Kabanata 2

Napakurap ako ng mga mata dahil sa tanong ni Andrix. "A-ano?" 

Start...what?

What is he talking about? 

I stared at him intently and based on his expression, mukhang alam nga nito ang tunay kong intensiyon. Pero... Ganito ba siya kabilis? He didn't even know me! Paano ko siya nauto?

The smirk on his lips disappeared and his eyebrows slightly met, staring at my face. "Are you playing innocent?" tanong niya.

"N-no! Pero wala akong sinabing ngayon—"

"Ahh." He shook is head, lazily. "My mind might change if we will last it longer. In fact, I have a lot of girls other than you. I won't waste my time waiting for your text." He sounded piss but it looks like he was teasing me.

Napasapo ako sa noo. This can't be... Hindi pwedeng magbago ang isip niya. Pero iyon naman ang gusto ko, 'diba?

Andrix was about to turn his back but I immediately grabbed his arm. Humarap siya sa akin saka nanunuya akong tinaasan ng dalawang kilay. Sinalubong ko naman ang tingin niya sa paraan na makikita niya kung gaano ako kadesidido. He smirked, playfully.

"Let's do it here," bulong ko, hindi na alintana ang kaibigan kong ngayon ay paniguradong naghihintay na sa akin sa labas. 

I grabbed his polo collar and quickly squatted down to kiss him. He chuckled before holding my waist to balance our body. Sinimulan niyan na ring sabayan ang halik na iginagawad ko. Shit. I didn't expect I would reach to this point!

"As what I'm expecting..." he whispered. "Wild."

He started kissing me again like he badly wanted to be kissed, as if no other girls had ever kissed her. Ramdam ko ang init sa malambot niyang mga labi. It was moist, not trying to win a battle but seeking union and closeness, sharing of one breath, one sensation, one timeless and passionate moment. 

My cheeks burned as I felt his tounge touched mine, quick and electric, then firmer. Habang ginagawa niya iyon ay hindi ko maiwasang humanga. He looks so... professional?

"Did you lock the door?" I asked. 

His brow raised. "Stop asking," sagot  niya at muntik na akong mapasigaw nang buhatin niya ako papasok sa isang cubicle. Isinara niya rin iyon.

My heart begins to pound loudly. Tumayo ako roon and suddenly, I felt the desire run from my heart, to my chest, and down toward my inner thighs when I saw the way he looks at me.

"O-Okay lang ba na gawing ito rito?" kinakabahang tanong ko.

He licked his lower lip before smirking again. Napaiwas ako ng tingin. So, this is the reason why those girls are getting crazy just to get this man.

If I only doesn't have to do it, hindi ko siya papatulan. Ni ang magkalapit kami ay hindi ko gagawin. For sure, she tasted a lot of woman. I want someone decent. But since I'm not a decent now, I deserve this kind of man.

"Are you having a second thoughts?" he asked playfully, probably teasing me.

"What if I said yes?"

He shrugged his shoulder. "I won't force you, then." But he took my hands and lifted them up after parting my hair. He leaned it against the wall where I was leaning against. Parang lalabas na ang puso ko sa dibdib ko dahil sa sobrang kaba. I closed my eyes and take a deep breath out.

Tama ba 'to...?

"Ahhh..." I unconsciously moaned when Andrix started to kiss my shoulder. Namula ang mukha ko dahil sa kakaibang boses na lumabas sa bibig ko. That was even followed when his lips runs on my skin towards my ear, but doesn't quite make it that far. I tilted my head and after his deep breath out, he bites me gently. Hindi iyon masakit at parang mas nagustuhan pa ng pakiramdam ko. 

His hands crawled inside my uniform that intensified the sensation I was feeling.

"A-Andrix..." Hindi ako mapakali dahil sa nararamdaman. Bumibilis ang kanina ay normal na paghinga ko. "A-Aren't you going to put your thing inside me?" I asked between pleasure and confusion. "Do we need to kiss first?" 

I haven't experience it. Yes, I've done this once but I was too drunk that time. I can't even remember how we did this thing.

But I thought you have to put the guy's think inside the girl's thing? Then, why did this man so long? Nagugustuhan ko ang ginawa pero bakit...puro halik?

I looked at Andrix when he laughed histerically while looking at my expression, as if he enjoys reading my thoughts. Kumunot ang noo ko.

"Are you making fun of me?"

He tried to stop laughing by biting his lower lips pero namumula naman ang mukha niya na parang gusto pa rin tumawa. 

"So...you know my name, already." Hinawakan niya ang baba ko. "Chill, woman. You are too excited," he said amusingly. "Are you a virgin? You look innocent."

Napalunok ako habang nakaiwas pa rin ng tingin. "O-Of course not! B-But I can't remember. I... I forgot it already."

His brow furrowed. "What? You...forgot how you did it before?" natatawang tanong niya.

I glared at him. 

"Magkukwentuhan na lang ba tayo rito?" naiinip nang tanong ko.

His lips parted. "The table turns," he whispered.

Itinulak ko siya sa saradong toilet bowl na ikinagitla niya. After that, I immediately sat on his lap. Nakatingin lang diyan sa akin na parang mas gusto niya na lang ang panoorin ako buong oras.

"Stop staring at me!" I hissed. "Ganiyan ka ba sa lahat ng mga babaeng nakakasama mo? Para mahulog sila sa 'yo at umasa na lang?" Kanina ko pa napapansin ang kilos niya. Parang iba ang intensiyon nito.

"Bakit? Nahuhulog ka ba agad?"

"Dream on!"

Nag-isip ako ng paraan para matigil na kami sa pag-uusap. His voice was annoying amd I don't want to hear it again. Nagbaba ako ng tingin sa kinauupuan ko kung saan ko makikita ang bagay na itinatago niya. What if I put it now inside me so I could go home, early? 

Tumingin ako kay Andrix na nakangisi lang bago siya irapan. Narinig ko tuloy ang pagtawa niya. I didn’t pay attention to him because I started to touch the zipper of his pants. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin nang marinig ang mahina at nakaloloko niyang pagtawa.

"Shut up," I warned him.

"Okay. Do what you think is right."

"Hindi mo ba ako tutulungan gawin 'to? Bakit ako lang ang nag-eeffort?" inis na tanong ko.

"You just forced me," parang hirap na sabi niya. "I am too innocent for this."

He's starting to tease me, again.

"You know what?" He chuckled. "I haven't encounter this kind of...you know, slow and unexperienced."

"Fool my ass," sarkastikong sabi ko. "You serious? You haven't do if with a virgin?"

"There's no hell I would do that."

I just nodded my head and continued unzipping his pants. After that, iyong butones naman ang tinanggal ko. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko nang tumambad iyon sa akin. Nanlalaki ang mga mata kong tumingin kay Andrix at wala sa sariling napatayo. 

"Oopsss," nang-aasar na sabi niya. "You're scared now?"

Napalunok ako. I think... I can't do it. Hindi ba ako... mamamatay? I was afraid that it might reach my intestines when he inserted it into me. Ito ang papatay sa akin.

Tumayo na si Andrix at isinara muli ang pantalon niya. Inayos niya ang kaniyang damit na nagusot.

"I think I should just wait for your text." Inilabas niya ang wallet at may kinuha roong papel. "Here. That's my number."

Ngumisi siya sa akin bago buksan ang cubicle. "Thanks for the kiss. Let's make it deep, later." At pagkatapos ay lumabas na siya.

Naiwan akong nakatayo sa loob, hindi alam ang gagawin. I get it. He just leave me like this! Ah! What an asshole.