My heart is very broken when I read that message. Gerald mad at me I realized he is. I don't know what my fate will be in the future. Whether it's going to be a wrong step or not, I'm sure I'm doing all this for the good of all and his future.
My baby. I stroked my pregnant belly. I will survive for my daughter. Because after trying no matter what, me and Gerald were not meant to be together in the end. It's okay, the important thing is that Gerald can be free and can continue his studies. All this I do for the sake of happiness.
David asked me to come home and I just followed his game. Because I lost. He is so cunning and good at taking advantage of situations.
"Never mind, don't cry anymore, we'll be happy," David said again, wiping my tears as I got off his motorbike. I don't care about him, he's a demon, he's a devil.
"Promise, don't be sad again, OK?" said David softly. I looked at him and could feel his sincerity. Finally I nodded.
I come back to this house again, David's house, the big house that brought bad luck in my changing life. I don't know what I gonna do here, but I'm just following all of David's games.
"Miss, you can occupy the room yesterday."
"Thanks."
"Okay, I want to take a shower. Make yourself at home. If you want to cook, it's okay."
Cook? What do I want to cook? Does David think I'm a good cook? In fact, I was exhausted just to turn on the stove.
Finally, I walked back into the room reminding me how sad my life was. However, now it is more pathetic. I do not know what to do. Remembered David said, cook. It doesn't hurt if I experiment a little.
I stepped my feet into the kitchen. However, upon arriving there, I saw no sign of any maids or anyone. Confusion began to engulf me. I guess if I fry something it won't be a problem. I opened David's large refrigerator and found a large, seasoned fish. Lots of food supplies that can be for the next 1 month, really complete.
Just need to fry it, I don't think it will be difficult. I turned on the stove, but found no cooking oil anywhere. I was looking for the cooking oil. For a moment later, when I turned around the stove was already on fire. How careless I was! Stupid Rara, who did anything was always careless.
Quickly, I took water and poured it. In fact, the fire was creeping up and eating the water that I was splashing. The kitchen was also very hot, the fire was already soaring upward. Soon the rooster will devour all the items in this kitchen.
"David, please, there's a fire!" My voice lost to the crackling sound of the flames.
"David, please!" I shouted even louder. I'm panicking! The fire grew bigger and almost devoured the entire stove. Soon this stove will explode.
I saw David running to the kitchen with only a towel wrapped around his waist, twice this time I've seen him shirtless.
I panicked even more and cried.
What stunned me, whether he realized it or not, David unwrapped his towel and closed the fire. It wasn't his heroic act of putting out the flames, but I fell silent as he was completely naked in front of me. Can I repeat? N A K E D. How could he be completely unconscious? Is panic really making everyone act like this?
God....
My mouth feels dry. I froze, this is the second time I see a naked man. Even if I saw Gerald naked I still cringe, let alone a stranger like David. It goes without saying that his 'his' belonged to someone else. I shook my head as dirty thoughts ran over my brain. How can it be that in a critical situation my brain is wandering everywhere? Ugh.. I hate my mind!
After the fire was extinguished, David casually wrapped the towel around his waist again. Isn't that hot? But, I'm reluctant to ask.
"If it's a fire like this, don't use water. It will only make the fire even bigger. Use a wet cloth, then cover the fire using it." I'm still clearly recording his naked body earlier and just silent. My body was still in a cold sweat, almost shivering, remembering that David was naked. Did he do it on purpose to tease me?
"You ... you ... were naked." Finally, the question escaped from my mouth. I wonder how he responds? David just smiled.
"It's okay. The important thing is no more fire," David replied innocently.
With such an awkward atmosphere I nodded. "Aren't you ashamed to be naked?" I asked again. Not because of anything, it's just that he acted as if nothing had happened. I was the one who wanted to go into convulsions remembering that.
"Not really, it's yours anyways and you will definitely feel it too. So why be embarrassed? Think of it as an introduction." I turned my face which was already flushed. I'm ashamed, he's just like Gerald and I have no words to say.
"Sorry that I bothered you again. And thank you for saving me, again." I said to David.
"It's my duty." David pressed himself against me.
I stepped back, my body hit the counter. But David locked me between his big hands.
"Or do you want to take another look?" David tries to tease me. Holding my balance, I shook my head.
"It's okay, Miss. We're all grown up, what else would two adults of different gender do in a house alone?" This is bad! Sirens sound in my brain beeping loudly. This can't be happening!
Still holding my balance, I think I'll soon fall and kiss the floor. David's chest was sticking more and more, I smelled the scent of soap that teased my faith. Moreover, he was shirtless. Overall his body is better than Gerald. Oh God, strengthen my faith. I held my saliva, held back my voice, especially held my weight and tried not to roll under the floor.
"You ... you, change clothes." I pushed David's chest. Finally he got up and smiled.
"Yes, you're right. I have to change my clothes."
I breathe freely, finally I can change my position.
Before pulling away, David had time to steal a quick kiss on my lips. I just froze. Why does he like to do things suddenly?
After David left, I just shook my head, trying to clear my mind. Something's wrong in my brain.
Remember, you already have a husband! Already pregnant!
That's what I always say. I want to get some fresh air and try to clear my mind. David's house, big and very spacious. Too bad, why did his parents never inhabit this house? I also never knew where his parents were. I'm also reluctant to ask questions, because we have agreed to protect each other's privacy, even though my privacy has become a kind of public consumption now.
Finally, I just went around the big house. Even though I've been here before, but I didn't really research the interior inside. But today, I will explore it. There are lots of expensive things everywhere. Large and expensive jars can be found in every corner of the house. Was it some sort of charlatan exorcism? Well, those last words I guess can be ignored. After admiring the luxurious interior and funiture, I just sat on the long sofa in the spacious living room.
How is my fate? Why should it be this way? Then why am I here? I just realized, I made a mistake. Why does a Rara just realize her other stupidity after so many times she made the same mistakes?
Although Gerald doesn't want me anymore, I have to go back to my house. If Mom finds me here again, I'm sure Mom will kill me right away. Even though I love Gerald, I don't deny the fact that I'm comfortable around David. I always felt safe and protected when I was near him. But I'm afraid that everything he's doing is not sincere. I'm not ready to be disappointed again for the umpteenth time. Sometimes David looks like a cunning human jerk, sometimes he's as sincere as an angel. Actually, who is this David?
If Gerald really doesn't want me anymore and David really is sincere to me, I guess there's nothing wrong with opening my heart again. But I don't want to open my heart this fast. Hopefully, everything he does is sincere.
"Hey, you keep on daydreaming, Miss? Still curious about that earlier? Shall I show you again?" My mouth is open very wide. Why does he like to tease me? His attitude was more or less the same as Gerald's. Or are all male thoughts like that?
"Are you teasing me?" I accused David.
He shrugged his shoulders. "Not really, I just wanted to answer all your curiosity."
"But I'm not curious about that." I denied David.
"So, you are curious to feel it right away?"
What the fuck! He's crazy!
"No!" I answered quickly.
David sat beside me. "I'm kidding, I just want to comfort you so you don't feel sad anymore." I'm always touched by David's sincerity. Right, he's an angel.
"David." I called him. He turned to me with a serious face when he saw the intonation of my serious voice too.
"Yeah?"
"I want to know all your motives for all of this. And honestly, if you are serious and sincere I think there is nothing wrong if I open my heart."
David did not react.
1 second.
2 seconds.
5 seconds.
10 seconds.
"That's what I've been waiting for from yesterday. Thank you, I'll prove that all of this is sincere."
I smiled at him. His face drew closer to mine and the tension between us started to heat up.
"Don't be sad anymore, I'll always take care of you. Our baby--" David said, holding my face and examining it.
"Why do you always call her our baby?"
"Because I feel like it's my daughter." I shook my head.
"How can you admit that when the blood flowing in her body does not confirm who her biological parents are?"
"I don't care about it. What I want, I will protect you and love our baby." I feel so loved. I have become complacent about the attention of others. All of this happened because Gerald never paid attention to me. In fact, he knew I was pregnant, but he never cared about my condition.
"Thank you," I said, moved, and the beads started to run down my cheeks.
"Don't cry. I want to make you happy instead of sad." I began to hold David's body, and I began to feel the comfort and warmth.
"I was touched."
"Wait." I'm waiting for David who goes nowhere behind. After seven minutes he returned with the milk in his hands.
"Is that pregnancy milk?" I guessed.
"Right." My tears are seeping again. Even Gerald had never been this enthusiastic. He seemed not to care about the presence of his baby. All he knows is how to channel all his lust passions, that's all!
David handed me the glass, I wanted to take it, but instead he hid it behind him.
"Hey, but there is a trade-off." David still hid the glass behind him.
"What?" I stood because I wanted to take the milk.
David thrust his cheek.
I kissed his cheek and smiled back at him.
"This." I took the milk and it took less than a minute to run out of milk, because the milk was not hot but warm. Looks like David knows what the temperature is to make milk. I myself, I never made milk for my own baby on my tummy. How useless it is to be a parent, especially Gerald, who I don't think is worthy of the title of parent.
"Thank you." I said, returning the glass to David.
David came closer to me again, I stepped back and fell again on the sofa. Without realizing it, I lay down and he was on top of me.
"Since you dared to return the glass, now pay me to return the glass."
It seemed hot and we seemed very intimate.
"That's leftover milk on your lips," David pointed at mine, I wanted to wipe the rest of the milk on my lips.
"I'll do the cleaning." Quickly, David kissed my lips, he licked mine. I felt his breath and his warm tongue against my lips.
"Open your lips." I opened my lips, David quickly stuck his tongue and started kissing me hungrily. I started to reply with no less greed. We fought each other to want to kiss each other's lips.
David helped me get up, I got up with our tongues still together. His hands started creeping up my neck over and over again. I closed my eyes so I didn't sigh.
"Hug me." David ordered. So I pressed my body towards him and hugged his back. His hands were still playing on my neck, stroking me, trying to tease me. David tried to take off my shirt. I was determined to gave everything to this man.
David slowly unbuttoned my dress. His hand went up to my neck again, because I could not stand it I started wringing his hair and began to take off his clothes.
David lay down on the sofa and pressed my body on the sofa. The kiss was even more brutal. I can only move left and right, balancing a kiss on a day that's so hot and wild.
"Miss, get up and take off your clothes." David broke the kiss and woke up. I also got up and stood up. The zipper has opened, so I just have to get myself out of this outfit.
I opened it from the left side, David sat on the sofa and watched me with passion and seriousness. His eyes were getting dark.
Ting... ting.... ting....
David's door rang. Looks like a guest.
"Just stay here." I just nodded, still breathing hard. I sat down and realized my stupidity for a thousand times.
So David stepped outside without putting his clothes back on.
I neutralize my breath again. I feel my clothes are matted and my hair is messy too. People who see it will definitely feel that we just did something hot and wild. I smoothed my hair.
David hadn't been back in a long time, so I caught up with him. David stood blocking the door.
I looked for an opening to see who the mysterious guest David had been keeping long from coming back.
David looked at his opponent seriously and so was his opponent.
"Gerald?"
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Warning !!! There are lots of harsh and inappropriate words. For those who don't like harsh words, you can leave it.___________________________________"You son of a bitch!""WHAT THE HELL. YOU TWO ARE DOING!" shouted Gerald as soon as he saw me appear. Maybe seeing our appearance are both messy, especially David, he's shirtless."WHO THE HELL, YOU THINKING YOU'RE!" Gerald was furious. His face was already red, holding his anger. David casually looked at Gerald, who was angry. David put his hand on his chest and gave Gerald a scornful look. I was hiding, horrified to see an enraged Gerald. I timidly saw staring at Gerald. He stared straight at me. The angry glint on those green eyes was unmistakable. I didn't dare look at Gerald.Gerald grabbed my hand roughly, and I immediately pulled forward. Tripping on my own feet, luckily, he could hold my body. Otherwise, I would fall.
I was considered a cheap whore. With his curse, Gerald raped me in the car. And treating me harshly, I was like an animal in his eyes. When I struggled, he pulled my hair so violently that he wanted to spit on me. It's like that, and he still teases me. Gerald is ruthless!My heart is very broken. I can only cry and cry. I should die rather than be treated like this. My whole body is marked red. I would instead slice it with my skin knife than rough it. Gerald raped me brutally, like an animal in mating season. He didn't even listen to my screams. I had begged him to stop, but that damn boy just kept on doing his lustful. He was very rude.Several times I kicked him. I don't care, want disobedience or something. He was the one who was harsh on me.And now, I lay on the bed naked, covered only by a blanket. I have no energy to wear my clothes back.I'm still sobbing. I realized half of it was my fault too. I ca
Today, I want to indulge with my husband after our declaration. It has been a long time since I'm spoiled with him. Because every day is filled with fighting and crying. I also don't know when Gerald will return to Germany again. But, I wanted to follow him there."Gerald, when did you come home to Germany?" I was sitting leaning against the head of Gerald's wide bed. Gerald lay on my thighs, and I wrung his thick hair."With you?" he staring at me."My passport is not certain. I haven't taken care of the visa either.""It's done, take a photo. You also don't need another interview.""So, when are the photos?" I kept stroking Gerald's thick hair, pulling it occasionally until he grimaced in pain."I'll be informed later.""So long." my grumpy was annoyed. I cannot wait. I want to go abroad. Moreover, my beloved country, accompanied by my dear husband, every
Okay, Rara, let's play the game. You with your guy. I'm with many girls here.At night, I went to Eloy's friend's party. I want to feel freedom too. Eloy often invites me to parties, but I'm lazy to get into trouble, plus I can't be a normal human being. I always get drunk if I taste a little alcohol. Instead of ending up embarrassing, I better not to go. Of course, I can be ridiculed. A handsome man like me meant to be an average human because of the dizzy smell of alcohol. Damn! Even though most Germans people drink wine, they rarely drink water.I went with Eloy. I live with Oma. Eloy's home is far from Grandma's home, but he often plays there. The one near Winola's house. Only a few places away. Like a block. Grandma's house faces to the east, Winola's home is two houses apart and faces west.We arrive at his friend Eloy's house. Still in the Hessen area. Hessen is one of the largest regions of Germany.I
Germany, I'm coming.Finally, I will see the outside world as my dream.All documents required for traveling abroad have been completed within three days. All Gerald takes care of it, I sit and be photographed.My mother still wouldn't let go, but I was stubborn and determined to go. I don't want to intend to live in the neighborhood where I live. I feel uncomfortable. Mother was angry and still didn't want to take me to the airport. Mother knows how suffering I was when Gerald left. Mother should be able to let go of me. Sometimes, I don't understand the way my mother thinks.Finally, my brother delivered. My tears fall. I will miss my mother and brother.I hugged Aldo while crying. He felt uncomfortable hugging him. That bastarppd didn't hug me back, even though I had already imagined a choking separation. With Aldo calling because he let me go."Can you let go? I can't breath
“Mom-”“Yes?” my tears are pouring out.“I miss you.”“Me also misses you. Take good care of yourself. Take care of your health, take care of the baby's.” my tears are getting heavier. I miss my mom. And always, this message is what Mother delivers. Yes, Mother of Attention. But I feel like my mom doesn't believe in me. I can take care of myself. I'm an adult, have become a wife and mom to be. Why my mom have to be afraid? I can be responsible for myself.“Yes, mom. Mom, please don't be sad. I can take care of myself here.” I replied, convincing mother.“Yes, I'm not sad. I was worried, you're in a distant place.” Even though mom said no, I know she is so sad right now.“Later some time, you can go a walk here. It's winter, mom.” I grind my teeth. I was so tacky, and I was freezing. Even though I used the heating, I had to hug Gerald's naked body, so I didn't become hypothermia. And I also have to use lip balm,
Gerald's girlfriend.How am I missing something here? I glance a kill for Gerald to confirm this.“I'm sorry, Ale. Rara is my wife.” Gerald tried to calm down from the already heated state. This can't be tolerated. How could this bastard, this jerk play on my back? Plus, this miserable girl confidently admits she is Gerald's girlfriend.“Wife? Really? Are you fucking kidding me again?” shrieked the blonde.“Yeah, I just want you to introduce my beautiful woman in the world.”“Bullshit!” I scream and throw remote to Gerald. The remote hit Gerald in the face, and he caught the remote, before everything started.“I'm sorry, Ale. Wait me here.”Gerald, follows me to the bedroom. Tears reach my cheek. It's warm. It's so hurt. Why does Gerald always hurt me? Can't it, it suppresses my ego and makes my heart flower for a second? This jerk and all his egos. Fuck you all!
The chill began to spread throughout my body, where I felt my body shivered.Where is my natural warmth? I fumbled, and I felt empty.I quickly opened my eyes. Gerald was gone. I reached for the cellphone and checked the clock. Gosh, it's 9 o'clock, no wonder my husband has left. I should have gotten up first and prepared him breakfast.Lazily, I go to the kitchen. My stomach is rumbling. Lately, I feel hungry fast.I make cereal and milk. My cell phone vibrates.Gerald Handsome: I've made an appointment for check up today. Get ready at 10 I pick you.I read the message and hurried to take a shower. But the chill still attacked me. I don't want to take a shower. Finally, I chose to wash my face and brush my teeth.And I just realized I don't have winter clothes, I don't have a cozy warm sweater. I have to borrow Gerald's coat. And I can't perhaps wear a dress because we will
I'm lying in the room—me time. I just lay there watching TV. I just saw moving images on the plasma. Because on purpose, I didn't raise the voice.My physique can be in the room, and my mind wanders far.The sound of the door opening. My heart immediately warmed. This is what I'm waiting for."Mom." I miss that voice. No matter how selfish and no matter how strong my heart refuses and hurts with past events. I remain, take this man back, and forgive him without knowing it."Why?" I asked dryly. A week, he didn't fill this room."Daddy missed you. Sorry for everything. Honestly, I can't be away from you. Ah, I'm crazy there. I can't be apart from my children, and I can't be apart from you either. Please, mom, you can punish anything, but do not separate. This is torturous. " I looked at Gerald, saw the sincerity of the words that came out of his lips."Where's Skye?""Playing outside." I just nodded.Gerald followed me to bed. He hugged
I watched the faces of my two daughters. Their faces were similar, and one would not mistake them for siblings. Kelsea is beautiful, Verena too. However, where Verena's hair was taken from, her hair was slightly wavy and coppery brown. Even though mine and Gerald's hair are straight. Ah, whichever is important, my children are healthy.From her wavy hair, you can tell Verena's lashes are curled. Verena and Asher have gorgeous lashes; what I like most about Kelsea, her smile—even though she was pouting, still looking cute. My daughter, that one is not tired of being looked at. Her face is beautiful, so pretty. Sometimes I don't believe that I have such a beautiful child, even though her behaviour makes you shake your head.Moreover, Kelsea, a person who likes to take sour.Kelsea is more dominant. Genes are mine. However, it still looks crossbreed: Verena, more hair. Asher, I don't see my genes at all. He's a real G
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovI am ready, and my hands are itching to kill people. It is not irrelevant.Rara immediately knew my attitude.She stroked my hand, even though I was clenching mine as hard as possible. My opponent might faint at all times."Gerald, don't." said Rara. Seeing my woman begging with puppy eyes and pleading, I gave up my mind. Even though my emotions are already on the crown, and I'm ready to go to prison right now."Oh, this kid made Rara a mess. And now she shamelessly comes as if there is no sin." Said the madman with songong. I don't remember and don't know his name. But what I remember he had felt my punch.It felt like I wanted to run over there and kick his evil mouth.I've been rushing. Rara pulled my hand.My breath is already one by one, so holding back emotions."Actually, what else do you want to come here for?" Asked that damn uncle calmly, but very harsh sarcasm.
I'm a little excited. After five weeks, I was down. I try to be sincere and accept everything. I'm trying to live a normal life without a lover. Yes, I didn't think this was the longest record without a partner. Usually, in two days I've got a replacement. And I don't think I'll get a partner anytime soon or maybe for the rest of my life.I can't move on. Even though this relationship has only been a few months, it is so lasting. I do not want to keep grieving and lamenting fate. I will try to forget everything and hope to find someone who helps me forget it."Nanana." I sing like crazy. I am ready to live a new day, and positive energy permeates my soul the last few days.Incidentally, today is a holiday."You sugar .. yes, please. Would you come and put it down on me?" I sing and go downstairs. I intend to help my mother. It's a coincidence that you have to give me a thumbs up. I never tidy up the
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovMomentary emotions make things messy.Sorry, really sorry. I, who originally wanted to meet my lover and fix everything, instead, with an uncontrollable emotional state and jealousy everything fell apart.My relationship is on the edge, aka aground I think. And I regret my stupid deeds that I will regret for the rest of my life.Stupid, stupid, stupid! I cursed my stupidity. For hurting the person I love, and the wound will definitely remain and will be remembered for a lifetime. This suicide is her name.My lover, I really am very sorry. I who was initially filled with anger saw hee lying and helpless. Make me regret it. And now only regret I guess.I helped hee, when she passed out. I have always been her hero, and will remain her hero.But when I brought it into the house, and Rara's mother always looked unhappy, especially since I had made her child pass out. Plus the gol
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingMy world stopped spinning. Yes my world.I woke up, and when I woke up I was in the hospital. I could say I'm sick, but my heart hurts more.All my life, I just had this pain. Broken my heart, I feel.It's hard to breathe, my breath is short. Thinking about all this, just thinking about it gave me a headache and a stomach upset, suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but when I went to the toilet nothing happened.Paralyzed, my brain is paralyzed to think.It's been a week I didn't go to school, I dropped. Really drop and rushed to the hospital. I lacked fluids because there was no food coming in and cried all the time, my eyes might be blind too much crying.Poor mother, who is tired of taking care of me and I can only be a bother.Mother is always loyal and painstaking taking care of me. Myself is out of shape anymore. My eyes are sunken already. My face is pale, my lips are pale. And I think I lost
Gerald's PovMy world collapsed, I didn't expect my angel to be like a devil.Really. Just really.I lost my words to express it, I lost energy, lost everything. I lost everything because of her.There is no need to describe what I am anymore. You can imagine for yourself. You don't need to imagine. I just feel it.My world is upside down. My God, my world. My woman.I really didn't expect. I hope this is all a dream. And when I wake up I'll find her still by my side. I mean it still resides in my heart.My heart is dead, my taste is dead. Buried and carried away at the same time as the confession.It's killed me!This is no longer killing me slowly, but precisely stabbing the dagger of my heart. I no longer have a heart. I feel hearthless now!Damn! Because of women.I've never experienced anything like this before.Oh God, my woman! Do she still deserve or not consider her my woman? I really really
Anyone - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰We've changed clothes, respectively. Yes, indeed, a date that I will never forget."Ready to date?" I smile. I'm excited now. If we can't be lovers, at least we've had different experiences. As my request, Gerald is wearing a purple shirt, and I am wearing a pink shirt, just like the other couple goals. I also asked him to wear a hat, very handsome of course. And I was told to tie up like a schoolgirl and wear glasses, really like a nerd. I wear big round glasses, and they droop a lot."I'm a nerd." I held out my hand."I'm a bad boy." Gerald introduced himself."No. You're not.""I am." I laughed and hugged him."Let's go." I don't remember if this was the last day I had fun. After this, it's all just memories, which will put me down as much as possible."Before the date, it looks like we need to eat.""Right," I said, confirming the word lover a day."But
Hold On - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I could only cry and sat on the floor, watching Gerald move away. I'm still holding it down my stomach. It hurts so much.I deliberately felt it down. I was afraid my ass was bleeding because of the force of gravity downward."Wake up." Mas Rangga stretched out his hand. I feel more and more devastated."Thank you." I wiped my tears while sitting on the bench earlier."Rara wants to go home." My mood fell apart. I'm not in the mood for what to do. My lower stomach hurts too. I better go home and rest.Mas Rangga knows my broken mood. Luckily I had time to eat."Thank you for your kindness, Mas. Rara prayed hope you will find the perfect companion." I immediately ran into the house. I do not want to hear what Mas Rangga said.I just cried and cried, regardless of what was going on around me._____________________"This is what I said before, make sin not to re