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2021-04-30 14:17:23Aubree's Pov
"Good morning Aubree!" Katy wished me when I reached the office and I sat on my chair while she sat on hers.
"Good morning Katy." I wished her and Anna came out of her cabin.
"Hey Aubree! I'm so glad you're here. I have to go for work and I need Katy with me. You will have to manage all the calls today." She said and I nodded. Yes you could go, after all, I need to be alone to read my diary.
"Okay sure, I'll see you tomorrow then?" I said and bid them goodbye.
"And hey, I guess Jaden will drop by here again, he knows you would be alone today." Katy said while she walked away.
Oh crap! Not that I don't love having him around, but still I need time to complete reading this.
I took out my diary which was now neatly covered in a magazine cover and read the next diary entry. I never wrote diary everyday, I just wrote the moments which were special. So it was a good thing I guess.
15th&n
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