk up to me and grunt out bitch as hello. I just shrugged and went to class. I'm not gonna acknowledge his hateful shit with hate back. I just stayed quiet because it was better than blowing up on him.

"So did you hear Ellie lost Derek to his mate",I heard girls gossiping as I hid in the bathroom stall. I don't think everyone knows we are mates but the news is spreading fast. Soon I would be attacked because everyone loved them as a couple. I was a nobody.

"yeah it's terrible the moon goddess made a mistake they are perfect together "was said back. I felt so much pain hit I left I couldn't stay here I needed to breathe. I hurried home before a panic attack struck me. My breathing was ragged as I staggered in the door. My parents grabbed me as my breathing went labored. Black spots dancing in my vision.

I just knew they were fucking because of the pain and how severe it was. I couldn't breathe so I began to black out.

"Anna calm down sweetie",my mom begged.

"m-mom",I gasped out.

"hospital"my dad said, scooping me up and running out. We passed alpha and he quickly followed. He was so concerned and from my mother's look he knew what was going on.

"she can't take much more, my mom said to him, your son needs to grow up cause he is slowly killing my baby",she fumed. I felt my body being laid down on a bed and then darkness.

I could hear them talking but I couldn't wake up. My mom was fussing and I heard voices talking back to her.

"She has been out for two weeks now,"she fumed. My mom was pissed and crying.

"I know honey",my dad replied back.

"its all that little fuckers fault he wants the pack slut over our baby"she sobbed.

"Honey calm down Anna will be fine",my father tried to comfort her. I could hear but waking up was difficult. Another person joined and I heard Alpha speaking to my parents.

"I'm sorry my son is hurting her. I sent Ellie to a nearby pack and I just heard she found her mate there. She isn't coming back",he offered.

"That is a wonderful alpha but that won't help our baby. Your son told her he will never love her",my mom replied back.

"I know we argued about his lack of concern for her,"he said about me.

"We need to go to the elders and the moon goddess to see if they can be released from each other,"my dad stated.

"I tried to but they refused to break their bond because they said their pups would be the most powerful wolves in the world ",Alpha said back.

"he told her he would never love her. What mate does that to their significant other",my mom sobbed out. I felt her brush my hair back and she kissed my head.

I needed to wake up and I needed to avoid Derek at any cost.

Better yet I needed to not wake up because death would be better then this sad existence. I would be free from pain and free from a loveless mate relationship.