Jackson's POV
Like the hush before a storm, the peace that descended over the group was hesitant. We had dealt with the last traces of the Raven's adherents, but I couldn't get rid of the impression that something stayed like a shadow over our oneness. Though I had assumed this was finished and that our family could at last recover, there was evidence we were not quite out of the woods.
I kept these questions to myself, not wanting to cause any pack anxiety. She always sensed it, though. Her consistent presence steadied me, and together we headed forth, resolved to run our family with fortitude and grit. But tonight that old sense of something lacking would not let go.
Together, Ava and I strolled the border; her hand slid into mine as we silently watched the land. The moonlight gave the woods a silver sheglow, and for a while everything seemed calm. Then, though, I heard quiet rustling—a sound not typical of the hum of the forest.
I stopped, grabbing Ava's hand tightly. "Did you notice that?"
She nodded, her eyes keen as we surveyed the darkness. A black form ducked behind a tree slightly ahead, eluding my complete view. My instincts kicked up, adrenaline pumping through me as I waved for Ava to keep back.
Mumbled, "Stay here." Call for backup should things go wrong.
She looked at me; her lips drew a thin line but nodded. " Just be cautious."
I slid forward, moving stealthily, each sensation sharpened as I drew near the man. The slight rustle got louder, and I was close enough now to see the clear silhouette of someone slumped low, as though observing us. Trying to catch them off guard, I stepped in closer, but the man spun around, terror widening eyes. Certainly not from our pack, this young man was someone I did not know.
He turned to sprint without thinking, but I lunged to grasp his arm before he could go. He battled, his motions wild, and I could feel anxiety radiating off him.
Who are you? I insisted, keeping a strong hold. On our land, what are you doing?
Still, he gazed up at me with wild eyes and his breath came in short spurts. "I had not intended to... simply looking for somewhere safe. I was simply.
Ava joined us and scrutinized him with a sharp eye. Are you not from about here?
He shook his head, speaking hardly more than a whisper. "No," I was from... I had the Raven with me. But I turned to leave. I desire nothing of her or her games. I hereby swear.
Uncertain, I looked at Ava; but, something in the young man's face indicated he was speaking the truth. His worry concerned whatever he had left behind, not only of us. Ava appeared to sense it too; her expression softened as she spoke to him.
She asked quietly, "What's your name?"
He paused and then murmured, "Eli."
"Eli," Ava said, her voice cool. You don't have to be terrified. But you have to tell us everything. With the Raven, why were you?
Eli looked down, obviously embarrassed, and hunched over. "I was lost," he acknowledged. "She promised direction, something more than just myself. Still, all of it was a hoax. When I realized her true desire, how far was she ready to go? I was not able to stay.
Sensing that he posed no threat, I let off my hold. "Why visit here?"
"Based on what you did and how you battled her. His voice scarcely a whisper, I thought maybe I could find a place here.
Ava looked at me and her eyes reflected the same caution mingled with tenderness. We had been burned before, gathering former Raven adherents, but this one seemed different. Still learning the difference between power and loyalty, he was young.
I assessed him by inhaling deeply. You will have to prove yourself if you intend to stay here. The pack won't trust you straight away, and to be honest, neither will me. But should you be ready to put in the effort, we could be able to locate you.
Eli nodded fast and looked with a hesitant optimism. I am willing to do anything. I only want to fit somewhere.
I nodded and waved toward the packhouse. Then come along with us.
Eli stayed to himself and adjusted to the group in the next few days, contributing where he could. Though the warriors still eyed him warily, he was calm, perceptive, and eager to learn. I couldn't blame them; trust wasn't something lightly granted on our planet, not following the treachery we'd gone through.
Still, I discovered as I watched him that his presence made me more relaxed. He never grumbled; he worked hard, accepting any chore we assigned. Ava was naturally perceptive to people's motives; even she had begun to unwind around him, recognizing his sincere will to transform.
But an event rocked the packhouse as we started to relax our defenses.
One evening, as darkness covered the grounds, I came upon an unusual mark I knew all too well etched on one of the trees close to the border. Something we thought we had eradicated, it was a legacy of the Raven's impact. As word got out, tension ran through the pack and mistrust turned rapidly toward Eli.
He denied it, his face pallid and strained as he turned to face the pack's angry whispers. "I neglected it! I promise; I have nothing to do with her.”
As we discussed what to do, the pack council assembled and the room grew uncomfortable. Closely observing Eli, Ava and I looked for any hint of dishonesty. Though the data was devastating and the pack's tolerance was running low, I wanted to believe him.
Ava finally raised her voice steadily. "We owe Eli our search for the truth if he claims he is innocent. We cannot denigrate him without evidence.
The chamber went quiet as the council members exchanged dubious looks. The tension in the air was palpable, their mistrust weighing down on me. However, Ava was correct. We cannot jump to conclusions—not if we aspired to be faithful to the values we claimed to respect.
"Eli," I answered, sounding strong. "We shall investigate and you will be under observation. Know this, though: should we discover proof of your involvement, there will be repercussions.
He nodded, his face etched with a terrible resolve. Thank you, Alpha. I swear; I will do whatever necessary to show my allegiance.
The inquiry came up empty in the next few days, with no hints pointing to Eli's involvement. Though the shadow of mistrust stayed over him, the symbols stopped showing and the pack started to settle slowly.
Eli came up to me one evening on my way to the boundary of the region for my own patrol, his demeanor uncertain but determined.
" Alpha," he continued softly, "I know I haven't yet earned your trust." Still, I would like to volunteer. There are still many who believe the Raven has influence and those who wish to share her message. Should I locate them, perhaps I might demonstrate to you that I am on your side.
I looked at him and noted his honest eyes. He possessed a strength and a will that I had seen before. He was ready to fight for acceptability; he was not merely seeking it.
"Eli," I started, picking my words deliberately. "This is your opportunity for self-proofing. If you really want to assist, you will have to cooperate with us and win the confidence of people you have offended. This goes beyond simple loyalty here. It has to do with accountability.
He nodded with a firm look. "I get it." I will go to great lengths.
A subdued optimism started to stir inside me as I watched him go. Perhaps, just perhaps, we had discovered someone who could assist us in healing the scars the Raven left behind, someone who might provide a fresh viewpoint for our pack.
As always, though, I stayed alert since I knew trust was earned—not given. And as the evening fell around me, I felt a fresh sense of direction—a will to lead our pack across whatever challenges were ahead.
Ava's POVThe packhouse was silent, that sort of silence before something changes. It kept my thoughts on edge and felt in the air, an uncomfortable hum under the surface. Eli had stepped forward some days before, pledging to eradicate any residual threats still committed to the Raven. I couldn't blame some of the pack, who watched him like a hawk, even when most of them had progressively welcomed his presence.I wasn't sure which bothered me more—the hope he could change or the anxiety he could not.Lost in contemplation, staring out the balcony of the packhouse over the forest, Jackson's words startled me.Are you not thinking about him? Joining me at the railing, he inquired, staring at the woods.Not feeling like a pretender, I nodded. "I wish he was really sincere and eager to help. But I can't exactly place something about him.Jackson's jaw tightened and he crossed his arms, shadows in his eyes. Trust is not instantaneous. He is aware as well as we are. However, if there is eve
Ava’s POV When I heard the slight tap on my door, the sun had hardly dropped below the horizon. Already before I opened it, I knew who it would be. Jackson stood there, a storm in his eyes, and we just stared silently for a time. He was my best buddy, my compass through the storms, not just the alpha. That compass was also whirling right now.His voice low yet firm, he continued, "Walk with me."Closing the door behind me as we descended the steps and into the crisp evening air, I pulled on my jacket. The night noises of the forest alive—rustling leaves, the far-off shriek of an owl. His pace slower than normal, as though he were gathering his ideas, we strolled in silence for some time.At last he started talking. "You should be aware of something. Around Eli.Hit me like a stone with the name. "I thought he was at last proving himself," I added carefully. "He has been performing as promised.”Jackson's facial expression was incomprehensible, but his jaw was tense. "That is also wha
Ava's POV There was enough tension in the air to cut. Eli stood across the room, back to me, arms crossed, staring out the window into the evening. His quiet seemed colder than the breeze blowing across the broken glass. Since Jackson had shared what he had discovered, this was the first time we had been alone."Eli," I said, keeping a calm voice and yet clenching my fists tightly. "We ought to discuss.His shoulders stiff, he turned not toward me. Ava, nothing to talk about here. Whatever Jackson shared with you—”"Is it accurate?" I stopped myself before I could stop asking. I had to have the truth. The shadows and the half-truths that appeared to float about me like smoke bored me. "Were you meeting supporters of Raven?"Eli whirled around, his face a mask of hardly controlled rage. But under that wrath, I sensed something else: dread. "What if I were?" asked. Ava, I performed what I had to. You wouldn't be able to grasp it.Test me. I moved in front of him, staring back. "You owe
Ava's POV I knew the weight of the unspoken words between us as soon as I entered the room. Eli was standing beside the old desk, his fingers following a line in the dust, yet he was staring at me. His demeanor had something raw, even vulnerable—something I had hardly encountered."Close the door," he murmured gently.I did; the faint click of the latch locked us into an unusual familiarity. The walls were closing in, the secrets whirling about us like a ghostly mist. It was time to face whatever lies beyond weeks of half-truths and tight silences.Eli, what are you concealing from me? Feeling the words come out of my mouth like a dare, I inquired. Particularly given all we had gone through together, he owed me the truth. I stayed firm for whatever he was about to say.Eli looked down, his jaw tightened as though he were battling himself, then his eyes locked with mine, sharper and more intense than I had ever seen. He said, "Ava," his voice low and nearly cracking, "there's a reason
Ava's POV Eli's comments lingered weighty in the air, like a storm just about to strike. I looked at him, trying to find any trace of the man I thought I knew, but all I found was a stranger hiding secrets."You believe you're shielding me?" I laughed, attempting to cover the anguish that had jammed itself into my chest. "Keeping me in the dark will help? In lying?Eli's expression softened but he did not dispute it. "Sometimes, Ava, the truth can do more damage than silence." His voice was little above a whisper, as though he were confining his faults to himself more than to me.My pulse sharpening, I moved forward a step. Then prove it. Share all with me, Eli. Alternatively, us—" My throat stiff, I paused and said, "ends here."I momentarily imagined he might turn away. He startled me, though, bringing out a little, battered notepad from within his jacket. He held it between us, his eyes full of unsaid warnings. "What's in here? Ava, this is scary. I had to keep you out of things f
Ava's POV Between Eli and me, the stillness is dense and heated. I stayed still, my fingers tightly holding the notepad he had handed me so I could feel its edges cutting into my palm. There were all those secrets, all those times he had avoided my inquiries or shrugged off my worries, ready to be unearthed in this little journal.I opened it, steeling myself with a long breath. Quick, nearly frantic handwriting covered the pages, as if someone had hurried to organize their ideas before they might go. Not only were names and dates involved here, though. There were specifics, rich descriptions of people I knew, others I didn't, all twisted in a web of relationships I hardly comprehended."Eli: what is all this??" My voice was hardly consistent, I asked. I was sorting names that sounded familiar from others that made me shiver down my back. He sat silent while I turned the pages, his eyes fixed on me, inscrutable.His voice low, he replied at last, "It's everything." "Everybody involve
Ava's POV Tension permeated the night air, and I could feel it as weight on my chest. Having Eli next to me caused both comfort and anxiety. Since I had opened the journal and perused the names, the faces, the secrets... The sensation that everything was about to fall apart had not been able to be overcome.Eli looked at me, his eyes sharp and seeking. "Ava, right now we have to move gently. Every stride counts.I nodded while a million questions flew through my head. And if we fail as well? My voice came out softer than I had planned."We then lose everything." And I am not just referring to each other. His comments had a weight that caused shivers. It was everyone entangled in this mess, all the individuals Eli had recorded in his notebook, not only the two of us at risk.I turned down once again and held it to my chest. "There are folks here I thought I could trust," I whispered. Eli, how long have you known? About them all?His darkening eyes followed his hand through his hair. L
AVa's POV As we raced down the lonely road, the stillness in the automobile seemed more weight than it had ever done. The gloom outside appeared to push against the windows, and I could not help but believe it was crushing on us, too—wrapping up every hidden secret, every bit of truth Eli had omitted.Eli kept his eyes on the road, his jaw closed to indicate he was grappling with what he had not uttered. Years had passed between us, and throughout all that time I had never felt so far from him. Alternatively he might have just improved at concealing."Who else knows?" My voice startled the quiet and sounded more strong than I had meant. But following what I had discovered and all the falsehoods... I had to know.He looked at me momentarily then back toward the road. "It was just me and a handful of people. Ava, you were kept out of it to guard you."To guard me?" I gave out a sour laugh. "Keeping secrets just leaves me in the dark; it does not protect me, Eli."He moaned, tightening