The smell of brewed coffee and maple syrup on chocolate pancakes woke me up. There was also a foreign smell around, some soup I guess. I felt calloused fingers tracing my nose, cheek, lip, and chin. It was Jake’s warm hands.
I snuggled deeper into my duvet and smiled before opening my eyes. Jake’s tawny eyes met mine, and he gave me a megawatt smile.
“Good morning, beautiful,” he kissed the top of my head.
“Good morning, handsome,” I pulled him closer to me, burying my face in the crook of his neck.
“Where do you want your breakfast, Bee?” He pulled away from me but still close enough for me to peck his lips.
“Can we just stay in for today?” my puppy eyes were at work now.
Jake chuckled and pecked my lips. “Don’t.” He raised his forefinger but continued to laugh. “We need to be at school. Our coaches will give the details of the boot camp today.”
The football team, soccer team, and cheer team always had a two-week boot camp since the three coaches were close friends. The principal has nothing against the setup. It will lessen the expenses with the three teams going into one place.
Jake must’ve seen the sulking in my mood, so he straightened his seat. I rubbed my eyes while he tucked my hair behind my ears. “Something you want to tell me?”
I nod my head. “Coach wanted me to take some time off. At least for this season.”
He was now mirroring my frown. “You sure? We’ve been looking forward to this season, Baby. The team will not be the same without you.”
Funny how those words were mimicking Coach’s mini monologue. “I love cheering Jake, but yesterday, it felt odd. Sacrificing the team’s effort because of my personal problems is wrong. I’ll only pull the team’s effort-"
My rant out was cut off when Jake placed his finger on my lips. “I know Baby. You don’t have to explain yourself to me.” He let out a breath. “I guess Chuck will have to step up for me.”
“What?!” I burst out shaking my head, holding his hand in mine. “You can’t abandon the team, Jake. They need you more this season.”
“I can’t leave you, Baby. You’re more important to me than winning any game.”
“How did I become so lucky to have the sweetest boyfriend in the world?” I pulled Jake into a hug, burying my face in his chest. “Go with the team. I’ll be fine.”
It was hard persuading Jake that I’ll be okay. I know where he was coming from, but he can’t sacrifice what he loves for me. I know how hard he worked for this and I can’t pull him down with me.
The team didn’t take Coach’s news well that’s why Melissa and Candice were pacing back and forth in my room right now. Our supposed to be fun slumber is turning into an action-packed grilling from both of them.
Jake is staying in the guest room for the night, and I hoped that he wouldn't hear my friends burst out.
“This is a disaster.” Melissa was pulling her blond hair roughly while she gave her opinion. “Do you know that the team will suffer losing you, Bobbie?”
“This is not a disaster, it’s an abomination. We’re completely doomed.” Candice butted in.
I was supposed to be offended and hurt by their flare-up, but all I can do is stop my laughter from erupting. Both of my friends were blond and they look cute in our matching pajamas. Mine is Bubble, Melissa’s is Buttercup, and Candice was Blossom.
“Guys,” it was taking all my strength not to laugh. “I know you will take care of the team. We trained for this and I hope that you give it your all.”
“Stop!” Candice raised her hand to stop me as she continued to pace in my room. “We…” She motioned to the three of us. “It’s not just me and Mel. You’re included in that we.”
Melissa stopped pacing my room and gaped at me. Oh, no. “You’re stifling your smile. Oh my God, Barbara! Do you think this is funny?”
That only made me laugh, loudly, and both of them launched towards my pillow, hitting me simultaneously, and soon, all three of us were giggling like children.
“I love both of you and I’m sorry for letting you guys down.” I pulled the two of them for a hug.
Melissa hit my shoulder when she pulled away. “You’ll own both of us for this.”
“Yeah,” Candice second. “Coach will have both of our asses work twice as hard without her favorite ‘bee’.”
“Hey,” I slapped their shoulders. We are now sitting on my bed. Not only did they use Jake’s nickname for me, but it sounded like an insult. “Coach loves the team. Everyone in it.”
Melissa rolled her eyes. “Yeah, but you're different.”
I know what they are implying. Coach and my mother have been best friends since high school, and they both joined the team. Coach is like my mother’s twin, at least that’s what Nonna said. She treated me like I was her little sister. Being captain didn’t happen in one night, I worked hours in sweat and blood to claim the title. Literally. I even broke a few bones along the way.
“Well, you two need to step up. This is our last chance to prove that our batch is the best in the history of cheerleading.”
They both snuggled closer to me after fighting for the movie that we should be watching. Candice ended up winning in a staring contest against Melissa and we watched Train to Busan for the nth time. Mel almost vomited her breakfast and lunch in my bathroom before the movie credits played. She hated suspense and gory films, but Candice loved it.
The two were already snoring at 10 pm and I read a few chapters on Love & Friendship by Jane Austen before I drifted to a dreamless sleep.
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Monday morning came, I’m seeing off my friends and Jake towards their buses for boot camp. Jake was holding me in his arms for about ten minutes now and Coach Russel called his name for the fifth time, but he was far from letting me go.
He had given me instructions about my phone’s GPS and he installed a tracker into my car. Crazy, I know. But if that will give him peace of mind while he’s away, I gladly agreed.
“West!” Coach Russel called again, but Jake ignored him.
He tucked a loose strand of my raven hair behind my ears. “Are you sure you want me to go? I can still back out.”
I nod my head. “I am.”
“Can you at least not look for a part-time job while I’m away? Just wait until I get back.” We talked about it last night and he still brings it up.
“I need to keep my mind busy. I promise I’ll text you every detail.”
He heaved a sigh. “Fine. I’ll miss you, Baby.” He pulled the back of my neck and planted a wet kiss on my mouth. I know what Jake was doing, and I used all my strength not to make out with him in front of everyone.
“Go now, Handsome.” I pulled away from him as I heard Coach Russel curse all the curses in the world.
Jake pulled me again to his arms. “I love you, Bee.” He pecked my lips before taking his duffel back from the ground and walked towards their bus.
Coach Russel was ranting on him but his eyes were locked on me. He looks like a kid on his first day in school. I never said I love him back because if I do, he will surely not leave for the boot camp.
Candice and Melissa hugged me like they were going overseas for years and I can’t help but giggle at my boyfriend and friends’ antics. Coach Audrey also gave me a tight hug before climbing onto their bus. They pushed me to get their numbers on the speed dial.
I watch as their buses disappear into the street before walking into my class. I had to put my phone on silent mode because I was flooded with text from Jake since they left, plus ten missed the calls. Sending him a text that I will drive to the city now for part-time job hunting, he replied immediately with instructions on what to do if I get lost.
He treats me like a child, but I’m okay with that. I know he’s just worried about me and he’s overreacting. I grew up in this town, so I practically know all the local families because of my Grandad. He also said that his big brother Jack is in town from Iraq. His brother is a lieutenant in the Marines now, and I will visit them after my job hunting.
I’ve been to five coffee shops, but still no luck. They’re not hiring at the moment, this is their synonymous response to me. It’s almost five in the afternoon and I plan to continue my job hunting tomorrow. I bought Jack’s favorite pizza, pepperoni with lots and lots of olives, before sending Jake a text that I’m on my way to his parents’ house.
The drive to Jake’s place is only a fifteen-minute drive, and I saw a car shop on my way. There was lots of signage and I had to hop out of my Land Rover to see if they were hiring any staff. A cashier would be nice. When I saw the sign saying Hiring, I hurried inside, checking no more details because it’s near their closing time.
There was a man in his late fifties behind the counter talking to a girl, probably a few years older than me. The resemblance in their looks tells me they are related. Probably father and daughter. Brown curly hair, glassy eyes, but their complexion was a little different. The girl has creamy white skin while the older man has tanned skin.
“How can we help you?” the girl asked me in a professional tone. Their studying gaze was also the same, and I can’t help but feel intimidated. I was wearing my loose nirvana sweatshirt, black jeans, and Vans.
“Uhm... I saw the hiring sign, I was wondering if it’s still vacant.”
The girl’s perfectly plucked brows raised and confusion was clear in the old man’s face. “We’re hiring for a mechanic, Sweetie.”
“Oh.” yup. I am a girl and with my small features, I probably look like I can’t change tires. “Is it still vacant?”
The girl with the creamy skin’s lips twisted into a mocking grin. “Yeah. Right, Dad?” Oh, I like her already. Her intriguing eyes were now challenging me.
The old guy scratched the back of his neck before studying my looks intently. “Look, Sweetie, don’t be offended but we have no time to teach someone to change tires here.”
“None taken. Is that all that needs to be done? Changing tires?” I’m getting this job, no matter how much mockery they give me.
“Do you know what a Dead Cat Hole is?”
I stifled a giggle when he asked that question. “It’s the hole between the tire and fender.” The glimmer of the old man’s green eyes says that it’s a bullseye.
The girl with the curly locks burst out laughing, and I smiled at her antics. “Is there really such a thing called Dead Cat Hole?”
The old man placed his arm around the laughing girl’s shoulder while shaking his head. “My daughter needs to study car parts.” He poked her nose.
This scene unfolding in front of me makes me nostalgic. My eyes were stinging with tears, but I bit back my bottom lip to stop myself. They remind me of Grandad and me when I was ten, when I used to sneak up on his garage while he fixed his car. Nonno loves cars, and so did I. It became our bonding time since then.
“Got a name, kid?” the old man turned into me.
“Bobbie, sir.” The girl looked at me confused. “Barbara St. Clair, but I’d like to be called Bobbie.”
The looks on their face says it all. They know about the accident, and I want to wipe that look on their face. Pity.
The man cleared his throat before speaking. “I’m Chris and this is my daughter Tina.”
“Nice to meet you, Bobbie.” Tina’s voice is now a little softer than earlier.
“You too, Tina. I hope I passed your test, Sir.”
Chris smiled. “You will if you stop calling me Sir, Sweetie.”
I giggled lightly before shaking both their hands.
I hopped back into my Land Rover with a grin plastered on my face. West’s residence is a five-minute drive away, and I knocked gleefully before I was lifted into the air by big muscular arms.“Bobbie,” Jack squirmed like a girl, but his voice was too deep to be a girl. “Looking good, kiddo.” He put me down and ruffled my hair.“You’re not so bad yourself, Jacky,” I said while taking his look in. He was more buff than before, he could probably crush hollow blocks with those muscular biceps. “You sure beat Dwayne Johnson in the gym, Jack!” I teased before Esther called both of our names from the kitchen.Jack took a slice of pizza while walking to the kitchen with me. “I mish twish.” He stated in a muffled voice.
Jack insisted on becoming my personal chauffeur. I knew what his agenda was. He enjoys acting all bodyguard-ish. He said he missed me too much, that is. It’s not purely lies, but it’s also not the primary reason. Jake had him on body guard duty and I just have to live with that. Girls at school were practically drooling over Jack. Who can blame them? The West brothers were oozing with confidence and hotness. The fact that they were aware of their effect on the women population doesn’t help the situation. Jack was supposed to drop me off but here he is, walking me to class, waving here and there like a Hollywood celebrity. He’s one of the best basketball players in the history of mankind - as he modestly put it in words - just like Jake is a legend in football. “Hey, Bobbie!” I know that voice, Maggie from Dance c
I’m glad that Jack found a new person to focus his attention to. I enjoy having him around, but if Jake is over protective, Jack is worse. There was one time on the school grounds where he threatened a schoolmate of mine because the kid accidentally spilled coffee on my shirt.Jack looked genuinely interested in Tina. He was ecstatic when Tina agreed to go out with him. On the other hand, Tina seems to be interested in him too because every time I walk into their shop, her first sentence is always ‘is Jack with you?’Lee’s attitude towards me got worse within the span of a week. One day, when Ben was out because of his Mom, Lee assigned me to change oil of three cars… all on my own. If his goal is to become an ass, he is practically in the lead and on his way to ranking first. However, I’m my mother’s daughter. I am as
I promised Jake that I will take the day off on Sunday, which I did.I went home.Allowing myself to reminisce every memory I have of my Grandparents the moment I set foot in Nonna’s garden.Thick and lush foliage Marigold is a huge contrast to the little sunflower softness of her daisies. Variety of orchids clung to the driftwoods that she specifically ordered from Italy. Two-lipped ray florets of gerberas in bountiful colors nestled under the beauty of greens. As I reached the double doors, the mingled scents of jasmine and roses did it for me.I am home.I sighed deeply, unlocking the door. Soon I was engulfed by the fresh roses and jasmine that our house cleaner handpicked from the garden. Nonna loves having the fre
When I pulled away from him, he kissed the top of my head and guided me downstairs. Matt’s cool cologne is accentuated with faint smoldered jet fuel flames and coffee. He must’ve taken a commercial flight instead of using the family plane. The two huge luggage with airport’s stamps nestled in the middle of the living room was proof.“Are you staying for a while?” I asked once I trusted my voice to come out properly and poured him a glass of water.“Yeah, Mom asked me to stay with you for a while. Dad will be taking care of everything in Italy while I check some possible business investment here... until your graduation.”This is good. I need to have my mind working on other things than dwelling with the wound in my chest. Mission of the hour, a decent meal for Matt. I was ru
I willed myself to focus on study and work. Just to get my life moving forward. Just to stop myself from drowning in sorrow.Chris even gave me an early bonus. I don’t know what bonus he was talking about, but he said that the clients were pleased with my work and dropped fat tips on the tip box. That’s how it works in their shop, together and as a family. What one has, the others should have as well. Everything is divided equally, be it work or tips.I sent messages to my best friends using my new phone, and I told them I was okay. That I have the Stanleys, Lee, and Matt with me.“Do you want me to put rat poison in his drink?” Mellissa rolled her cool blue eyes, bitching on the other line of facetime.“Poison is too tame, Mel, I’ll c
Anton, Ben, and Matt found someone to dance with. Wide grins displayed on each girl’s features, enjoying their time in my cousin and friend’s arms.Lee announced his presence behind me by tapping my sweaty shoulder. When I turned around, he scratched the back of his neck. “Can I?” a sheepish smile splayed on his lips, a hand offered for me to grab.Returning Lee’s smile, I wound my arms around his neck and swayed my body to the remix tune of Lady Gaga’s ‘Just Dance’.With my arms around Lee’s shoulder, I felt the heavy sigh he let out. Who knew Lee was a shy guy. Leaning my forehead on his shoulders, he loosened up a bit and moved in the same beat that hazed my body. We laughed, danced, screamed and laughed some more, enjoying this night with my friends.
Is it too soon to entertain someone? Is there a time frame before I allow myself to go out with someone else? It’s just a date that Cole is asking. It’s not as if he asked me to be his girlfriend.“Hm, I just got out of something,” I replied, my chest expanding in a mixture of excitement and fear. “I don’t think I’m ready for something serious at the moment, Cole.”A sigh left Cole’s lips. His thumb kept rubbing soothing circles over my skin. “We can take things slow. Get to know each other.”Meeting a stranger in a club who was willing to get to know me and not hit on the first chance he sees is refreshing. I’ve been to high school parties and mostly, the party crashers would want to make out as soon as they laid their eyes on a girl in a tight
~blurb~ I, Zia Walker, take you, Xavier Luciano, to be my wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part. I will honor you all the days of my life. And above all, I vow not to fall for you. ~~ Trapped with the responsibility to my family, fate forced me to marry Xavier Luciano. He was the perfect solution to my problems, but there was only one condition he asked before promising me his ‘I do.’ “Don’t fall for me,” was his unbreakable rule. I laughed at him that day, thinking how easy it is to follow his stupid rule. I’m in love with my ex-fiance, his younger brother Calvin, so what could possibly go wrong? I agreed without hesitation, seeing him as the ticket out of my life’s predicament. Like a raging wave, the realization of my vow’s weight crashed on me.
~Bobbie~ ~Last night~ “I’m Adonis, and I’ll make you happy, Athena.” “Sorry, Bobbie,” Mel muttered beside me. “I can’t do this thing alone.” “It’s your bachelorette party, Mel,” I groaned and shivered when I felt a calloused hand grazing my knee. “You’ll be sorry for this later, Melissa,” I hissed, and again, the hands drew circles on my inner thigh, rising higher and higher. Mel was moaning beside me, and I could hear the girls giggling and laughing gingerly. Those same hands now held both of mine and guided it somewhere in front of me. My hands came against a warm solid skin - very toned skin must be his chest. He guided my hands down to his abs, and he has a good pack, 8 packs I counted. “Oh G
~Bobbie~ The girls were ready to go out, and so were the boys. We walked out of Mel’s room and found them already drinking and fooling around. These men cleaned up well, but my eyes were fixed on Jake, at least when he wasn’t looking at me. He was wearing a simple polo and fitted jeans, and I think they plan to go clubbing as well. “Bobbie,” I stiffened when I heard Jake’s voice so close to me. He sounded as if he already had too much to drink. With his hand gripping my arm, he dragged me to the patio, away from our friends. “What?” I snarled, hauling my arm from his grip. I’m still pissed about seeing him with Elise. My eyes locked with his but the look on his hues rendered me speechless. I was wearing a red cocktail sp
This scene would be an alternate reality if that rooftop episode didn’t happen. ;) ~Bobbie~ I kept punching and kicking until memories of Jake and that blond were out of my head. They look so cozy. “Poor dummy,” Priya’s voice brought me out of trance. I rolled my eyes. “I wish I don’t have feelings like this punching bag.” She takes a seat on the wooden chair while sipping her coffee. I’m in their place outside of town, and I didn’t realize that I’d confined to her. She once made it her life’s mission to make my life miserable, but here we are now. She listened to my story of weakness and stupidity. “You clearly both have feelings for each other. What’s holding you back, Bob
~Jake~ I told myself not to cry. I told myself crying makes me weak, and the fact that my friends teased me that entire day, saying that I was a crybaby, annoyed me to hell. I couldn’t help it. She was damn beautiful that day. I found it hard to believe how lucky I am to be waiting for her at the altar. The moment she entered the church holding Damien’s arm, wearing the dress as white as snow, it made her tanned skin stand out. That day is still vivid in my head. How that strapless gown hugged her upper body down to her waist as the skirt flowed while she walked to where I waited. It’s a magical moment. The images of us together slipped into my head like a fast-forward play of a movie. “Dad!” The sound of little balls of energy running down the stairs of our house pu
~Bobbie~ There are still people who believe in destiny. Some might find it funny and childish. I, for one and for a long time, forgot how much happiness believing in destiny brings. ~~ I remember when I first met Jake. That annoying boy who took amusement in watching me run away from that little beast in Nonna’s garden. It’s payback time. I’ve been suppressing the fit of giggle that wanted to erupt from my tummy just by looking at Jake’s paling cheeks. He’s been chewing on his lips since the plane took off. His glove-covered, slender fingers clutched mine so tight that I could feel my veins losing blood. Dressed in a blue and white freefly jumpsuit, Jake and I sat on the Ces
~Bobbie~“You’re blushing,” Damon commented while we swayed to the tune of Better Together by Jack Johnson.“No,” I denied.My brother, looking gorgeous in his custom-made gray suit and light blue dress shirt, chuckled heartily. My eyes narrowed to slits, gripping his hand tightly as we kept swaying through the song. There was something in his green eyes that gave me chills.“Damon,” I warned, “I know that look.”He brushed my threat off. “What look?”I huffed, “whatever you’re planning, stop it. This is a wedding.”Whenever he’d do something that
~Jake~The wedding was beautiful, but my eyes were fixed on Bobbie and not on the groom and bride. She never fails to enchant me with her beauty. She was wearing a simple light blue gown, matching the dress shirt I was wearing, the same theme with the entire entourage. It only differs in the shade.The pleated sleeveless dress, with the keyhole neckline, is teasing me with the little skin she’s flaunting. A part of her cleavage is showing, and I longed to run my fingers and lips over her creamy soft skin while watching her squirm under me.Damn. I’ve never wanted anyone as much as I wanted her. The way my dress pants tightened is proof of that.The ceremony was peaceful and filled with love and happiness for the newlyweds. To make this wedding much more intim
~Bobbie~Our friends were dead serious about locking Jake and me out here until morning. I don’t mind though. There was enough firewood to keep us warm through the night and there was another set of an actual tent with sleeping bags for our disposal.They prepared a lot of food for us as well. How thoughtful was that? I mentally laughed at their support for our love. There was even a note that said, ‘you two are not allowed inside the house in the morning unless you un-break your break up.’I have no doubt that this was Mel and Candice’s idea. They’re the only ones bold enough to get on my bad side this way. They knew I would never hate them, though.Jake and I got rid of the satin tent and its sparkling romantic lights, put up the tent we w