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I Lost the Game
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Anyone - Justin Bieber
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Eating with people who don't like us or with mortal enemies is like swallowing a stone and a round needle simultaneously. My throat hurt when I swallowed the food. I want to end all of this, and I can't live without this man who is beside me. So I just stirred my food.
"The day after tomorrow, Oma comes home." My eyes brightened up instantly. Yes, free from the devil's torments. Gerald just grunts. Actually, these grandmothers don't tease me anymore. She tried to accept everything, even though it was still too heavy. I know Grandma wants her grandson to have the best mate, not a simple woman like me, an ordinary woman who doesn't have any advantages, except to trouble other people. I have to admit this.
"Grandma wants you to continue studying in Germany." My body suddenly stiffened, and I can't move now. I was like a receipt, and soon I could have a seizure. How could it be? Why didn't I ever thi
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