Side To Side - Ariana Grande
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It's been a month. My life has been lonely without him. Yes, Gerald has gone to lead science for the sake of the future.
The days I spent was filled with tears. I miss him, just an hour after he left I've been crying and calling him many times.
My husband left Singapore, and during 20 tiring hours, Gerald is going to college in Frankfurt.
Universität Frankfurt Am Main, the name of the university I am very obsessed with. Because my handsome husband studied there. Everyone who hears people chant the German name my heart beats twice as fast, let alone this university's name. I want to study there too. Half of my heart wants to catch up there. But half of my selfishness demands me to stay here.
I was like a zombie. Lately, I'm a syringe. Maybe because of too much thought and longing sickness, of course. If only I could reach it, I'd like to run there and follow there. But what
Lose You To Love Me - Selena Gomez๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ"Rara! Explain what that means!" Mother shouted when I got home.After the doctor's explanation, my mother put on an angry face if you could. Mother wanted to slap, grab my hair, kick, even stab with a knife, so furious. I just grimaced in fear. Mother will definitely not believe me again if I confess everything. But I think my life history is quite up to here, and I have lost, there is no more defense."R-Rara, R-Rara pregnant mom ..." I tried to brush it."Don't mess around. Say it fast!" Mother is really angry. There have been so many times I've made the mother angry and made my mother explode with emotions. Yes, no matter how neat someone keeps rotten, everything will smell. No lie is perfect."Mother, don't be angry with Rara," I said in self-pity. Actually, I will give up if mom will kill me now."Tell me quickly! What does all this mean?!" I closed my eyes, bit my lip. After
Halo - Beyonce๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏIt's Monday, time to go back to the stable. Work, as usual. Even though I am pregnant, I have to keep working because my husband is at the end of the world. If only he were around, I'm sure he would have spoiled me a lot. Again, I was attacked by homesickness this morning.This longing is getting more passionate. Why did we have to go this far? Just try me to go along. My story must be different. Gerald and I would be making out every morning, and it's not like I have to throw up in the morning.This morning I was vomiting. I think I have exhausting morning sickness. Luckily the doctor gave me anti-nausea medication. I can't guarantee I'll be throwing up at school, and it will be another school gossip. Moreover, no one knows my marital status. Moreover, they know that I am pregnant from a student from this school alumni. Sometimes feeling embarrassed, or something. My life path is very different from the others. I can
The Heart Wants It Wants - Selena Gomez๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏWarning!!! Not for virgin eyes ๐๐๐.๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ"Mhh ....." I sighed. I was tilled so hot, unable to endure the itching and tingling. The kiss has reached my breasts. He cupped my breasts and twisted my breasts slowly. Oh God ... I haven't felt this in a long time. Satisfied twisting, his mouth turns to work on both breasts, taking turns, because he doesn't want to make the other one jealous. Soon, these breasts will be filled with water—a source of intake for my baby later.I felt completely naked. I just closed my eyes and sighed. The kiss has gone down my stomach. He even kissed my stomach with affection while being stroked. Some lives live there. He licked my belly and my navel too. Now down, until my big toe is gnawed. Oh my ... my feet are dirty, not a lollipop. Now it's to my calf, and he kissed it alternately left and right. Up to my t
Starships - Nicky Minaj๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ"Hehehe, sorry, just kidding. You guys have fun," said Sheila when she saw Ryan appear. I continue to eat, even though I have no appetite, but I have a life to protect now and accompanied by annoying voices. The boys still tease me."Buy fruit at the street. Buy the red apple with the cucumber." Said, David. I just found out, Caucasians like rhymes."Uwuu...." said the two more."Hi, beautiful lady. Who do you belong to?""Ha, haha." We're not together. It's fun, these boys. I have to be friends with them. Not in the context of wanting to tease them or something specific, but because I want to bury my sadness away from my husband."I have rhymes for you.""Anything?" They asked curiously and enthusiastically"Lady Gaga prayed at dawn, did not forget to recite make breakfast. After that, I did exercise. I finished cooking for my husband.""hah?" They answered compact
This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things - Taylor Swift๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏThe day I had was wonderful, it was so much fun on a safari to the grass garden. Even though any special people do not accompany me, I'm still happy because it's so peaceful and impressive. Why did Gerald never invite me here first? I prefer a place like this to a mall or a park full of crowds. Because in a place like this, the moment that is created is intimate, profound and full of warmth. I'm sure Gerald never knew this place."Where do you know where such a cool place like this?" I was awake, because honestly behind my back, I was not strong enough to withstand the sharp stones."This is our favourite place, but I haven't been here for a long time since there was a problem. So Miss is the first person I brought here again. I miss my other friend."What's up with David's friend?"He died?" David, shake his head and sigh. Like keeping something burdensome in his
Stitches - Shawn Mendes๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏErotic Scene. Not for virgin eyes ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐________________________If there is a possible place, I want to run away from this house. My mother, who is the only place to find refuge, is putting my own life at risk.If I live in a boarding house, my life will not be taken care of. Moreover, I'm pregnant, and someone has to pay attention to me. I might kill my baby for not paying attention. Huh, I can't imagine it. But I'm not at home with my mother. Mother is too much. This way, I should be able to emphasize to the mother, I can live independently.But, which candidate should I ask for help with?I don't feel comfortable in my own house anymore. I want to ask Mas Rangga for help if I still have a face. But Mas Rangga still lives with his mother, and I don't like his mother. If Mas Rangga lived alone, I would live with Mas Rangga. Ah, that grown man. Half of my heart is sorry, why let
Reggaetion Lento - CNCO๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏDavid invited me to eat. But still, my heart is not calm about this dream. Did I miss my husband so much that dream like that? I'm just stirring in the pudding with no interest until the pudding is destroyed."Miss." Scold David. I was shocked again, mostly daydreaming. I want to follow Gerald over there. I miss him so much, and this is so torturous. If Gerald calls, I want to close this distance and quickly regroup."Sorry," I said. David eats and grasps."I'm still wondering, who is Gerald?" I just looked at David and was silent for a few moments."So what?""Some Miss nightmare or something, about that Gerald.""Not really. I was not aware of dreams and delirious." My alibi. Where are there, nightmares? Those are the best dreams and erotic dreams that I still feel today. I still feel
Anyone - Justin Bieber๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฏAfter realizing great danger befell him. I reflexively snatched the cellphone from David's ear."Who the hell is this? Where is Rara?" Shouted Gerald from the end of the phone. I quickly ran to the room, with tears continuing to melt. Because getting caught and feeling guilty against my husband."Ha-ha-lo." I was choking. My God, what have I done? Am I cheating on my husband? I wanted to bury myself because of this unforgivable stupidity."Rara, why? Where? What's thematter? Who was that man?" Gerald repeatedly asked, Oh my God.Why can I be this stupid? I want to be honest with everyone, but I don't want to add to Gerald's burden. I was just silent because all his questions made me unable to answer a single one."Sorry, Gerald." I became sobbing. I wanted to say everything, but Gerald must have thought and disturbed his lecture."What's the matter