Okay, Rara, let's play the game. You with your guy. I'm with many girls here.
At night, I went to Eloy's friend's party. I want to feel freedom too. Eloy often invites me to parties, but I'm lazy to get into trouble, plus I can't be a normal human being. I always get drunk if I taste a little alcohol. Instead of ending up embarrassing, I better not to go. Of course, I can be ridiculed. A handsome man like me meant to be an average human because of the dizzy smell of alcohol. Damn! Even though most Germans people drink wine, they rarely drink water.
I went with Eloy. I live with Oma. Eloy's home is far from Grandma's home, but he often plays there. The one near Winola's house. Only a few places away. Like a block. Grandma's house faces to the east, Winola's home is two houses apart and faces west.
We arrive at his friend Eloy's house. Still in the Hessen area. Hessen is one of the largest regions of Germany.
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Germany, I'm coming.Finally, I will see the outside world as my dream.All documents required for traveling abroad have been completed within three days. All Gerald takes care of it, I sit and be photographed.My mother still wouldn't let go, but I was stubborn and determined to go. I don't want to intend to live in the neighborhood where I live. I feel uncomfortable. Mother was angry and still didn't want to take me to the airport. Mother knows how suffering I was when Gerald left. Mother should be able to let go of me. Sometimes, I don't understand the way my mother thinks.Finally, my brother delivered. My tears fall. I will miss my mother and brother.I hugged Aldo while crying. He felt uncomfortable hugging him. That bastarppd didn't hug me back, even though I had already imagined a choking separation. With Aldo calling because he let me go."Can you let go? I can't breath
“Mom-”“Yes?” my tears are pouring out.“I miss you.”“Me also misses you. Take good care of yourself. Take care of your health, take care of the baby's.” my tears are getting heavier. I miss my mom. And always, this message is what Mother delivers. Yes, Mother of Attention. But I feel like my mom doesn't believe in me. I can take care of myself. I'm an adult, have become a wife and mom to be. Why my mom have to be afraid? I can be responsible for myself.“Yes, mom. Mom, please don't be sad. I can take care of myself here.” I replied, convincing mother.“Yes, I'm not sad. I was worried, you're in a distant place.” Even though mom said no, I know she is so sad right now.“Later some time, you can go a walk here. It's winter, mom.” I grind my teeth. I was so tacky, and I was freezing. Even though I used the heating, I had to hug Gerald's naked body, so I didn't become hypothermia. And I also have to use lip balm,
Gerald's girlfriend.How am I missing something here? I glance a kill for Gerald to confirm this.“I'm sorry, Ale. Rara is my wife.” Gerald tried to calm down from the already heated state. This can't be tolerated. How could this bastard, this jerk play on my back? Plus, this miserable girl confidently admits she is Gerald's girlfriend.“Wife? Really? Are you fucking kidding me again?” shrieked the blonde.“Yeah, I just want you to introduce my beautiful woman in the world.”“Bullshit!” I scream and throw remote to Gerald. The remote hit Gerald in the face, and he caught the remote, before everything started.“I'm sorry, Ale. Wait me here.”Gerald, follows me to the bedroom. Tears reach my cheek. It's warm. It's so hurt. Why does Gerald always hurt me? Can't it, it suppresses my ego and makes my heart flower for a second? This jerk and all his egos. Fuck you all!
The chill began to spread throughout my body, where I felt my body shivered.Where is my natural warmth? I fumbled, and I felt empty.I quickly opened my eyes. Gerald was gone. I reached for the cellphone and checked the clock. Gosh, it's 9 o'clock, no wonder my husband has left. I should have gotten up first and prepared him breakfast.Lazily, I go to the kitchen. My stomach is rumbling. Lately, I feel hungry fast.I make cereal and milk. My cell phone vibrates.Gerald Handsome: I've made an appointment for check up today. Get ready at 10 I pick you.I read the message and hurried to take a shower. But the chill still attacked me. I don't want to take a shower. Finally, I chose to wash my face and brush my teeth.And I just realized I don't have winter clothes, I don't have a cozy warm sweater. I have to borrow Gerald's coat. And I can't perhaps wear a dress because we will
I want to make fun on Gerald. I don't have a stomachache. But I'm just tired, not in the mood to serve him right now. But I suddenly felt guilty after seeing him panic. I Always, acting stupid, that makes us both hurt."Pain? Why? Cramp?" Gerald asked in a panic.I shook my head. "I don't know it's sick. Let me rest, you can go to college." I said in a weak voice, to be sure. But guilt keeps hitting me."I can't, I was worried something bad happen to you. Like last night." Gerald brushed his hair, and his face was terrified."It's okay, thereafter if I get sick or whatever, I'll just call. But you have to move quickly, okay?" I held my stomach."Yes, sorry for making you sick." Gerald said with a worried expression. He kissed my forehead for a long time, damn it!. Yet if our husband asks us to refuse, it will be a severe sin, how bad I'm. Mostly like me, who made him dizzy. I'm currently pregnant. I shouldn't be like this. I bit my lower lip, holding ba
My body is stiff. Shit! I fell asleep on the table. Even if it's just my head, hope my baby not be in pain. My sleeping position is just sitting on a chair, from night until again, with my head on the table. What a strange sleeping position, and I wasn't conscious at all, even though I fell asleep sitting up.I also don't know what time it is. Stiff neck, cramped hands, and feet. By restoring my body system. I headed for the room, and the most beautiful view greeted me. I looked for a cellphone and just remembered, all night I didn't pull out my cellphone. Luckily it didn't explode.By yawning and feeling my back and neck all hurt. To move a little, it hurts a lot. I sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the surroundings. Why was my sleep so wholly and soundly unconscious? I see the clock on the cellphone screen. It's at 9 o'clock. I slept for a long time. It seems now I continuously wake up at 9. It's okay. Pregnant women are like this.And Gerald disappeared. He
My whole body was crushed. After the Telletubies hugs we're ended up being stripped naked."You're still the best." Gerald whispered. My body is too weak. So I just hugged my favorite bare chest and let our sweat melt away.Wait a minute, and Gerald had no signs of going to campus."Aren't you going to campus?" I lifted my head and looked at Gerald, who closed his eyes; he was also exhausted."No!""Why?""Why?" asked Gerald back. He's always annoying."Ewhh ... I was pay attention to you." I pinched his stomach—he's annoying humans!"I'd rather have you attention caressed.""You just caressed.""Less.""Askjhsksjklss." I swear with all the harsh words that are only stored in my brain, I do not dare to speak out rather than ending up fighting, I better hold myself back."I don't under
Oma offers to stay overnight. But I refuse, I'm reluctant if tomorrow morning I wake up late. The culture of the people here doesn't matter to wake up late, or whatever they called. According to my mother's upbringing, I have to have more respect for my host. I'm afraid to wake up late because lately I always wake up late. Fianlly, we went home too because I forced Gerald to come home."Tomorrow is the weekend. Where are you going for weekend?" Gerald bargained."I don't know. What I need now, go home and sleep. I'm really tired." After being full, I said weakly I needed a mattress and lay my head on the soft pillow."Okay, go sleep." I closed my eyes. It felt like I could no longer hold back my sleepiness. I shouldn't have been stubborn and just stayed at Grandma's house. I was asleep, but vaguely, I heard a voice speaking. It was Gerald's voice, who was he talking to?"I'm sorry you don't have to call me now. I'm with my wife now." Gerald is on the phon
I'm lying in the room—me time. I just lay there watching TV. I just saw moving images on the plasma. Because on purpose, I didn't raise the voice.My physique can be in the room, and my mind wanders far.The sound of the door opening. My heart immediately warmed. This is what I'm waiting for."Mom." I miss that voice. No matter how selfish and no matter how strong my heart refuses and hurts with past events. I remain, take this man back, and forgive him without knowing it."Why?" I asked dryly. A week, he didn't fill this room."Daddy missed you. Sorry for everything. Honestly, I can't be away from you. Ah, I'm crazy there. I can't be apart from my children, and I can't be apart from you either. Please, mom, you can punish anything, but do not separate. This is torturous. " I looked at Gerald, saw the sincerity of the words that came out of his lips."Where's Skye?""Playing outside." I just nodded.Gerald followed me to bed. He hugged
I watched the faces of my two daughters. Their faces were similar, and one would not mistake them for siblings. Kelsea is beautiful, Verena too. However, where Verena's hair was taken from, her hair was slightly wavy and coppery brown. Even though mine and Gerald's hair are straight. Ah, whichever is important, my children are healthy.From her wavy hair, you can tell Verena's lashes are curled. Verena and Asher have gorgeous lashes; what I like most about Kelsea, her smile—even though she was pouting, still looking cute. My daughter, that one is not tired of being looked at. Her face is beautiful, so pretty. Sometimes I don't believe that I have such a beautiful child, even though her behaviour makes you shake your head.Moreover, Kelsea, a person who likes to take sour.Kelsea is more dominant. Genes are mine. However, it still looks crossbreed: Verena, more hair. Asher, I don't see my genes at all. He's a real G
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovI am ready, and my hands are itching to kill people. It is not irrelevant.Rara immediately knew my attitude.She stroked my hand, even though I was clenching mine as hard as possible. My opponent might faint at all times."Gerald, don't." said Rara. Seeing my woman begging with puppy eyes and pleading, I gave up my mind. Even though my emotions are already on the crown, and I'm ready to go to prison right now."Oh, this kid made Rara a mess. And now she shamelessly comes as if there is no sin." Said the madman with songong. I don't remember and don't know his name. But what I remember he had felt my punch.It felt like I wanted to run over there and kick his evil mouth.I've been rushing. Rara pulled my hand.My breath is already one by one, so holding back emotions."Actually, what else do you want to come here for?" Asked that damn uncle calmly, but very harsh sarcasm.
I'm a little excited. After five weeks, I was down. I try to be sincere and accept everything. I'm trying to live a normal life without a lover. Yes, I didn't think this was the longest record without a partner. Usually, in two days I've got a replacement. And I don't think I'll get a partner anytime soon or maybe for the rest of my life.I can't move on. Even though this relationship has only been a few months, it is so lasting. I do not want to keep grieving and lamenting fate. I will try to forget everything and hope to find someone who helps me forget it."Nanana." I sing like crazy. I am ready to live a new day, and positive energy permeates my soul the last few days.Incidentally, today is a holiday."You sugar .. yes, please. Would you come and put it down on me?" I sing and go downstairs. I intend to help my mother. It's a coincidence that you have to give me a thumbs up. I never tidy up the
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingGerald's PovMomentary emotions make things messy.Sorry, really sorry. I, who originally wanted to meet my lover and fix everything, instead, with an uncontrollable emotional state and jealousy everything fell apart.My relationship is on the edge, aka aground I think. And I regret my stupid deeds that I will regret for the rest of my life.Stupid, stupid, stupid! I cursed my stupidity. For hurting the person I love, and the wound will definitely remain and will be remembered for a lifetime. This suicide is her name.My lover, I really am very sorry. I who was initially filled with anger saw hee lying and helpless. Make me regret it. And now only regret I guess.I helped hee, when she passed out. I have always been her hero, and will remain her hero.But when I brought it into the house, and Rara's mother always looked unhappy, especially since I had made her child pass out. Plus the gol
Sorry for the typoEnjoy readingMy world stopped spinning. Yes my world.I woke up, and when I woke up I was in the hospital. I could say I'm sick, but my heart hurts more.All my life, I just had this pain. Broken my heart, I feel.It's hard to breathe, my breath is short. Thinking about all this, just thinking about it gave me a headache and a stomach upset, suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, but when I went to the toilet nothing happened.Paralyzed, my brain is paralyzed to think.It's been a week I didn't go to school, I dropped. Really drop and rushed to the hospital. I lacked fluids because there was no food coming in and cried all the time, my eyes might be blind too much crying.Poor mother, who is tired of taking care of me and I can only be a bother.Mother is always loyal and painstaking taking care of me. Myself is out of shape anymore. My eyes are sunken already. My face is pale, my lips are pale. And I think I lost
Gerald's PovMy world collapsed, I didn't expect my angel to be like a devil.Really. Just really.I lost my words to express it, I lost energy, lost everything. I lost everything because of her.There is no need to describe what I am anymore. You can imagine for yourself. You don't need to imagine. I just feel it.My world is upside down. My God, my world. My woman.I really didn't expect. I hope this is all a dream. And when I wake up I'll find her still by my side. I mean it still resides in my heart.My heart is dead, my taste is dead. Buried and carried away at the same time as the confession.It's killed me!This is no longer killing me slowly, but precisely stabbing the dagger of my heart. I no longer have a heart. I feel hearthless now!Damn! Because of women.I've never experienced anything like this before.Oh God, my woman! Do she still deserve or not consider her my woman? I really really
Anyone - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰We've changed clothes, respectively. Yes, indeed, a date that I will never forget."Ready to date?" I smile. I'm excited now. If we can't be lovers, at least we've had different experiences. As my request, Gerald is wearing a purple shirt, and I am wearing a pink shirt, just like the other couple goals. I also asked him to wear a hat, very handsome of course. And I was told to tie up like a schoolgirl and wear glasses, really like a nerd. I wear big round glasses, and they droop a lot."I'm a nerd." I held out my hand."I'm a bad boy." Gerald introduced himself."No. You're not.""I am." I laughed and hugged him."Let's go." I don't remember if this was the last day I had fun. After this, it's all just memories, which will put me down as much as possible."Before the date, it looks like we need to eat.""Right," I said, confirming the word lover a day."But
Hold On - Justin Bieber💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰💰I could only cry and sat on the floor, watching Gerald move away. I'm still holding it down my stomach. It hurts so much.I deliberately felt it down. I was afraid my ass was bleeding because of the force of gravity downward."Wake up." Mas Rangga stretched out his hand. I feel more and more devastated."Thank you." I wiped my tears while sitting on the bench earlier."Rara wants to go home." My mood fell apart. I'm not in the mood for what to do. My lower stomach hurts too. I better go home and rest.Mas Rangga knows my broken mood. Luckily I had time to eat."Thank you for your kindness, Mas. Rara prayed hope you will find the perfect companion." I immediately ran into the house. I do not want to hear what Mas Rangga said.I just cried and cried, regardless of what was going on around me._____________________"This is what I said before, make sin not to re