Ava's POV
Though the evening was still, I couldn't get rid of the impression that something was developing—something buried in the quiet. The pack had discovered an unusual calm in the days following our encounter with the remnants of the Raven, but I felt uncomfortable, as though waiting for the other shoe to fall.
Jackson had sensed it too, but none of us had discussed it very much. An underlying tension persisted even as we were trying to soothe the pack and lead them through this phase of rebuilding.
But tonight that quiet was disturbed.
While patrolling close to the packhouse, I came upon Lyra slinking through the woods, her visage darkened by the low light. She hadn't spotted me, but her motions were deliberate, slow, as though she wanted no one to follow her. I decided to follow when a sting of mistrust passed through me.
Keeping small feet, I followed her over the deep woodland, anxiety and curiosity twisting in my gut. Every so often she stopped, peering over her shoulder, then carried on into the forest. As we left the pack's central territory, the air grew colder and my instincts heightened, wondering just what she could be doing late, alone.
Lyra halted finally, looking about as though she were waiting for something—or someone. My pulse accelerated when a low voice too soft to discern reached my ears. I paused when yet another person emerged from behind the trees.
One of the Raven's former adherents, I knew from the group we had captured, but he had somehow escaped the wary eye of the warriors. His expression stern, Lyra and he spoke softly.
Approaching closely, I strained to hear their talk without making a sound.
Lyra was saying, her voice tight, "We're supposed to keep low, not draw attention."
The man snorted, a sour laugh breaking out. You believe that hiding is the solution? We must let them know they have not won. From us, Lyra, they took everything. Do you not wish for retribution?
Lyra stopped and my heart dropped. She had seemed dedicated to restoring pack confidence and to leaving the Raven's impact behind. But now uncertainty darkened her features, her allegiance wavers in the face of this residual wrath.
She shook her head, but I could see the struggle in her eyes. "Revenge will just drive us apart. Enough loss has already been done.
The man laughed incredulously. "You're starting to fit among them, terrified to defend yourself."
Lyra answered, "I'm not afraid," her voice stiffening. "I simply don't want to destroy the one family I have left."
Her words gave me a flutter of optimism, but the man's expression twisted with scorn. "Then you're less strong than I had assumed. But you will not stop me.
He did one quick turn and slid back into the darkness. Lyra stayed, the weight of the exchange slumping her shoulders. I knew this was the time to be visible; she stood alone, lost in thought.
I moved forward to be sure she noticed me approaching. Her eyes went wide with astonishment, remorse blazing across her face.
"Ava," she said, her voice shaking. "You... were you following me?"
I nodded, maintaining a steady voice. I became concerned. And today I see I had cause to be.
Lyra sunk in her shoulders, her face a mix of guilt and defiance. "I wasn't..." I wanted no one to be betrayed. He is just enraged. The Raven caused him so much loss; he is not sure how to let it go.
I inhaled deeply, and felt her words weigh me. And then what about Lyra? Have you released yourself?
She looked at me, honest yet disturbed. "I'm working on it. Still, it's challenging. Everything the Raven imparted to us Even if you know it was incorrect, it is difficult to just delete all.
I nodded, seeing. Lyra, none expects you to delete it. If you are really with us, though, you have to decide whether to stay living under her shadow or onward.
Lyra's face softened, her eyes weighed with her own uncertainties. She turned away and peered into the darkening woods. “I want to believe in the pack again, Ava. But a part of me… a part of me feels like I don’t belong.”
I placed a hand on her shoulder, delivering a reassuring squeeze. You do belong, Lyra. Still, it's up to you to allow yourself to once more join this family. You are not alone.
Her posture eased as she seemed to digest my comments. She turned to face me, a flash of will in her eyes. "Then I'll act anyway it takes." I am not ready to keep on battling. I want to go back home.
Though I knew her road was far from done, I felt relieved. But when I saw her decision and her readiness to let go, I became quietly hopeful.
"We will tackle this together, Lyra," I said. " ONE step at a time."
Lyra joined us in the main hall the next day; her appearance drew conflicting responses. While some fighters watched her carefully, their trust still not totally restored, others greeted her with wary acceptance. After Jackson and I briefed the council on what had happened, they realized how crucial it was to let Lyra prove herself.
Jackson spoke calmly but forcefully from the front to the assembled pack. "We have surmounted many challenges, and every time we have come out stronger. Although the Raven's influence almost split us, it's time to put that behind us once and for all.
He looked at Lyra, a quiet motivator in his eyes, and she moved forward with a firm voice. "I appreciate those of you doubting me. But I'm here because I want to rebuild and win your confidence. I am finished with the shadows.
A murmur rippled through the assembly, and I could feel the tension starting to relax to be replaced by a wary acceptance. The troop was prepared to go ahead, to bid the gloom behind farewell.
But a tremendous smash came from outside as the relief started to settle, and then there were frenzied yells. Jackson's body stiffened with anticipation, his face hardened and he beckoned the warriors to move.
As we hurried to the courtyard, where a tiny gathering of strange people stood with weapons drawn and their faces contorted with anger, my heart raced. Among them was the man I had seen with Lyra the evening before, his sneer more evident as he noticed her among the audience.
"You could just move on, thought you could?" He teased, his voice full of poison. "You are just followers hiding behind hollow pledges."
Jackson moved forward, his posture exact. Our family is bound by loyalty and trust. You are the ones living in the past if you wish to carry on the fight of the Raven.
The man's face stiffened, then he raised his weapon and fixed Lyra. And you, traitor: you went away from us. There will be expenses for that.
He surged at her, anger burning in his eyes before I could respond. Lyra's face went white, but she didn't flinch; her posture was firm as she met his eye.
The pack shot forward in that instant, encircling the invaders with an unbreakable force derived from oneness. Together, Jackson and I intercepted the man before he could reach Lyra, our combined weight pushing him back.
Though brief, the battle was fierce; the intruders realized they were outnumbered right away. They turned themselves one by one, their faces changing from resistance to defeat. We guided them back toward the boundary of the territory, making sure they realized they belonged nowhere here. The conflict sapped them.
Lyra came up to me as we got back to the packhouse; her face was white but her eyes were focused. " Thank you, Ava. I doubt I could have confronted him by myself.
I grinned, pride swarming in my chest. "You were not obliged of course Lyra, we are here with you Usually.
She nodded, with a subdued will in her eyes, and I knew she had chosen. Lyra was at last free as the power of the Raven lost its grip.
A sense of tranquility descended upon us as the pack assembled once more; the residual shadows vanished under the illumination of our unity. Bound by trust and resiliency, we had emerged from the storm stronger.
And as I watched our pack gather by Jackson's side, I knew silently that this, our family, was indelible.
Jackson's POVLike the hush before a storm, the peace that descended over the group was hesitant. We had dealt with the last traces of the Raven's adherents, but I couldn't get rid of the impression that something stayed like a shadow over our oneness. Though I had assumed this was finished and that our family could at last recover, there was evidence we were not quite out of the woods.I kept these questions to myself, not wanting to cause any pack anxiety. She always sensed it, though. Her consistent presence steadied me, and together we headed forth, resolved to run our family with fortitude and grit. But tonight that old sense of something lacking would not let go.Together, Ava and I strolled the border; her hand slid into mine as we silently watched the land. The moonlight gave the woods a silver sheglow, and for a while everything seemed calm. Then, though, I heard quiet rustling—a sound not typical of the hum of the forest.I stopped, grabbing Ava's hand tightly. "Did you noti
Ava's POVThe packhouse was silent, that sort of silence before something changes. It kept my thoughts on edge and felt in the air, an uncomfortable hum under the surface. Eli had stepped forward some days before, pledging to eradicate any residual threats still committed to the Raven. I couldn't blame some of the pack, who watched him like a hawk, even when most of them had progressively welcomed his presence.I wasn't sure which bothered me more—the hope he could change or the anxiety he could not.Lost in contemplation, staring out the balcony of the packhouse over the forest, Jackson's words startled me.Are you not thinking about him? Joining me at the railing, he inquired, staring at the woods.Not feeling like a pretender, I nodded. "I wish he was really sincere and eager to help. But I can't exactly place something about him.Jackson's jaw tightened and he crossed his arms, shadows in his eyes. Trust is not instantaneous. He is aware as well as we are. However, if there is eve
Ava’s POV When I heard the slight tap on my door, the sun had hardly dropped below the horizon. Already before I opened it, I knew who it would be. Jackson stood there, a storm in his eyes, and we just stared silently for a time. He was my best buddy, my compass through the storms, not just the alpha. That compass was also whirling right now.His voice low yet firm, he continued, "Walk with me."Closing the door behind me as we descended the steps and into the crisp evening air, I pulled on my jacket. The night noises of the forest alive—rustling leaves, the far-off shriek of an owl. His pace slower than normal, as though he were gathering his ideas, we strolled in silence for some time.At last he started talking. "You should be aware of something. Around Eli.Hit me like a stone with the name. "I thought he was at last proving himself," I added carefully. "He has been performing as promised.”Jackson's facial expression was incomprehensible, but his jaw was tense. "That is also wha
Ava's POV There was enough tension in the air to cut. Eli stood across the room, back to me, arms crossed, staring out the window into the evening. His quiet seemed colder than the breeze blowing across the broken glass. Since Jackson had shared what he had discovered, this was the first time we had been alone."Eli," I said, keeping a calm voice and yet clenching my fists tightly. "We ought to discuss.His shoulders stiff, he turned not toward me. Ava, nothing to talk about here. Whatever Jackson shared with you—”"Is it accurate?" I stopped myself before I could stop asking. I had to have the truth. The shadows and the half-truths that appeared to float about me like smoke bored me. "Were you meeting supporters of Raven?"Eli whirled around, his face a mask of hardly controlled rage. But under that wrath, I sensed something else: dread. "What if I were?" asked. Ava, I performed what I had to. You wouldn't be able to grasp it.Test me. I moved in front of him, staring back. "You owe
Ava's POV I knew the weight of the unspoken words between us as soon as I entered the room. Eli was standing beside the old desk, his fingers following a line in the dust, yet he was staring at me. His demeanor had something raw, even vulnerable—something I had hardly encountered."Close the door," he murmured gently.I did; the faint click of the latch locked us into an unusual familiarity. The walls were closing in, the secrets whirling about us like a ghostly mist. It was time to face whatever lies beyond weeks of half-truths and tight silences.Eli, what are you concealing from me? Feeling the words come out of my mouth like a dare, I inquired. Particularly given all we had gone through together, he owed me the truth. I stayed firm for whatever he was about to say.Eli looked down, his jaw tightened as though he were battling himself, then his eyes locked with mine, sharper and more intense than I had ever seen. He said, "Ava," his voice low and nearly cracking, "there's a reason
Ava's POV Eli's comments lingered weighty in the air, like a storm just about to strike. I looked at him, trying to find any trace of the man I thought I knew, but all I found was a stranger hiding secrets."You believe you're shielding me?" I laughed, attempting to cover the anguish that had jammed itself into my chest. "Keeping me in the dark will help? In lying?Eli's expression softened but he did not dispute it. "Sometimes, Ava, the truth can do more damage than silence." His voice was little above a whisper, as though he were confining his faults to himself more than to me.My pulse sharpening, I moved forward a step. Then prove it. Share all with me, Eli. Alternatively, us—" My throat stiff, I paused and said, "ends here."I momentarily imagined he might turn away. He startled me, though, bringing out a little, battered notepad from within his jacket. He held it between us, his eyes full of unsaid warnings. "What's in here? Ava, this is scary. I had to keep you out of things f
Ava's POV Between Eli and me, the stillness is dense and heated. I stayed still, my fingers tightly holding the notepad he had handed me so I could feel its edges cutting into my palm. There were all those secrets, all those times he had avoided my inquiries or shrugged off my worries, ready to be unearthed in this little journal.I opened it, steeling myself with a long breath. Quick, nearly frantic handwriting covered the pages, as if someone had hurried to organize their ideas before they might go. Not only were names and dates involved here, though. There were specifics, rich descriptions of people I knew, others I didn't, all twisted in a web of relationships I hardly comprehended."Eli: what is all this??" My voice was hardly consistent, I asked. I was sorting names that sounded familiar from others that made me shiver down my back. He sat silent while I turned the pages, his eyes fixed on me, inscrutable.His voice low, he replied at last, "It's everything." "Everybody involve
Ava's POV Tension permeated the night air, and I could feel it as weight on my chest. Having Eli next to me caused both comfort and anxiety. Since I had opened the journal and perused the names, the faces, the secrets... The sensation that everything was about to fall apart had not been able to be overcome.Eli looked at me, his eyes sharp and seeking. "Ava, right now we have to move gently. Every stride counts.I nodded while a million questions flew through my head. And if we fail as well? My voice came out softer than I had planned."We then lose everything." And I am not just referring to each other. His comments had a weight that caused shivers. It was everyone entangled in this mess, all the individuals Eli had recorded in his notebook, not only the two of us at risk.I turned down once again and held it to my chest. "There are folks here I thought I could trust," I whispered. Eli, how long have you known? About them all?His darkening eyes followed his hand through his hair. L