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2021-01-13 11:35:01Side To Side - Ariana Grande
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It's been a month. My life has been lonely without him. Yes, Gerald has gone to lead science for the sake of the future.
The days I spent was filled with tears. I miss him, just an hour after he left I've been crying and calling him many times.
My husband left Singapore, and during 20 tiring hours, Gerald is going to college in Frankfurt.
Universität Frankfurt Am Main, the name of the university I am very obsessed with. Because my handsome husband studied there. Everyone who hears people chant the German name my heart beats twice as fast, let alone this university's name. I want to study there too. Half of my heart wants to catch up there. But half of my selfishness demands me to stay here.
I was like a zombie. Lately, I'm a syringe. Maybe because of too much thought and longing sickness, of course. If only I could reach it, I'd like to run there and follow there. But what
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