SIRAHe stood there looking at me as though he couldn't believe that I was right there waiting to speak with him, I looked around the room and even in my annoyance I knew very much that I missed everything that had to do with the Space I found myself.He had his eyes settled on me not saying a word, I looked back at him in annoyance at the entire situation, my eyes had narrowed slightly before glancing at his face only to find he was alreadylooking at me.T hat was how the glaring occurred—i would have called it accidental if it didn't have so much expression in it as well.But I could hardly convey that to the man, why I was there alt least without having myself come off condescending, so I just . . . went with the glare and hoped it was enough.His gaze had hardened a flicker, it showed the excitement in his heart that he tried so much to hide.It was only a second of heavy eye contact, that we were having and he returned his attention to his phone that beeped like I was noth
EROSIn my mind I was thinking about what it was going to take to get over this feeling that I was having deep inside my mind, it was hard to explain but at the same time I had to deal with it .It took eternity for me to make that decision. I took my wolf on a run just to clear my head after listening to everything the woman had said and came to the conclusion that it was the only sane thing I could do.There was no way I could just sit down right there and watch as while I wonder what could be going through the mind.There was no use guessing as I made my way up to her house, before I could stop myself I was right there in front of her house.Knocking the door and waiting for her mother.In my mind I had involuntarily gone over what it would take to get out of this madness out of my mind and it turned out that it had everything to do with myself — I was in control of everything and it would just do me some good speaking with her.I knew exactly what I would do. My family was known f
SIRAIt had been two days since I walked away from Eros when he came down to my apartment and still everything felt like a dream.First, I had to kiss outside the foyer while only the stars and night watch and the second was walking out on him when he showed up at my apartment.It was hard concentrating, even harder dealing with everything that was going on through my head at the moment, I felt like I was pushing everything too far.I was still surprised that he was yet to deal with my whole reaction and how I had been acting out this whole While.I kept asking myself what else was wanted, the truth was even with the fact that I was mad at him I couldn't stay that way forever.He was in mind every single moment and it was hard keeping the thought of him away.It was the main reason why I had to prove to them that I wasn't out down by the fact that he wasn't showing me any affection.Though, I was dying in my heart I had to keep the thought of him away and continue with my chores for
EROSI waded in a pile of my alcohol soaked clothes and walked out half-drunk, half-sophisticated. The former, took over most of my soul and I felt compelled but it as I walked to the sink and watched my face.I was in a total mess and I wore that same look on my face. In a way I seemed quietly disapproving of anything that had to be me thinking about her in my mind and already I took this morning signs seriously.I needed to run badly…Until now, apparently, as I have a lot of drink IS in my closet than clothes as I felt the sudden urge to always drink, nothing could take my mind away from the fact that She might as well not come back to my life.I caught my reflection in the mirror: a taller, less- manly version of what I used to be staring right back at me like I was there all for the taking. It was frustrating to see myself looking this way but at the same time I couldn't help it.I hated the man staring back— He was weak and feeble and In every way not me.I decided that I neede
SIRA.I stood near the doors, leaning against the wall as I looked around the party, in a way I could feel everyone's eyes around me immediately I walked in and it was hard for me to explain, the gaze of everything moving cane to my direction as it looked as though I was the life of the party.The first person I looked for was Cansil, he was the one I was here for anyways.He had his hands in pockets. With his black suit lit by sparkling lighting, he could pass as a handsome gentleman.One only needed to glance up and see that he was a bit mischievous at times, at times there was always this thought that beneath all this I was seeing there was still something that I felt blinded by watching me .It was hard to explain but the feeling was right there, I couldn't get rid of it at least not at the moment.It was as though all the look in his eyes was only smoke and he had something deep down.What worried me the most was thathis stare, edged with something I couldn't refuse…No matter
EROSSeconds passed before she ripped herself from my grip and took a step to go outside, my face red with disdain as I turned to see if anyone saw us .Cancel watched the exchange with neutrality as he was occupied by whatever he was doing, still it was in his face and couldn't be ignored. It was something close to displeasure and it played behind his eyes when he looked at me.Cancel and i were not really at war as a matter we were never really had a reason to go at it, the distaste on his face was for another reason than I stepping in,but I wasn’t sure what.I knew she liked him, it was like he was part of a universe that I didn't want him to be a part of.Perhaps, it had always been the reason why she was changed from being allgentle, reserved, but at the slightest infraction, it looked like she was nothing but a wolf in sheep’s clothing after all this while.I stood with her…she was right there with me but didn't look like she wanted to be .She barked. “Leave.” it was the t
SIRAEven though I knew that I took away a whole lot of breaths the moment I stepped into that party. It comes to me naturally. I managed to derive this kind of reaction out of people any time I walked into a new environment for the first time. I do not even need to try to gain anyone’s attention. All I needed to do was breathe, and then every attention was drawn to me.Today wasn’t an exception. As I stepped into the party, clad in my knee length emerald green dress which marched the color of my eyes amazingly, I knew I was going to have fun tonight.I didn't even put much effort in my looks, just a bit of arrangements here and there and I pulled it off quite well I had to say. Even I knew no woman Within the walls of the party house came close to me in everything physical.While most of the men stared at me with longing, their women counterparts would rather see me out of the place and the face of the earth if possible. The scowl they threw my way anytime I made eye contact with any
SIRAWalking back Inside I felt bad for how I had just treated him. If I could take back my words, if I could take back time, certainly I would have done exactly that at that moment, but it was far from impossible, far from what I had to do.We walked back in because of the rain as we couldn't stay outside after it started raining heavily.This time I was the centre of attention, I let my self enjoy every thing that was coming my way.There was nothing to distract me this time —As it has been his custom every year, Cansil had thrown a party to mark the new phase of his life.Money didn't pose any problem to him, so everything was done in excess.Talk about the varieties of food, drinks, and the rest.Because of the crowd he had invited for his party, he had to involve the services of Myrtle Ushers to assist the waiters and waitresses.I stood at a corner of the room as I ran my eyes through the large hall that held 100+ invitees.Everyone was upbeat as they ate and drank without caut