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Love and Hate Him At The Same Time
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Anyone - Justin Bieber (Hooked with this song)
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Panic!
I immediately jumped through two stairs at once. I almost slipped. But, I don't care about myself now. My body is shaking. Again, I was careless. Trembling and scared, I approached Gerald. Afraid that he might die, I'm not ready to be a widow right now. I turned around, and he was still breathing. Thankfully! The violin Physco sobbed.
"We have to go to the hospital." My whole body was trembling, even I almost fell, because my legs were shaking, making me unbalanced.
"Gerald heard Rara, right?" Gerald just grimaced. I see, there is a wound in the corner of his temple. Maybe the blood came from there. Or another part of his body, which was injured.
"You can walk, right?"
"Yes." Gerald replied softly. He still grinned, I don't know what hurt.
"Can you help me?" I asked the violin physco who just cried. This bitch mu
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