Chapter 2

Chapter 2

 Walking out of my bedroom, I could hear my mother and Derek talking but I couldn’t hear what they were saying. I went into the bathroom and washed my face and applied some makeup hoping I could cover up the puffiness in my face.

 Looking at myself in the mirror, my green eyes plagued me. I looked unhappy and I wasn't even sure why. Was Derek going to reject me because I am pregnant? Was he going to tell me to get rid of it? I was scared of those two situations, but I knew I could accept if he told me to leave. Putting my hair into a ponytail, I added some black eyeliner before brushing my teeth.

 I was afraid to go and find him, but I didn’t have to because he decided to come and see me.

 “Hey there sexy,” he said coming up to me and putting his arms around me. “Are you ready to have some fun,” he said touching me.

 “Uh,” I said trying to control the urge to turn around and give him what he wanted. “I have to show you something,” I said wiggling out of his arms. I knew this was the moment I was going to regret, but I needed him to know. I needed him to love me even more, I knew I was being selfish but I wanted him I loved him so much.

 “That you want to see me naked?” he said bouncing on the bed. “Tell me you didn’t just invite me to eat dinner.” he mused grabbing his dick. “I’ve been thinking about you all morning that is why I came over sooner.” Brown hair covered his wild side. Everyone around us thought he was an innocent guy looking for his wife. 

 I couldn’t help but stare at him, I could wait to get this over with. I wanted to throw up, and then just cry and hoped he would comfort me. “Yeah, you would come over for sex,” I said rolling my eyes. “But we’ll see after you see this,” I said handing him the test.

 “What is this?” he said looking down at it. “You have the virus?” he said rolling his eyes. “I better get out of here, look I don’t care if you’re sick.”

 “That's not a virus test,” I said rolling my eyes. “Look at it again,” I said turning my face away from him. I couldn’t bear to get rejected, or for him to tell me to get rid of it.

 When he did, he didn’t say anything for the longest time. I was worried he wasn't going to say anything and he was just going to leave. I wanted to walk over to him, but my legs were frozen in place and I wasn't sure how he was feeling. I didn’t want him to storm out but I couldn’t take the silence any longer.

 “So?” I said hoping he would tell me he loved this and he loved the idea of being a father, but his face told me he wasn't going to do this, he was going to leave me and this was going to hurt.

 “So what is this? You whoring yourself out and trying to pin this kid on me?” he growled throwing the test on the bed. “I am not the father,” he said wanting to hit something. I was hoping this was just shock and he would be fine in a few minutes. He paced around my small bedroom like he was talking a prey.

 “Yes you are, you are the only one I had sex with when you had your friends watch,” I said rolling my eyes. “I think I would remember if I had anyone else.”

 “You wouldn't,” he growled. “I knew this was going to happen, I knew you weren’t going to be faithful to me,” he said getting worse, but I couldn’t help myself if he was going to kill me then so be it. 

 “Well, I was!” I snapped as the tears started to flow. “But you don’t care, you are going to reject your child too?” I wanted to kill him right then and there, I wanted him to feel what I feel but there wasn't anything I could do.

 “I am.” he snapped. “I drugged you that night so you wouldn't remember. I and Mason fucked you hard and you loved it just so much.” I could tell his wolf was taking over, yeah he was eighteen already and about to take over as Alpha. His gray eyes turned black, I knew I was going to be in trouble if I kept doing what I was doing.

 “I don’t understand?” I said confused. “I was only with you and if you are lying about this, you are going to pay,” I growled grabbing my two knives from my nightstand. “I am going to cut your throat and your balls off!” I warned.

 “And I will die and you will lose your baby and your life too.” he mused. “Stop being stupid,” he said snatching the knives from me. “I am not going to stay here with you, I thought we were going to have fun but you are out of your mind,” he said walking towards the door.

 “Wait!” I said turning to face him. “So where does this leave us?”

 “It doesn’t, and if you try and find me later on I am going to reject you. You are not going to pin someone else's child on me and I am not going to feel sorry for you because you want to be a whore. I am going to make sure you are exposed if you come around me. You will act like we broke up and do not ever look at me again otherwise it’s over for you and I will make sure you are punished forever.” he snapped before leaving me standing there.

 After he left I didn’t know what I was going to do, now I was going to be in this by myself and I wasn't sure what I could do. I knew if my mother found out, I was going to be kicked out of the pack and she was going to disown me and there wasn't anything I could do about it.

 “What happened?” my mother said coming into my room. “I thought Derek was going to come through and have dinner with us?”

 “He was, but now he decided he didn’t want to,” I said rolling my eyes. When I looked back at my mother she had a look of horror in her eyes. I followed them and found her staring at the pregnancy test I forgot about on my bed.

 “What is this?” she said picking it up. “This isnt a virus test? Pregnancy? Oh God please tell me this isnt yours?” she said turning to face me. “I’m freaking serious!” I could tell her angry side was coming out and if I didn’t let her come at me she was going explode.

 “Um,” I said looking away from her, I knew this was all too much for me. I didn’t know what to tell her, I didn’t know how to tell her that this wasn't my fault, I was drugged and I didn’t know it happened until now. “Well yeah.”

 “What!” she growled. “You are going to be the laughingstock of this place? And the family? We’re going to have shame!”

 “I know,” I said with tears forming in my eyes. “I didn’t know he didn’t use protection, he did something to me and now I am alone.”

 “Oh no you’re not!” she growled. “He is going to be in this too!”

 “I wish, he already told me he was going to reject me and that if I don’t leave him alone he is going to expose me!” I said shaking my head. I didn’t want her to do anything she was going to regret. I knew we couldn’t just pick up and walk away from this because now she had work and we had a nice place to live. I was afraid she was going to lose everything because of this.

 I was mostly at fault for this because I believed he was going to keep me safe and let my guard down and then he tells me he drugged me and that is why I cannot remember being with anyone but him. I hoped he was lying because then he would have to own up to this, and he would have to be a father when it comes down to it. I knew he was going to deny everything and he was going to make it look like I was the whore but he was that. He was the one that wanted to get naked and cozy.

 “I’m sorry mom,” I said sighing.

 “Well we need to figure out what we’re going to do about this, I don’t want you raising a child right now, you are just one yourself.” she snapped. I couldn’t tell if she was mad at me, or mad at herself.