Chapter 1

Chapter 1

 Fumbling with the box, I tore it open and sat on the toilet, and peed in a cup. I was worried this test was going to be positive, but I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure how my family was going to be treated, I knew we were going to be outcasts, people that are never going to be anything in our pack. My hands were shaking and I knew things were about to get interesting. I was afraid but then again I knew I could handle a baby if it was positive.

 “Come on Delilah get out here, the Lycan King is going to be here, and we don’t want to be late. He is going to see that as disrespectful.” my mother nagged through the door. I could tell she was annoyed, a tired annoyed woman.

 If only she knew what I was facing, what was I going to do if I was pregnant? Biting my fingernails, I couldn’t wait for the results, I knew this was going to be the longest three minutes of my life. “Come on!” she growled banging on the door.

 I sighed my heart was already racing, I didn’t know what I was going to say to my mom when she finds out what I already knew. “I’ll be a minute, I’m pooping.” I lied. Just the fact that she mentioned the Lycan King I didn’t want to see him I didn’t want anything to do with him. Closing my eyes, I thought about what I would do if I was pregnant. Would I have to run away and hide? I wasn't sure.

 “Come on Delilah!” she growled pounding on the door, just in time for the results to come in,

 Looking down at the test my heart went into my throat, the results. Positive. Now I wasn't sure what I was going to do. I needed to get out of the bathroom first, and then I had to call Derek since he was the father. I figured he would support me the most since he and his friends decided to have some fun with me and well I went with it.

 Opening the door, my mother meant me with a grumpy look. “Finally I thought I was going to have to pee in a bowl,” she growled pushing her way through the door. I wanted to grab the empty box I left in the trash but it was already too late since she slammed the door in my face. I felt betrayed and alone all of the sudden.

 I went to my room, my phone was buzzing part of me didn’t know how I was going to explain things to Derek. I didn’t want him to be mad, but then again he could have used protection and well I could have said no. I would have never whored myself out, but that night I was drunk and I wanted to have a little fun. I don’t remember who all was there, but we had fun and that was something Derek reminded me of two days ago, he wanted to do it again, but I told him I didn’t want anything to do with another one of his fun times with his guy friends. I was his girlfriend and I should only be with him.

 Throwing myself onto my bed I didn’t know what I was going to do. I knew Derek wasn't going to be happy and most likely would tell me to abort. Yeah, I wasn't ready for a baby, but now it's too late to do anything about it. I wanted to keep it, there was nothing else to talk about that.

 My phone rang again, and this time I answered it. I held my breath, I didn’t want to say the wrong thing and then he never talk to me again. I didn’t know if he would come over, but I hoped he would.

 Pushing my blonde hair out of my face, “Hello Derek.” I said closing my eyes. Every time I thought about him I was wet down below. We’ve only done it twice and this last time was kind of a blur so I don’t know if he forgot or wanted this to happen.

 “Hey, baby you wanna come for some fun again? Every time we get you drunk you are a vixen.” he mused, I could tell he was being himself. He was annoying something, but there is just something about him that I couldn’t figure out.

 “I don’t know, I don’t think so,” I said shaking my head even though no one could see it but me. “Can you come over, I want to talk to you about something. Moms making her famous burritos.” I said biting my tongue, I wanted to kiss him and he tell me everything is going to be okay.

 “Oh yum,” he said I could imagine him rubbing my stomach. “I’ll be over there in thirty, I am sure I can convince you to have some fun again.”

 I rolled my eyes, I knew he was coming over with sex in mind, I could already see it happening. He has a spell on me or I have one on him. But of course, my test results are going to be the reason he doesn’t get any tonight. “Okay,” I said before I hung the phone up. 

 I didn’t want to deal with him over the phone, he was turning eighteen soon and it was going to be when he told his parents he was going to make me his mate if I wasn't his fate. I hoped he kept that promise after he finds out he is going to be a father.

 I wasn't sure how he was going to react, I hoped he was supportive but it seemed like he wanted to be a teen. He was going to be our Alpha once his father decided to give things up. I wanted to be his Luna and I wanted to have a family and everyone happy around us.

 I knew it was going to work becoming a Luna, but I didn’t mind it. I hoped it was going to be fun and we get to travel around to the other packs. I couldn’t wait to meet the other Luna I knew they were going to be a lot of fun.

 Buzzing from my phone again, it was a text this time. “I am coming now, make sure you pack a bag so you can come with me tonight,” Derek said. I didn’t even bother to text him back, I knew there wasn't going to be us tonight, and I wasn't in the mood for sex either. 

 Tonight I wanted us to plan to raise our baby, but I knew getting through to Derek first was going to be harder than I wanted it to be I was willing to fight for him as long as he didn’t leave me here alone to do this.

 Getting off the bed, I wanted to try and make myself look better, I knew I was a mess but I didn’t want Derek running from this before I have a chance to tell him. I felt sick to my stomach I don’t know if it was because I was nervous or if I was having these spells that you get when you’re pregnant.

 Finding my way to the kitchen, I could hear my mom cooking and making a lot of noise. I knew I had to be careful with how I worded things, but she needed to know Derek was coming. “Hey, mom,” I said when I noticed her in the kitchen. “We’re going to have another guest tonight.”

 “Oh Derek is coming?” she asked without turning around, which was kind of a good thing. I didn’t want her to see me the way I was. I wasn't ready to tell her why looked the way I did. 

 “Yeah, he said he is going to be here in a little bit, I hope that is okay?” I said taking a step closer to her, I still hoped she wouldnt turn around.

 I bite my lower lip, I didn’t know how things were going to happen tonight, I hoped there was no drama, and he was understanding and wanting a child now. “Of course it’s fine.” she said turning around. “Are you feeling okay?”

 Before I could answer the doorbell sounded, I was glad Derek was already there. It was going to be interesting, to say the least. I let her walk past me, I slowly followed her out to the door. Before she opened the door she looked at me and frowned.

 “Go and get yourself cleaned up, you don’t want him to see you like this,” she said pushing me towards the stairs. “Join us in the kitchen when you’re done.”

 I ran upstairs and went into my room, he was going to see that I have been crying so there was nothing I could do about that now. I felt more nervous now that he was here, but I guess there is nothing I can do but tell him and hope he doesn’t freak out too much. Deep down I was already freaking out but I was calm for some reason.