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Chapter Fifty-Six
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~Haven’s POV~
Logan had been kind of distant with me since the trial. It had been a week of tiptoeing around the issue, but I just couldn’t take it anymore.
“Logan, baby, is something wrong?” I asked.
I knew we had to talk about what I had said at the trial. I hoped he wasn’t too upset with me.
“Did you mean all that?” Logan whispered. “That he was your best relationship? He’s the love of your life...are you not happy with me Haven?”
“Of course I am. Logan I love you. I meant that! At the time yes it was everything to me and I felt like my life had crumbled. But you’ve made it better. I’m happy with you. That’s why you’ve been the one by my side through this whole ordeal. I couldn’t have gotten through without you.”
Logan studied me before smiling. “Alright. Good. Because I love you too and you being happy is the most impor
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