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Chapter 27
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2021-04-30 14:20:44Jaden's Pov
"So let me begin, I will tell you everything that I know. But in turn, you have to promise me that you won't even think about suicide." I said and looked at her pale face, trying to solve out the puzzle that she was. I knew her better than everyone else, but I never knew what was on her mind anymore.
"I promise, now you can begin." She said, and looked at me, waiting to spill out all the beans before her.
"This all began when I started to date Isla. So let me begin with how we began to date." I said.
*Then*
Jaden's Pov
I was still sitting in the cafeteria while I saw Aubree rushing out of the place as if she were hit by a hurricane. A moment ago, she was all fine, excited even, but as soon as I told her that I have a crush on Isla, she became silent for a while and then rushed away.
I wonder what the problem was.
And I wonder
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