Chapter 5

Anna pov

I woke up snuggled up to a warm hard pillow. Opening my eyes I see Derek laying beside me. Oh no I think trying to get up but he holds on tight. I wiggle away and hurry to the bathroom to freshen up. Looking in the mirror I gasp he marked me. Nora is happy I'm not happy about this one bit. I didn't consent to this shit at all. I sigh sadly knowing I'm stuck now. Nora keeps rambling on about him and I can't tune her out. Fucking Nora is beyond happy.

And talking away as I brush my teeth and fix my bird nest hair. Heading out I ran into Derek and when he steadied me I felt tingles go over my skin. Great just great I think feeling sad he marked me cause his pack needed a luna. I sighed.

"thought you ran",he grumbled. Nice Derek glad you care I thought sighing again.

"no I just had to use the bathroom ",I mumbled feeling stupid he doesn't give a fuck about us I told Nora.

"feeling better? ", he asked.

"yeah I guess",I whisper another fucking lie I still feel awful and I should be dying but no he had to mark me.

He cups my face and makes me look up. He studies my mark and hums approval. I move more to head back to bed cause I'm still tired. I yawn as he goes in and does whatever his morning ritual is while I settle in my bed that smells of his scent. Great just what I need I huff while Nora talks about him being ours.

When he comes out he moves me over and crawls in beside me. I feel the bond but the love two destined wolfs share is missing. I know he marked me to save me but the love I crave is not here. I sigh and turn on the TV and try to find something to watch. After a while I felt him staring at me.

"Yes Derek, what is it?", I ask, getting annoyed.

"you feel better now?", I'm just gonna lie no one needs to know i don't feel better my body hurts and my head aches really bad.

"My head hurts a little and I ache. I'm still tired",I ramble on lying like usual. Nora says he cares but i point out no the fuck he don't he just wants a luna for his pack.

"Want me to ring the doctor?", he asked. Like he fucking cares when I know he doesn't. He only cared for the slut.

"no I should be okay",I answer back staring at the show that is playing on the TV.

He looks at me skeptical but keeps quiet. We lay watching a show and he gathered me to lay on his chest. I ignore the tingles but it is comforting as I drift off listening to his heartbeat. I hear him shift to hold me tighter as the doctor comes back in. I'm too sleepy to open my eyes so I drift off.

"She is doing better but we are still worried she isn't gaining weight at all and it appears she is losing instead",he says, causing Derek to growl. Why the fuck is he growling he already said he doesn't care for us he needs to stop pretending I huff to Nora.

"What do you mean losing she should be fine? I marked her and accepted our bond",he growls loudly and gets mad.

I whimper and all goes quiet. I need sleep. He can just shut up. Who cares if I die. I know he wouldn't fucking miss me.

"we weighed her and she lost twenty more",he states checking his chart. I can hear how worried Todd is but I'm beyond caring.

"Well fix it",Derek hisses, holding me tighter to him. I really want to laugh. He is a good actor.

"we are trying alpha I swear we are I just can't medically say why her weight keeps dropping",he says leaving no doubt scared of Derek. I fully fall asleep only to wake to a grouchy Derek.

I shift and slowly wake to a pissed off Derek. He glares at me and I look up at him confused, well fake confusion cause I really don't care how pissed he is. All of this is his and Ellie the whores fault. Both are to blame for this shit.

"your weight is down more Anna you seriously need to eat",he growls. I nod and look away. My appetite went away and I stopped eating a lot. I nodded knowing arguing would be useless because he was pissed about my weight. Now he cares, I say , hearing Nora huff at my attitude.

Funny cause now he worries. He wasn't so concerned before. I sighed and laid back on my pillow but instead he moved me to lay on him. I'd rather lay on the bed but kept my mouth shut.

"I got my dad to bring us food and you're going to eat Anna",he orders. I nod.

"I'll try Derek",I responded softly. I'm not arguing with him fuck that. Get bent Derek.

"not kidding Anna you're eating",he growls. Wow nice Nora says, I love his growl. I just scoff reminding her he gives no fucks for us. He is looking out for his pack.

I nod feeling his body heat on my face. His chest is muscular and defined and I am liking being close to him but only for warmth. I yawn and close my eyes trying to ignore my wolf as she purrs. Freaking slutbag wolf I scold her. She chuckles at me..

She chuckles and goes back to purring while I sigh in frustration. She is enjoying this too damn much. She enjoys this. Damn horny wolf.

"I'm still tired",I offer, keeping my eyes closed. I'd rather sleep around him no use being awake because he only cares about the pack or lets not forget the whore.

"Sleep, I'll wake you when my dad gets here",he says, covering me up. I just fall asleep and cuddle up to my pillow. I hear Nora muttering about how I need to try to be happy but I fall deeper into sleep enjoying the silence.

Silence is my only comfort it seems at least it doesn't hate me.