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EROS

My rapid heartbeats counted the whole event again. I couldn't believe that she did this to me , no matter how much I tried to push it to the back of my mind it kept popping back in, In a manner that was so frustrating.

I remembered the gurgle of Censil words, the cold sweat encasing my body, and soul.

I could picture the moment again when he kissed her and at this point in time I was pissed.

I could still feel his presence even if he wasn't mine. The light scent of his cologne consumed me and everything pissed me off.

I could still picture him at the back of mind kissing her, I didn't know how to describe it but it was right there and I was left with nothing else than to feel the pain of everything that was happening, at the moment the only person I could hate more than any other thing was myself.

I hated myself for putting my soul in all of this, I wished I could change the hands of time somehow I wished I had not seen them kissing.

It was hard to take back, it left me with so