I was waiting for the painful impact but I felt none after a while. So I slowly opened my eyes to see my condition, maybe it’s a miracle that I can still walk or use one of my hands after this. I’ll surely find out who pushed me off!
“You okay?” An unfamiliar voice caught me off guard. I look up to see blinding blonde hair and shining blue eyes.
Who’s this?
“Who’re you?” I raised my eyebrow instinctively. He looks like an American and I’ve never seen this man before. Not in my past nor in my current memories.
“I’ll tell you once you get off.”
I gasped when I finally assisted what situation I’m in. Basically, when I fell, this guy out of nowhere appeared and saved me like a knight. He has fast reflexes, I suppose. But who’s he?
I quickly escaped away from his embrace, even if I was struggling in shock, he made sure to let go of me slowly and gently. I couldn’t help but feel flustered from what had happened.
“Allow me to introduce myself,” He took my right hand and placed a soft kiss on it. I can feel my face turning crimson. The unlooked-for action made my knees tremble for an unknown reason. His lips were soft and pink like cotton candy.
I couldn’t talk. I was dumbstruck.
“I’m Van Valloghen.” The exact time he finished introducing himself a voice called upon us.
“Van!” It was none other than Navia.
Did they know each other?
I quickly shook his hand off and distanced myself. Navia is coming down the stairs while giving us a questionable stare. Van rushed to Navia’s side and embraced the evil woman.
“Why are you here?” Navia glanced at me then back to the foreigner guy. She smiled sweetly at him.
It was a smile I have never seen before. It was endearing, sweet, gentle and genuine. For a second it made me wonder if the Navia who watched me fall and the Navia standing in front of me were different. I’ve seen her smile to people, even to me, but I’ve never seen her like that. Her eyes sparkled as her smile reached her eyes. Her face is even lightly turning red.
Is that really my enemy?
“She what?”
“Your sister fell and I caught her.”
Their conversations pulled me away from the nonsense thoughts. Of course, Navia is my enemy. The Navia in my past life and the Navia right now is the same. I cannot falter just because I saw another side of my sister.
Honestly, I pity her backstory. I’ve only read a few lines but her life was indeed tragic but that doesn’t justify what she did and it doesn’t make her sinless just because of some tragic backstory. Navia chooses this path and I must choose mine too even if that means clashing at the end of the road.
“Freya, are you okay?” Navia came running towards me. Her affectionate eyes made me shudder in disgust. Why is she pretending to be nice? Is she trying to impress her guest?
“I’m fine.” I awkwardly smiled at her and pulled her hands down that was placed on my shoulders. That worried expression was supposed to be placed when I fell in the building, not in here.
“Are you sure?” She asked again. Her acting is too good that I can’t help myself but wonder if the person who confronted me earlier is her evil twin.
“Navia,” My voice became a warning. She needs to stop this silly act. Whoever that blonde guy is, he might be an important person for Navia not to lose her ‘perfect’ appearance.
“Freya,” She held my wrist, “I’m just worried for –“
“Stop!” I shouted loudly not caring if the whole people in the mansion heard it. My anger is boiling, “How dare you even act this nice!” I glared at her, “When I only yearned for love, you tossed me away!” I can feel the bitterness at the tip of my tongue, “I hated you, Navia.” This feeling inside of me seems to deepen as the days goes by. I ignored this kind of resentment even in the past.
“Freya, what are you saying?”
“You!” I pulled the hands she’s holding and pointed at her, “You’re not my sister,” I spat and quickly ran upstairs. Tears are flowing and I think they’re not stopping any minute now. The aching of the heart that I buried deep inside me is resurfacing.
When I finally got inside my room, my knees finally gave in and I ended up crying on the floor. Too much has happened today and it made my head swirl. What’s with the unexpected events? It scares me. Knowing that the future I once know is crumbling. When I did something I did not do in the past, it made a ripple. It’s like a drop in the calm sea.
It hurts so much to think about it. And what made my feeling worst, is because I know the truth. I hate Navia. I hate her so much it makes me want to claw my nails to her eyes. I hate her for what she has done but the truth is that I hate her for smiling like that in front of some strange man. I hate her so much it hurts. The resentment I felt when she first turned her back on me, the bitterness I buried after she threw me away – everything is coming back.
I hate her.
“YOUNG miss,”
I groaned. I didn’t realize I slept. When I glance at the window, I saw that the sun is up high.
My body hurts and it’s because I was lying on the floor. I yawned. My eyes hurt so much from crying. When I rubbed them, I felt the puffiness. Maybe I cried myself to sleep.
“It’s your time for breakfast.” The voice who called me once again spoke. I groggily stood up and open the door. There stood a maid. She’s a little small but her face looks mature. Her long black hair is tied in a centipede way sideways.
“Also someone is looking for you,” She said when I came to face her. I’ll shower after eating. What happened last night made me lose my appetite.
“Who?” I yawned again as we walk in the hallway towards the dining table.
“Your fiancée,” She answered.
It feels like I was thunderstruck when I heard that. One person popped in my mind but I ask the maid who’s following me to make sure.
“June?”
“No, miss.”
A cold run down my spine.
“I-It can’t be him right?” I questioned myself and stopped walking.
“Yeah, it’s me, darling.” The familiar voice made everything clear. When I looked at the man grinning from ear to ear, wearing a formal suit, and made his hair slick back, it almost made my heart skip a beat.
“What the hell are you doing here, Gin?”
"Good morning, lady. You’re even shining today though you’ve always been this bright,” He cheered.“Please be quiet, I can’t even hear myself losing the will to live,” I groaned. This man can’t be serious. Why is he here, early in the morning? And what’s with the introduction of being my fiancée? He’s making my head hurt more.“As a proper fiancée, I need to make sure my future wife had a good sleep.” He raised his shoulders, offering me his assistance. Of course, I hesitated at first but I accepted it anyway.“Accepting that means you said yes to my offer?” He sneered which made me roll my eyes and almost retrieved my hands away from his grip but the hands that snaked around his shoulders were sandwiched even more. I frowned.“No, take backs.”“What are you, a child?”“Probably, if you want me to.”I realize
“What the hell, Freya?” The angry voice from June roared. I saw the sky outside getting gloomy, it feels like a sign that today will be another stress in a cup. “June,” I called his name once again. His eyes drifted down at my hands that were holding Gin’s wrist. I can see how it angered him more. He openly gritted his teeth so hard that I saw his jaw move. I let Gin go and gave him a knowing look. I need him to stay out of sight for a bit so things wouldn’t get messy. “Alright,” He backed up. June took wide steps to reach where I stood. He even tried to grab Gin who’s walking towards Navia and Van but I immediately stopped him by snatching the hem of his white polo t-shirt. “Let’s talk.” June’s expression softened when we met eyes. “Freya.” Now that we’re standing close, I can see how pale he is. His breath is shaky and heavy. I grabbed his hands and guided him to the place where I should’ve brou
Hearing his word made me realize how much of an asshole he really is. He’s not the June I imagined him to be. I was so blinded by love that even his flaws became perfect to me and I ignored the red flags before thinking that he’s just an imperfect human being that loves me too. I went on my knees to look at June’s eyes. “You’re not the man I love.” “After a year you’re going to have a change of heart? We promise each other!” He cried out. “You probably love me because of my money, right?” “Freya, t-that’s not it! I love you, honestly-“ A slap landed on his face again. “Leave,” I stood up, “You’re not welcome here or in my life anymore.” With that, I opened the door and went outside. I waited for him to get out before closing it. “Freya…” He called lovingly. It made my heart sting in pain again. How could he sound so sweet despite the things he has done? I want to shout at him. To question him why he pushed
“Have you ever considered talking to birds?”“What? Are you stupid?”Gin chuckled after hearing my statement. How can he make such a stupid question every time we see each other?“Shut up and start acting your age, alright?” I whispered back to him when we finally sat at the table.It’s been a week since those incidents happened. That week made me feel hell for a bit. Yesterday, my dad and my grandma came back from the business trip they had gone through. Of course, the next thing would be predictable; he finds out that both his daughters have a fiancée and keep on visiting and staying at the house every day.Surprisingly, it was peaceful between the four of us. Navia didn’t pull any tricks or stunts to me, which seemed suspicious. On the other hand, Gin keeps on asking dumb questions every God damn time that it irks me, but it also helps me get my mind off my problems. I think my feelings for
The police asked the father to come with them for interrogation, and Gin insisted on coming along with my father. At first, my dad complained, but he couldn’t argue with Gin, who seemed determined. The police also asked for assistance for Navia and me, but my father intruded and said we were too shocked and left us for another day, to which the police agreed immediately. It was not a surprise since my father is influential enough to sway this case. I hope nothing worse will happen.I paced back and forth in my room. The last words of that strange maid echoed on my mind.Everyone in the house gossiped about the sudden death of that maid. Everywhere I go, I always hear what happened, and it can’t get off my mind. I can’t even calm down a little bit. I was sweating all over my body while that creepy voice of the maid played like a song on loop on my head.Someone knows something about my past self. Why are they after me? Why is it that they intend
Those days passed by like nothing had happened. The death of a stranger seems meaningless. I waited for a family, at least, to show up and claim her body at the morgue, and no one came. When we buried her body, not even the other maids who claimed to know her attended, it was just me, Gin, and dad.It’s been three days ever since I’ve confronted Navia, too, and just yesterday, I found out that she’s no longer staying in the house because she’s starting a business. I have no idea what is it, even my father. On the other hand, my grandmother is busy handling the company affairs since this month is a rush sale.“You’re pouting again.” Gin’s voice knocked my senses, “You okay?”“What do you think?” I sarcastically bite back.“I think she’s far from that.” The blonde freak sitting on the back of the car squished in.I rolled my eyes. I completely forgot about his e
“A-Aw – hey, watch it, man!” Gin lets Van go soon after he shoves him inside the car. I just shook my head in disbelief and at how much noise they are.“Let’s go.” My reflexes went ahead of me. When Gin was about to grab my hands, I quickly flinched away.I have no idea why I did that, but I guess it's because of my reflexes and how stress is throwing me under the bus this past few days.I mean, who would be relaxed after everything that happened?Gin looked surprise at my reaction but I just smiled awkwardly. Sure, I was in denial about it two days ago. I honestly have a little resentment towards him, and I feel a little bit awkward. My feelings can’t help it since I was betrayed by the people I thought loved me dearly. It’s a trauma response.“Are you angry?” His voice sounded worried.I shook my head. "No, just a little tired.” Then J leaned on the car seat and sighed deeply. I haven't started with my plan yet, but
“A date? Did you hit your head or something?” I asked in disbelief. He chuckled. “Come on, you're acting as if I'm not a sweet person.” He turned in a corner. “Plus, we're a team. I need to know the whole plan, your enemies, your doubts,” he continued.I crossed my arms in my chest and stared blankly at the man driving while wearing a smug look. “Why so?” I questioned his skanky ass. For some reason, he's a little more energetic today. “Stop pouting.” He reached out and pinched my nose gently. I slapped his hands away and glared but he just laughed and shrugged it off.I rolled my eyes, looks at the window and sighed. Should I continue entertaining my hatred towards my sister and my ex-boyfriend who killed me in the past? The thing is, they're different now and it's understandable since I'm the only one who knows what happened. But... the things that are occurring is making me falter. It's obviously not the same before. Sure there are other similar things t
Days have passed. I don't know what to do since I've witness a lot of things I didn't remember in the past. I've been trying to connect a lot of things to figure out what to do next.I'm no stupid enough to depend on my memories of my last life, but atleast it will be a basis of my next moves.Surprisingly Navia didn't do anything at the moment. It's a little scary because even her moves are now different.Right now, I'm contemplating life alone in my room. Father is at work, my grandmother somehow wanted to visit the orphanage that she grew up with and Navia went out with Van.I don't want to doubt my memories but...What if everything was just a dream? What if it really didn't happen? Cause it's the only right reason for these things.It makes my heart throb. It makes my heart also drop down my gut. The feeling is heavy. What if it's all in my head? That Navia hated me? And what if June really did love me?Wait — Scratch that jerk. He lied about being married.I jolted up when I re
“A date? Did you hit your head or something?” I asked in disbelief. He chuckled. “Come on, you're acting as if I'm not a sweet person.” He turned in a corner. “Plus, we're a team. I need to know the whole plan, your enemies, your doubts,” he continued.I crossed my arms in my chest and stared blankly at the man driving while wearing a smug look. “Why so?” I questioned his skanky ass. For some reason, he's a little more energetic today. “Stop pouting.” He reached out and pinched my nose gently. I slapped his hands away and glared but he just laughed and shrugged it off.I rolled my eyes, looks at the window and sighed. Should I continue entertaining my hatred towards my sister and my ex-boyfriend who killed me in the past? The thing is, they're different now and it's understandable since I'm the only one who knows what happened. But... the things that are occurring is making me falter. It's obviously not the same before. Sure there are other similar things t
“A-Aw – hey, watch it, man!” Gin lets Van go soon after he shoves him inside the car. I just shook my head in disbelief and at how much noise they are.“Let’s go.” My reflexes went ahead of me. When Gin was about to grab my hands, I quickly flinched away.I have no idea why I did that, but I guess it's because of my reflexes and how stress is throwing me under the bus this past few days.I mean, who would be relaxed after everything that happened?Gin looked surprise at my reaction but I just smiled awkwardly. Sure, I was in denial about it two days ago. I honestly have a little resentment towards him, and I feel a little bit awkward. My feelings can’t help it since I was betrayed by the people I thought loved me dearly. It’s a trauma response.“Are you angry?” His voice sounded worried.I shook my head. "No, just a little tired.” Then J leaned on the car seat and sighed deeply. I haven't started with my plan yet, but
Those days passed by like nothing had happened. The death of a stranger seems meaningless. I waited for a family, at least, to show up and claim her body at the morgue, and no one came. When we buried her body, not even the other maids who claimed to know her attended, it was just me, Gin, and dad.It’s been three days ever since I’ve confronted Navia, too, and just yesterday, I found out that she’s no longer staying in the house because she’s starting a business. I have no idea what is it, even my father. On the other hand, my grandmother is busy handling the company affairs since this month is a rush sale.“You’re pouting again.” Gin’s voice knocked my senses, “You okay?”“What do you think?” I sarcastically bite back.“I think she’s far from that.” The blonde freak sitting on the back of the car squished in.I rolled my eyes. I completely forgot about his e
The police asked the father to come with them for interrogation, and Gin insisted on coming along with my father. At first, my dad complained, but he couldn’t argue with Gin, who seemed determined. The police also asked for assistance for Navia and me, but my father intruded and said we were too shocked and left us for another day, to which the police agreed immediately. It was not a surprise since my father is influential enough to sway this case. I hope nothing worse will happen.I paced back and forth in my room. The last words of that strange maid echoed on my mind.Everyone in the house gossiped about the sudden death of that maid. Everywhere I go, I always hear what happened, and it can’t get off my mind. I can’t even calm down a little bit. I was sweating all over my body while that creepy voice of the maid played like a song on loop on my head.Someone knows something about my past self. Why are they after me? Why is it that they intend
“Have you ever considered talking to birds?”“What? Are you stupid?”Gin chuckled after hearing my statement. How can he make such a stupid question every time we see each other?“Shut up and start acting your age, alright?” I whispered back to him when we finally sat at the table.It’s been a week since those incidents happened. That week made me feel hell for a bit. Yesterday, my dad and my grandma came back from the business trip they had gone through. Of course, the next thing would be predictable; he finds out that both his daughters have a fiancée and keep on visiting and staying at the house every day.Surprisingly, it was peaceful between the four of us. Navia didn’t pull any tricks or stunts to me, which seemed suspicious. On the other hand, Gin keeps on asking dumb questions every God damn time that it irks me, but it also helps me get my mind off my problems. I think my feelings for
Hearing his word made me realize how much of an asshole he really is. He’s not the June I imagined him to be. I was so blinded by love that even his flaws became perfect to me and I ignored the red flags before thinking that he’s just an imperfect human being that loves me too. I went on my knees to look at June’s eyes. “You’re not the man I love.” “After a year you’re going to have a change of heart? We promise each other!” He cried out. “You probably love me because of my money, right?” “Freya, t-that’s not it! I love you, honestly-“ A slap landed on his face again. “Leave,” I stood up, “You’re not welcome here or in my life anymore.” With that, I opened the door and went outside. I waited for him to get out before closing it. “Freya…” He called lovingly. It made my heart sting in pain again. How could he sound so sweet despite the things he has done? I want to shout at him. To question him why he pushed
“What the hell, Freya?” The angry voice from June roared. I saw the sky outside getting gloomy, it feels like a sign that today will be another stress in a cup. “June,” I called his name once again. His eyes drifted down at my hands that were holding Gin’s wrist. I can see how it angered him more. He openly gritted his teeth so hard that I saw his jaw move. I let Gin go and gave him a knowing look. I need him to stay out of sight for a bit so things wouldn’t get messy. “Alright,” He backed up. June took wide steps to reach where I stood. He even tried to grab Gin who’s walking towards Navia and Van but I immediately stopped him by snatching the hem of his white polo t-shirt. “Let’s talk.” June’s expression softened when we met eyes. “Freya.” Now that we’re standing close, I can see how pale he is. His breath is shaky and heavy. I grabbed his hands and guided him to the place where I should’ve brou
"Good morning, lady. You’re even shining today though you’ve always been this bright,” He cheered.“Please be quiet, I can’t even hear myself losing the will to live,” I groaned. This man can’t be serious. Why is he here, early in the morning? And what’s with the introduction of being my fiancée? He’s making my head hurt more.“As a proper fiancée, I need to make sure my future wife had a good sleep.” He raised his shoulders, offering me his assistance. Of course, I hesitated at first but I accepted it anyway.“Accepting that means you said yes to my offer?” He sneered which made me roll my eyes and almost retrieved my hands away from his grip but the hands that snaked around his shoulders were sandwiched even more. I frowned.“No, take backs.”“What are you, a child?”“Probably, if you want me to.”I realize