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SIRA

Walking back Inside I felt bad for how I had just treated him. If I could take back my words, if I could take back time, certainly I would have done exactly that at that moment, but it was far from impossible, far from what I had to do.

We walked back in because of the rain as we couldn't stay outside after it started raining heavily.

This time I was the centre of attention, I let my self enjoy every thing that was coming my way.

There was nothing to distract me this time —

As it has been his custom every year, Cansil had thrown a party to mark the new phase of his life.

Money didn't pose any problem to him, so everything was done in excess.

Talk about the varieties of food, drinks, and the rest.

Because of the crowd he had invited for his party, he had to involve the services of Myrtle Ushers to assist the waiters and waitresses.

I stood at a corner of the room as I ran my eyes through the large hall that held 100+ invitees.

Everyone was upbeat as they ate and drank without caut
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