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Gerald's Pov
Momentary emotions make things messy.
Sorry, really sorry. I, who originally wanted to meet my lover and fix everything, instead, with an uncontrollable emotional state and jealousy everything fell apart.
My relationship is on the edge, aka aground I think. And I regret my stupid deeds that I will regret for the rest of my life.
Stupid, stupid, stupid! I cursed my stupidity. For hurting the person I love, and the wound will definitely remain and will be remembered for a lifetime. This suicide is her name.
My lover, I really am very sorry. I who was initially filled with anger saw hee lying and helpless. Make me regret it. And now only regret I guess.
I helped hee, when she passed out. I have always been her hero, and will remain her hero.
But when I brought it into the house, and Rara's mother always looked unhappy, especially since I had made her child pass out. Plus the gol
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