Ava’s POV
When I heard the slight tap on my door, the sun had hardly dropped below the horizon. Already before I opened it, I knew who it would be. Jackson stood there, a storm in his eyes, and we just stared silently for a time. He was my best buddy, my compass through the storms, not just the alpha. That compass was also whirling right now.
His voice low yet firm, he continued, "Walk with me."
Closing the door behind me as we descended the steps and into the crisp evening air, I pulled on my jacket. The night noises of the forest alive—rustling leaves, the far-off shriek of an owl. His pace slower than normal, as though he were gathering his ideas, we strolled in silence for some time.
At last he started talking. "You should be aware of something. Around Eli.
Hit me like a stone with the name. "I thought he was at last proving himself," I added carefully. "He has been performing as promised.”
Jackson's facial expression was incomprehensible, but his jaw was tense. "That is also what I believed. Until yesterday night.
He halted and fixed me with a strong look. Eli has started leaving after dark stealthily. He claims he is out looking for any Raven supporters, but there is more going on. A handful of the pack members followed him. Their findings... He stopped, and I watched the agony flash over his face.
"What did they discover?" Though I pushed myself to look him in the eyes, my voice was almost a whisper.
His voice tightening, he replied, "they found him meeting with a woman." " someone not from our pack. She handed him something, something he buried before going back.
Trying to digest the weight of this disclosure, I tightened my hands. "Did he say anything about it?"
Jackson shook his head. "He refutes it." Says it was only a quick meeting, nothing. But there seemed to be something wrong. Whatever he is hiding, it may endanger us all.
I felt a tsunami of emotions—angry, confused, betrayed. Just when I started to rely on him, this.
"Why did you wait to tell me?" Struggling to keep my voice steady, I asked.
Jackson moved in front of her, his eyes warm. "For I wanted to trust him. For the pack as well as for your benefit. Now, however. Ava, I want you to be careful. Whatever he is involved in, it is more than he is disclosing.
I nodded, as weight dropped in my chest. "What are you looking for me to do?"
Jackson continued, his voice firm: "I need you to keep an eye on him. He relies on you. You are the one who can convince him to open up if anybody else can.
Though I thought the concept was awful, I knew Jackson was correct. Should Eli be concealing something, I had to discover what it was.
Each engrossed in our thoughts, we strolled back silently. Jackson turned to me as we arrived at the packhouse, his hand resting on my shoulder.
"Be careful," he advised, his voice almost above a whisper. "I can't afford to lose you."
His staring intensity caught me off guard, and for a second I felt a flutter of something more than friendliness. I brushed it aside, though, pointing then back toward the packhouse.
I remained up that evening listening to every sound in the house. My head flew with ideas and unresolved questions. At last, as the clock hit midnight, I heard Eli's door opening softly.
Following him at a safe distance, I waited until he was midway down the stairs before falling out of my chamber. His motions were deliberate, his steps quiet and fast. We slid over the woodland, negotiating shadows and branches, until he stopped close to the pack's edge.
I covered behind a large tree and watched Eli wait. The air felt charged, tight, as though the forest itself were holding its breath. And then she materialized, as I started to question whether this was all a mistake.
A lady in darkness, her face hidden. She gave him a little metallic trinket and they spoke quietly before she vanished into the evening.
Holding my breath, I watched Eli go. He briefly paused there, staring at the thing in his palm, then tucked it under his jacket and turned back toward the packhouse.
Mind racing, I waited until he vanished from view before emerging from my hiding position. Her gift to him was what? And why had he misled people about it?
One last thought kept running through me as I turned around: How long had Eli been lying?
Eli was in the training area dueling some of the younger pack members the next day. He moved with a studied simplicity, his motions deliberate and smooth. But as I got closer, I caught a flutter in his eyes—perhaps guilt—that suggested disquiet.
"Can we discuss?" Keeping a laid-back approach, I asked.
He nodded, trailing me toward a more sedate area of the grounds. We stood silently for a minute, the strain between us clear-cut.
"I watched his reaction closely last night," I remarked.
Eli's countenance grew stiff, but he turned not aside. So you were following me?
"You lied to me," I said, keeping my voice calm. "You were seeing someone, but you claimed to be scouting. She was someone?
He stopped and I could see tension in his eyes. "It's..." complex.
With crossed arms, I said, "Try me."
Eli drew a long breath and ran a hand over his hair. "Her name is Mira." She is a longtime acquaintance. < A few weeks ago, she contacted me saying she knew about the Raven and about a pack danger. She had knowledge.
I wrinkled, my mistrust rising. "Why not have you told Jackson? Or me?
"Because I wasn't sure if I could trust her," he said, his voice almost above a whisper. "She is connected to the Raven. Should Jackson learn, he would presume the worst.
"Maybe he'd have a reason to," I shouted back, my fury blazing. "You ought to have told us, with me, straight out."
Eli turned away with a clenched jaw. I wanted to avoid dragging you into this. Should something go...
I pushed him to look at me as I moved in front. " Eli, I am already engaged. Whatever you are hiding, it is influencing the group as whole. Tell me the truth then.
He paused, and for a time I believed he would at last be clean. Instead, though, he shook his head, a trace of melancholy in his eyes.
"Ava, there are things I am not sure of. Not quite yet.
My heart fell as his comments weighed down on me. Though just now I wasn't so sure; I had wanted to believe him, trust him.
Then I suppose you will have to deal with the fallout, turning away before he could see the damage in my eyes.
Walking away, I sensed a storm building inside me—a concoction of wrath,
treachery, and something else—something that tormented more than I would have let clear.
Ava's POV There was enough tension in the air to cut. Eli stood across the room, back to me, arms crossed, staring out the window into the evening. His quiet seemed colder than the breeze blowing across the broken glass. Since Jackson had shared what he had discovered, this was the first time we had been alone."Eli," I said, keeping a calm voice and yet clenching my fists tightly. "We ought to discuss.His shoulders stiff, he turned not toward me. Ava, nothing to talk about here. Whatever Jackson shared with you—”"Is it accurate?" I stopped myself before I could stop asking. I had to have the truth. The shadows and the half-truths that appeared to float about me like smoke bored me. "Were you meeting supporters of Raven?"Eli whirled around, his face a mask of hardly controlled rage. But under that wrath, I sensed something else: dread. "What if I were?" asked. Ava, I performed what I had to. You wouldn't be able to grasp it.Test me. I moved in front of him, staring back. "You owe
Ava's POV I knew the weight of the unspoken words between us as soon as I entered the room. Eli was standing beside the old desk, his fingers following a line in the dust, yet he was staring at me. His demeanor had something raw, even vulnerable—something I had hardly encountered."Close the door," he murmured gently.I did; the faint click of the latch locked us into an unusual familiarity. The walls were closing in, the secrets whirling about us like a ghostly mist. It was time to face whatever lies beyond weeks of half-truths and tight silences.Eli, what are you concealing from me? Feeling the words come out of my mouth like a dare, I inquired. Particularly given all we had gone through together, he owed me the truth. I stayed firm for whatever he was about to say.Eli looked down, his jaw tightened as though he were battling himself, then his eyes locked with mine, sharper and more intense than I had ever seen. He said, "Ava," his voice low and nearly cracking, "there's a reason
Ava's POV Eli's comments lingered weighty in the air, like a storm just about to strike. I looked at him, trying to find any trace of the man I thought I knew, but all I found was a stranger hiding secrets."You believe you're shielding me?" I laughed, attempting to cover the anguish that had jammed itself into my chest. "Keeping me in the dark will help? In lying?Eli's expression softened but he did not dispute it. "Sometimes, Ava, the truth can do more damage than silence." His voice was little above a whisper, as though he were confining his faults to himself more than to me.My pulse sharpening, I moved forward a step. Then prove it. Share all with me, Eli. Alternatively, us—" My throat stiff, I paused and said, "ends here."I momentarily imagined he might turn away. He startled me, though, bringing out a little, battered notepad from within his jacket. He held it between us, his eyes full of unsaid warnings. "What's in here? Ava, this is scary. I had to keep you out of things f
Ava's POV Between Eli and me, the stillness is dense and heated. I stayed still, my fingers tightly holding the notepad he had handed me so I could feel its edges cutting into my palm. There were all those secrets, all those times he had avoided my inquiries or shrugged off my worries, ready to be unearthed in this little journal.I opened it, steeling myself with a long breath. Quick, nearly frantic handwriting covered the pages, as if someone had hurried to organize their ideas before they might go. Not only were names and dates involved here, though. There were specifics, rich descriptions of people I knew, others I didn't, all twisted in a web of relationships I hardly comprehended."Eli: what is all this??" My voice was hardly consistent, I asked. I was sorting names that sounded familiar from others that made me shiver down my back. He sat silent while I turned the pages, his eyes fixed on me, inscrutable.His voice low, he replied at last, "It's everything." "Everybody involve
Ava's POV Tension permeated the night air, and I could feel it as weight on my chest. Having Eli next to me caused both comfort and anxiety. Since I had opened the journal and perused the names, the faces, the secrets... The sensation that everything was about to fall apart had not been able to be overcome.Eli looked at me, his eyes sharp and seeking. "Ava, right now we have to move gently. Every stride counts.I nodded while a million questions flew through my head. And if we fail as well? My voice came out softer than I had planned."We then lose everything." And I am not just referring to each other. His comments had a weight that caused shivers. It was everyone entangled in this mess, all the individuals Eli had recorded in his notebook, not only the two of us at risk.I turned down once again and held it to my chest. "There are folks here I thought I could trust," I whispered. Eli, how long have you known? About them all?His darkening eyes followed his hand through his hair. L
AVa's POV As we raced down the lonely road, the stillness in the automobile seemed more weight than it had ever done. The gloom outside appeared to push against the windows, and I could not help but believe it was crushing on us, too—wrapping up every hidden secret, every bit of truth Eli had omitted.Eli kept his eyes on the road, his jaw closed to indicate he was grappling with what he had not uttered. Years had passed between us, and throughout all that time I had never felt so far from him. Alternatively he might have just improved at concealing."Who else knows?" My voice startled the quiet and sounded more strong than I had meant. But following what I had discovered and all the falsehoods... I had to know.He looked at me momentarily then back toward the road. "It was just me and a handful of people. Ava, you were kept out of it to guard you."To guard me?" I gave out a sour laugh. "Keeping secrets just leaves me in the dark; it does not protect me, Eli."He moaned, tightening
Ava's POV As I entered Eli's flat, which seemed to be a lonely, empty shell where memories persisted but warmth had long ago vanished. Knowing full well that anything I discovered may change everything, I came here seeking questions.Unspoken words were in the air as Eli slammed the door behind me. His eyes looked to be inscrutable, a stronghold of secrets apparently indestructible. I was not, however, backing down this time.Starting with "Ava," his voice a deep rumble, "I know what you're thinking.""Do you?” I drew back, crossing my arms. "Because I'm not even sure I know what I'm thinking now. I doubt even what is genuine since you have kept me in the dark for so long.He moved nearer, his face softening. "I never intended things to be this way. I reasoned I could hide it from you. I reasoned that would keep you secure.Shaking my head, I battled the need to yell. Eli, safe from what? You still won't give me the truth; I already live in the center of whatever this is.He simply s
Ava's POV Watching Eli pace the room, his expression locked between regret and something darker—probably fear—and I could not breathe. Since he began talking, he hadn't yet looked me in the eye; however, this time I was letting him evade me."So, you are telling me this has been going on for... exactly how long?" My voice hardly steady as I asked. "You concealed all this from me for years, and felt it was alright since it was for my protection?”"It was never that simple," he said at last, looking directly at me. His eyes reflected a mix of vulnerability I had never seen before and embarrassment. "I felt I could keep you out of it all and manage it. But things were increasingly difficult.I laughed, then clenched my hands. " Complicated? Eli, I have been in danger without even seeing it! Do you know how powerless that renders me?Thick with suspense, the room went still for a minute. Eli's face softened and his shoulders slumped as though he carried a weight too great for one person.