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2021-01-02 11:10:44Never Forget You - Zarra Larrson
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I'm still lying in bed thinking about what happened this morning. I did the drama, and it ended up disappointing my mother. And Gerald was disappointed, too, because I told him to go to school.
Gerald's sulking heavily right now. He even went to school with a face that was so sour—unsightly. At first, he insisted he didn't want to go to school, but because I threats were always powerful, he finally obeyed. Gerald was in the process of making his way to the National Exam, so he had to be diligent in school. I threatened him, wouldn't get any more rations for life, and promised I could play after school. Eventually, he obeyed. Childish.
I remember the heat. Why would I want that now? Ugh... I think my brain's been contaminated with Gerald's perverted brain. So he's a pervert. But is this natural? Is this home life? There's nothing special about this wedding. We were like a friend of his i
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