Nobela ni Itzkrizzel

Allison's POVNapatigil ako sa paglalakad, hindi inaasahang sisiputin pa rin ako ni Jazzer bagaman late na ng ilang oras.I scoffed at my self and immediately turned to face him. He was looking at with his serious eyes. Hindi na ako nakapagpigil pa at mabilis ko siyang niyakap."You came," natatawang sabi ko. "I'm sorry for inconvenience, sana pala, sa tawag na lang kita kinausap. This would be fast." Humiwalay ako sa kaniyaBumuka ang bibig niya na parang may gustong sabihin pero hindi niya maituloy. "I—""No need, Jazzer," pigil ko sa kaniya. "Thank you for showing up. Uh... I want to bid a goodbye. This is my last day here so it should be in person. I want to have a break in Japan. Ito na rin ang huling araw na guguluhin kita. Pasensya na." Natawa ako pero may luhang kumakawala sa mga mata ko.I love him. My baby deserves to have him. His father. But

Allison's POV I looked at the mirror as I stared at my face. I just wore a long sleeve dress with a flat black shoes. Simula nang malaman ko na nagdadalang tao ako, iniwasan ko na ang pagsusuot ng damit na dati ay komportable ako. Just like sleeveless and stilletos. Dinampot ko ang cellphone ko at tiningnan ang text ng isang taong hindi ko inaasahan na makikipagkita sa akin. I read her message as I sighed when Iound out that she's asking me to meet her. "Not in other place, go to our house. The guards will guide you," I replied. "Your house is too far!" "And you want me to go in your province, instead? If you want to talk to me, make an effort at least." Nakasalubong si daddy nang bumaba ako sa sala. Paalis ito at mukhang marami ring aasikasuhin dahil sa pagmamadali. Tinanong niya lang sa akin ang tungkol kay Mateo kaya sinabi kong

Allison's POV"Russel, you can go to your condo now. Marunong ka bang bumiyahe?" tanong ko kay Russel nang makalabas kami sa bahay nina Jazzer. Pasakay na sana siya sa backseat pero agad ko siya pinigilan."Huh? Where are you going?" takang tanong niya. "Bring me with you. He groaned. "You are pregnant—""Shhh!" Natataranta kong tinampal ang bibig niya at nagpalinga-linga sa paligid dahil sa takot na may makarinig sa kaniya."Ang sakit naman!" reklamo niya."Magdahan-dahan ka kasi! He doesn't have to know!""Sino?"Napalunok ako. "Stop asking, will you? Umuwi ka na!""I'll come with you, baka—""I am with my driver!""But—""Gusto mo bang mamuti ang mga mata ni Brielle kahihintay sa 'yo ro'n? I told her to go to my condo na katabi lang ng condo mo," putol ko sa kaniya, tinaasan siya ng kilay. "My condo is locked. At maghihintay siya sa labas. Pumunta ka na roon para kunwari, ak

Allison's POV "Kuya, sa tabi na lang," utos ko sa driver na agad namang sumunod. Sinulyapan ko si Russel sa backseat at nakitang bumababa na siya ng sasakyan. Hinintay ko siyang pagbuksan ako bago kami sabay na naglakad papasok. Since, he is my assistant, siya ang isinama ko sa bahay nina Jazzer para magdala ng gamit ko. Simple celebration lang naman daw ito, ang alam ko ay kakain lang kami ng lunch. Hindi ko na tinanggihan dahil baka isang oras lang din ako rito. May importante pa akong pupuntahan mamaya pagkatapos. Pagpasok namin sa loob ay sinalubong ako ni Kaye Ann at mahigpit na niyakap. Inirapan ko siya at iginala ang paningin sa paligid. Bilang lamang pala kaming nandito. Jazzer's family, Kaye Ann's and Chloe's. Nakita ko rin si Trisha na simula pagpasok ko ay hindi na maipinta ang mukha, katabi siya ni Jazzer na tahimik na nakaupo. Hindi ko sila sinulyapan at in

Allison's POV "Is this yours?" I was just staring at Russel and couldn't say anything. Nakataas ang isang kilay niya sa akin at bakas ang pagkatuwa lalo na nang makita ang naging reaksiyon ko. I tried to open my mouth pero walang salita ang lumalabas sa bibig ko. "Bestfriend, I'm asking you," kunwaring naiinip na sabi niya. Napalunok ako, huminga ng malalim at mariing ipinikit ang mga mata para pakalmahin ang sarili. Ilang segundo akong tahimik bago marahas na humakbang palapit kay Russel. Hindi niya inaasahan iyon kaya madali kong naagaw sa kaniya ang pregnancy test ko sa kamay niya. I glared at him. "Where did you get this?!" pasinghal na tanong ko. He scoffed, jokingly. "Miss Reinhard, if you doesn't want everyone to know about that, please keep it properly." Marahan siyang naglakad palapit sa isang table. Naupo siya roon

Allison’s POV Stop thinking negative, Allison! Tumalikod ako kina Jazzer at mabilis naglakad palabas. No. I still want to try it. Kung ikasisira iyon ng relasyon nila ay labas na ako, hindi ako ang may kasalanan noon kung sakali. Si Jazzer pa rin ang magdedesisyon at hindi ako. It’s either now, or never. Sa ngayon ay mas matimbang sa akin ang batang dinadala ko. I want to be selfish for now. Kailangan kong mamili. Si Trisha na mawawalan ng boyfriend, o ang anak ko na mawawalan ng kinikilalang ama. Of course, I’ll chose my baby. May nakita akong puno hindi kalayuan sa hospital kaya naglakad ako patungo roon at sumandal. Dumungaw ako sa cellphone ko. Mapait akong napangiti nang makita ang text sa akin ni Jazzer. He told me that he will be late in few minutes. He didn’t even tell

"Best, why are you taking so long? I thought you were just going to fix yourself?" Shakira greeted me with a question as I came out of the bathroom. "Wait - have you fixed with that looks?"I blinked. The way she speaks, it was as if she's not aware of what just happened inside the comfort room. I swallowed and forced myself to calm down so that she would not notice the panic I was feeling.My breath was heavy ... When I came out of the cubicle earlier, I only realized what had happened. We almost do it! I don't know why I seemed so determined earlier but now, I just want to slap myself because of embarrassment. Shit. I can't expect to get to this point. To have a one night stand with someone I barely know.My parents would loath me if ever they found it out.Tho

I blinked at Andrix' question. "W-What?"Start… What?What is he talking about?I stared at him intently and based on his expression, he seemed to know my true intentions. But… Is he really this fast? He didn't even know me! How did I get him convinced?The smirk on his lips disappeared and his eyebrows slightly met, staring at my face. "Are you playing innocent?" he asked."N-No! But I didn't say anything today—""Ahh." He shook is head, lazily. "My mind might change if we will last it longer. In fact, I have a lot of girls other than you. I won't waste my time waiting for your text." He sounded piss but it looks like he was teasing me.I frustratedly rubbed my forehead. This can't be… He can't change his mind. But that's what I want, isn't it?

"Ouch!" I flinched when a random man hit my shoulder when he passed me. I followed him with my gaze until he vanished before adjusting my sloppy uniform."Hailey!" I looked behind me when someone called my name. I saw my friend roaming around, probably looking for me.When her eyes darted to me, she quickly ran closer and hugged me tightly. I frowned as I push her away."How long are you waiting for me?" She looked over my entire body to see if I was okay. "Are you fine? Did nothing happen to you here? Those basketball players are running, damn idiots."I smiled. "Yes, don't worry about me."My parents were furious when they found out I was pregnant and demanded to know who the father was. I said I didn't know because I was afraid of Liam. I don't want us to get into trouble because it will only make things worse.But I didn't expect it would make my parents

"YOU ARE ONE WEEK PREGNANT."When I confirmed that my suspicions were correct, the doctor's words rang in my ears. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I stood in front of my boyfriend's house, unsure whether I should continue or retreat. I was terrified... There are so many possibilities that my mind is jumbled, and I feel as if I'm going insane.What if my boyfriend deny about our future baby? What will be my parents reaction?It's been a week since we attended a debut party. I am not aware of what happened… All I can remember is the loud music accompanied by loud shouts from different peoples. Then I got drunk and so on…I messed up my hair and frustratedly looked up at the house. I let out a deep breath… and using my trembling hand, I knocked twice.I close my eyes when no one responds. "Please… Love, please…" I whispered hopefully. I bit my low

"May I know your intention?" Andrix asked back instead of answering my question.Nangapa ako ng sasabihin habang nakatitig sa kaniyang mukha. He was staring at me with his cold eyes as if I was just one of those stranger girl he abandoned. Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman. I felt.. disappointed at the same time.After what happened to us?But...who am I to complain? Shakira made it clear na he's a womanizer who forgets his girls after taking what he wanted. Pero nakakagulat na nag-iba ang pakikitungo niya sa akin. Hindi siya ganito kalamig. He talks nicely and approaching.I even thought he will continue teasing me if we met again.Pero hindi niya naman ako naaalala."I have game to attend. So, if you are going to stand—""Sandali!" putol ko sa sasabihin niya. Umiwas siya ng tingin sa akin at nagpamulsa. "Hindi mo ba ako nakikilala? It's me! H-hailey!" I sounded desperate.Huminga siya nang malalim. Tamad na ibinalik ni Andrix ang kaniyang tingin sa akin at dahan-dahang naglakad palapit

I scoffed after reading the information of Andrix Elyazer that Shakira made for me. Nandito na lahat pero limitado, gaya ng edad nito at iba pa.Andrix family own a huge company.Nag-m-manage ang pamilya niya ng mahigit limampung branches ng Starbucks at kung hindi ako nagkakamali ay mayroon din sila sa ibang bansa.He is a 4th year college and taking the Bachelor of Science in Architecture. Kahit noon pa sa Maynila, babaero na talaga ito base sa research ng kaibigan ko. Sa isang araw ay hindi mabilang kung ilan ang mga babaeng nakakasama niya. I am not truly expecting it. I thought he's just like other men na may ibang babae na agad after ng ilang months of break up Pero iba siya, hindi ako makapaniwala.Ang alam ko lang, nakatira siya ngayon sa mansyon ng auntie niya dahil bumagsak daw ito sa UST na pinapasukan niya sa Maynila. Shakira doesn’t know the real reason why he had to move here. Maybe...his parents got mad? Paano kung gaya ko, pinalayas din siya?"Alam mo, best, babaero la

I gasped.Hindi ko na napigilang ang pagtulo ng luha ko dahil naghuhurumintado kong dibdib. Bahagyang lumayo sa akin si Andrix para makita ang mukha ko. Napansin ko ang pagbakas ng gulat sa mukha niya at bahagyang umawang ang mga labi nang makitang umiiyak ako. Shit. I couldn't stop myself from being a crybaby. Nagpapadala ako sa emosyon ko."Stop talking," nakikiusap na sabi ko, nakatingin ako sa mukha niya kahit nanlalabo siya sa paningin ko.He swallowed. "I'm sorry...""W-We... We broke up. He left me...""And this is your solution to forget him?"Marahan akong tumango para hindi na siya magtanong. Mas makakabuti kung iyon ang dahilang alam niya... He doesn't have to know everything."I'm sorry for being insensitive," bulong niya at marahang hinaplos ang pisngi ko. He just stared at my face as if he was asking my permission first before kissing my lips.Tumingkayad ako para abutin ang labi niya. I even wrapped my arms on his nape while his hand automatically landed on my back and

"Don't think about yourself, about your family, about everyone. Stop the negativity thoughts and think about your baby, instead," seryosong sabi sa akin ni Shakira at sa ikatlong pagkakataon, muli niyang inayos ang pagkakabagsak ng buhok ko.I just smiled my frustration away.Tumayo ako at humarap sa malaking salamin. I tried to stop my tears to fell. I am wearing a red backless dress that is under my knees. Umaabot sa bewang ko ang tuwid kong buhok. It was a blonde color since I was in half pony tail. Kulay itim ang nasa ibabaw at may kulay naman sa loob. I am also wearing a light make up that Shakira put to me. Mas matangkad siya sa akin pero ngayon ay halos pantay na ang taas namin dahil sa suot kong heels.I checked the time. Seven-thirty pm."Nasabi mo na ba kay Andrix ang room number?" tanong niya at tumango naman ako. I texted Andrix before preparing my dress. Si Shakira ang nagbook para pagpasok ko pa lang sa restaurant hotel ay pwede na akong dumiretso sa loob.Ito na ang or

"Best, bakit ang tagal mo? Akala ko ba mag-aayos ka lang?" salubong na tanong sa akin ni Shakira nang lumabas ako sa banyo. "Teka—nag-ayos ka na ba sa lagay na 'yan?"Namilog ang mga mata ko. The way she speak, it was as if she's not aware of what just happened inside the comfort room. Lumunok ako at pinilit na kumalma upang huwag niyang mahalata ang naghuhuramintado kong pakiramdam.My breath was heavy... Pagkalabas ko ng cubicle kanina ay saka pa lang ako natauhan sa kung ano ang nangyari. We almost do it! I don’t know why I seemed so determined earlier but now, I just want to slap myself because of embarrassment. Shit. I can't expect na makararating ako sa puntong ito. To have a one night stand with someone I barely know.My parents would loath me if ever they found it out.But I won't deny the fact that that guy has a charm. He made me feel comfortable by the way he talk. Nagkamali ak

Napakurap ako ng mga mata dahil sa tanong ni Andrix. "A-ano?"Start...what?What is he talking about?I stared at him intently and based on his expression, mukhang alam nga nito ang tunay kong intensiyon. Pero... Ganito ba siya kabilis? He didn't even know me! Paano ko siya nauto?The smirk on his lips disappeared and his eyebrows slightly met, staring at my face. "Are you playing innocent?" tanong niya."N-no! Pero wala akong sinabing ngayon—""Ahh." He shook is head, lazily. "My mind might change if we will last it longer.