73

EROS

It has been two days since she left and in a way I couldn't get her out of my head. Funny hi time, she should merely be a woman who was a maid to me yet I found myself in this unwanted state I couldn't describe.

I wanted her, I wanted her more than I had ever wanted anyone and it was so sick.

For the first time in my life , I felt that it was to be treated like I wasn't worth it.

It was still a wonder about how I was going to pull through all of this,the embarrassment and reproach I was getting from everyone present here …it just simply be ignored.

"Please, help me." The woman's voice again.

I was standing under the heavy downpour drenched and almost shivering as I tried to process my thoughts as it seemed distant with the thought of Sira heavy in it.

It was frustrating but at the same time I couldn't let go of the woman standing there, not in the state that she was in.

A part of me that was deep in distress just wanted to walk away but something held me back.

I was still filled